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RAINII couldn't believe my eyes, Zavier smiled at me and I felt a bit relieved. His eyes seemed to soothe me and I found peace in them but the next second an image flashed across my very eyes which scared me. It was the image of the big majestic wolf which saved me and as Zavier moved closer to me I saw the semblance between them.Instinctively; I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, I he'd my head with my head's and closed my eyes. By the time I opened them Zavier was seated besides me on the bed, it was then j realized that the feeling I got when I was about to die was the same I felt just now around Zavier, he reached out and touched my hands and how relatable it to the touch I felt after I went unconscious."Get your hands off me!" I screamed and slapped his hands away.Zavier was shocked and looked at me with those huge blue eyes of his, my head was spinning and I couldn't even differentiate between reality and mere thoughts but I was certain that the incidence that happened before
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ZAVIERI was still trying to come to terms with everything that had been happening. It all happens too fast and gets me really tired and overwhelmed.Anybody that is familiar with me knows how I so much hate things that are out of my control. I tried as much as possible to keep everything within my power but sometimes, things just have to go haywire.The main issue I am dealing with is that of Raini. I know she has every right to do whatever she felt like doing after finding out I was a werewolf. I would have let her know in a better way but I just like I said, sometimes things just wouldn’t go the way you want them to.I gently swirled around the glass cup in my hand, the red wine dancing to whichever direction I pushed the cup. I was so deep in thought, my mind thinking of several ways to right my wrongs.If I'm not facing the door, I wouldn’t know that Raini walked into the kitchen. Immediately she saw my form sitting at the far end of the island, she turned away, about to walk bac
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RAINII Could literally hear the fluttering of our heartbeats, it was as though it was in my soul and I was trying all I could to nukh the sound, the sound that looked to be echoing deep in my soul..Was there a way to stop this madness of hearts?He moved his lips closer to mine, I tried to move backwards but he drew me close and drew me into a deep kiss.I broke the kiss and pushed him away, Zavier was staring at me with a lustful gaze, one that was as though he was staring right into my soul.It was as though he had it all figured on how to make me unrattled, how to wreck my soul.I bit my lips slightly…"I'm not interested in this Zavier, don't forget that this is a contract marriage," I said and slapped him across his face then stood up as fast as I could, my fingers reaching to touch my own lips.I stopped midway as a made my way out of the room."You want to know why I slapped you?" I asked and without letting him reply, I continued. "I slapped you for kissing me!" I said and
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RAINI I woke up to find myself naked on the bed, images of last night flooded into my head as it played on how Zavier and I had sex. I was filled with anger and felt so foolish for what I had done, I felt disgusted with myself and stood up from the bed. Zavier must have gone out as he was presently not in the room, still feeling disgusted with myself, I hurried into the bathroom. I needed to wash myself because I felt unclean at that moment. I got into the bathroom and turned on the shower to take a hot bath, I started to wash myself, hoping it was going to make me clean. The water wasn't helping, no matter how I scrubbed myself, I still felt dirty. I was frustrated, how could I have lose guard, how could I have let Zavier have sex with me? Damn it! I was heartbroken, it wouldn't go, it now felt like it was inside me. I couldn't help myself but burst into tears, I turned off the shower and got out of the bathroom, sobbing silently. I met Bianca who seemed like she was waiting for
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RAINIAll I could make out was the heavy sound of my heart beat, I could literally hear it beating out of my heart in a rage as I thought of how I was going to deal with the whole situation of this that was on ground.Looking sideways I met with her gaze that loled to be heavy as it settled on me, for what seemed like a while I thought of what could be going on in her mind as well as mine, the whole situation looked to be quite critical that very minute as my mind ran through what could necessary be done.“Are you excited or not?” Bianca asked me as we pulled over at the parking lot.and I was trying to get out.I turned to face her, words heavy In my lips. Every nerve in me—facing an uncertainty of how to react in the last seconds.It was looking for a way out of this maze of absolute confusion, a way out of this madness of the mind.I was thinking of a way to deal with the whole situation that he was in fact supernatural and the fact I was carrying his child was out of the ordinary.
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RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
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ZAVIERTwo months later…I still can’t get over the fact that Raini left me for good. That day was still so fresh in my head. How she furiously left the house, got in her car and drove to God knows where.She was everywhere in my mind, feeling up my dreams and everything.His scent was still everywhere and I was trying all I could to take it out of my mind if I could but it was difficult…not when I felt she took a part of me with her.My sleep no longer came peacefully, it had her ghosts haunting my dreams and hovering over my mind In a way that was kind of remarkable.If only I could change back the hands if time then definitely I would be here, I won't be here having this minute and sharing this difficult moments all to myself.Those mornings where she dresses quickly throwing on a pair of fitted black slacks over a buttoned up blouse appeared to seize from the daily occurrence of my life.The smallest amount of space she filled was now empty, I missed compliments I gave to her
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RAINAThe sound of birds chirping just outside my window causes me to hiss in annoyance. I barely had enough sleep and they are here to wake me with their annoying noises already.Thanks to these birds who created the habit of coming right outside my window to sing their daily chorus, I do not need an alarm clock to wake me up.I stretched my hands above my head, sighing deeply in contentment. My body seems to be well rested even though I could use some more sleep. I moved away my short cropped blonde hair from my face as it was sprang all over the pillow and my face, before sitting up.Pushing away the duvet from my body, I dropped down my legs and moved out of the bed. Out of habit, my legs move me straight to the floor length mirror on one side of my room. It’s a habit I formed since I started to notice a bump forming in my stomach.I raised the soft loose clothing I wore enough to showcase my stomach in front of the mirror. It was indeed growing so first becoming bigger and bigger
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