When I finally opened my eyes, I blinked a few times to focus on my surroundings. I was in an unfamiliar room and had no idea how I got there. I tried to get up, but two arms held me down. I gasped at the contact, as sparks filled my body with a warm feeling I had never felt before. I felt the urge to snuggle into Valor's arms, into his warmth.
I shook my head, trying to get rid of those thoughts. Great, only a few days with him and look what's happening. My mom always told me how the feeling of your mate holding you was the best in the world. She and dad were always so romantic, but I never thought I would feel that because I didn't want a mate and still don't. But I couldn't stop thinking about snuggling into Valor's warmth, feeling that feeling my mom told me about. I could feel my wolf urging me to go for it and how happy Valor would be if we did. I was just about to go for it but stopped. I paused, looked around the unfamiliar room, and jumped out of bed. I looked at what I was wearing, which was one of Valor's tops, massive on me. How did I get here? Who changed me? All those thoughts vanished in an instant. Instead, I wanted answers. I was still angry after Valor's little stunt yesterday at Nando's. Valor stirred in his sleep, rubbed his eyes, and sat up. I was standing with my arms folded, and before I could stop it, thoughts of how cute and hot Valor looked first thing in the morning filled my mind. I couldn't help but stare; he really did look hot. Valor coughed, snapping me out of my trance, "Checking me out again, Lenora?" I felt color rising up my cheeks. Remembering why I got out of bed, I looked at Valor and asked, "Who changed me? And why didn't you wake me up so I could get ready myself? It wasn't the best thing to wake up in a strange room with you, especially after yesterday." Valor smiled at me and came towards me. I immediately took a step back, but he pulled me closer. Again, I gasped at the feeling of us being close, sparks flying through my body making me shiver. "It's not a strange place, love. This is our room now and this is our pack too. I know I should have woken you up, but you looked so peaceful. Don't worry, I didn't change you, Elara did. Still jealous after yesterday, love?" Valor said, smirking at me. I pushed him away and glared, "Not jealous, just angry. I don't have time for this. I'm going to get ready and find Elara." Muttering to myself about not getting too involved with Valor and making sure I don't fall for him, I went into his closet with the intention of wearing one of his shirts since I didn't know where my clothes were. I opened the closet and was surprised to see all my clothes there, along with new ones. All my shoes, jewelry, and bags were here, with new things as well. Valor was making it harder and harder for me not to fall for him. Couldn't he just pretend he didn't like me? That would make life easier, but he shows his affection for me openly, and I don't. I felt a little guilty that Valor is doing all this for me while I don't show him any affection back. I felt my wolf smirk and shook my head. My wolf was making me feel guilty. She really isn't going to give up. I quickly picked some clothes and rushed into the bathroom. I looked around and found all my shower things here as well. Wow, I must have been asleep a long time. After a very relaxing shower, I got dressed and came out of the room, only to be greeted by Valor sitting on the bed without a shirt on. His six-pack was on show, making my hormonal wolf go insane. It took a lot of effort to keep her under control. Without looking at Valor, I walked out of the room and bumped into a maid, "Oh, I am so sorry. Please forgive me," the maid stuttered. "Hey, it's fine, it was my fault too, so I should be apologizing as well," I smiled at the maid and let her pass. She returned my smile and rushed by. "You are already beginning to show how great of a Luna you are," that unmistakable voice of my mate said. I turned around and gave him a sarcastic smile, then walked away. I heard him sigh, which made me stop and look at him. He really was good-looking, and I could see how hard he was trying with me, but for some reason, I was just being difficult. "Finally, you've admitted it," my wolf said, sighing. I groaned in frustration. I started to head back to our room and heard Valor on the phone saying, "No... nope, she might not like that. Try roses. What about a necklace? What do girls like? How about a car?" I really am being difficult. Here Valor was trying to please me, and I was ignoring him. I felt so bad. I cleared my throat, and Valor quickly turned around, saying something into the phone before putting it down. "I would really like a tour of the pack house if that's okay? I have no idea where anything is," I asked, hoping he would get what I was implying. Unfortunately, he didn't and instead said, "Oh, okay, no problem. I'll get someone to show you around. One second." I sighed, and with my wolf encouraging me, I asked, "Why are you asking someone else? Can you not show me around your pack?" Valor stared at me in shock but quickly regained himself, "Of course, I'll always have time for you, love." He smiled at me, which made me feel warm inside. I smiled back and held his hand, which made a new wave of sparks fly through me, making me feel happier. The happiest I have ever been. I decided that after all Valor has done for me, I can give it a shot. But the first step is becoming friends before anything else.Valor led me out of our bedroom. Oh crap, I'm saying "our" now. My wolf loved the close contact since we hadn’t experienced it much yet. There really was no feeling like when your mate holds or touches you. I loved it but tried not to show it on my face; I didn’t want Valor to see the effect he had on me, even though I could clearly see the effect I had on him. My wolf chuckled in my head and said, "You'll fall for him sooner or later, and I'm guessing sooner." I groaned in frustration. My wolf would not stop taunting me. Before I knew it, there were people standing in front of me with massive grins on their faces. I turned to Valor, who scratched the back of his neck sheepishly. I turned back to the people and smiled. One man stepped forward, "Hi, I am Valor's third in command. My name is Nate, and this is my mate Phoebe." Nate pointed to a little brunette who squealed and gave me a massive hug. "It's so nice to finally have another girl here! I've heard there are two new girls. Fi
Valor was standing there holding what I presumed was a rogue by the throat up against the wall. I gasped in horror, and Valor started punching the man and shouting, "Why are you here?" "I'll murder you." The poor man fell to the ground and coughed up blood. He managed to say, "Does your mate know that you torture rogues in here?" His question shocked me. Torture?I was praying that Valor would say he wasn't torturing rogues but that was not the case. Instead, I heard, "No, and she will not know. She doesn't need to know everything in my life, and this is my secret." I stepped back in horror. Valor was scaring me, I could even feel my wolf retreating into the back of my mind. I knew that Valor killed but I had no idea that he actually tortured rogues, presumably to their death. It made me sick to think I have a mate like this who does all this. I could have lived with a bit of killing, which I would have thought would stop after finding me, but this was not the case.I swallowed the lu
When you sleep, people always talk about the amazing dreams they have or the scary nightmares. When I slept, all I heard were screams of pain—sounds, not pictures. It scared me to the bone because I knew exactly why I was hearing all these sounds. Valor. He was the reason for all of this. I cried loads and begged for it to stop. I had never been so scarred by seeing something like that in my life, and it scared the crap out of me, to be honest.I know all this stuff about how your mate cares for you and would never hurt you, but Valor's actions yesterday did not prove that. If he truly cared for me, he should have told me. I wouldn't have run away if he had told me. Sure, I would have been shocked at first, but I would have probably been really grateful that he told me and would have helped him stop. But now, even though I hated to admit it, I was afraid of Valor. It was not right to be afraid of your mate, yet here I was in some abandoned tree house hiding from him.After about an ho
If anyone had told me how mates always shared everything and cared for one another, I would have wholeheartedly agreed because that’s what I always believed. Now, sitting in a guest room, my eyes wet from tears, my hair a mess, and my heart shattered into a million pieces, I could only laugh at my old naïve self. I would tell everyone the reality of having mates: some of them will keep secrets and break their mates' hearts, just like my mate.I had been sitting in the same room for about an hour, crying until my eyes couldn’t produce any more tears. Valor had come here; I felt his presence, but he left quickly and hasn’t come back since. No one else has come to check on me, and to be honest, I preferred it that way. I was lost in my thoughts when a knock at the door abruptly brought me back to reality. Standing up, I nervously made my way to the door. It wasn’t Valor; I let out a sigh of relief. I was definitely not ready to face him yet.Slowly, I opened the door and felt tears form
Waking myself up in the morning proved a difficult task, especially since I had slept at 3 AM after thinking about how stupid I had been. Valor hadn't spoken a word to me since, and I didn't blame him. Guilt was eating me alive, and my wolf kept blaming everything on me. She said that I didn't trust Valor enough because I didn't want a mate.I knew there was some truth to her words. I rolled out of bed and glanced at Valor's side, which was, of course, empty. I should have known. Sighing to myself, I reached the bathroom and had a shower, hoping to leave this drama behind. But, of course, sharing a bathroom with Valor meant that everything smelled like him, which didn't help my wolf or me. Instead of the peaceful shower I had hoped for, I couldn't stop thinking about Valor.I quickly got dressed and rushed out of our room. I needed to apologize for my behavior. Confusion was etched on my face as I couldn't smell Valor anywhere in the pack house. I lifted my nose again to smell, but I
Valor stood there with his arms crossed, a look of anger on his face, which made my wolf tell me how hot our mate looked when he was angry. "I know this is hard to believe, Valor, but your mate tried to force herself on me. Of course, I said no, but she slapped me when I refused, and you came along. It must have looked like something else, but I assure you that I didn't encourage her actions," Draven said, stepping away from me and shaking his head as though I had caused this. The nerve! Well, I wasn't going to let him get away with that. There is no way I would let my mate think badly of me. "Hey, that is utter crap. Valor, don't believe him. He tried to force himself on me. Why would I want him when I have you? Please believe me, Valor; I would never do anything like that," I pleaded with Valor with my eyes. I really hoped that Valor would believe me. After all, I was his mate, but there was a small part of me that made me think Valor wouldn't believe me after all I had done to h
The sunlight pouring through the window prompted me to open my eyes. Of course, the first thing I saw was a peaceful Valor, still fast asleep. I was tempted to kiss him but stopped myself and carefully got out of bed, making sure not to awaken him. I did the necessary things before getting ready and rushing out of the room. I didn't want Valor to wake up because of me. Deciding that it was too early to meet the pack members, I went into the kitchen and decided that I wanted to bake something. Every Sunday, I used to bake cookies for my family, and considering this was my new family, it would make sense to carry on the tradition, even if it was a Thursday, not a Sunday. Close enough.Humming one of Rihanna's songs to myself, I managed to find all the ingredients I needed to bake these cookies. Baking was one of the things that helped me get my mind off things, and it was just one of my favorite things to do.As I put the cookies in the oven and proceeded to clean up my mess, a little v
"Morning, Lenora, time to wake up! We have visitors coming soon," my mum’s unmistakable voice called up the stairs, interrupting my dreams. I groaned, rolled out of bed reluctantly, and rubbed my eyes, trying to shake off the remnants of sleep. The thought of entertaining visitors so early made me wish I could hide under my covers for just a bit longer. But wait, first things first, let me introduce myself. I'm Lenora Harts. I am 18 years old, with curly brown hair and amber eyes. By now, I was supposed to have found my mate, but I haven’t, and honestly, I’m not complaining. I’m not ready for that kind of commitment; it feels too limiting. Plus, who wants to be tied down just to have kids? Not me. There are so many things I want to do first. I also have an older brother who is the leader of our pack, Leander Harts. He’s 24 years old, has a partner named Freya, who is 23 years old, and they have two adorable children, a boy named Axton and a little girl named Liora. My best friend,