“Cat?” Loren also called me back and questioned the moment she saw me.
"W-What are you doing here?" I asked him again, full of wonder. I didn't think I would see him here because the last thing I remember was seeing him last night when I left the reception. "And, why are you with our club manager?" I raised my eyebrows when I saw Mr. Sol. I greeted him with a smile before returning my critical gaze to Loren."We came here to visit the kids before we went straight to DeepBlue." Mr. Sol stepped into the conversation which Loren immediately followed with a nod."But, isn't it too early for Loren to go to DeepBlue?""How about you, KitCat? What brought you here?” He diverted the topic by passing me the question.I chuckled when I heard him say my name again. Since I started working at the nightclub, I can hardly count on my hands how many times he has called me by different nicknames.For a moment, my eyes returned to the two of them because their answers did not convince me enough as to why my friend and our manager are also here together, alone."Ah, I brought Jaxson here to spend some time and enjoy the day. I didn't think you would go either. I know this day will be extra fun.” I said smiling and so did Mr. Sol.He has been very nice to me and I don't want to believe Loren in what he told me and treat Mr. Sol as a manager and maybe at times a friend. He was very easy to be with and he has always been doing me favors but we didn't really get a chance to have a conversational talk and spend some time together."I also love the idea that you are here, KitCat. I'm sure that you and this best friend of yours will have less time to be together now that you are married."I smiled at Mr. Sol as a response. I felt Jaxson's hand gently crawl into my hand and then hold it. I didn't look at him when Loren grabbed my attention because of raising his eyebrows at me with a sly grin on her lips."Let's go inside." Loren uttered. “I'm sure the children will be delighted when they find out who is here today.I giggled. "I miss the kids so much. It's been years since I last came here.""Why do you people keep saying kids?"I was pretty stunned to hear Jaxson finally speak out. I thought that he would be shy to join our conversation and would just keep quiet while holding my hand.I pointed to the large sign above us as we walked into the orphanage to answer Jaxson's question. "We are at the orphanage. This is the place where Loren and I volunteered to take care of the kids and gave them lessons like art.” The smile cannot be removed from my lips as I am reminiscing those days. "It has been years since I last visited the children. I couldn't volunteer and join other communities since my father left us because my schedule is so hectic. But I'm glad I can do it again today.""That's really awesome, Catt." Mr. Sol said as he turned his head slightly to look at me because they were walking ahead. "I always knew that you have a good heart, but I just now found out that you are also volunteering for organizations. I also love visiting communities like this and helping them by sponsoring. In fact, I have a home for the aged to visit maybe next week. You will be free to come join me if you are free.”"Wow, really? I'm happy to know that you are doing that for the people that really need help. Believe me, you are spending your money right because they are really happy when someone is helping the foundation. Especially here at the orphanage that seems to know very little. If I have free time next week, I will make sure to come.”"I know, since I don't have my own family yet, I am spending my money for the people in need. It really lightens my heart just by hearing a simple thank you from them and seeing their smiles. Make sure to let me know if you can come.”I nodded to Mr. Sol smiling. It's nice to know that a rich and young man like him is very thoughtful and helps people in need.When my eyes caught Jaxson, I noticed that his muzzle was forward as if frowning.I caressed his arm to grab his attention. I raised both my eyebrows to ask him what's wrong but he just stared at me for a second before he let go."Guys, look! It's Ms. Lauren!”My attention was caught when I heard the boy's voice."And she brought another prince and princess today!"The children came out one after the other when they saw us approaching them. When my eyes met a girl she gasped and then pointed at me with her finger."Isn't that Ms. Cat?”"Really?"Hearing Winter yell, their attention turned to me almost simultaneously."You're right! It's me!” I shouted back that seemed to be their cue to approach us.I gently withdraw my hand from Jaxson to kneel so that the children are my equal. I greeted them one by one while patting their heads."You kids have grown so much since I last came here. Good thing you still remember me. Because I will surely feel sad if not." I acted as if I was being sad while my eyes were looking at them."How about us, Ms. Cat? Do you still remember us?”I let out a feeble laugh and acted as if thinking, playing with them. “Hmm… Let me see… You are Winter!” I exclaimed. Pointing at the little girl with short hair and big doe eyes. “Adoration!” I said again to another girl. “Troy, Wimrod, Jessica, Simon, Gabriella, and Til!” I poked their chins as I recited their names. "Huh? You guys are missing one. Where is Tali? Your twin sister?” I asked Til, and apparently my hunch was not good when his eyes flashed sadness.I pulled him closer to me and locked him with my arms, trying to comfort him because he looked really gloomy."Tali was already adopted." Winter said, that's why I turned around. "As we heard, the family that adopted her will bring Tali to California and live there. We haven't heard about Tali after she left. And Til was very sad ever since her sister was gone."I felt sad hearing that from Winter. That's why I hugged Til tightly to give him strength as I patted his back. I saw that Jaxson also patted him lightly on his head."I am sure that your sister is missing you as much as you miss her. You and Tali are separated for now but believe that someday you will see each other again.” I tried to comfort the little boy and gave him hope to cheer him up."Tali promised to come visit me, but it's been a year." He said in a sad voice."Maybe... because she is busy? And hey, California is far away so it may take her a while to come back. But you know that your sister will grant her promise no matter what, right?" He nodded at me in response."She will. That's why I keep on waiting. I just want to see if she is okay. I don't have the intention to ask her to stay here and live with me forever."I gave him a bitter smile as I hugged him again because of the sadness that I felt from hearing his voice."So..." Gabriella interrupted. "Is he your boyfriend? He looks cute.”I softly giggled because of what Gabriella just said. I am guessing that she's still at the age of eight but the way she speaks is so mature like a fine young lady."He's cute, isn't he?" I asked and then slowly stood up from kneeling to shove my arm into Jaxson's and lean on him."Your boyfriend is like a prince." Winter said."I take your compliments but I am her husband."The children frowned together in surprise. I secretly scolded Jaxson for what he said, slapping his back."You got a husband? Isn't that marrying a guy, though?" Wimrod asked in confusion as his eyes moved from Jaxson's head, down to his toes."How come you get a husband, Ms. Cattleya?” Winter asked. "Don't you have a boyfriend? You told us that apart from Charles and Til, you don't have any friends."I smiled awkwardly because I didn't know what to answer her."She's right, Ms. Cattleya.” Jessica also joined. "Didn't you and Adora tell us that getting a boyfriend is just like getting a bag of problems?"I laughed at what she said but I feel like I am dying inside because I also feel now that Jaxson is laughing at me."Next time, I will take care of what I say to kids." I whispered as I tilted my head a bit because of embarrassment."I didn't know that you see me as a bag full of problems."I glared at Jaxson, causing me to start to titter."Do you love Ms. Cattleya?”My attention was shifted to Simon."Looks like, Simon feels jelly because Ms. Cattleya brought a handsome prince.” Winter snickered.I remember Simon, he is the kid who always makes sure to give me a hand picked flower every time I come here. He always tells me how he wants to have a girlfriend like me someday. Kids these days are really into something."Do you have flowers for me today, Simon?" I asked him with a hearty smile."No. I didn't know you would come." He answered me seriously, like a real grown man with a body of twelve years old. "Now, answer me. Do you really love her?”I was amazed at how serious Simon sounded."I do. I love my wife, of course.”I am fluttering at Jaxson's answer to Simon. I really hope that he is not lying to the kid. Because the fact that Jaxson can actually say those words out loud means so much to me and somehow proves that he actually means what he said in my room."Cattleya! What I heard is right and you are really here to visit us."I greeted Sister Cordilla with a sweet smile and then gave her a big hug."It's been so long, Sister Cordilla. I'm sorry that I haven't visited the orphanage for a long time and I haven't been able to say goodbye to you here."Sister Cordilla flashed a beam. "It's okay, Loren has told us what happened and I felt sorry for you. I guess life lately has been good to you because you finally came back here with the same smile on your lips.” She caressed my arms as her eyes shifted to my back. "Now I see why. I thought you only came with Loren and her friend. But you actually came here with a boyfriend.”"Uh, he's my husband, actually." I clarified, as I extended my hand to let Jaxson come closer to me."He is such a fine young man. You have a good looking husband. I honestly thought that you will grow old because you have never been interested in any guy before. I remembered how many of our guests here at the orphanage a
"Do I really need to do all that? If you need some assistance I can just call for a staff and-”I pressed my fingers to his lips, cutting him off. "There's no fun if the staff will do it for you. Let's just do this for today and I promise to go out with you tomorrow night if you have some free time.”“Anywhere I want?” Jaxson asked with a smirk."Anywhere you want.""But what about my image? What if the guests who attend know me and they see me serving meals to people and fixin the decorations? My career will be in shambles.”“It's good publicity.” I just said before pulling Jaxson towards the venue again. I spent more time trying to please him than organizing the event. "It will be a great day, I promise.""It will be." He uttered. "But only if you give me a kiss each balloon I hang."I sniggered, half suppressing. “You are such a cringe-worthy person. I hope you know that.”When we finally arrived at the small garden where the event will be held later, I saw that Loren was starting t
Our kisses continued to deepen as we felt each other's body by caressing it with our hand. Jaxson's touch on my body is like a wood being thrown to the fire, making the sensation that I am feeling in my body rise up. His hand ran from my arms down to my chest. I felt my heart racing with its highest speed that very tender touch of his palm on mine. Slowly he moves as it makes space between our fingers and clutches my hand tightly.When we felt tired, we both let go of our kisses as we pressed our foreheads together with both grins on our lips and exchanged breaths.It took a few seconds before Jaxson slowly crawled his hand back to my chin and brushed his lips against mine very lightly and removed it in a fraction of seconds, teasing me to crave for his lips more. My hand motioned, returning it to the back of his head, caressing his hair as I kept an eye contact. I can see through his eyes the desire and obsession. I had my hands wrapped around him with my mouth hanging open, waiting f
"The opening of the event started and the guests were almost complete. We can start serving the food now while someone is speaking on stage before the children's performance begins." Sister Glenda said with a tinge of anxiety in her voice. I accepted her hand when she extended her hand that was holding two pieces of cloth. "You can wear this as well so that you won't be mixing with the crowd." Sister Glenda moved her hand to gesture at Jaxson because he seemed to be lost staring at the apron.I was the only one who accepted it and then gave her a sweet smile so she wouldn't worry about Jaxson's stupor."We'll be out there." I muttered.Sister Glenda nodded and then took a tray and carefully took it out to the garden. Jaxson and I left the two of us while he was still speechless."You must be very culture shocked, aren't you, baby?" I said in a low tone, enough for him to hear me. I placed myself in front of Jaxson, trying to reach his eyes. "Listen, if I am asking too much you don't ha
Silence enveloped the entire car.I turned my head to look out the window so that Manager Sol could not see my non-stop flowing tears streaming down my face as I suppressed my voice from making any sound. I know that he already knows that I am crying now, but I still don't want him to see my tears.Even though we've been in the car for almost thirty minutes, the weight I am feeling in my chest still hasn't lessened and continues to linger. It is still as heavy as the moment Jaxson let those words slip out of his mouth and say it right in front of my face with no hesitation.I don't regret that I fell in love with him. I really don’t, and I don’t want to.I have no regrets for those moments when I am completely into him and ready to give the whole me, realizing how much I love him.But what I regret is that I believe Jaxson that he sees me as Cattleya. That he loves me the way I am even though it never came from his mouth. I thought he is different from his step-mother, but he sees me a
“Honey, have you already eaten?” Manager Sol’s grandmother asked me as she took both of my hands.I shook my head softly to tell her honestly that I haven’t eaten anything yet because I don’t want to lie tonight and maybe if I lie, I end up rubbing my empty stomach again at night.“How can someone bring a girl and not feed her? Is that what you learn from me?” She playfully glared at Manager Sol as she shifted her eyes to me and pinched my cheeks like I am a child. “I’ll get you something.” She said enthusiastically as she turned around and headed to what I think was the kitchen.When I could no longer see her, I was drawn back to the people singing together while moving their bodies and dancing. I couldn’t stop my body from reacting by bobbing my head and slowly thomping my feet keeping up with the rhythm that their voices and the instruments creates.“Manager Sol? What kind of place is this?” I said in a hushed tone being careful to not disturbed them from singing while I am still bo
I punched my chest lightly as Richard poured water on my glass, panicky giving it to me. I continued coughing as I struggled to find his eyes."Seriously, don't you have any brakes on your words?""But you don't have to worry." Richard added. "I know my boundaries, Cattleya. You are married to someone now that I know you truly love and I know that my chance is over. The only mistake I will regret in my life is not confessing to you as quickly as I could. But, like what I said, you don’t have to worry about my feelings for you. I am going to handle that myself. I will be here as a friend only.”"I'm sorry..." I whispered to him as the corners of my eyes drooped. "Honestly, I don't know how to react in any situation like this. And I'm sorry that I can't like you the same way that you do to me. You deserve so much more in this world and I can’t give it to you. But please know that I think you are an amazing person, and I know for sure that you will someday find someone for you.”I was baf
I stared blankly at the ceiling as I pulled the blanket up to my chest. I have been hearing my phone ringing for almost thirty minutes repeatedly, but I don't feel like answering it.I don't want to talk to him, I'm still hurt by the words he said to me.I almost rolled over in bed but still couldn't fall asleep. Every time I close my eyes, the only thing I remember are those words that keep echoing in my brain."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."He is such a jerk for saying that.I felt the heat in my eyes again and the heat rising in my cheeks as I remembered those words more."I am Jaxson Madrigal, everybody knows me as the heir of Ruegold and you are just an ordinary girl."I thought he loved me...My phone rang again and this time I decided to pick up my phone that I threw on the bed earlier to check the phone screen.[Jaxson, Calling….]I didn't answer his call and instead just stared at his name on the screen."Ja