MAY ANDREA BENJAMIN14TH APRIL 1923 – 19TH SEPTEMBER, 2015LOVING MOTHER, GRANDMOTHER, AND FRIEND.‘We shall meet again, in the place where flowers never die.’Aunt May’s ashes were carried quietly in a heart-shaped ceramic urn that bore a colorful polish on the surface, as colorful as the life she had lived. The ceremony was attended by the Manning family and also the Wilsons too who had flown from New York to support Lucas.No one was dressed in black attire as the funeral was held to celebrate Aunt May’s life instead of mourning her death. Lucas and Charlotte held hands throughout the entire cremation ceremony, looking like the most adorable couple in all of Atlanta.Lucas Benjamin carried the ashes all the way back to Aunt May’s house, holding the urn close to his chest to feel Aunt May’s embrace one last time. He had not shed any more tears in the past three days since her death, wearing a stern look on his face all through.He tried shedding off the blame that clung to his skin,
It had been a week since Aunt May’s ashes were scattered in her garden, and everyone was slowly and reluctantly getting back to their daily lives. I could still feel her void around me, but I knew I had to move on with my life as she would have wished.Her absence mostly hit me at work when I craved to hear her advice on something but could not reach her. Still, I lived. I visited her garden whenever the pain got overbearing, but recently, my visits to her had been full of joy and peace.“I finally made up with Lucas,” I told her, weeding out on her farm as I enjoyed the cool weather. Winter was fading, and spring made her flowers blossom brighter than I had ever seen them. “He and I are back to being friends,” I giggled as I remembered the last kiss we had shared back at the airport when he left for New York. I was sure Aunt May knew I was lying when I called us friends.“He said he will be back for me.” I lifted the batch of weeds off the ground and emptied them into the bin outside
“I have to say, I am quite offended Lotte!” I said as I watched her undress. I had traveled to Atlanta to spend some time with her as the office was a bit more settled into the new quarter. I sat leaning on the headboard of her bed, my arms locked in front of my chest, ogling her naked body.My eyes darted from the floor to her legs as she stood near the bathroom, wrapping her body in a thin towel. We were yet to be intimate, and unlike all the women I had been with in my life, I was ready to wait for her. For all eternity if asked.“Hey, I’m sorry!” she cried out. ”I already told you, we did not know he was going to be there. It was a surprise to everyone.” She got inside her bathroom. I stood up from my position in the bed, walked inside after her, and sitting on the bathroom counter.“Oh Lotte, you don’t need to protect my feelings,” I joked, enjoying the look on her face when she was flustered. The shower was walled with translucent glass that allowed me to enjoy the sight of her
“Tell me what you need me to do, and I will be happy to,” Lucas whispered in her ear, causing a blush to form on her cheeks as the sound of his voice. She had always wanted a man to take charge in her bed, and she had dreamt about that man multiple times.She had heard his voice before, felt his touch on her skin, and seen his frame on top of her. And as he looked at Lucas – filled with desire in his eyes, touching her with tenderness and care, talking dirty to her but still loving her right – she knew the man whose face she had not been able to see before. And she loved him more with her in her bed rather than in her dreams.“Make love to me, Lucas,” she said to him.And he did. Every night.And in the morning, he would wake up and stay by her side as they prepared breakfast together. She made omelets and fried the sausages as he squeezed the juice and made the coffee. She washed the dishes as he dried them from the rack to the cupboards.She dusted the windows while he vacuumed the
Lucas and I arrived at the house earlier than Jenny and Anthony. Our dinners turned out to be an extended family affair and I was falling in love with every moment we shared. The relationship between our parents was also blossoming into something beautiful, and it was a sight to behold.Through these dinners, we got a glimpse of their love story before us, and now, gawking at them as they held hands and shared kisses unashamedly before us, it was an imagination worth perceiving.“Oh, son! Good to see you again.” My father stood up from his seat to greet Lucas with a father-son embrace. I could tell it was still overwhelming for him to receive that sort of affection, and as much as he often denied it, his eyes filled with water whenever he was addressed as a son.“My dear, your young husband is here!” he called out for my mother who came rushing from the kitchen. I laughed as I watched her promenade towards Lucas, her arms wide spread for a hug. She had a kitchen towel on her shoulder,
Twenty years ago“Lucas, this is my younger sister, Jenny. I call her Jen!” Charlotte said cheerfully as she introduced the two. Jen barely acknowledged him. She ran back to her dolls, sitting alone under the tamarind tree outside their home. Charlotte and Lucas had already been friends for two years, and they had grown quite fond of each other. Jen had always preferred her solitude over their companionship.“Does she hate me?” Lucas asked. Charlotte broke out in laughter, her voice swallowed when she tried to speak.“Are you really asking me if a child hates you?”Lucas scratched the back of his head, realizing the foolishness in his question as his eyes remained on Jenny.“I don’t know. Children can be brutally honest, you know. She must have sniffed something on me that made her despise me from the beginning. Should I go ask her?” Lucas added. Charlotte was teaching herself how to knit with leftover yarn given to her by Aunt May. Unlike her sister, Charlotte had quickly warmed up t
We all sat at the table patiently waiting for Lucas and Jenny to come back home. Mother and I had cleared the table in a way to escape the agony and distract our minds, but when everything was sparkling clean, there was not much to do other than wait.Suddenly, light seeped through the blinds and I shot up from my seat and stood by the window.“It’s them!” I declared as I rushed to open the door and meet them. Their cars had lined up outside by the road, and they both alighted at the same time, walking to the house together. Jenny looked much more at ease than before, and when she fell in my embrace, I could tell she was feeling better too. Lucas pecked me on the forehead as Jenny was welcomed back into the house by our parents. I mouthed a low ‘thank you to Lucas as we walked arm-in-arm after them.“I am sorry,” Jenny began as soon as everyone was settled back in the living room. Dad merely nodded his head as he listened to her. “I guess I was just afraid. I had not processed the ent
“How long will you stay with me?” I asked Charlotte as we packed for New York. She had agreed to stay with me for a while as I took care of some matters in the office. The time I would stay there was indefinite, and we could not stay far away from each other for too long.“I have spoken to Kerrington, and as long as I can take care of things online, there is no problem with me changing my environment. It’s good for the brain.” She said with a smile. She took a pile of jeans from her closet and threw them on the bed, picking out the ones she needed for her stay.I was willing to buy her all the clothes she needed to avoid her carrying too much around, but I knew she would not agree to me doing so, hence, I did not push it. I knew she could take care of herself without needing my help, but I wanted to take care of her. Always. I was ready to spoil her, but I had learned to be careful not to make her feel like I was insulting her with my wealth.“Perfect! I have already asked Jacque to p