Dina’s POV
“Wake up!”
I jumped up, ready to fight for my life as the loud voice boomed off the walls of my bedroom. But my feet got tangled in the sheets and I face-planted the floor. I groaned and rubbed my throbbing nose. Damn! Thank the goddess for werewolf healing. Otherwise, I was sure I would be needing a nose job.
“DINA!” the voice called again, annoyance clear in his tone now, and just like that, two strong arms grabbed me and hauled me off the floor. “Stop messing around and get up!”
“Wha----?!” I muttered, still half asleep and trying to get a grasp on what was going on around me. Finally, I managed to turn around and mentally let out another groan as I finally recognized who the voice belonged to. It was my older brother – and mock guardian – Dylan. He was running around in the dark, grabbing whatever he could get his hands on and stuffing it into a bag. Now, normal people might become slightly freaked out by the sight of their brother stealing anything and everything with the slightest pawn potential, but honestly, after five years of dealing with this shit, I’d gotten used to it.
I groaned out loud this time and, without a backward glance, I walked back to the bed and let myself fall into the warm covers again.
Dylan had issues.
Although he was older than me by several years and was supposed to be my guardian, he apparently didn’t have what it took to get his shit together. He was always running away from loan sharks, mobsters, or some other shitty “get rich fast”-deal that had gone bad. He would be talking big, throwing his dick around, and then disappear for months at a time doing--- Goddess only knew what! And then - out of the blue - he’d show up like this: running around in our old home, looking for anything he could sell.
Well, whatever it was he’d gotten into this time, I wasn’t about to---
“Come on!”
He shouted right into my ear, making me jump just about a mile in the air. Yet I’d barely gotten vertical, before I noticed his big body disappearing out the door, leaving me none the wiser about what the heck I was supposed to be doing.
Except for going back to sleep, apparently…
Knowing that if I pissed him off, he’d just get physical with me - and I do mean VERY physical! - I forced myself off the bed. Our parents had died in a car crash five years ago along with our baby brother, Dug. And although werewolves do heal quicker and generally aren’t that easy to kill, there are some injuries that not even the wolf can walk away from. Which had left me alone with Dylan, who’d “luckily” been 18 at the time and had gotten custody of me.
Not that he actually cared about me or anything. But he did enjoy collecting all the benefits he got out of the deal. While he was out doing his thing, I barely got by scraping rock bottom. As in dumpster-diving behind large malls and making my own clothes. Luckily, you could lie online and create a separate bank account and since I was - not to brag - a rather talented artist, I made enough money to cover the bills.
“Dylan?” I asked, careful with my tone so as not to piss him off. “What are you---?”
I almost crashed into him again when he came back, this time with a big duffle bag and--- and I finally became wide awake when I noticed that he was emptying my drawers and closet into the duffle bag.
“What are you doing?” I gasped as I jumped over and tried to pull the bag out of his hands. I mean, sure I’d gotten used to Dylan’s behavior over time. He had no regard for personal space, stuff, or even money. He’d long since emptied the savings our parents made for us and anything that had any value, he pawned off somewhere. Our parent’s bedroom was empty and everything that Dug had owned was gone. Even some of my stuff had disappeared over time.
Now, I could hate him for it, and in a way I did, but--- I didn’t. In a way, I couldn’t… Most of the time, I even covered for him. Lied to social workers and what shit not, just to keep us together. He was an asshole and a shitty brother at best, but… What can I say? He was family. The ONLY family I had.
The wolf was blood...
But seriously! Stealing my clothes?! They weren’t worth anything and I sure as heck wasn’t about to wander around pack territory naked. Werewolf or not…!
“I don’t have time to explain,” Dyllan said harshly, but didn’t try and take the bag back. “Pack whatever you need! We leave in 10 minutes.”
Leaving?!
“WHAT?!” I called after the retreating figure, but he just repeated the order to pack. A second later, I could hear him go through his own stuff, cursing and mumbling to himself. I sighed and, for a second, wondered if this was the day I should stand my ground and demand that enough was enough. That I didn’t want to put up with more of his bullshit… But knowing him, he was going to get his way one way or another. He may be my brother, but gentle he was not. He would beat me and threaten my life until I did whatever he wanted. And while I was strong and could defend myself--- well, let’s just say that I tried that once and I got to find out that knife wounds are a bitch!
Especially when you want to make a living out of creating art…
And with that, I started putting some more necessities into the duffle bag, along with anything I considered valuable. Like the only family photo, I had of my parents and baby brother, and a framed picture of a drawing mom had made me.
The one that inspired me to become an architect…
I went to the bathroom to pack whatever I needed from there, mentally cursing whoever had given a guy like my brother the power to dictate my future for another 3 years. Yes, he’d actually managed to convince some sick bastards that I was restarted, and he needed to be my guardian for an additional 3 years; until I was 21. And, of course, get the healthy dose of money the government provided for the poor and needy!
Whatever good it did him…
“Come on!” Dylan growled impatiently, just as I’d gotten on a pair of worn-out jeans and an oversized T-shirt that had belonged to dad. Apparently done waiting for me, he grabbed my arm and pulled me down the hallway to the front door. “We don’t have much time!”
We were late for something, and I mentally snorted. At this hour?! Wishing I had the guts to question him more, I sighed and followed him without---
I gasped as I stumbled out into the cold night, barely catching my fall on the railing. Yeah, I was really, really clumsy. You’d think that being part wolf, I’d have some natural grace going for me. But no! I was just as clumsy at 18 as a newborn foal. I hated it, but for some reason, my wolf thought it would help if she growled at the doorframe. As if that would teach the thing to get in our way!
Stupid wolf…
I got up and followed Dylan into the car. It was another one - just like every time and like every time before that - and I suspected that he’d stolen it. But I didn’t comment. I just threw my duffel bag in the back seat and got in the passenger seat.
“Where to this time?” I asked cautiously, leaning against the window and as far away from him as possible, in case he flew off the hinges. I was still half asleep but fully pissed off. Not that I’d let him know that. And no, this wasn’t the first time either my brother had woken me up in the middle of the night and pulled me out of the house to stay at some crappy motel for a couple of days. At this point, I was just fuming about all the homework and projects I’d be behind when he deemed it to be safe to resurface.
“All in good time, sis,” he muttered before pushing the accelerator to the max. And with that, my life was about to take an unexpected turn…
Dina’s POVApparently, Dylan knew where we were going, because I didn’t recognize anything anymore. Now, we weren’t exactly a traditional pack. Our territory had over time merged with a city nearby, mixing the werewolves and humans to some extent. Wolves could, if they chose to, live in the city and still be part of the pack or live in the suburbs. That’s the fancy word we used for the parallel were-society, that was scattered across the territory. The Pack land was so vast, that several of the werewolf settlements had their own zip code and even different dialects. They were mostly run by Gammas or Deltas, who then answered to the Alpha and Beta. And while the Alpha ruled the pack, all the land was private property, making shifting a whole lot easier without having to risk exposure.About an hour out of the city, deep into the forest and on more private property, was the Packhouse, the alpha’s house, and a few other homes for the top wolves and their families. The packhouse once serv
Dina’s POVOh, my goddess!I thought as I replayed the conversation in my head over and over. I had to have heard that wrong! There was no way my brother was going to agree to make me the alpha’s maid!Right?!But then I mentally groaned because I realized--- This was Dylan we were talking about. Anything was possible…“But what about me?” Dylan whined and, with a mental sigh, I chided myself for even thinking that he might be worried about leaving ME behind. In Dylan’s mind, nothing was more important than Dylan.“I told you, I---”But then he was cut off by a terrifying, low growl. And while I wasn’t the one facing off against the alpha, the menace in that growl was enough to make my skin want to crawl off and hide.The alpha said something after that, too low for even me to hear, but I guessed Dylan agreed. Because the next thing I knew the kitchen door opened, and the two men came over to me. In fact, the alpha didn’t stop, until he was standing a mere foot away from me. My heart
Dina’s POVI woke up the next morning with a strange sense of being someplace new. And if you know what I’m talking about, then imagine being a wolf and waking up to that feeling. Everything was… Wrong! The smells, the sounds, the air… Even my body seemed to rebel at the idea of a soft bed and instead, I suffered from phantom aches of the usual springs poking me all night.I scrunched my nose, trying to adjust to the smells. It was like waking up with a hangover you couldn’t remember getting. My body was sore and my mind was blank, with a dull throb somewhere in the back. Don’t get me wrong, though. I slept fantastically!I just wasn’t used to it…I got up and realized that nature called. One look around could confirm that the guest bedroom didn’t have an adjoining bathroom, so with a sigh, I tiptoed out into the hallway trying to find it. I already knew which room was the alpha’s - which I took great care in avoiding - but didn’t show the same concern for the next door.And that’s wh
Dina’s POVI unpacked some of my stuff and caught up on some of my homework. Or at least that’s how I intended on spending my day when I realized that I had to get to campus, or else I wouldn’t be able to finish my project. Since I was broke, I was dependent on the supplies they provided for us on campus.I got downstairs and although it felt weird as shit, I picked up one of the car keys hanging in the kitchen. I even stood swaying back and forth, debating whether or not I should go upstairs to tell Alpha Stone that I was leaving, but decided against it.As I walked by the plastered wall, I made a mental note to bring home some charcoal pencils. I already had a general idea of what I wanted to do with the patches and grinned. Well, if Alpha Stone didn’t like it, then maybe it would motivate him to buy some paint…Luckily, I didn’t need a GPS, because I had a good sense of direction, even if this was my first time driving to campus. I guess that’s a natural thing with all werewolves,
Dina’s POV“Wh-what are you doing here?!” Michael stuttered, gawking at me as if he’d just seen a ghost.“I, erm, work---here,” I shrugged, not knowing how else to explain the situation. Especially the way the alpha kept shooting glances between me and Michael. Did I say something wrong?“I see you know my Beta,” he gruffly commented. I simply nodded, not understanding why he would be angry about that. Wasn’t anyone supposed to know that I lived here?That's when it finally hit me and I paled. Shit! Of course, no one was supposed to know. The alpha was unmated! And I was unmated. And his maid! Holy crape, that was going to spin so many juicy rumors, I was already turning red just thinking about it.Fuck, I was such an airhead sometimes!
Dina’s POV“See ya!”Michael’s voice suddenly entered downstairs, before the door slammed again. A second later, Alpha Stone showed up in the kitchen. I must honestly admit, I was a bit nervous. I mean, I’d known the alpha for less than a day, and I was already screwing up--- everything!Perhaps it was best that I just moved out…“Did I---?” I asked, swallowing the lump in my throat, as he sat down again. “Did I do something wrong?”“No,” he said casually and picked his utensils back up. “I informed him about your brother.”“Oh,” I said, not really knowing what to feel about that. I was relieved that there wouldn’t be some weird rumors about me and the alpha--- right away, anyway... But I was sure they were going to come in the future. I also felt immensely ashamed that I was put in this situation because
Dina's POVDid he want food poisoning or something? Was there some upcoming alpha exam he needed to be excused from?“I don’t know,” he continued, still not looking up, and shifted in his seat. Like he was getting uncomfortable. Then he suddenly looked up and his dark eyes met mine. “You want me to leave?”“Take me with you,” I exclaimed and dramatically leaned over the table, reaching out for him. His eyes suspiciously followed my hand, before meeting my eyes again. I laughed when I noticed his perplexed expression. As if he was having a bad case of constipation.“I’m joking. Relax,” I grinned and sat back up, trying to get the constipation image out of my head again. “But seriously, you don’t have to if you’d rather be with your family.”To be honest, I was trying to give him a way out. He probably just felt like he had to be here, to be a gentlem
Dina’s POV“You got a job,” Rita asked, and I could feel my cheeks burning up with every word she spoke. “As the alpha’s maid?”Her grin was so broad at this point, I all but knew what the Grand Canyon looked like.“Yes,” I muttered, hoping the earth would open and swallow me whole. The sexual undertone in Rita’s voice and the scheming glint in her eyes was just about too much for my burning cheeks. “I live there too,” I confessed, making my best friend's grin grow to a full-blown suggesting smirk. I sighed. “For practical reasons--- Rita! Why must you turn everything into something sexual?”At that, she threw her head back and laughed. Rita was one of those gorgeous, short brunettes who could rock a miniskirt and 8-inch heels, just as fabulously as an over-sized painted T-shirt and dungarees. And yeah, she was also that bitch that looked absolutely stunning in
Dina’s POV“You marked me?!”I was gawking at my own reflection in the bathroom, unable to believe my own eyes. But then again, why was I even surprised? I knew--- I mean, I’d noticed how I was suddenly able to feel his emotion a lot clearer and felt the bond that was growing ever so peacefully and slowly inside us. Like everything inside me had fallen into place. I felt at peace and I felt at home.But that didn’t stop my mind from going haywire. He had marked and mated me. I was now fully mated to the Alpha of the Black Lunar pack. One of the most powerful on the continent with an alpha equally ruthless and fierce. And I was now mated to that said alpha…Levi stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around his torso. For a second, I forgot that I was supposed to be mad at him. Damn, why did he have to look so devilishly delicious? Droplets of water ran down his toned lines, disappearing between hi
Dina's POV"You're a--- a virgin?!"He said it as if he had just now realized it...“I am,” I confessed, trying to be confident about it. But in truth, I was nervous that he'd back out and not want me anymore. And his next words had my worst fears coming to life..."Shit," he groaned painfully, his face hidden in the crock of my neck. I suddenly felt shy and rejected, but mostly hurt. Well, fine, if sluts were more to his taste, screw him!"I---!" I growled, about to push him off. But he moved quickly, pinning me beneath him and trapping my hands between our bodies."Don't talk," he warned, his breath fanning my ear. "I want you to enjoy this, but I need to calm down first or I'll hurt you.""I can take it," I huffed, frustrated that he'd treat me like a china doll. "I'm already wet. Please, Levi! I need you!"It hadn't hurt when he used his fingers on me and while he was big--- OK, huge, was more a
Dina’s POVLevi had me pinned to his bed within seconds. His kisses trailed down my neck and shoulders. He gently pushed my straps down, giving him access to the spot he wanted the most: my marking spot.I tried to hold in an embarrassing moan but didn’t succeed. Levi grinned against my skin, as he laced his tongue over the sensitive spot. A hot pool emerged at my core, making me wriggle like a worm underneath him.“I’ll replace the top,” he suddenly growled, and before I managed to register what he said, he’d ripped it off. I gasped at the sudden motion and instinctively covered my breasts with my hands. A humorous chuckle rumbled in the back of his throat, as he leaned down, kissing my knuckles. His warm lips ignited sparks wherever they touched. And I couldn't help but giggle, while he used his nose to remove my hands; never stopping to alternatively kiss and lick the soft skin.His wolf had take
Dina's POVI gasped, reeling back and covering my mouth with both hands. Shock and shame whirled in my mind, as embarrassment threatened to take me under.“What?” Levi asked, sounding almost panicked.“I just realized,” I gasped, looking up at him, suddenly feeling small in his arms. “I know nothing about you!”I was panicking!He seemed to have spent so much time paying attention to every little detail about me, yet I didn't even know his favorite color. Or any of his hobbies, or his favorite food, or---“Other than you have a stomach made out of fucking rocks, considering my cooking hasn’t killed you yet!”Thinking back, I knew absolutely nothing about him! Other than that, he had a terrible laundry-basket aim and would always try to hide his victorious smirk whenever he got his way in some stupid argument.“Love,” he grinned relived, gently st
Dina’s POVThis time, I didn’t give him a chance to walk away. I swung my arms around his neck and pulled him down to me, using his shock against him. I used his slightly parted lips to my advantage and slipped my tongue inside. His taste exploded on my tongue and I moaned into the kiss. Somehow he tasted even better knowing he loved me...I know it was a bitch move to make Levi confess first, especially when I finally realized why he’d told me all those things. Why he wanted to clear up any misunderstandings, and why he warned me to stay away.He loved me!Just like I loved him...But truth be told, I was afraid - but not of him or his wolf. I was afraid he didn’t love me back. That it was all just in my head. That it was my desperate mind, piecing things together the way I most wanted them to be. I couldn’t trust myself. Even after all that had happened, I couldn’t come to believe that
Levi's POVJust keep breathing in her scent, I mentally told myself, fighting to keep my hand to myself and not ravish her mouth again. If nothing else, then to stop those infuriating questions and just show her how fucking much I wanted her. Sure, there might have been some vampire venom in my blood, but that had nothing to do with the raging hard-on I was sporting...“Because---,” I tried again, but trailed off, not really knowing what to say. I just wanted to keep her, but more than that, I wanted her to know how much she meant to me and how fucking grateful I'd been to have her in my life.As a friend.And a confidant...I adjusted my head so I could look at her. Her green eyes were glistening with unshed tears and I wondered, why she would cry. Was she that scared? Or was it something else? Instinctively I wanted to comfort her and without thinking I gently stroked away a stray tear off her red ch
Levi’s POVTo see the horror and fear in her eyes, felt like a shot to the chest.She was scared of me...Of course, she was!I almost laughed at my own stupidity.So fucking stupid!Who in their right mind wouldn’t be?!Who wouldn’t be terrified of a Bloodlusted Wolf?“I’m sorry,” I breathed again, trying to push away the pain. But somehow seeing her – her of all people! – looked at me like that... To see her expression change from trust and serenity, and then be twisted into that painful, horrendous look of fear that---It killed me inside!But I couldn't blame her. Hell, I couldn't even hate her. She was right to fear me. I was dangerous and if I truly loved her the way I claimed, I would let her go.I had to!I couldn't live with her, knowing she would never look at me the same again. My
Dina's POV“Dina!”I heard him call after me, but I couldn’t stop. Tears were threatening to spill and, at that moment, I would rather die than let him see me cry. Like some pathetic, weak little girl he probably already thought I was...“Dina, stop!” His tone held a growl of warning, as he suddenly yanked my arm, forcing me to stop and face him. “It isn’t like that! I'd---”“Then what is it?” I snarled and, without waiting for an answer, I tried to wriggle my hand free. That, of course, only succeeded in making him furious, and seconds later, I found myself once again with my back up against the wall. Within seconds, he had an arm on either side of me, effectively trapping me between his muscular body and the unyielding surface behind me. Frustrated and on the freaking were of embarrassing myself further by crying in front of him, I tried to push him away. I just wanted to be le
Dina’s POVMy first reaction was plain shock!Levi Stone... was kissing me?!What?Wh-why---?But then my mind quickly moved to more important things. Like how perfect his lips felt against mine. And how he didn't let there even be a single molecule of air between us. I could feel every one of his tight, hard muscles press up against me, as he back me up against the wall. I didn't even have time to think about the compromising position, when his hands went to my hips and he pulled me against him, making his already hard bulging mass rub up against my core. It sent a current of pure pleasure coursing through me, and I moaned into the kiss, wanting more. My entire being turned into a puddle of goo and all I could think of was how incredible this felt.All I was at that moment was in that kiss...I could hear a low growl at the back of his throat, sending shivers of pleasure down my spine