I make my way to my office, Kit following behind.
When I enter the room, I see a blond man and a red-headed woman with a little red-headed boy sitting on the woman’s lap, his back to her chest. I scent that they’re pack members; they wouldn’t be here if they weren’t.
They vaguely look familiar. I know every member of Silver Paw, I’m the Alpha, and everyone is connected to me; it’s how an Alphaship works.
So why don’t I feel connected to these people?
I feel strange and a little like I’m not here right now. This is not me at all; I’ve never felt like this; I’ve always been in control.
Why aren’t I right now?
If Victor turns up here and I’m still blurry minded and forgetting things, he could take adva
“Gianna, please talk to me,”For the past four days, Gianna has avoided me at all costs. I know it’s because three days ago, Valsurus attacked Gianna. I couldn’t control him; though he didn’t take over my body, the bastard used me.Gianna was terrified and went running to Bella, who moved Gianna to another room away from me. I can’t say as I blame Bella for that, but I was confused. Gianna would never have left me usually, so I don’t know what’s going on.Now, Gianna won’t let me touch her in any way, and she won’t so much as look me in the eye. It’s driving me crazy, and Valsurus is ready to attack again, anyone who gets in his way. I’m fighting so hard to keep him locked away, but it’s not easy.I came to Gianna’s room five minutes ago, desperate t
I wake up with a thumping headache. I groan while dragging myself into a sitting position.I realise I’m in the infirmary when my eyes meet Kale’s. Josh is also here, staring at me.“What happened?” I ask Josh.“You don’t remember?”“Would I have asked if I did?”Josh shakes his head before telling me, “Valsurus attacked Gianna again.”“What?”No, that can’t be; he wouldn’t do that again!‘I would, and if Josh hasn’t stabbed me with wolfsbane, I would have torn the bitch apart!”‘Why? Why would you do something like that to Gianna?’
“Is he gonna be okay?” My mate enquires.I sigh, then shake my head. “I honestly don’t think so. Lorcan seems to have given up fighting, and without Gianna, there’s no reason for him to do so.”“Fuck it!” Josh slams his fist down on my dining table in frustration.I called Josh, Harper, Kit, Bella and Emily over to my place so that we could talk things through. The five of them, myself and Joe, are the closest to Lorcan, his most trusted right now. Plus, the seven of us are Gianna’s closest friends, and we care about her.For three days, Lorcan has been laid up in his room. After I sedated him the other day, he gave up the will to live. I wouldn’t have done it, but my Alpha seemed to have lost his mind, mumbling and trying to attack Josh.Gia
I sit crossed-legged on the bed in my room. My eyes are closed, and my hands are on my knees.I need to concentrate because it isn’t easy to get through him these days. Thank the Goddess; I had the foresight to demand my own room.Goddess, I couldn’t bear being in Lorcan’s room. His scent made me nauseous in the packhouse; I couldn’t imagine having to sleep next to him.Gag!I’d rather fucking die!‘Are you there?’ I call through our mind-link.‘I’m here,’ He answers immediately.My heart hammers with joy at hearing his voice. I have missed him so much, it’s only been a week, yet it felt like a year.‘Progress update.’
“What are we going to do, Josh?”I sigh as Harper strokes the back of my head while climbing onto my lap. I wrap my arms around her waist, smiling as our cub kicks against my hand.After Gianna told Harper and me that our cub was a boy, I haven’t been able to hide my excitement. I would have loved this baby just as much if he’d been a girl, but there’s no denying that I wanted a boy.Cyro Adams will be born within a couple of weeks, and I can’t wait to meet him.Lorcan is about to become a father to a little girl. I never imagined Lorcan as a father, but I can’t deny how much he dotes on Gianna and the baby.However, something is not right.Seeing my Alpha and best friend in so much pain doesn’t make sense. While Lorcan wa
I bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from responding. This is not the Gianna I know because there is no way she’d ever leave Lorcan.Gianna didn’t leave Lorcan when she first came here, and he hurt her all the time. Fuck, he almost killed the girl more than once, and even that wasn’t enough to make her leave.No, Gianna stayed by Lorcan’s side and slowly fell in love with him. Gianna showed Lorcan how to love, and they are devoted to each other. Hell, Lorcan let Gianna mark him, something he always told me would never happen. But he allowed that for the woman he couldn’t live without.If Gianna were here, she’d be right by Lorcan’s side. There’s no way she’d act as though he didn’t exist while he’s fighting for his life.Gianna wouldn’t walk away from he
“This is ridiculous,” Jenna shakes her head in disbelief.Luther and Jenna arrived half an hour ago. The King and Queen, along with Leander, came ten minutes later. I’ve been explaining everything I know to the five of them ever since.The anger radiating off of Orrin and Anja is palpable. I can feel my skin heating up from the power of their rage. I can’t say as I blame them; Lorcan is their son. I know that I’d tear the world apart if it were my son.“Why didn’t you call us before now?” Orrin snaps at me.I sigh.“I don’t have an answer for that, Your Majesty. But I will say that Lorcan didn’t know anything was wrong, and he carried on as though things were normal. Even with Valsurus going crazy, Lorcan wouldn’t believe his wolf
“The bond is broken,” I mumble for the umpteenth time through my chapped lips.Pain has become my best friend of late, yet I hang on, clinging to life, though I’m no longer sure why.‘Because you know now that the woman in your house is not your mate.’ The voice that penetrates my mind is not my wolf; it’s a woman.White light surrounds me, and I close my eyes momentarily. Upon opening them, I notice that I’m no longer bound to my bed. I’m standing by a lake, much like the one belonging to my family. Yet different at the same time.The morning dew, I breathe deep into my lungs. There’s no one around, not a sound to be heard, and everything is peaceful.I smile at the blue-green sky, and from that alone, I know I’m no longer in the realm of th