My Doom Seem Near

Hayley Arres

I sat at the corner of my room, where I was always found at any point in time.

To them, I needed rest, but to me, my doom seemed near. No matter how much efforts I put in it to stop thinking about the worse, it wouldn't burdge.

How it got to this point is all in my palms but just under twinkling lights, everything changed.

Alisha was more gentle on me, only making it worse for me to get a good sleep.

Cathleen….

Where's she?

It was a deal from the beginning, a deal that I promised to end the moment I got what I wanted.

But in truth, did I ever get it? What was the thing I ever wanted?

Everything was no longer in my capabilities.

Now, just like Judah reminded, I am nothing but a tool to get Derrick.

That cunning god-damned Moore tricked me to use me, why?

We were more like the same..!?

Yes,

The similar case we both have was the fact that we want more. It was never enough.

The more I thought if it, the more reason I find Derrick and Anya to blame.

They caused it all…

Then,