“Oh, god! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!” I whispered loudly and then I slowly got out of bed so as not to wake the sleeping Jaxson.
I immediately ran to the comfort room to check my appearance in the mirror, and I was not mistaken. I look like a mess!I even smelled my mouth that smelled of bad saliva, I winced at the smell of my morning breath."It's a good thing that I woke up earlier than Jaxson. Oh gosh! He can't see me looking like this-""See you looking like what?"“AAAAAH!” I screeched loudly in my shrill voice as my hands flew to my face to cover it. "Get out of the room first!""What's wrong? What is going on with you now?” I heard him ask with a hint of surprise.I just shook my head while still not removing the cover from my face.It's impossible for him to see me as I look now. Even if I wanted to fix my hair I couldn't because I couldn't let go of my face. Even though I don't have lipstick, I didn't erase my make up last night because I am afraid that Jaxson will see my bare face, but it was still erased as we were sleeping. I feel really ugly right now in front of him and it's like I just want to be swallowed by the ground."Come on, what's wrong with you again? Are you in any pain? Would you like me to call an ambulance for you?”When I heard the sound of his footsteps, I quickly made a retreat to distance myself from him. When I felt the edge of the sink behind me, I lost hope of going any further, so I pressed harder on covering my face."Please, don't come any closer!" I beg him. I am afraid that Jaxson will see me ugly and regret marrying me.I heard his soft laugh. "Why?""Please, Jackson. Just listen to me and get out the door. I have no make up right now and believe me, my face is a mess and I don't want you to see me looking like this!” I whined as I slightly thumped my feet.But no matter what I begged to do, Jaxson's brain must have been really naughty because he didn't listen to what I said when I heard his steps again.I felt his hand on my arm followed by his gentle pull on it to remove the covering from my face.When he completely removed my cover, I was left with a bare face, which is why I nod my head on purpose.“Oh, please. That's what you're hiding?"Because of my bowed head and my eyes staring at the floor, I saw Jaxson's hand go to my waist and then tie it.I flinched when I felt my feet slowly lifting from the ground when Jaxson lifted my body and placed me on the edge of the sink.I didn't do anything before our eyes met. I was about to jump down to run away but Jaxson put his arms on either side of me, locking my body on his arms.I averted my gaze when I felt Jaxson examining my face."I'm quite disappointed. I expected more hideous things that I can laugh at but why am I seeing such beauty?”"You know you don't mean that." I answered quickly. "Don't say nice things that you don't really mean just to make me feel better.""Good morning."I was surprised by how he diverted the conversation so I turned to him. Which I immediately regretted when Jaxson met me with a quick kiss on my lips.I blink thrice to try to comprehend what he just did when I felt his hand at the back of my ears and owned my lips again, kissing me passionately as if this is a normal thing for us now without knowing that it still gives me butterflies every time .I was left staring at his bottom lip after he let go of me, while our foreheads were still touching and leaning on each other."I love you..." Jaxson whispered and I felt his breath going directly into my mouth."I- I said... don't say words that you don't really mean.""Do you think I will kiss you even if I know you haven't brushed your teeth yet if I don't really love you?"My hands quickly went to my mouth to cover it with wide eyes.Jaxson moved back with a grin on his lips. "You really thought you woke up earlier than me, huh?"“Wheert?” I said as I am still clutching my mouth.Jaxson just laughed at me as he held the door. "The room is all yours now, my lady." He uttered, leaving me flabbergasted.Because of the crazy thing that Jaxson did to me earlier, my chest did not stop pounding while in the car back to the hotel.My gaze turned back to the front we were passing and a glance at Jaxson."D-Do you really mean what you said to me earlier?" I'm asking again because I've been worried about whether what happened was real or just a hallucination.When Jaxson moved forward and was about to bring his lips to mine, I quickly flinched and covered my mouth."Do you believe me?" Jaxson asked me to draw my eyes again.“I-I guess? It's just that, I feel like it's too impo- I BELIEVE YOU!” I exclaimed and was once again surprised that he was about to kiss me.Jaxson let out a feeble cackle."But, why? Why do—” I stopped when I realized that we were not alone and that the Madrigals were with us in the car. I moved closer to Jaxson again to bring my mouth to his ear. "Why did you suddenly fall in love after our marriage? Or are you just playing with me?” I whispered, causing him to shiver.It seems that he imitated my movements and brought his mouth close to my ear."Seems like I have to show my wife that I love her and I don't want to lose her any minute now." Jaxson whispered in my ear as he gently took my hand and locked it with his. "The only problem is that I have no idea how to please a woman. Especially, that you are so different from all the girls that I have ever met."This time, I was the one who let out a chortle because of what he said.“Oh, please. We both know that you spent almost your whole life with Daniella. Of course, you haven't met many women." I whispered back to him in the middle of laughing."Well, let's call this day a special date for us to get to
“Cat?” Loren also called me back and questioned the moment she saw me."W-What are you doing here?" I asked him again, full of wonder. I didn't think I would see him here because the last thing I remember was seeing him last night when I left the reception. "And, why are you with our club manager?" I raised my eyebrows when I saw Mr. Sol. I greeted him with a smile before returning my critical gaze to Loren."We came here to visit the kids before we went straight to DeepBlue." Mr. Sol stepped into the conversation which Loren immediately followed with a nod."But, isn't it too early for Loren to go to DeepBlue?""How about you, KitCat? What brought you here?” He diverted the topic by passing me the question.I chuckled when I heard him say my name again. Since I started working at the nightclub, I can hardly count on my hands how many times he has called me by different nicknames.For a moment, my eyes returned to the two of them because their answers did not convince me enough as to w
"Cattleya! What I heard is right and you are really here to visit us."I greeted Sister Cordilla with a sweet smile and then gave her a big hug."It's been so long, Sister Cordilla. I'm sorry that I haven't visited the orphanage for a long time and I haven't been able to say goodbye to you here."Sister Cordilla flashed a beam. "It's okay, Loren has told us what happened and I felt sorry for you. I guess life lately has been good to you because you finally came back here with the same smile on your lips.” She caressed my arms as her eyes shifted to my back. "Now I see why. I thought you only came with Loren and her friend. But you actually came here with a boyfriend.”"Uh, he's my husband, actually." I clarified, as I extended my hand to let Jaxson come closer to me."He is such a fine young man. You have a good looking husband. I honestly thought that you will grow old because you have never been interested in any guy before. I remembered how many of our guests here at the orphanage a
"Do I really need to do all that? If you need some assistance I can just call for a staff and-”I pressed my fingers to his lips, cutting him off. "There's no fun if the staff will do it for you. Let's just do this for today and I promise to go out with you tomorrow night if you have some free time.”“Anywhere I want?” Jaxson asked with a smirk."Anywhere you want.""But what about my image? What if the guests who attend know me and they see me serving meals to people and fixin the decorations? My career will be in shambles.”“It's good publicity.” I just said before pulling Jaxson towards the venue again. I spent more time trying to please him than organizing the event. "It will be a great day, I promise.""It will be." He uttered. "But only if you give me a kiss each balloon I hang."I sniggered, half suppressing. “You are such a cringe-worthy person. I hope you know that.”When we finally arrived at the small garden where the event will be held later, I saw that Loren was starting t
Our kisses continued to deepen as we felt each other's body by caressing it with our hand. Jaxson's touch on my body is like a wood being thrown to the fire, making the sensation that I am feeling in my body rise up. His hand ran from my arms down to my chest. I felt my heart racing with its highest speed that very tender touch of his palm on mine. Slowly he moves as it makes space between our fingers and clutches my hand tightly.When we felt tired, we both let go of our kisses as we pressed our foreheads together with both grins on our lips and exchanged breaths.It took a few seconds before Jaxson slowly crawled his hand back to my chin and brushed his lips against mine very lightly and removed it in a fraction of seconds, teasing me to crave for his lips more. My hand motioned, returning it to the back of his head, caressing his hair as I kept an eye contact. I can see through his eyes the desire and obsession. I had my hands wrapped around him with my mouth hanging open, waiting f
"The opening of the event started and the guests were almost complete. We can start serving the food now while someone is speaking on stage before the children's performance begins." Sister Glenda said with a tinge of anxiety in her voice. I accepted her hand when she extended her hand that was holding two pieces of cloth. "You can wear this as well so that you won't be mixing with the crowd." Sister Glenda moved her hand to gesture at Jaxson because he seemed to be lost staring at the apron.I was the only one who accepted it and then gave her a sweet smile so she wouldn't worry about Jaxson's stupor."We'll be out there." I muttered.Sister Glenda nodded and then took a tray and carefully took it out to the garden. Jaxson and I left the two of us while he was still speechless."You must be very culture shocked, aren't you, baby?" I said in a low tone, enough for him to hear me. I placed myself in front of Jaxson, trying to reach his eyes. "Listen, if I am asking too much you don't ha
Silence enveloped the entire car.I turned my head to look out the window so that Manager Sol could not see my non-stop flowing tears streaming down my face as I suppressed my voice from making any sound. I know that he already knows that I am crying now, but I still don't want him to see my tears.Even though we've been in the car for almost thirty minutes, the weight I am feeling in my chest still hasn't lessened and continues to linger. It is still as heavy as the moment Jaxson let those words slip out of his mouth and say it right in front of my face with no hesitation.I don't regret that I fell in love with him. I really don’t, and I don’t want to.I have no regrets for those moments when I am completely into him and ready to give the whole me, realizing how much I love him.But what I regret is that I believe Jaxson that he sees me as Cattleya. That he loves me the way I am even though it never came from his mouth. I thought he is different from his step-mother, but he sees me a
“Honey, have you already eaten?” Manager Sol’s grandmother asked me as she took both of my hands.I shook my head softly to tell her honestly that I haven’t eaten anything yet because I don’t want to lie tonight and maybe if I lie, I end up rubbing my empty stomach again at night.“How can someone bring a girl and not feed her? Is that what you learn from me?” She playfully glared at Manager Sol as she shifted her eyes to me and pinched my cheeks like I am a child. “I’ll get you something.” She said enthusiastically as she turned around and headed to what I think was the kitchen.When I could no longer see her, I was drawn back to the people singing together while moving their bodies and dancing. I couldn’t stop my body from reacting by bobbing my head and slowly thomping my feet keeping up with the rhythm that their voices and the instruments creates.“Manager Sol? What kind of place is this?” I said in a hushed tone being careful to not disturbed them from singing while I am still bo