Judah LopezI needed to hear from her, the agreement she had with that bastard.Fuck..!!It wasn't only creeping me out, neither was it being easy on me.My entire life, I lived with regret in my heart, knowing there was a certain person out there, that would have come guard us like a shield.Yes,I knew who he was and certainly how he was to us, but the crucial part of it all was the fact that he left without a goodbye.I remembered how Anya looked like, in the span of just a few days.It was hard, but not anymore.If what Gabriel said was the truth, dies it mean he only wants to protect Anya?Or was he only going to use her to get Derrick?Our story was twisted.At first, I wanted Anya, as a mate and all. I wanted her to be my life and breath, I wanted her just as much but surprisingly; no matter how I move closer to her, she'd continually be far from me.Seemingly, my wolf felt empty.She wasn't and wouldn't be my mate, I discovered this early.It hurts more than being rejected.I
Derrick MooreI couldn't remain confused, let alone understand what was happening but whatever it was, I was partially to blame.It never happened, not even from the orphanage.Days rolled and it still never changed. I had no time to check in or out. I couldn't see my Anya.It felt like the world I knew was to be ripped apart.I felt enraged, but couldn't do anything in particular.To get it all right, I would have to keep up with it all.Yes,That was the plan all along.From what I remembered, whatever it was that was added to whatever Hayley used, it was to weaking memories.That asshole…..She spilled that she was with my uncle, now that I thought of it, it made sense.They are trying to I cover up for whatever it was that they want to cover but however, I remembered little tiny bits of it.Rumors where already quick, spreading like fire.Damn..!!I wanted to end it all, to just give up.Somehow, I know someone is waiting for me, someone I am dying to meet up with, it was Anya.I
Hayley ArresI sat at the corner of my room, where I was always found at any point in time.To them, I needed rest, but to me, my doom seemed near. No matter how much efforts I put in it to stop thinking about the worse, it wouldn't burdge.How it got to this point is all in my palms but just under twinkling lights, everything changed.Alisha was more gentle on me, only making it worse for me to get a good sleep. Cathleen….Where's she?It was a deal from the beginning, a deal that I promised to end the moment I got what I wanted.But in truth, did I ever get it? What was the thing I ever wanted?Everything was no longer in my capabilities.Now, just like Judah reminded, I am nothing but a tool to get Derrick.That cunning god-damned Moore tricked me to use me, why?We were more like the same..!?Yes,The similar case we both have was the fact that we want more. It was never enough.The more I thought if it, the more reason I find Derrick and Anya to blame.They caused it all…Then,
Anya zhukou"What did you say?" I asked.I couldn't contain it, the anger that washed through me.I have always known there was more to this god-damned twenty-five years ago than the fucking story my father told me.The annoyance in me, the one I liked up from the way my mother still won't want me to know, was the same one I used in bringing them back."Is this true?" I asjedy.Judah remained silent, same as my parents.What was this?"Why aren't any if you answering?" I was yelling. "Tell me you knew him all along," o added.It was painful, that even with the way I was feeling,they still won't burdge.Heartwrecking to be exact.I lived my life since I came back to their pleasure. They never cared if I was pleased is pissed. Never did they for once ask me of my experience. Not even once…Needless to say, they never cared.I scoffed.Making promises are what I am good at, but still, at some point, I just hate myself more than I hate them."We.. we did it for y.." I couldn't let her com
Anya zhukouI continued working on what I heard, that it isn't over till it is over.If my instincts are right, Gabriel is aiming at something even more worse. Derrick and I are only just the key to whatever idea he might be having.I thought about it all through the night, I couldn't sleep nor do anything. It was troubling, knowing Derrick was the only person there, in their cruel hands.Nala, same as me; all she could do continually was to growl and groan… nothing more.It felt like needles, pricking hard at my chest, wanting to break me.What would I do if eventually I lose him to them? What if Gabriel uses me for his god-damned plan?I knew nothing to answer those questions but I know I was no longer safe, same as Derrick.It was funny, seeing that Judah used to be my friend,been Derrick.All my life I feared nothing more than being bullied by him but one thing struck me..Why couldn't I remember?Judah was long gone, leaving just my parents and I.They looked worried, the same wa
Judah LopezIt fell into place right after I met with Anya's parents. The bastard had an initial motive but used the war as a distraction.I remembered the look on their faces, especially on Anya's.The look of disgust and dispair. The look that showed how much I irritated her. I made her like that and could only console myself that I derserved more.Finally, I have her back.Not as a mate but friend. That's what she used to be.I felt assured but still, it was like something was missing.Truly, Derrick and I never did got along with ourselves, not even twenty-five years ago, but still we remained a group of friends.From what I heard, Gabriel only needed Anya and Derrick for whatever plan he had, then why did I so appear at the orphanage? I wasn't even a royal, just a random pup born of a random wolf, so why?I had asked the same question but still, it felt like a missing knot.What could have made me appear there?It was like the same question that Anya asked, why she couldn't reme
Anya zhukouI waited till the next morning that felt very slow and tiring.At every tick the hands of time seem to take, it felt like Gabriel was at the end of it all, waiting for it to remain stagnant.He passed,Yes,He made a fool of everyone, even with his own brother and nephew. Knowing it would be filed as treason, he went ahead to risk their lives instead.It was still hard to believe, that with a maximum of just a night, everything was wrapping out only to point at him.The asshole.Throughout the night, I could only think of the worse.To only guess of how wrong it would be if I don't make it right.Yes,The thoughts of Mira, her words the last time we met. Belle Delphine? Hayley? Carter? The orphanage?While we enjoyed victory, he was already ten steps ahead, waiting to plot them out.Fuck!!Finally, after what seemed like years, a new Dawn began.Somehow, it was peaceful and heart-wrecking. A calm before the storm should be the perfect definition of how it all felt.Prepari
Anya zhukou"I am not sure if the details Anya, but I was sure that he had something to do with my mother's illness." Mira answered.Illness?"W..why would he want you mother to be I.. ill?" I asked."It was connected to something of twenty-five years ago, Anya" she added.Twenty-five years ago.?I expected it.The same way I felt uneasy was the same way Nala felt. Mira couldn't say anything about it not because she couldn't, I figured she just doesn't know.It was heart-wrecking enough, the agony of losing someone precious.Mira lost her mom, the same way I lost my parents or rather, the same way I would lose Derrick."What is his aim?" I murmured between breaths."Why do you ask?" I heard her ask."Judah..!" I answered.I couldn't stay for long, even if I want to, they might be tailing at me, knowing Mira is out here might be dangerous."It's nothing to feel worried about, I should get going. Should you not come to the clan?" I asked."Common, you know how hard it is.." she answered