Quickly, without hesitation, I moved out of sight from the window. My heart was racing fast and my wolf was jumping with joy. Whoever owned those captivating blue eyes was my mate. I wasn't ready for a mate yet.
Elara looked at me in a questioning manner, but I pressed my finger to my lips and shook my head. She nodded, although I knew she was wondering why I was behaving this way. I heard my mum calling for us to come down. Whatever had just happened, I couldn't ruin this chance for my brother. Taking a deep breath, I headed downstairs with Elara by my side. I smelled an intoxicating scent, however, it seemed fainter than I imagined. Shaking it off, I saw the Black Pack sitting down in the living room, having a casual conversation with Leander and Freya. As Elara and I entered, all eyes turned on us. Within an instant, someone said, "Mine." A blur rushed past me and I heard a squeal. I then realized it was Elara. My brother motioned for me to sit next to him, and I did. I was happy for Elara; she seemed really happy. After all, she did get what she desired from a young age, and she finally got it. Her mate sat down again with Elara on the seat next to him. She sent me a smile, and I saw color rising on her fair cheeks. I sent her a smirk and a wink. Elara's mate cleared his throat, "Sorry for that, but I am so glad I've finally found my gorgeous mate, Elara. I am the beta of Midnight Pack, as you all know. My name is Alistair." "Unfortunately, Alpha Black has gone for a run; he saw his mate in one of your windows, but she left. You don't happen to know who it is, do you?" Alistair asked, looking at Elara and then at me. My breath caught in my throat. Crap! What am I going to do? My mate is Alpha Black. The one who kills for fun. I can't be mates with him. It must be someone else. Elara looked at me questioningly and put the puzzle pieces together. Her green eyes widened, but I silently pleaded with her not to say anything. She nodded at me, and I mouthed thank you to her. I cleared my throat and said, "No, sorry. I have no idea who Alpha Black's mate is." Those words felt wrong coming out of my mouth and felt forced. Alistair nodded and gave me a small smile. I smiled back. My wolf was pleading with me to go to our mate; she could feel his wolf's pain, and it was hurting her. Suddenly, she went in a frenzy. That meant one thing: he was here. I smelled his intoxicating scent, which made me feel warm on the inside. Realization dawned on me. I got up and excused myself. Alistair went out to presumably give Alpha Black some clothes. I heard him growl and say, "She's here; I can smell her." His deep voice sent shivers down my spine. Quickly rushing out the back, I ran into the woods. Luckily, I knew the woods well, so it wouldn't be a problem knowing where to run. I knew that Alpha Black would try to catch me, so I kept changing directions so that my scent was everywhere. After a while, I stopped running and opened my mind link, which I had blocked. All at once, my brother, my mum, Freya, and Elara were all asking where I was, if I was okay. I mind-linked Elara first, who told me that Alpha Black wasn't leaving until he found his mate, and all unmated females were being called. I swore under my breath and decided to go back. I would have to reject him. Yes, that was what I had to do. I knew that I wouldn't be able to handle the responsibilities of being a Luna. I wasn't even ready for a mate, to dedicate my life to him. It was too soon for me; I wanted to live my life. So, I would have to reject him. My wolf was howling, begging me not to do so. She tried to tell me how no one can love us like our mate and how we would be in so much pain from the rejection that it would be so difficult for us to live our life. Those words sunk in. I forgot how difficult and painful a rejection is. My mate is an Alpha; would he even let me reject him? I reached my pack house and could smell his scent straight away. I saw all the females lining up outside, and they were going in one by one. My mum saw me and ran up to me, crushing me in a hug. After I listened to her lecture about staying safe, I was about to go inside via another entrance, when my mum pulled me back and shook her head. "You are unmated, Lenora. You have to join the line." I pleaded at her with my eyes, but she was firm, and I sighed. Great, I was going to see him soon. I had no idea what to expect or what I was actually going to say or do. On the other hand, my wolf was jumping for joy that we were going to see our mate. To say she was excited was an understatement; she was ecstatic. I knew that Alpha Black could smell me, and suddenly, I felt myself getting nervous. My heart started racing fast, and my palms became sweaty. I tried calming myself down, but I couldn't. There were only 4 more girls in front of me. I cursed under my breath. I had to get away somehow, but saw guards from my pack surrounding the forest, so I couldn't run and guards blocking every other entrance. I swallowed a lump in my throat. I heard him growl, which meant he knew I was close. I heard his voice saying, "Bring all 4 girls in at once. I want her now." My breath caught in my throat. Guards ushered us 4 girls in at once. I thought about hiding behind the girls, but they were all shorter than me. My wolf was smirking at my inability to hide from my mate. I let out a silent groan of frustration. I looked down at the floor, closing my eyes. I opened them when I heard feet coming towards me, but I still looked at the floor. I heard feet shuffling, and it was silent. My heart stopped when he touched my chin and sparks exploded. He lifted it up so my hazel eyes met his blue ones. I gasped. The feeling of meeting your mate was one that nothing could compare to. I felt warm and happy on the inside. He growled, "MINE." I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding. "Little mate, why didn't you want to be found?" His deep voice whispered in my ear. "I... I... I think you've got the wrong girl. I'm not your mate," I said, pathetically. Such an idiot. His amused smile made my wolf purr. "Oh, really? You aren't my mate. I thought you were," he said, drawing lines on my arms, which made me gasp and shiver. He smirked when he saw my reaction and said, "So, little mate. What's your name?" "Len... Lenora," I said. What's happening to me? I'm stammering now? This isn't meant to happen. What kind of effect is Alpha Black having on me? "Sexy name for a sexy woman. I'm Alpha Black, but you, my sweet, can call me Valor. You don't know how long I've been waiting for you. Now that I've got you, I have no plans of EVER letting you go." Valor. It suited him so well. His black hair was messed up, and his top was tightly fitted, so you could see his amazing muscles and how tan he was... Shit! I quickly shook my head free of those thoughts. I saw Valor smirking at me, and I blushed, knowing that he saw me checking him out. I didn't know what I was going to do, so I tried to head out of the door, but of course, I couldn't due to me being held back by Valor. I tried to wriggle from his grasp, but it didn't work. I heard Valor sigh, and he leaned down and kissed me, his longing lips meeting mine...Our lips moved in sync, fitting perfectly as if they were meant to be together. I found myself enjoying the kiss far more than I should have and couldn’t find the energy to pull away. It was soft and gentle, yet it showed how much Valor wanted me. This made my wolf go wild with excitement, and my heart fluttered, though I quickly tried to stop that feeling. When we finally broke the kiss, our foreheads touched, and we were both breathing heavily."Well, that quietened you," Valor said, smirking at me.My eyes widened in surprise, and I pushed him away, causing Valor to chuckle. Frustrated, I started walking towards my room. Surprisingly, Valor didn’t follow me, nor did he sigh or mutter under his breath. I wondered why for a moment but quickly brushed it off, relieved that he wasn’t doing anything. My wolf, however, was utterly depressed that I had run off and not kissed Valor again. If it were up to me, I would never kiss Valor again, but I knew my wolf would have a different opinion
I woke up and itched my eyes. I was still in the car, and we were unfortunately still driving. I turned to my right, and there was Valor still driving. He gave me a smile, but I rolled my eyes and looked out of the window. "Are you hungry, Lenora?" Valor asked, trying hard to make conversation with me. "Actually, I am. Can we stop off at Nandos and eat there? I love that place," I said, smiling at Valor. He looked a bit taken aback by my sudden mood change, but then again, so was I. However, he happily agreed.Ten minutes later, we were at a Nandos, and I jumped out, glad to have the opportunity to stretch my legs. Valor offered me his hand, but I kindly refused. I felt bad afterward, seeing the pain in his eyes. I quickly shook away the feeling. What the hell was happening to me?My wolf was laughing at my expense and my inability to stop feeling for my mate. I mean, he was insanely good looking with his black hair, and he looked casual with jeans and a tightly fitting top that showe
When I finally opened my eyes, I blinked a few times to focus on my surroundings. I was in an unfamiliar room and had no idea how I got there. I tried to get up, but two arms held me down. I gasped at the contact, as sparks filled my body with a warm feeling I had never felt before. I felt the urge to snuggle into Valor's arms, into his warmth.I shook my head, trying to get rid of those thoughts. Great, only a few days with him and look what's happening. My mom always told me how the feeling of your mate holding you was the best in the world. She and dad were always so romantic, but I never thought I would feel that because I didn't want a mate and still don't. But I couldn't stop thinking about snuggling into Valor's warmth, feeling that feeling my mom told me about. I could feel my wolf urging me to go for it and how happy Valor would be if we did.I was just about to go for it but stopped. I paused, looked around the unfamiliar room, and jumped out of bed. I looked at what I was w
Valor led me out of our bedroom. Oh crap, I'm saying "our" now. My wolf loved the close contact since we hadn’t experienced it much yet. There really was no feeling like when your mate holds or touches you. I loved it but tried not to show it on my face; I didn’t want Valor to see the effect he had on me, even though I could clearly see the effect I had on him. My wolf chuckled in my head and said, "You'll fall for him sooner or later, and I'm guessing sooner." I groaned in frustration. My wolf would not stop taunting me. Before I knew it, there were people standing in front of me with massive grins on their faces. I turned to Valor, who scratched the back of his neck sheepishly. I turned back to the people and smiled. One man stepped forward, "Hi, I am Valor's third in command. My name is Nate, and this is my mate Phoebe." Nate pointed to a little brunette who squealed and gave me a massive hug. "It's so nice to finally have another girl here! I've heard there are two new girls. Fi
Valor was standing there holding what I presumed was a rogue by the throat up against the wall. I gasped in horror, and Valor started punching the man and shouting, "Why are you here?" "I'll murder you." The poor man fell to the ground and coughed up blood. He managed to say, "Does your mate know that you torture rogues in here?" His question shocked me. Torture?I was praying that Valor would say he wasn't torturing rogues but that was not the case. Instead, I heard, "No, and she will not know. She doesn't need to know everything in my life, and this is my secret." I stepped back in horror. Valor was scaring me, I could even feel my wolf retreating into the back of my mind. I knew that Valor killed but I had no idea that he actually tortured rogues, presumably to their death. It made me sick to think I have a mate like this who does all this. I could have lived with a bit of killing, which I would have thought would stop after finding me, but this was not the case.I swallowed the lu
When you sleep, people always talk about the amazing dreams they have or the scary nightmares. When I slept, all I heard were screams of pain—sounds, not pictures. It scared me to the bone because I knew exactly why I was hearing all these sounds. Valor. He was the reason for all of this. I cried loads and begged for it to stop. I had never been so scarred by seeing something like that in my life, and it scared the crap out of me, to be honest.I know all this stuff about how your mate cares for you and would never hurt you, but Valor's actions yesterday did not prove that. If he truly cared for me, he should have told me. I wouldn't have run away if he had told me. Sure, I would have been shocked at first, but I would have probably been really grateful that he told me and would have helped him stop. But now, even though I hated to admit it, I was afraid of Valor. It was not right to be afraid of your mate, yet here I was in some abandoned tree house hiding from him.After about an ho
If anyone had told me how mates always shared everything and cared for one another, I would have wholeheartedly agreed because that’s what I always believed. Now, sitting in a guest room, my eyes wet from tears, my hair a mess, and my heart shattered into a million pieces, I could only laugh at my old naïve self. I would tell everyone the reality of having mates: some of them will keep secrets and break their mates' hearts, just like my mate.I had been sitting in the same room for about an hour, crying until my eyes couldn’t produce any more tears. Valor had come here; I felt his presence, but he left quickly and hasn’t come back since. No one else has come to check on me, and to be honest, I preferred it that way. I was lost in my thoughts when a knock at the door abruptly brought me back to reality. Standing up, I nervously made my way to the door. It wasn’t Valor; I let out a sigh of relief. I was definitely not ready to face him yet.Slowly, I opened the door and felt tears form
Waking myself up in the morning proved a difficult task, especially since I had slept at 3 AM after thinking about how stupid I had been. Valor hadn't spoken a word to me since, and I didn't blame him. Guilt was eating me alive, and my wolf kept blaming everything on me. She said that I didn't trust Valor enough because I didn't want a mate.I knew there was some truth to her words. I rolled out of bed and glanced at Valor's side, which was, of course, empty. I should have known. Sighing to myself, I reached the bathroom and had a shower, hoping to leave this drama behind. But, of course, sharing a bathroom with Valor meant that everything smelled like him, which didn't help my wolf or me. Instead of the peaceful shower I had hoped for, I couldn't stop thinking about Valor.I quickly got dressed and rushed out of our room. I needed to apologize for my behavior. Confusion was etched on my face as I couldn't smell Valor anywhere in the pack house. I lifted my nose again to smell, but I