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2021-12-18 01:12:50From my seat beside the window, I watch Gianna sleeping. She’s lying on her side, facing me. The blanket is lying loosely around her hips, baby bump on show, and nothing but a thin t-shirt covering her swollen breasts.
I’ve watched Gianna sleep every night since she woke from her coma three months ago. I can’t help myself because the fear of losing her won’t leave me.
The first two weeks after Gianna woke up were the worst. I couldn’t sleep nor settle when it came to searching for Victor. The bastard went into hiding when he realised his second attempt on my mates life failed.
But I know that Victor won’t give up trying to take my mate from me until either I die or he does. The man’s obsession with me is crazy, but no more crazy than mine with him.
I want him dead by any means and now!
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I make my way to my office, Kit following behind.When I enter the room, I see a blond man and a red-headed woman with a little red-headed boy sitting on the woman’s lap, his back to her chest. I scent that they’re pack members; they wouldn’t be here if they weren’t.They vaguely look familiar. I know every member of Silver Paw, I’m the Alpha, and everyone is connected to me; it’s how an Alphaship works.So why don’t I feel connected to these people?I feel strange and a little like I’m not here right now. This is not me at all; I’ve never felt like this; I’ve always been in control.Why aren’t I right now?If Victor turns up here and I’m still blurry minded and forgetting things, he could take adva
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