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RAINI My heart raced against my chest and I couldn't believe what was happening around me neither could I make sense of what I was seeing. I owed my eyes and breathed in and out.'This is a dream, this is just a dream Raini, calm down. You'll wake up anytime soon just calm down, it's nothing but a terrible nightmare.' I muttered to myself.I repeated this procedure two more times and I became surprisingly calm though my eyes were still shut. I could hear no sound save for the sound of the breeze that wheezed past my eyes and the twigs that were shaken but the fierce but gentle wing that threatened to cut them off. Silence was all I heard afterwards and this assured me I was truly dream.My eyes fluttered open Andi jumped backwards in fright, in front of my was the biggest wolf I'd ever seen. I've seen wolves many times when I went hunting or in the woods but never have I set eyes on one which looked ten times bigger than a normal wolf. Though it's furs danced to the tune of the wind
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RAINII couldn't believe my eyes, Zavier smiled at me and I felt a bit relieved. His eyes seemed to soothe me and I found peace in them but the next second an image flashed across my very eyes which scared me. It was the image of the big majestic wolf which saved me and as Zavier moved closer to me I saw the semblance between them.Instinctively; I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, I he'd my head with my head's and closed my eyes. By the time I opened them Zavier was seated besides me on the bed, it was then j realized that the feeling I got when I was about to die was the same I felt just now around Zavier, he reached out and touched my hands and how relatable it to the touch I felt after I went unconscious."Get your hands off me!" I screamed and slapped his hands away.Zavier was shocked and looked at me with those huge blue eyes of his, my head was spinning and I couldn't even differentiate between reality and mere thoughts but I was certain that the incidence that happened before
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ZAVIERI was still trying to come to terms with everything that had been happening. It all happens too fast and gets me really tired and overwhelmed.Anybody that is familiar with me knows how I so much hate things that are out of my control. I tried as much as possible to keep everything within my power but sometimes, things just have to go haywire.The main issue I am dealing with is that of Raini. I know she has every right to do whatever she felt like doing after finding out I was a werewolf. I would have let her know in a better way but I just like I said, sometimes things just wouldn’t go the way you want them to.I gently swirled around the glass cup in my hand, the red wine dancing to whichever direction I pushed the cup. I was so deep in thought, my mind thinking of several ways to right my wrongs.If I'm not facing the door, I wouldn’t know that Raini walked into the kitchen. Immediately she saw my form sitting at the far end of the island, she turned away, about to walk bac
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RAINII Could literally hear the fluttering of our heartbeats, it was as though it was in my soul and I was trying all I could to nukh the sound, the sound that looked to be echoing deep in my soul..Was there a way to stop this madness of hearts?He moved his lips closer to mine, I tried to move backwards but he drew me close and drew me into a deep kiss.I broke the kiss and pushed him away, Zavier was staring at me with a lustful gaze, one that was as though he was staring right into my soul.It was as though he had it all figured on how to make me unrattled, how to wreck my soul.I bit my lips slightly…"I'm not interested in this Zavier, don't forget that this is a contract marriage," I said and slapped him across his face then stood up as fast as I could, my fingers reaching to touch my own lips.I stopped midway as a made my way out of the room."You want to know why I slapped you?" I asked and without letting him reply, I continued. "I slapped you for kissing me!" I said and
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RAINI I woke up to find myself naked on the bed, images of last night flooded into my head as it played on how Zavier and I had sex. I was filled with anger and felt so foolish for what I had done, I felt disgusted with myself and stood up from the bed. Zavier must have gone out as he was presently not in the room, still feeling disgusted with myself, I hurried into the bathroom. I needed to wash myself because I felt unclean at that moment. I got into the bathroom and turned on the shower to take a hot bath, I started to wash myself, hoping it was going to make me clean. The water wasn't helping, no matter how I scrubbed myself, I still felt dirty. I was frustrated, how could I have lose guard, how could I have let Zavier have sex with me? Damn it! I was heartbroken, it wouldn't go, it now felt like it was inside me. I couldn't help myself but burst into tears, I turned off the shower and got out of the bathroom, sobbing silently. I met Bianca who seemed like she was waiting for
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RAINIAll I could make out was the heavy sound of my heart beat, I could literally hear it beating out of my heart in a rage as I thought of how I was going to deal with the whole situation of this that was on ground.Looking sideways I met with her gaze that loled to be heavy as it settled on me, for what seemed like a while I thought of what could be going on in her mind as well as mine, the whole situation looked to be quite critical that very minute as my mind ran through what could necessary be done.“Are you excited or not?” Bianca asked me as we pulled over at the parking lot.and I was trying to get out.I turned to face her, words heavy In my lips. Every nerve in me—facing an uncertainty of how to react in the last seconds.It was looking for a way out of this maze of absolute confusion, a way out of this madness of the mind.I was thinking of a way to deal with the whole situation that he was in fact supernatural and the fact I was carrying his child was out of the ordinary.
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RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
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ZAVIERTwo months later…I still can’t get over the fact that Raini left me for good. That day was still so fresh in my head. How she furiously left the house, got in her car and drove to God knows where.She was everywhere in my mind, feeling up my dreams and everything.His scent was still everywhere and I was trying all I could to take it out of my mind if I could but it was difficult…not when I felt she took a part of me with her.My sleep no longer came peacefully, it had her ghosts haunting my dreams and hovering over my mind In a way that was kind of remarkable.If only I could change back the hands if time then definitely I would be here, I won't be here having this minute and sharing this difficult moments all to myself.Those mornings where she dresses quickly throwing on a pair of fitted black slacks over a buttoned up blouse appeared to seize from the daily occurrence of my life.The smallest amount of space she filled was now empty, I missed compliments I gave to her
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RAINIZavier looked at me for a minute, and it was as though he didn't believe what I just said about killing Trinity.For some reason I couldn't get over the fact that the dandelion mystery was back, in a way that looked most frustrating. Zavier had found the dandelion and came back with it, I could tell that the same person had been after me all this while.All concerns that it had been Giselle were far off from my memory since she had faced the same fate when she was found murdered in her home.Keeping all fingers crossed we had to wait just as he had said there was nothing we could do, then wait out all of this till it was over.All this would have been possible if I didn't get the anonymous call.I turned to look at Zavier who was sleeping and walked away to the bathroom to pick, perhaps I could tell what he was going to say if he listened or I wasn't sure if I could trust him enough just yet ."Hello?" I asked, filled with uncertainty."Hello." River voice came back trembling.I
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ZAVIERWe spoke to the detective for more than twenty minutes giving him everything that was needed to find River, for me it wasike going through this ordeals again, the first time had been when I had to deal with Raini getting kidnapped and this was the second.Like the detective had told Bianca and myself there was definitely an insider there was no sign of anyone breaking into her apartment.Raini was obviously tired and perhaps hitting her second trimester was starting to weigh in on her as she was asleep as we walked down the hallway to her room.She was right there still asleep in her bed. I walked into her bedroom and sat in a chair close to the window near the bed.With the whole feeling complicated Iclosed my eyes and just took a moment formyself, taking in much breath as much as I could whole reflecting back on the entire situation.I haven’t had too many of these moments in the last few days, moments where I had to reflect on everything that was happening, the truth was
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IRENEIt was still hard to take in and at the moment, my mind was racing at the moment.It was clearly on the wall, I couldn't miss it, not after how long I had stayed there with them. At that moment my mind was In a total mess.I stood right there with my head against his shoulder crying, perhaps if I had come in here a bit quicker I would have been able to save my sister.What I couldn't understand was why they had taken her."What did River say when she called?" He asked.I sniffed.With a shaky breath, I began to tell him about how she had called and why she had left in the first place.I explained why I didn't call him before leaving and everything from how I had felt angry when I got here and found nothing but the house in total mess.There was a lot to talk about and he listened to every bit of it. All I wanted to do was get rid of everything in my chest and get everything out in the open. I didn't hold anything back from him as I felt weak …Too weak." Why did they take her?"
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IRENEI drove out of the car park as quickly as I could all that filled my mind while driving past the oak trees that surrounded the thick wood shrouding Zavier's home was the safety for my sister, the thought was heavy on my mind as the more I thought about it, the harder it was for me to comprehend.At the back of my mind was the question asking why she had spoken in such a haste, there was a sound of silence before ending the call and despite trying to get her it was certainly difficult to.I thought about calling Zavier but opted against it in my mind as I continued with my trip…The speed I was driving at was so much that it took the thought of the twins I was carrying to make us reduce the speed.As I drove out of the gates and as I did,II spent the next few hours trying to purge Zavier out of my mind, so I replaced it with other thoughts.Or at least my thought was replaced by the thought of my sister River.I purposely looked at my phone again,keeping her call on redial w
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ZAVIER.“Stupid move today, man.” Bianca said to me as she sat on my office couch while looking at my face.She was looking at me,in a manner that seemed so complicated."Where did you say she went to again?" I asked since she was the only one that had been with her all this while.I flicked a glance toward her since she had been the only one with her when she had gone out.We were having a good conversation about how my time with Raini had gone.I rubbed a hand across my smile. “I just assumed that she would want to talk to me after what she did."“You assumed wrong,” she said dryly. “She is a woman, she doesn't care about all of this.""You all are complicated." I said, rolling my eyes.Bianca looked at me laughing "With all the shit you’ve done, and the fact that you lied it would be hard for her to trust you again."I sank a little further into the couch.“Everything I do is premeditated. I think about it —You don't expect that I will not tell her about all of this" I said look
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RAINITwo quiet knocks sounded on the door, and I walked toward the door to get it opened.From the conversation I had with Bianca it was obvious I had to talk with him. I had been thinking about going to his room but didn't really have the confidence just before the knock came in.When I saw it was Zavier standing on the other side, I stood straighter at the doorway looking into his eyes.With his hair combed back, in a casual shirt and Jean, his countenance appeared welcoming and breathtaking at the same time.His eyes held my stare as I looked at him, in a way it looked as though it was filledwith cold resonance—perhaps he was still angry about what I had said earlier."Are you busy?" He asked."Yeah, not doing anything now." .Every synapses in my body raced as I stood back and watched him as he walked in.My eyes widened on him. As he walked Into the room making way to the window,he stood right there and looked out of the window.Shutting the door, I sighed deeply as I walke
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RAINIBianca wasn't the first to warn me about the woman and now that it made two people tell me, it felt like the universe was screaming out something and I would be a fool not to listen.Trinity made her way back. There was an exchange between the two women as it looked as though she had heard something that was being saidIt looked not too certain that she must have heard her as if in a kind of distance."I have to leave, there is something I have to do."I merely nodded my head as I thought it was better she did before any altercations started up.I never expected that they would get along, Trinity never got along with anyone except me and I guessed it had something to do with me seeing the best in people.I walked with her to the door and after closing it behind her, I turned and smirked at Bianca."What?" She shrugged. "I am just telling you the truth. " You should really look into that girl."I sighed and fell back in my seat. I’d been excited about having her over but it look
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RAINI-Everything was building up inside of me and I didn’t know the best way to make myself feel better than to cry.I felt so disappointed in myself for not being as strong as I thought I should be but there was nothing I could do.I wanted the best for my children and the fear that something might happen to them made me lose faith IN myself.I started sobbing, sitting up on the bed because the tears were not just coming, I felt Indulged and very weak to have to break down because of something like this.This wasn’t minor, this was my unborn kids and I was already failing as a mother and even before they were born.Just then I heard a knock on the door interrupting me and I immediately wiped off my tears.I wondered if my tears woke up someone but I didn’t think I was sobbing that loud.“It’s me bianca, I know you’re awake, Raini opens the door.” She said gently from the other side of the door.I stood up and walked over to the door and opened the door for her and she walked in.“Co
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RAINI“Is there anything you can do to help me make sure they will be safe?” I asked in a shaky voice.My babies, how could they be in danger when they aren’t even in the world yet?“There is nothing. After using the drugs I think it should all go well but I can’t say.” The doctor said picking up her documents and ready to leave the ward.My heart shattered, I didn't know how I was supposed to react to something like this and why things have to get this complicated for me.I was managing to do everything and being my best for my unborn children but everything seemed to be fine till Zavier came back into our lives.“Are you sure there’s no expensive treatment we can use to make sure they would be safe? You can’t just put us on hold.” Zavier finally said walking ahead to the doctor:I didn’t know how I was supposed to feel about all of this but I knew for certain that any money from now I was going to flare out.“No, at this point after getting the drugs, there is nothing that we can do
