Judah LopezIt's not bad, yes.I figured the good it would do me, if I am to help him like he said.I know my safety would be garanteed, yet there is something that I know I am missing out.The results if twenty-five years ago.To beat Gabriel in his sick game, it is said, that I would have to gather just as many informations as possible.Living outside the clan for almost all of my past life, I knew it wouldn't be easy.If Gabriel is already with a plan, what would happen next?He said I should ask myself, why he choosed not to get Anya involved in it all…Could it be that he regrets what he did, or was it that he just can't do it because of the guilt?I had lots of things to ask, so I met with the cohort that digged out informations for me."How do I get it? My answers..?" I asked.In the same place where we met before, it was calm, soothing.The place was just there, you would never know what is happening. Exactly the type that I wanted to ki$"Your answers are looking you in the e
Hayley ArresJust as planned, it was working.All test ran on me showed only one result. That I am pregnant.How it got to this place, I don't know… When it got here, I don't know, but one thing I know, I would make it workout to the very end. I will do all I can to keep it the way it is. Nobody has to know the festus is for Carter. They don't have to know now, not even Derrick.It was enough, that Gabriel is aware, knowing how cunning he is."She.. she's.?" Alisha's voice brought me out."Yes, Luna, she's pregnant," the doctor said."Then..then why would he leave her like this…?" She asked what I have been scared of fathoming.What would Derrick do when he gets here?Would he remember or would the powder work just how I want it?I have a lot to ask but the intensifying glare that Gabriel showed me only made me at ease, even when I know my heart was still palpating.Yes,Wasn't it better to make a deal with the devil, than stay rooted while my doom was around the corner?"He's only
Derrick MooreI couldn't do anything for what seemed like years of torture, only to pray silently in my head and wait.Somewhere in the house, a dark tunnel where I wasn't sure was known, yes… that was were I was.I don't know why my wolf brought me here, but it was better than doing something that wouldn't leave any good in me.My breathing hitched, my lungs burned, but most of all, I remembered it all.Even if it brought sharp tingling pain in my head.Even when it felt like needles were pierced deep in my head, I still remembered it all.Hayley's laughter, her frown.Her pose, her powdered face.What was that?I know I needed answers but first, why?Why was I like this? What made me like this?I can tell vividly, how much restrained I sat. How paralyzed I was but it didn't stop the burning desire to get intimate with her.Her words were what I couldn't forget.At least, I know she's with Gabriel…What exactly was there plan?If getting intimate with her was what they have both fore
Hayley ArresWords fail to show how much I enjoyed the gossip that continued traveling far and wide the entire clan.It wasn't even a news anymore, that Derrick was going to be a father, even without a Luna.Though the shame was that, the bastard failed woefully, in making me Luna for some stupid reason. The best part of it was the fact that he doesn't seem to remember any of it.Finally,I could breathe in peace, no longer having to hide anything.It was perfect.Sitting with Carter and Judah, nothing more seems to give me more sense of responsibility."Are you sure you didn't do anything…?" Carter was the first to ask."W..what do you mean?" I asked back."Aren't you supposed to be grateful? That since you aren't man enough to wave off some person's that would do all to stop you, somebody else is taking the responsibilities….?" I asked again.Yes,It hurts.I have always wanted to be with the coward, finally had the chance then boom…!!The tides turn.No matter how I seem not to thi
Anya zhukouSomething's are only left to be done, but at the long run, we end up forgetting about it, only to make it pike up more.The issues of twenty-five years ago might have not been a big deal to our parents, it might have no effect or whatsoever, but today and now especially, it turns out to affect me more than I can detect.I locked myself in my room, reading about books that contains whatever happened but all of it were useless.I couldn't get a glimpse or even a speck.Whatever happened was one that wthey wouldn't want to let out but really?It remains heart wrecking.Why am I different?Why can't I have my mate in peace?They used to be the very most questions that seems to break me but now, there's more to it.Gabriel Moore..!!It wasn't any longer a coincidence.Yes,That I met him on the day I was to meet Derrick's parents.He was there.The bastard was the one that got me rejected.As if it wasn't enough, he made me almost give up. Yes, I almost did gave up.Nobody want
Judah LopezI needed to hear from her, the agreement she had with that bastard.Fuck..!!It wasn't only creeping me out, neither was it being easy on me.My entire life, I lived with regret in my heart, knowing there was a certain person out there, that would have come guard us like a shield.Yes,I knew who he was and certainly how he was to us, but the crucial part of it all was the fact that he left without a goodbye.I remembered how Anya looked like, in the span of just a few days.It was hard, but not anymore.If what Gabriel said was the truth, dies it mean he only wants to protect Anya?Or was he only going to use her to get Derrick?Our story was twisted.At first, I wanted Anya, as a mate and all. I wanted her to be my life and breath, I wanted her just as much but surprisingly; no matter how I move closer to her, she'd continually be far from me.Seemingly, my wolf felt empty.She wasn't and wouldn't be my mate, I discovered this early.It hurts more than being rejected.I
Derrick MooreI couldn't remain confused, let alone understand what was happening but whatever it was, I was partially to blame.It never happened, not even from the orphanage.Days rolled and it still never changed. I had no time to check in or out. I couldn't see my Anya.It felt like the world I knew was to be ripped apart.I felt enraged, but couldn't do anything in particular.To get it all right, I would have to keep up with it all.Yes,That was the plan all along.From what I remembered, whatever it was that was added to whatever Hayley used, it was to weaking memories.That asshole…..She spilled that she was with my uncle, now that I thought of it, it made sense.They are trying to I cover up for whatever it was that they want to cover but however, I remembered little tiny bits of it.Rumors where already quick, spreading like fire.Damn..!!I wanted to end it all, to just give up.Somehow, I know someone is waiting for me, someone I am dying to meet up with, it was Anya.I
Hayley ArresI sat at the corner of my room, where I was always found at any point in time.To them, I needed rest, but to me, my doom seemed near. No matter how much efforts I put in it to stop thinking about the worse, it wouldn't burdge.How it got to this point is all in my palms but just under twinkling lights, everything changed.Alisha was more gentle on me, only making it worse for me to get a good sleep. Cathleen….Where's she?It was a deal from the beginning, a deal that I promised to end the moment I got what I wanted.But in truth, did I ever get it? What was the thing I ever wanted?Everything was no longer in my capabilities.Now, just like Judah reminded, I am nothing but a tool to get Derrick.That cunning god-damned Moore tricked me to use me, why?We were more like the same..!?Yes,The similar case we both have was the fact that we want more. It was never enough.The more I thought if it, the more reason I find Derrick and Anya to blame.They caused it all…Then,