The hairs at the back of my neck rose as a man took the seat beside me despite the other chairs being unoccupied. There was the cologne as well as the nice scent of a hot male. I didn’t dare to look though.
Wordlessly the bartender kept an empty glass over to the nice smelling stranger and started pouring something right into it. I looked up, the way I was taught to admire a person’s features without them knowing as Lillian Harper taught me. I shouldn’t be caught looking unless in one particular situation; if the person being admired is smokin’ hot there’s no term that describes their attractiveness.
Well, stranger here has a slightly crooked nose like it got broken in a fight, his perfectly defined jaw could cut glass. Fuck his side view is perfection itself.
Then he turned and subjected me to a stare. A wordless stare filled with so many words. All I could do was stare back at the adonis who stared at me as though he had the right to look his fill.
I panicked like a deer caught in headlights while trying to maintain my composure which was nowhere to be found. If his sideview was perfection I have no idea what term best describes the whole of his face.
He caught me unabashedly taking his features in giving him the impression that I was an idiot who’s swept away by his masculinity. A reaction he probably gets from every other female.
Ever the one possessing of the sharp tongued one I parted my lips to berate him only to find myself tongue tied, the thing felt heavy in my mouth. I felt dumb, cursed myself for acting like a simpy fool. So I cleared my throat and said the first thing that came to my mind.
"Horses or cars?"
Wait. What? The fuck just left my mouth?
If I felt embarrassed over getting caught gawking at him I feel downright humiliated by showing him exactly how dumb I could be when my wits are scattered.
"Horses."
Usually I roll my eyes when people in movies get tongue-tied over other people's beauty claiming it doesn't ever happen because it's too cringeworthy and cliché to be true.
Right now my judgmental self is murmuring "In your face bitch" into my left ear.
The Adonis who fucked with my senses within a few seconds and had no idea he did a thing took a gulp of his drink. His Adam's Apple bobbed twice and I was too entranced to not look. He dropped the now empty glass and held a finger to ward the bartender off like he Goddamned owns the place.
How controlling these rich men are.
From the looks of it stranger here is one of the sinfully rich dudes that Bipasha plan corporate parties for. One wonders how she doesn't have a few babies if she actually caters to people who look like this. He's all sin and seduction without making a single move.
"All alone?" He asked curtly. His voice made me squeeze my thighs. Maybe the girls are right. I need to be laid.
"I came with my two friends, there's one," I pointed at where Bi was standing earlier with the other guy and found no one there. Did a little scan and found none of my friends. "She must've moved away while I wasn't looking. The other disappeared a few minutes ago."
He nodded, taking in my rambling.
"You're the designated driver?" He asked again, turning in his seat to face me fully.
Instinctively I rose a bit on my seat without having it look too obvious that I was trying to impress hot dude here.
"No. Why?" I scrunched my brows.
"You only had water."
Okay.
"I was watching you. I've been watching you." He dropped those words casually, carelessly and directly.
I caught that stare.
My pulse raced faster.
"But you just came here." I smiled.
"I was seating over there when you came and sat, there was a furrow between your brows. You were frowning. Problems?"
Wow. So I was observed way before I became hyper aware of my sitting posture.
"Not really problems just work and it's no big deal." I shrugged.
"If you say so. Horses or cars though?"
I didn't actually dub him for a conversationalist but apparently I got it wrong because neither has he asked for my name nor did he pull a line to imply that he's trying to get into my pants. The attraction between us, on my part, is humming with awareness on my skin. It's been humming since I felt him seat on the high stool next to mine.
"It's for a project I'm working on. I'm thinking of which men and boys prefer, horses or cars. I shouldn't have blurted that out to you, where are my manners. I'm April." I stretched out my hand for a handshake.
Kyra April Hopkins no lie there. Like I'm used to using my middle name in bars to strangers.
He stared at my outstretched hand for a beat before closing his around mine. His hand was warm and God if I didn't feel something drop to the pit of my stomach. He lingered unnecessarily and rubbed his finger in a circular motion as if feeling the texture of my skin before releasing it all the while holding my eyes in his.
The pull.
Fuck.
I've never felt this attracted to someone I feel like combusting from this brief touch. I released the breath I didn't know I was holding as he let go of my hand.
I could still feel the tingles afterwards and my Aunt Amelia once told me it's never wise to stay with someone whom you feel the tingles for. They make you vulnerable. I never understood what she meant but now I do. This man has upended my nerves in our brief acquaintance. I can't imagine what sort of woman I'll become living with a man like this.
Okay wait. What?
Who said anything about something permanent? Who said anything about anything at all?
I'm way over in my head and it's all Lillian's fault. She sees her babies and the front porch of her matrimonial home the moment an attractive man comes in sight.
Before I make a cake of myself and because stranger turned his attention to his wristwatch I rose to leave. A wise decision. The wisest decision I've made tonight.
His hand stayed me. The humming returned and I was glued to my spot. I felt when he rose and when he lowered his head to my ear whispering softly and hotly.
"You want me."
I turned as still as a statue. Was I that transparent?
"Probably for the night, something casual no strings attached. It's what you're here for, can see it in the way you're holding yourself tight as a bowstring. You need to let go of all that pent up tension lest it suffocates you," he paused and took a deep breath that I felt all the way to my toes.
"I want that too but for the whole weekend. I want to look into your eyes from the mirror while I sink into you and quench us both of our thirsts. I'm ravenous." Then he shifted a bit and let me feel just how ravenous he was.
I felt the stirring of something hot as a flutter hit my stomach.
Fire got lit from beneath the soles of my feet. His hand went round my waist, drew me closer softly until there was no inch of space between us and I felt every part of the ridge he was accommodating while stranger whispered sinful words in my ears.
Words I can't repeat to none of my friends.
Once again I'm no prude and neither am I an exhibitionist. It was what made me let go of my restraint and followed him out of the club to a black Audi that had me gawking. The car itself looks sinfully hot, just perfect for the man holding me against him as though he has a claim on me.
Then it dawned fully on me, I'm about to be ravished.
SIN Nicholai Damien Ivanov, "Sin" to his friends saw her the moment she stepped into the club in that tight white dress. He knew he wasn't the only man who noticed the Angel in white and he took her as his right when she separated herself from her friends and took a seat on the bar nearest to his lounge. His private lounge. His private bar. Sin motioned at the bartender to serve her and not make mention of his reservation. He watched as she frowned, she seemed to be deep in thoughts. Then she bit her lip. His body reacted like any sane man's would to a beautiful woman in such close proximity. Sin was used to getting his fair share of women alright! They came to him in every direction with or without having knowledge of his identity but he knew how much of a picky lover he was. No matter how grave his need for a woman, with his hectic schedules he knew to not bed just any woman who flirts or the first who glances his way. This very woman pegged him as an innocent yet she had a
Kyra. I couldn't for the life of me believe that anyone could be as strong as Sin, or have as much stamina as he. He gave me a weekend worth reminiscing over and over. That first night I couldn't tell how many times we went at it, the next day was spent in bed, if we weren't sharing impersonal stories then we were at it. Today before I left the tunes had changed and everything became aggressive in a good way. It was like we couldn't get enough of each other. So many times it was at the brink of my tongue to tell him the actual name I go by and not just my second name. But remembering my past thickens my resolve to not make anything more from our time spent together. Once a weekend fling, always a weekend fling and there's no going back because as far as I am concerned last week Friday was the first and last time I was going to that club. Its chapter has been closed. The first thing I did after his driver dropped me off at a random building I claimed was my apartment, I hit a cab,
Kyra. The week of Nicholas’s birthday could be rated at the top of the most hectic days of my life. Coming up with a plan and visualizing the whole event wasn’t hard per se, the real work was the implementation. Lily was busy with two weddings and Bipasha was out of town and I have no assistant.This I put at the very top of my to-get list. I need an assistant and I need one fast. Anastasia was ecstatic about what I was able to come up with and Nicholas? Well that boy fell in love with me when he saw the ranch themed party with kids cars available. Apparently Ana has a sibling who sent down his love for horses on Nicholas and so we got the ponies we used from his ranch. Thank God for rich people. After the birthday party I took a two-day break from the whole world. Today being the fourth day after the party I had lunch with a woman who wanted to surprise her husband on their fifteenth anniversary. Ya hear that? They’ve been together since high school. I kept my thoughts to myself b
Kyra’s P O V. Bipasha’s friend, who was also my date for the gala, Logan Miles, came to pick me up looking good in a black suit, his warm smile made me for a second wish I hadn’t met Sin, maybe I would’ve tried giving him a go at dating me. The keyword being tried. I got into his white BMW feeling nervous for God knows what reason. “You’re alright?” He asked, looking concerned when I stared at my fingers for too long. I released a deep breath I had no idea I was holding, “I’m alright. Thanks, sorry I zoned out. I don’t make a habit of that, I’m just feeling nervous about the gala.” He doesn’t need to know I’d very much prefer to be in the presence of kids all day than spend the night making small talk and being in the company of adults. It gulps my energy down always. “Hey,” he turned to me, yet to start the car and took my hand in his, I let him. When I didn’t flinch or withdraw mine from his he squeezed my fingers in reassurance, “everything’s going to be okay.” A dimple dipped
SINI twirled the stem of my glass once, tossed the contents down my throat in one gulp and dropped it at the nearest waiter’s serving tray. My sole intent was to be introduced to the woman who flipped my world upside down. I evaded anyone who looked like they wanted to approach me by steering clear of their way. With soundless steps I approached the couple and my sister who were obviously having a casual chat from behind. That dress. The champagne gold dress with all its charm was flashing through my eyes and making it hard for me to fight the scowl that was beginning to surface at the sight of the arm that was curved around her lower back as though it belonged there. My gaze lingered for a moment before I cleared my throat and let my presence be known. Ana’s eyes lit up and with a broad grin she hooked her hand in my elbow, urged the couple before her to turn around and when they did the expression on April’s face was priceless. She didn’t see this pleasant surprise coming. H
Kyra. After Sin, or the Nicholai Ivanov left I tried to calm my racing heart, it was beating erratically. It was obvious that he was a man to be reckoned with when we met but I had no idea I would find myself in his lair after the length I went to, to see that our weekend fling stayed as what it was, as a weekend thing. There was a predatory gleam in his eyes that made me believe it wasn’t the last I was seeing of him tonight. Maybe that was why I felt his eyes on me even after he left. But, I didn’t let that stop me from enjoying myself. Logan left me a few minutes ago to catch up with my friends after he introduced me to his. Right now Bipasha and Lily were telling me about what made them late bla bla bla. “Don’t look behind you but Logan can’t keep his eyes off you, don’t mess this up this time, please.” Bipasha pleaded looking pleased at herself for being the one who linked us up. If only you knew how messed up it could get. “You can look now,” Lily advised with a chuckle, s
SINNicholai Damien Ivanov, "Sin" to his friends saw her the moment she stepped into the club in that tight white dress. He knew he wasn't the only man who noticed the Angel in white and he took her as his right when she separated herself from her friends and took a seat on the bar nearest to his lounge. His private lounge. His private bar. Sin motioned at the bartender to serve her and not make mention of his reservation. He watched as she frowned, she seemed to be deep in thoughts. Then she bit her lip. His body reacted like any sane man's would to a beautiful woman in such close proximity. Sin was used to getting his fair share of women alright! They came to him in every direction with or without having knowledge of his identity but he knew how much of a picky lover he was. No matter how grave his need for a woman, with his hectic schedules he knew to not bed just any woman who flirts or the first who glances his way. This very woman pegged him as an innocent yet she had an all
Kyra went through her plans for the day, they were worth nothing in an average workaholic’s schedule but to her everything was perfect just the way she liked it. In fact, she felt enlivened as though she had the day literally off for herself. She could take a trip to the theater and watch the movie she's been aching to see ever since it was released, or better yet, she could take herself out and spoil herself at the restaurant that was opened just recently in Upper West Side, Manhattan. It seemed to be the talk of the town and as an event planner she deemed it necessary to exploit all recreational areas not just for the fun of it but for the sake of her job and meeting up to people's standards. At least that was what she dubbed it as. Go to the movies, alone.Or the restaurant, alone.Drive home, alone.Go to bed, alone.Her life sucked and it was that pathetic. She couldn't remember the last time she went on a date. Scratch that, she didn't want to remember the last time she went on
Kyra. After Sin, or the Nicholai Ivanov left I tried to calm my racing heart, it was beating erratically. It was obvious that he was a man to be reckoned with when we met but I had no idea I would find myself in his lair after the length I went to, to see that our weekend fling stayed as what it was, as a weekend thing. There was a predatory gleam in his eyes that made me believe it wasn’t the last I was seeing of him tonight. Maybe that was why I felt his eyes on me even after he left. But, I didn’t let that stop me from enjoying myself. Logan left me a few minutes ago to catch up with my friends after he introduced me to his. Right now Bipasha and Lily were telling me about what made them late bla bla bla. “Don’t look behind you but Logan can’t keep his eyes off you, don’t mess this up this time, please.” Bipasha pleaded looking pleased at herself for being the one who linked us up. If only you knew how messed up it could get. “You can look now,” Lily advised with a chuckle, s
SINI twirled the stem of my glass once, tossed the contents down my throat in one gulp and dropped it at the nearest waiter’s serving tray. My sole intent was to be introduced to the woman who flipped my world upside down. I evaded anyone who looked like they wanted to approach me by steering clear of their way. With soundless steps I approached the couple and my sister who were obviously having a casual chat from behind. That dress. The champagne gold dress with all its charm was flashing through my eyes and making it hard for me to fight the scowl that was beginning to surface at the sight of the arm that was curved around her lower back as though it belonged there. My gaze lingered for a moment before I cleared my throat and let my presence be known. Ana’s eyes lit up and with a broad grin she hooked her hand in my elbow, urged the couple before her to turn around and when they did the expression on April’s face was priceless. She didn’t see this pleasant surprise coming. H
Kyra’s P O V. Bipasha’s friend, who was also my date for the gala, Logan Miles, came to pick me up looking good in a black suit, his warm smile made me for a second wish I hadn’t met Sin, maybe I would’ve tried giving him a go at dating me. The keyword being tried. I got into his white BMW feeling nervous for God knows what reason. “You’re alright?” He asked, looking concerned when I stared at my fingers for too long. I released a deep breath I had no idea I was holding, “I’m alright. Thanks, sorry I zoned out. I don’t make a habit of that, I’m just feeling nervous about the gala.” He doesn’t need to know I’d very much prefer to be in the presence of kids all day than spend the night making small talk and being in the company of adults. It gulps my energy down always. “Hey,” he turned to me, yet to start the car and took my hand in his, I let him. When I didn’t flinch or withdraw mine from his he squeezed my fingers in reassurance, “everything’s going to be okay.” A dimple dipped
Kyra. The week of Nicholas’s birthday could be rated at the top of the most hectic days of my life. Coming up with a plan and visualizing the whole event wasn’t hard per se, the real work was the implementation. Lily was busy with two weddings and Bipasha was out of town and I have no assistant.This I put at the very top of my to-get list. I need an assistant and I need one fast. Anastasia was ecstatic about what I was able to come up with and Nicholas? Well that boy fell in love with me when he saw the ranch themed party with kids cars available. Apparently Ana has a sibling who sent down his love for horses on Nicholas and so we got the ponies we used from his ranch. Thank God for rich people. After the birthday party I took a two-day break from the whole world. Today being the fourth day after the party I had lunch with a woman who wanted to surprise her husband on their fifteenth anniversary. Ya hear that? They’ve been together since high school. I kept my thoughts to myself b
Kyra. I couldn't for the life of me believe that anyone could be as strong as Sin, or have as much stamina as he. He gave me a weekend worth reminiscing over and over. That first night I couldn't tell how many times we went at it, the next day was spent in bed, if we weren't sharing impersonal stories then we were at it. Today before I left the tunes had changed and everything became aggressive in a good way. It was like we couldn't get enough of each other. So many times it was at the brink of my tongue to tell him the actual name I go by and not just my second name. But remembering my past thickens my resolve to not make anything more from our time spent together. Once a weekend fling, always a weekend fling and there's no going back because as far as I am concerned last week Friday was the first and last time I was going to that club. Its chapter has been closed. The first thing I did after his driver dropped me off at a random building I claimed was my apartment, I hit a cab,
SIN Nicholai Damien Ivanov, "Sin" to his friends saw her the moment she stepped into the club in that tight white dress. He knew he wasn't the only man who noticed the Angel in white and he took her as his right when she separated herself from her friends and took a seat on the bar nearest to his lounge. His private lounge. His private bar. Sin motioned at the bartender to serve her and not make mention of his reservation. He watched as she frowned, she seemed to be deep in thoughts. Then she bit her lip. His body reacted like any sane man's would to a beautiful woman in such close proximity. Sin was used to getting his fair share of women alright! They came to him in every direction with or without having knowledge of his identity but he knew how much of a picky lover he was. No matter how grave his need for a woman, with his hectic schedules he knew to not bed just any woman who flirts or the first who glances his way. This very woman pegged him as an innocent yet she had a
The hairs at the back of my neck rose as a man took the seat beside me despite the other chairs being unoccupied. There was the cologne as well as the nice scent of a hot male. I didn’t dare to look though. Wordlessly the bartender kept an empty glass over to the nice smelling stranger and started pouring something right into it. I looked up, the way I was taught to admire a person’s features without them knowing as Lillian Harper taught me. I shouldn’t be caught looking unless in one particular situation; if the person being admired is smokin’ hot there’s no term that describes their attractiveness. Well, stranger here has a slightly crooked nose like it got broken in a fight, his perfectly defined jaw could cut glass. Fuck his side view is perfection itself. Then he turned and subjected me to a stare. A wordless stare filled with so many words. All I could do was stare back at the adonis who stared at me as though he had the right to look his fill.I panicked like a deer caught i
Bipasha went down the table with a gasp, Lily had her fingers daintily pressing on her lips, both were in shock because I just told them about how my meeting with Anastasia ended before anything was gotten save the horses and cars. "Mr. Camaro? That guy barely ever smiles." Bipasha's eyes were wide. "I mean, the first time I saw him was at the Hamptons beach party on the fourth of July and that guy was brooding all through, the second time not any better. In fact I thought him incapable of smiling." Lily though was shocked for a different reason, "How could they do that in public? Isn't that like rude?" "Well, it is what it is and yes Choco, he had that silly lovesick expression on his face and Anastasia was practically glowing like a bulb was lit under her feet. There was so much chemistry I felt like an intruder. Damn." Then Bipasha's brows began to dance silly as they always do when a silly question is about to voiced out loud. I'm dreading it. "Did it make you feel the t
Kyra went through her plans for the day, they were worth nothing in an average workaholic’s schedule but to her everything was perfect just the way she liked it. In fact, she felt enlivened as though she had the day literally off for herself. She could take a trip to the theater and watch the movie she's been aching to see ever since it was released, or better yet, she could take herself out and spoil herself at the restaurant that was opened just recently in Upper West Side, Manhattan. It seemed to be the talk of the town and as an event planner she deemed it necessary to exploit all recreational areas not just for the fun of it but for the sake of her job and meeting up to people's standards. At least that was what she dubbed it as. Go to the movies, alone.Or the restaurant, alone.Drive home, alone.Go to bed, alone.Her life sucked and it was that pathetic. She couldn't remember the last time she went on a date. Scratch that, she didn't want to remember the last time she went on