Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use, sexual intercourse.
Authors Note: Listen to Lover by Taylor Swift for realistic Feelings.
Following him to the bed that was there I could feel butterflies in my stomach, my nerves made my body vibrate at the thought of being with such a gentleman. He pulls me close and kisses my jawline and caresses my back.
José: “if you are nervous my love, we can wait till we are out of here.”
I frown and know that there is no escape and tell him:
Esrath: “No I want you now while I am able!”
I could feel his heart drop at my words, he looked me in the eyes and placed his forehead on mine and kisses it.
José: “I want you to want me baby, I don’t want you to want to do it with me because it is the only time you think you can have me. I promised you I was going to get you out of here so please promise to me that you will be truthful to me.”
Esrath: “I promise, I do want you right here and right now but it's because I don’t think there is a way out of here...I don’t want to lose you but I also want to give you all of me before you have to leave me, I want you to have all of me...”
He looks at me intently as he embraces the back of my neck and kisses me deeply as his hands caress my back, I wrap my arms around the back of his neck and kiss him back deeply and passionately with my lips and his crashing against one another almost like a dance of hunger; he runs his right hand down my back and places it on my hip as he grips it lightly and caresses the back of my neck sternly with his left hand. He moans as my kisses become more passionate as I suck his bottom lip into my mouth and sucks on it lightly, letting go of his lip he begins to kiss the side of my mouth traveling down to my jawline where he nips it lightly and kisses it again. His mouth moves again but this time his kisses become more passionate as they travel down my jawline to my collarbone in which he bites me almost piercing my skin but I moan in pleasure as I grip his shirt in my hands, I could feel his arousal coming from his pants almost instantly my body senses it and begins to roll my hips on his as my body becomes frantic with every touch he does to my body. He undoes my bra as he throws it across the room as I continue to kiss him and help him with his shirt, he takes it off and lifts me into his arms as my legs wrap around his waist as he places me on the bed and is on top of me grinding against my hips with his warmth on mine, I moan almost instantly one of which makes his lips move to my breasts. His hands grasp my boobs holding them still as his tongue runs over my nipples which has me moaning more as I am drowned in lust and pleasure, my body responding to his touch, he begins to remove my shorts that I was wearing I bite my lip as I anxiously watch him the more, he moved away the more he kissed down my body; he undoes his belt as he watches me bite my lip, he grins as he slowly unzips his pants and pulls them down. I giggle lightly at the cheetah print that was displayed on his boxers as he winks at me and I blush deeply.
Esrath: “That is some manly boxers there José.”
José: “Hey they are the most comfortable pair I brought with me.”
I giggle at him as he poses for me before returning to me and lying next to me as I look at him, he leans over and kisses me deeply as he grabs my waist to pull me closer to him.
José: “I wish I had met you sooner, then I could have fallen for you for much longer my dear, I do promise to get you out of here. I won't let anyone else touch you again. I would die before they could even have a slight chance at touching you.”
I stared at him intently as a tear ran down my face, he pulls me closer and rubs his hands up and down my back as he caresses my body with his; I began to ugly cry when I realized that he was telling me the truth and would die to get me away from this horrible place. We lay there in silence as he looks me over and eventually gets up to get me one of his black shirts to cover my body, we then lay down and cuddle before sleep consumes me.
I can hear José talking to someone one on his phone, the convresation he was having made me keep my eyes closed to listen.José: “I need your help with something that is urgent, you see there is this man who is keeping his daughter hostage in a room and selling her body to men. I first thought this was a harem and bought myself a night with a girl...but I love this woman after meeting her and I refuse to let anyone else touch her. I’ll pay you 55k to back me up when I go to take her out of this hell hole.”
**Mumbling on the other side of the line**
José: “WHAT! FINE! I will pay you 100k just get here as fast as you can my time is almost up with her!”
He hangs the phone up and gets dressed, he goes to me and kisses my multiple times on my face and neck, I pretend that I am barely waking up as I look at him. He tells me that I need to get up and get dressed because he was going to take me somewhere, I laughed as I sat up and looked at him.
Esrath: “Yeah like my father will let me do that, those chains are going to get put back on me José, how are you going to get me out of here?”
José: “Well it will be a surprise so get ready and look the most beautiful my love, I plan to take you somewhere special.” Esrath: “Okay.”I get up and brush my hair as I throw on my mother's Prom Dress that was a navy-blue cocktail dress that had an ombre affect to it, I threw on my black laced heels that went about my knee; I applied lipstick on my lips that were chapped but took it off to apply chap stick on them to soften them up, I then applied the plum shaded lipstick to my lips. My mother had given me her pearl set which included a pearl and Saphire bracelet and earrings that were laced with gold streaks, it also had a pearl necklace that was also laced with gold streaks in it and had real diamond shards inside of them. I then put some deodorant on and applied the Beyonce perfume that smelt like rosebuds and lavender as I go to turn around, I can see him gawking at me as he had to clear his throat as he holds his hand out, I take his hand and stand with him as we wait for his buddy to text him; his phone vibrates and he pulls it out as he answers it, he rushes to the door as he opens it and pulls me through. He and I run through the hall in the house he pulls his pistol out and is ready to defend if he has to, I could hear my mother in one of the rooms and stop as I go to find her. He looks at me confused when he hears her screaming too and he kicks the door in that was closest to him only to find 3 guys raping my mother, I screamed at the sight of her being sexually assaulted, Jose fires his gun and kills all three guys which brings alarm to my father who comes running down the hall, my mother was a mess she was bruised up and beaten to a pulp her face was so bad and she was so thin. I helped her up and got her cleaned up and dressed, my father rushes into the room and is aiming at José who was guarding us with his life as he stared at my father who was shocked to see me and my mother dressed up and out of our restraints. He yells at the top of his lungs and my mother begins to tremble as José puts the pistol in his mouth, my dad almost instantly stops making noise as he cannot close his jaw José gestures for us to pass and my father moves out of the way backing up with his hands up, he looks at my mother and me and gestures that he was going to kill us; José see’s the gesturing threat he made and pulls the trigger with no hesitation and grabs us as we run down the hall to exit the hell hole we had been in for so long. The sun hitting our faces we both cover our eyes due to the lack of light we had while being held captive by our father, the neighbors see us and are instantly rushing to us José has us get into the vehicle as he climbs in and shuts the door.
Tears of joy rush down my mother's face, she is sobbing but happy to be away from all of that nightmare we thought we would never get out of.I can feel my heart racing as we run through the jungle to escape from the man trying to kill us! How could this have happened to me??????? I looked around for an escape......' Esrath: "Wow her acting is so lame!" Mother: "It is not lame, its good and I am on the edge of my seat to see what will happen next! Now zip it and let me watch my movie!" I sigh and look at the movie she was watching then back at her to say something to her and see her wording each line, rolling my eyes I get off the bed as I head to the kitchen to get me a snack. José was at work and I go to text him but no answer, was he freaked out with what I told him that night? Man was I stupid 3 days ago; I sigh and look through the fridge to get a snack but nothing looked good so feeling defeated for the third time today I close the fridge door and turn to the living room when I see that José was already home but sleeping on the couch...my heart hurt to see that he was sleeping on the couch and not our bed. Esr
**Distant chatter coming from down the hall** Random girl #1:” God Esrath is such a dweeb; she thinks that we are friends and honestly if her parents weren't loaded, I would have hit her with my car; like ugh she is so ugly and annoying!” Random Girl #2: “I know and the way she dresses makes me want to hurl!” Macy: “I mean I am only friends with her because her parents paid me to be nice to her since I was 5, otherwise I wouldn’t even care to be around her. An extra 5k a month has been really good lately!” I could feel the tears burning my eyes, why was I remembering this now? And why is it that I can't feel my legs or arms? I look around and feel my chest was super tight and it was like if my body was trying to keep the air out of my lungs, before I knew it, I was under water being chocked by Macy who looked like she couldn’t breathe herself, I try to help her but before I could I was thrown to the house my father had me and my mother trapped in... I look around to see that it
My heart felt heavy and my body was shaking as my chest felt tight at the words that he said to me that night, I had not spoken to him since due to the information that was finally brought forward to my attention. I felt anger and betrayal from the man I chose to put my trust in; my trust was now dissipating from all the lies he had held behind my back, though I wanted to always be near him because I longed for his tough my heart and mind were at war constantly over whether or not I should trust him again. He called all the time to try to speak to me and I ended up turning my phone off to have some silence for one, I was so angry that he held so much information to himself and didn't bother to even tell me what was going on and why he was really there to help me escape. I felt nasty and betrayed and my heart that had held hatred for my father cried for him because I realized my father was trying to protect me from the guy I was escaping with; my mother remained silent after that inf
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.Esrath POV This was too much for me to hold dear to my heart, tears began to rush down my face and chills ran through my body like waves of electricity as I began to try to steady my breathing, I can hear a soft voice talking to me. I look over to see my mother in her navy-blue cocktail dress as she is helping to fix my make up as my tears escape my eyes and a smile breaks out on her face as I look at her. My darling daughter you have made me so proud, I know how much we both have suffered to get to this point in our lives but we need to keep calm before we ruin our make up! Her eyes begin to water as she wafts air toward them and tilts her head upward so no tears escape her eyes, I look at myself in the mirror and see that my nose is a bright red from the crying I have done and my face was becoming puff as well while the makeup artist helps to reapply my perfectly a
After everything was said and done was I even able to accept that my mother had once had me violated to save her ass? Or did I need to see that my mother had not changed from that side of her because she was using me and Jose as shelter from those who were after her still while my father was left out in the open having to defend himself against the Mafia and the Boss of said Mafia's wrath that my mother unleashed by running away rather than paying them back to protect not only me but my father who was only trying to free me that night? Had I known the full truth I would have taken my father with me not my mother, I let out a deep sigh of much-needed relief as I rubbed my temples to control the migraine I just earned from overthinking everything, my brain was in need of some relaxation time and I intended to give it the food it desired. However, the maid was not given the memo of vacation leave to spend time with her family as I was no longer needing her services till my fiance would re
Jose POV It had been days since I had seen Esrath after what I did to her mother, I vanished out of her sight because the look she gave me burned into the back of my head, there was nothing I could do to make things better, I was couch surfing from one friend to another till one friend was kind enough to let me stay. She told me that what I did was the right thing because that woman deserved to be killed for what she did to Esrath, to lighten the mood she suggested a drinking game and I denied it because I did not trust myself being alone with her while I was sober, let alone drunk. She assured me that it was not going to be just the two of us since she invited her friends over, we all participated in the drinking game however none of us discussed who was to remain sober so we were all tipsy by the third round, I was not sure what was to happen if I kept drinking but I figured we all were adults and knew to keep it PG even when drunk, what I did not expect was to sleep with my friend
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment, violence, crime, and language use. The more I tried to process the words that were told to me by my mother, the tighter my chest felt as my mind began to hurt, was it true that my mother did that to me and ruined all hope I had for someone who was to be my best friend and who I thought shared my pain.....however I was wrong, before I could process anything further I had turned to the man who harmed my mother and wanted to tell him how angry I was but there was nothing to say at that moment because he was already gone from the expression that my face made you could tell that he understood what he did was wrong and that I would never forgive him for what he did to her, no amount of pain would be worth hers in return for we had agreed to never stoop so low in which he had. Though my heart hurt and I felt conflicted with all the lies that were told to me I looked helplessly at the ceiling still processing ev
Jora's POV As I watched my son and daughter play in the living room I hear a knock on the door, I got up thinking of the time I set for the meeting with Jordan about the company building that I had been in a bidding war with and thought that he was rather early for the set time we agreed upon, opening the door I stopped in my tracks looking at the man in front of me, he was wearing a white suit that looked expensive as his beard was well maintained, his eyes were a deep Hazel and looked dangerous as he stared at me as if he was staring at a ghost, his hand was clasped on his wrist adjusting his watch as he began to speak. " I know that I was to show up around noon, but I have other business to attend to, so I was hoping..." his words fell when he looked at me and took a step forward to make sure he was not seeing things, then his hands gripped my hips as he attempted to pull me to him when we heard a small voice yelling at another small voice, I pushed him away from me and shut and
Jora's POV As I watched my son and daughter play in the living room I hear a knock on the door, I got up thinking of the time I set for the meeting with Jordan about the company building that I had been in a bidding war with and thought that he was rather early for the set time we agreed upon, opening the door I stopped in my tracks looking at the man in front of me, he was wearing a white suit that looked expensive as his beard was well maintained, his eyes were a deep Hazel and looked dangerous as he stared at me as if he was staring at a ghost, his hand was clasped on his wrist adjusting his watch as he began to speak. " I know that I was to show up around noon, but I have other business to attend to, so I was hoping..." his words fell when he looked at me and took a step forward to make sure he was not seeing things, then his hands gripped my hips as he attempted to pull me to him when we heard a small voice yelling at another small voice, I pushed him away from me and shut and
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment, violence, crime, and language use. The more I tried to process the words that were told to me by my mother, the tighter my chest felt as my mind began to hurt, was it true that my mother did that to me and ruined all hope I had for someone who was to be my best friend and who I thought shared my pain.....however I was wrong, before I could process anything further I had turned to the man who harmed my mother and wanted to tell him how angry I was but there was nothing to say at that moment because he was already gone from the expression that my face made you could tell that he understood what he did was wrong and that I would never forgive him for what he did to her, no amount of pain would be worth hers in return for we had agreed to never stoop so low in which he had. Though my heart hurt and I felt conflicted with all the lies that were told to me I looked helplessly at the ceiling still processing ev
Jose POV It had been days since I had seen Esrath after what I did to her mother, I vanished out of her sight because the look she gave me burned into the back of my head, there was nothing I could do to make things better, I was couch surfing from one friend to another till one friend was kind enough to let me stay. She told me that what I did was the right thing because that woman deserved to be killed for what she did to Esrath, to lighten the mood she suggested a drinking game and I denied it because I did not trust myself being alone with her while I was sober, let alone drunk. She assured me that it was not going to be just the two of us since she invited her friends over, we all participated in the drinking game however none of us discussed who was to remain sober so we were all tipsy by the third round, I was not sure what was to happen if I kept drinking but I figured we all were adults and knew to keep it PG even when drunk, what I did not expect was to sleep with my friend
After everything was said and done was I even able to accept that my mother had once had me violated to save her ass? Or did I need to see that my mother had not changed from that side of her because she was using me and Jose as shelter from those who were after her still while my father was left out in the open having to defend himself against the Mafia and the Boss of said Mafia's wrath that my mother unleashed by running away rather than paying them back to protect not only me but my father who was only trying to free me that night? Had I known the full truth I would have taken my father with me not my mother, I let out a deep sigh of much-needed relief as I rubbed my temples to control the migraine I just earned from overthinking everything, my brain was in need of some relaxation time and I intended to give it the food it desired. However, the maid was not given the memo of vacation leave to spend time with her family as I was no longer needing her services till my fiance would re
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use.Esrath POV This was too much for me to hold dear to my heart, tears began to rush down my face and chills ran through my body like waves of electricity as I began to try to steady my breathing, I can hear a soft voice talking to me. I look over to see my mother in her navy-blue cocktail dress as she is helping to fix my make up as my tears escape my eyes and a smile breaks out on her face as I look at her. My darling daughter you have made me so proud, I know how much we both have suffered to get to this point in our lives but we need to keep calm before we ruin our make up! Her eyes begin to water as she wafts air toward them and tilts her head upward so no tears escape her eyes, I look at myself in the mirror and see that my nose is a bright red from the crying I have done and my face was becoming puff as well while the makeup artist helps to reapply my perfectly a
My heart felt heavy and my body was shaking as my chest felt tight at the words that he said to me that night, I had not spoken to him since due to the information that was finally brought forward to my attention. I felt anger and betrayal from the man I chose to put my trust in; my trust was now dissipating from all the lies he had held behind my back, though I wanted to always be near him because I longed for his tough my heart and mind were at war constantly over whether or not I should trust him again. He called all the time to try to speak to me and I ended up turning my phone off to have some silence for one, I was so angry that he held so much information to himself and didn't bother to even tell me what was going on and why he was really there to help me escape. I felt nasty and betrayed and my heart that had held hatred for my father cried for him because I realized my father was trying to protect me from the guy I was escaping with; my mother remained silent after that inf
**Distant chatter coming from down the hall** Random girl #1:” God Esrath is such a dweeb; she thinks that we are friends and honestly if her parents weren't loaded, I would have hit her with my car; like ugh she is so ugly and annoying!” Random Girl #2: “I know and the way she dresses makes me want to hurl!” Macy: “I mean I am only friends with her because her parents paid me to be nice to her since I was 5, otherwise I wouldn’t even care to be around her. An extra 5k a month has been really good lately!” I could feel the tears burning my eyes, why was I remembering this now? And why is it that I can't feel my legs or arms? I look around and feel my chest was super tight and it was like if my body was trying to keep the air out of my lungs, before I knew it, I was under water being chocked by Macy who looked like she couldn’t breathe herself, I try to help her but before I could I was thrown to the house my father had me and my mother trapped in... I look around to see that it
I can feel my heart racing as we run through the jungle to escape from the man trying to kill us! How could this have happened to me??????? I looked around for an escape......' Esrath: "Wow her acting is so lame!" Mother: "It is not lame, its good and I am on the edge of my seat to see what will happen next! Now zip it and let me watch my movie!" I sigh and look at the movie she was watching then back at her to say something to her and see her wording each line, rolling my eyes I get off the bed as I head to the kitchen to get me a snack. José was at work and I go to text him but no answer, was he freaked out with what I told him that night? Man was I stupid 3 days ago; I sigh and look through the fridge to get a snack but nothing looked good so feeling defeated for the third time today I close the fridge door and turn to the living room when I see that José was already home but sleeping on the couch...my heart hurt to see that he was sleeping on the couch and not our bed. Esr
Content warning: Mentioned death/illness of a parent, sexual/verbal harassment's, violence, crime and language use, sexual intercourse. Authors Note: Listen to Lover by Taylor Swift for realistic Feelings. Following him to the bed that was there I could feel butterflies in my stomach, my nerves made my body vibrate at the thought of being with such a gentleman. He pulls me close and kisses my jawline and caresses my back. José: “if you are nervous my love, we can wait till we are out of here.” I frown and know that there is no escape and tell him: Esrath: “No I want you now while I am able!” I could feel his heart drop at my words, he looked me in the eyes and placed his forehead on mine and kisses it. José: “I want you to want me baby, I don’t want you to want to do it with me because it is the only time you think you can have me. I promised you I was going to get you out of here so please promise to me that you will be truthful to me.” Esrath: “I promise, I do want you rig