Naglakad siya sa gilid ng mga table sa loob ng club at pinagdadampot ang mga baso na hindi na ginagamit. Nilagay niya ito sa tray na hawak hawak niya saka siya naglakad pabalik sa counter ng bar habang kumekembot kembot.
Sa kabilang dako naman ay nakatanaw sa kanyang bawat kilos ang isang lalaki. Palagi siyang nakatambay sa club pero ito ang unang beses na nakita niya si Lucy doon. Bigla niyang naramdaman ang pagkislot ng kanyang pagkalalaki at ang pagtigas nito habang nakatingin siya kay Lucy na mapang-akit na kumekembot sa gitna ng dancefloor.Nakasuot si Lucy ng itim na skirt at corset top, hapit na hapit sa kanyang katawan kaya nakalantad ang kurba niya. Her cleavage was like an invitation para hagkan ng lalaking nakamasid sa kanya. The man cussed under his breath because he couldn't focus anymore. His mind was occupied by the thought of the girl swaying naked in front of him.Lucy starts serving drinks at every table. May lalaking akmang hihipuan siya, but she swayed her hips to the right and winked at him. She was not up for any bullshit, except, of course, if the man got money. But while serving drinks, Lucy noticed the clothes and shoes the man was wearing.They were all fake. She murmured.She left their table and moved to the right corner to serve their orders. A man in his fifties called her attention and winked at her. She secretly rolled her eyes at how gross it looked. One of her rules is no to old men. That's a big no-no for her.She walked to the next table and served the drink. It was too dim in the area, but she could clearly see the man in front of her staring at her. He was looking at her intently, like he was slowly devouring her soul.For the very first time, she felt her knees trembled. She couldn't understand how this man's presence could turn her on. The neon light suddenly hit the man's face, and she almost dropped her jaw. He was unbelievably gorgeous. He looked as if he came from a magazine. His dazzling eyes were fixated on her. His pointed nose and jawline were to die for. She couldn't even believe that the man's thick brows were more perfect than hers, and his eyelashes—damn, they're long.She stood there in front, drooling over God's perfect creation.The man couldn't also believe that the girl she fantasized about earlier was now in front of him, staring at his face. He gulped as his eyes roamed her body. He was now damn sure that the girl had curves and boobs. Her brown eyes were round, and her lips were plump. The shape of her face matched the size of her nose. She was really beautiful. He could not help but feel something for the girl. It was as if he was bewitched by her.The girl looked away and cleared her throat."Here's your drink; enjoy!"After saying those words, Lucy immediately left the area while she still had the energy to move. The man was draining her while he was looking at her body seductively.However, the man couldn't help but smile at the girl's sudden reaction. He drank the beer in the bottle in one go saka niya sinenyasan si Lucy para humingi ulit ng isang inumin. He saw the smug look on the girl's face, which made him amused. This could be the first time that a girl has acted like this towards him."Are you sure you only want one beer?" Lucy asked. Nakangisi naman ang lalaki habang nakatingin sa kanya.The guy nodded his head. And as if on cue, Lucy turned her back on him."Mind telling me your name?" asked by the man before Lucy could finally step farther away from him.Lucy looked back and said, "I'm your biggest nightmare," before leaving.When the man took the beer out of Lucy's hand, he was as if displaying his biceps as he reached for the beer. Lucy's face was burning. It was a good thing that the area was dim because she was afraid that the man would see her cheeks turning red.Kahit na sobrang gwapo ng lalaking iyon, Lucy just couldn't get over the thought that he could be an average man. Although alam niya namang hindi ganoon ka sikat ang club na pinagtatrabahuan niya, paminsan minsan naman ay may napapadpad ditong mayayaman at mga business tycoons. And just by looking at the way the man earlier dressed, Lucy could tell that he was none of those. There is no way that man would be wearing a Ralph Lauren black button-down polo shirt and Prada shoes. Imposibleng branded ang suot nito.She left the man and decided to leave the club earlier than she usually does. She couldn't afford to be swayed by his looks and end up riding him. No. She's not going to let it happen.She won't let someone who's as poor as her fuck her world.As soon as she stepped outside the club, she let out a heavy sigh. Lucy disregarded the thoughts of the man inside the club. But the man's tempting lips never left her mind. Her heart starts beating rapidly, which she cannot explain."There you are. Where do you think you're going?"Lucy tilted her head to the left when she heard the familiar voice. She saw the man in the club earlier, walking towards her direction. His left hand was in his trouser's pocket. He looks really hot.Lucy gulped.But before she could let her mind work, her feet betrayed her.She closed the gap between them and kissed the man on his lips.Nagising ako sa hindi pamilyar na kwarto kaya napaupo ako sa kama. Iginala ko ang mga mata ko sa kabuuan ng kwarto at baka namamalikmata lamang ako o 'di kaya ay nagdedelusyon ng tila maayos na tirahan.Nang masiguro kong hindi naman ako delusyonal, tumayo ako sa kama pero agad ring napahiga pabalik nang makaramdam ako ng matinding sakit at kirot sa may ibabang parte ng katawan ko. At tila nama'y naging hudyat ito para bumalik ang alaala ko kagabi."Fuck!" Napasigaw ako. Hindi ko alam kung para sa sakit ba 'yun na nararamdaman ko sa gitnang parte ng katawan ko o para 'yun sa kahihiyang ginawa ko kagabi. Pero nanaig ang kirot na nararamdaman ko dahil napayuko na lamang ako sa ibabaw ng kama. Tangina naman kasi. Gaano ba kalaki ang sandata ng lalaking iyon at tila nirakrak ang munti kong tahanan?Napalingon ako sa pinto ng kwarto nang makarinig ako ng mabilis na yapak patungo sa kinaroroonan ko. Damn. Napalakas talaga siguro ang sigaw ko.Bumukas ang pinto at tumambad sa akin ang magan
Kinagabihan ay pumasok ako sa trabaho. Gaya ng dati kong ginagawa, kinikembot ko ang aking bewang at sumasayaw ng mapang-akit upang makakuha ng tip sa mga halang na kaluluwang nanonood sa akin. Minsan kapag maswerteng maraming manonood ay umaabot sa limang libo ang kita ko sa tips lang. At kapag naman nag-overtime ako ay aabot sa sampung libo. Mabilis ang pera sa club pero pangit na trabaho ito sa mata ng mga tao. Siguro ay dahil bali-balita sa lahat na ang nagtatrabaho sa club ay pawang mga prostitute. Sa kabila ng kahirapan na nararanasan ko ay ilang beses na rin pumasok sa isip ko ang maging isang bayarang babae. Baka sakali, yumaman ako bigla at makaalis na sa estadong ito. Pero ewan ko ba, hindi ko maaatim na ibigay ang pagkababae ko--pwera sa nangyari kagabi. Tila sinapian ang katawan ko at may kanyang isip ito. "Malalim yata ang isip mo ah?" tanong ng katrabaho kong si Risa. Nasa bar counter ako at kinukuha ang drinks para i-serve sa table ng medyo may katandaang mga lalaki.
Mabilis pa sa alas kuwatro akong nagbihis ng damit kahit pa medyo nanginginig pa ang tuhod ko. Tangina talaga. Problema nga talaga ito. Dapat hindi ako nagpadala sa tukso. Buwesit na 'to. Pero kasalan ko rin naman. Masiyadong masarap kahit hindi dapat gawin--lalo na sa katulad kong mahirap lang. "Aalis ka na?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong ni Lucas sa akin. Isinuot ko muna ang corset top ko bago siya sagutin. "Yes. May gagawin papala ako." "This late?" Nilingon ko siya, "Oo." Binuksan ko agad ang pinto ng kotse niya saka mabilis na naglakad paalis. As much as I wanted to stay at magpaalipin ulit sa libog ay hindi maaari. Ito na ang huli. "Sandali!" rinig kong sambit ni Lucas pero nakalayo na ako at wala na akong plano pang lumingon sa kinaroroonan niya. Hindi na ako bumalik sa club at dumiretso na ng uwi sa inuupahan kong apartment. Nakapagdesisyon na ako. Kailangan ko na putulin ang ugnayan namin ni Lucas. Hindi na dapat patagalin ito. Lilipat na ako ng trabaho. Siguro nama
Mag-iisang buwan na simula nung umalis ako sa club kung saan laging nagtatambay si Lucas. Nakalipat na rin ako ng ibang mauupahan dahil mabilis akong naging hit sa bagong club na tinatrabahuan ko. Hindi siya kagaya nung dating club na may maraming bastos, dito kasi maselan lang pero maraming namimigay."Lucy..." Napalingon ako sa tumawag sa akin. Nasa bar counter kasi ako ngayon, kumukuha ng drinks. Katatapos ko lang sumayaw sa pole at kahit medyo pagod ay dumireto pa rin ako sa bar counter para puntahan yung mga lalaking malakas mang-tip sa akin. "Tawag ka ni Pablo, yung bet na bet ka te! Feeling ko may gusto sa'yo 'yung damulag na 'yun. Hindi ka na rin naman lugi siguro kasi mukhang malaki ang kargada nun saka mayaman pa!" sigaw sa akin ni Niki para marinig ko dahil sa lakas ng tugtog ng club. Napangiti nalamang ako sa sinabi niya dahil totoo naman. Sa unang linggo ko dito, bigla akong pinatawag ni Pablo nang matapos akong sumayaw sa pole saka siya nag-tip sa akin ng sampung libo
Kagaya nung mga araw na natititigan ko si Lucas, biglang tila hihinto ang oras at mawawala ang mga tao sa paligid--tanging kaming dalawa lamang ang natitira. "I've been looking for you for almost a month now..." Umiwas ako nang tingin dahil hindi ko kayang pantayan ang mga titig niya sa akin. Humakbang siya papalapit sa akin. "Why did you left?" may bahid nang pagtatakang tanong niya. "What do you mean?" I asked, disregarding the way how my heart beats fast as he narrowed the space between us. "You left the bar and went here instead..." he paused and looked straight in my eyes. "Tell me, what's wrong?" I closed my eyes, took a deep breathe, and opened it again. "There's nothing wrong... I just don't want to see you again." His lips parted. "Why?" "Because--" I stop midway when i felt something's wrapping around my waist. "What took you so long?" asked Pablo na hindi ko alam kung bakit nandito ito sa tabi ko. Kamay niya pala ang nakapulupot sa bewang ko. Ngayon, dalawa na ang
Lucas was kissing me so aggressively na akala mo'y uhaw na uhaw sa halik ko. Huminga ako nang malalim nang lumipat ang mga labi niya sa leeg ko at sipsipin ito. I moaned his name. Damn. Nandito na naman ako sa sitwasyon na ito. De javu yata talaga.His hands moves around my body as if it has its own brain. Dahan dahan itong naglakbay sa katawan ko hangang sa tumigil ito sa pang ibabang suot ko. Wala na pala akong pang-itaas na hindi ko namalayang inalis niya na pala kanina. Masiyado akong nalulunod sa mga halik niya kanina kaya siguro mabilis niyang na ialis ang mga saplot ko.He carried me in bridal style patungo sa kama ko without breaking our kisses. When he laid me down the bed, he bent down and travel his lips on my body. From my lips up to the tip of my breast and in between my legs, all I could ever do was shout his name as the sensation becomes stronger every seconds that he lick my thing down there. It's too much. He's too much for me."Lucas..." my voice trailed off nang mar
Lucas never really made me spent my off peacefully because he would crash in to my apartment and fuck me till I fell asleep. He really never can't get enough of me. Two weeks had already passed since he offered me a deal about being he's fuckbuddy na hindi rin naman na ako nagpakipot pa kasi kahit di ko man aminin, alam kong gustong gusto rin naman ng katawan ko ang presensiya niya."Anong meron sa inyo ni Pabs?" Napalingon ako sa nagsalita sa gilid ko-- si Jet. Nasa counter ako, magseserve ng drinks. A week after kasi, biglang hindi na ako pinapasayaw sa pole at binigyan ng offer na maging waitress nalang with the same rate sa pag pole dancing ko. Medyo nagtaka pa ako kasi biglaan ang offer na ito at medyo fishy pero pinagsawalang bahala ko nalang. Inayos ko ang tray na may baso ng alak tsaka bote ng beer bago ko sinagot si Jet."Okay naman kami." Bigla kong nilingon ang pwesto nila Pablo. Napakunot ang noo ko nang makitang todo lagok ito ng beer. "May problema ba si Pablo?" I asked