Chapter 19.2

Chapter 19.2

I helped him took off the shirt from my body. The cold embraced through the deepest of my skin as I was only left with my black lacy bra. Half naked in front of the eyes of this man. 

We were just talking a moment ago but now we're already taking off our clothes.

I saw how Wyatt's eyes darkened with desire, definitely mirroring mine. I never had imagine being this intimate to a man, especially to this man.

From my lacy bra he divert his attention to my face. I gulped because of the sudden nervousness I totally forgot.

"Such a beauty," he whispered sensually. Enough for me to hear it. My cheeks blush because of such compliment coming from him. 

Before I could even utter a thank you, he crushed his lips into my mine while unhooking my bra. He throw it over his shoulder. He stopped kissing me and take off his shirt and did also throw it over his shoulder. I heard he unbuckle his belt and take off his pants. Now that he's only on his boxer shorts, I can clearly feel his already steel hard manhood against my stomach.

Even without looking at it, I knew to myself how huge it is. And it's freaking the hell out of me. Oh God! What did I put myself to?

"Moan, love. Moan my name." After he said those words he kneaded my bosoms. A moan of his name escaped my mouth. "That's it." 

He continued giving my two bosoms the same attention. I didn't even know that he already took off my pants until his breathe fanned the treasure between my legs. I was so blinded by the lust that I haven't noticed what was happening. 

I squeeze his head between my legs when he kissed me there. Not long after satisfying his self there, he lift himself and kissed me on my lips. I could smell and taste myself on him. And it's just turning making my body on fire.

He stared into my eyes, I also stared into those dark orbs with desire.

"Please..." I whispered to him. Begging him to do something. I've never been this desperate all of my life, never been this desperate to be touched by a man. It's only to him. 

He leaned forward and kissed my forehead. He rested his forehead to mine, gasping for air.

"Are you sure? I could stop if you want," he uttered between gasping. It just took a single nod before he slowly entered his shaft inside me.

I dig my nails into his back the moment I felt the extreme pain. It's like ripping me into pieces. A lone tear fell at the side of my eyes and I bit my lips to stop my sob to escape. Wyatt keep on kissing my face as he was pushing himself inside me inch by inch. When he was already wholly inside of me he stay stilled, afraid that he might hurt me more. 

When I moved my hips closer to his torso, he moved. We started to dance in the rthym of pleasure only the two of us knew. The four corners of the room was the witnessed of how we mark each other with the blinding pressure. The groans and moans of pleasure echoed all over the room was the only melody we could hear.

It was still dark outside when I woke up. Heavy arms embracing me from the back confirmed that it was not a dream. It happened. We really did 'that'.

I carefully lift his arms away from my waist and silently stood up. That's when I noticed that I was already dressed with his shirt. 

Napaigik ako nang maramdaman ang sakit sa gitnang bahagi ng katawan ko. Lumingon ako sa gilid at nakita si Wyatt na mahimbing pang natutulog. 

He's topless.

Even if I already saw him without wearing any clothes in his upper body, his built still amazes me. I stared into his face for a couple of minutes before I decided to get a robe in the bathroom and leave.

I wanted to watch the sunrise and also to be alone. I wanted to think. 

Walang tao sa lobby pagkababa ko, marahil sobrang aga pa para lumabas. At alam kong sobrang lamig ng hangin ngayon sa labas lalo pa at malapit lang ang lugar sa dagat. Pero maganda 'yon para sa akin, mas makakapag-isip ako kung gano'n. 

Tahimik akong naglalakad-lakad sa gilid ng dalampasigan habang sinisipa ang buhangin na dinadaanan ko. Niyayakap ko ang sarili ko dahil sa malamig na simoy ng hangin na tinatangay din ang mahaba kong buhok. Malapit nang pumutok ang araw pero ayaw ko pang bumalik sa kwarto. 

Tumigil ako sa gilid kung saan may sun lounger na nakalagay. Umupo ako roon at humarap sa dagat. Nagsisimula nang lumiwanag ang boung paligid. Nag-uumpisa na ring mawala ang mga fogs.

The pain at the center of my legs remind me of what happened last night. I gave my whole self to him without hesitation and regret. The most precious thing a woman could give to a man, her virginity. 

I don't know what's between the two of us. What's the real score, feelings and all. Even if that part was vague to me, the efforts Wyatt that he showed was already enough for me to trust him.

'You even give him your gift.' my inner self said. I shook my head with that thought. I didn't even know how easily I gave in.

The only thing that I've realized after what happened is that I just don't like him. I was not only attracted to him, I'm in love. And it's getting deeper each day. 

We'll never really know when and whom we'll fell in love. It will just happen and the next thing we knew, it's already deeper than we thought. Deeper that we can't even swim to the surface to save ourselves or we just don't want to.

Nang makita ko na ang sinag ng araw at maramdaman ang init na dala no'n, tumayo na ako at umalis. Hindi ko alam na ang tagal ko na pa lang nakaupo doon at nakatitig lang sa dagat. Minsan kasi nakatutok lang ang mata ko, pero ang totoo nasa ibang planeta ang isip ko, o hindi kaya ay wala talaga akong iniisip. 

Pagkapasok ko ulit sa lobby, nagtaka ako nang makitang andami nang mga tao na hindi ko naman nakita kanina pagkababa ko. Lahat sila parang nagmamadali at may hinahabol. Kahit nagtataka, pinabayaan ko na lang sila at pumanhik na pabalik sa kwarto. 

Hindi ko naabutan si Wyatt sa kwarto, tanging ang magulong kama na lang ang natira. Hinanap ko siya sa banyo pero wala siya doon. Nang puntahan ko ang veranda, wala rin siya doon. 

Umupo ako sa gilid ng kama, at sumandal sa headboard habang hinihintay si Wyatt na bumalik mula sa kung saan. Maya-maya pa ay napapitlag ako sa biglaang pagkalabog ng pinto at ang dumadagundong na boses ni Wyatt sa loob ng boung kwarto na nagpakaba sa akin. 

"Just fucking find her! I don't care where! Just find here!" Sigaw niya sa kausap. Hawak niya ang cellphone niya habang nasa bewang niya ang isa niyang kamay. 

Nakasout siya ng puting damit na mukhang hindi niya naisout ng maayos, at beige na khargo shorts. Bakas sa mukha niya ang sobrang galit dahil sa pamumula ng mukha niya at pag-igting ng panga niya. 

Maya-maya pa ay may kung ano siyang tinipa sa cellphone niya. 

"Did you find her?!" Sigaw niya na naman sa kausap na nagpapitlag ulit sa akin.

Her? Sino ba ang hinahanap niya?

Nagtagpo ang mga mata namin nang lumingon siya sa direksyon ko. Pareho kaming natigilan. Nang mahimasmasan ay agad niyang ibinaba ang cellphone niya at mabilis na naglakad pupunta sa akin.

"Goodness Eloise! Where have you been?" Tanong niya. Nahihimigan ko ang pagkabahala sa boses niya. Bago pa man ako makasagot, niyakap na niya kaagad ako. 

Sigh of relief was heard from him.

"Don't scare me like that ever again! I thought..." He whispered as he envelope me with his warm embrace. "I lost you..." I returned the hug. 

"You'll never be..." I whispered.