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Chapter 61: I'm Losing Everything
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2024-02-16 08:00:41Chapter 61: I'm Losing Everything
Sofia's POV
I stared at the divorce paper. I don't even have the strength to stand up and eat.
While hugging my pillow, my tears kept falling. It was like I lost everything. I lost him.
Realizing how much I love him, then suddenly everything would turn upside down.
I've been crying the whole night, and I can't stop it. Why do I have to experience these things? I just wanted to disappear right now.
When we were on our way home a while back, Maria kept asking me if I was okay, even when Aunt Carmina was bothered when I cried silently.
They even insisted that Maria should accompany me that night, but I refused.
Damn it! Why do I have to feel this?!
"I'm dying inside, Marcus!" I covered myself with a blanket and cried until I slept.
I woke up when someone kept knocking on the door.
"Sofia?" I heard Jessica's voice outside, so even though I was not feeling well,
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