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RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
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ZAVIERTwo months later…I still can’t get over the fact that Raini left me for good. That day was still so fresh in my head. How she furiously left the house, got in her car and drove to God knows where.She was everywhere in my mind, feeling up my dreams and everything.His scent was still everywhere and I was trying all I could to take it out of my mind if I could but it was difficult…not when I felt she took a part of me with her.My sleep no longer came peacefully, it had her ghosts haunting my dreams and hovering over my mind In a way that was kind of remarkable.If only I could change back the hands if time then definitely I would be here, I won't be here having this minute and sharing this difficult moments all to myself.Those mornings where she dresses quickly throwing on a pair of fitted black slacks over a buttoned up blouse appeared to seize from the daily occurrence of my life.The smallest amount of space she filled was now empty, I missed compliments I gave to her
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RAINAThe sound of birds chirping just outside my window causes me to hiss in annoyance. I barely had enough sleep and they are here to wake me with their annoying noises already.Thanks to these birds who created the habit of coming right outside my window to sing their daily chorus, I do not need an alarm clock to wake me up.I stretched my hands above my head, sighing deeply in contentment. My body seems to be well rested even though I could use some more sleep. I moved away my short cropped blonde hair from my face as it was sprang all over the pillow and my face, before sitting up.Pushing away the duvet from my body, I dropped down my legs and moved out of the bed. Out of habit, my legs move me straight to the floor length mirror on one side of my room. It’s a habit I formed since I started to notice a bump forming in my stomach.I raised the soft loose clothing I wore enough to showcase my stomach in front of the mirror. It was indeed growing so first becoming bigger and bigger
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RAINIThunder clasped across the sky as I looked at the rearview mirror again, this time it came with the heavy pacing of my heart as I kept wondering who the car behind us could be.The last time I had been this scared it had been the time i was kidnapped, this time was no different, it had the same vibe to it even with the car that stopped just behind where we were."Did you see that?" I said looking behind us.She rolled her eyes, it was the only thing she could bring herself to do at that moment was roll her eyes.“Please let me concentrate on my driving, don’t let me have an accident and crash us into another car.” River said, pushing me and my problems away.She started the car again when it looked obvious that no one was getting out of the SUV.The truth was I really liked talking but at the same time, I almost forgot that We weren’t at home just yet and we were on the road, with what seemed like darkness hovering over us.We continued, this time I hated the long and boring c
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ZAVIERThe most difficult thing was taking my mind off her, it was so confusing even as I tried all I could to push her away from my mind, I just couldn't not with the heavy thought of her filling my mind till there was nothing else that I could do.Today, it started differently —It started with the taste of nature upon my lips…For some reason, something must have awakened me at that time of the night as I turned to sit up on my bed.Taking a breath I took a walk to the window and stood there unclad but with my robe.I looked out longingly at the moon, this was one of those nights where I would have taken my wolf on a run in the woods but not tonight, not with the heavy thought of Raini on my mind that refused to depart.Unleasing my wolf had been the most difficult thing for me to do, it was so difficult that it was starting to affect me psychologically.I had tried running and several other things but still, it was the same—Vanity.One that left all my efforts to push her out of m
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RAINIAt moments like this, I was confused about what to do , it was moments like this that left me scared most of the time.I was trying all I could to take the whole situation of things that was happening in.All we did was drive in silence, even as the rain showered down upon us, and the windshield of the car.As we did I pondered on what I was going to do about the whole situation, the whole talk about being traced and being followed was still at the back of my mind.Perhaps, River was right going back to Zavier.That looked to be the last thing on my mind, at least not after two months of trying to get him off my mind.Soon we were driving in the main highway,as the streetlights blurred beyond the drips of rain running down the glass.I wanted to look out into the darkness and let all my thoughts and worry slide away into the shadows.While worry and doubts were heavy on my mind, The sky was dark, pretending to be night even as we made our way back home."What are you thinking
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RAINII Stood for what seemed like a long minute, and I could have sworn that my heart was almost out of my chest.She was definitely the last person I was expecting to see at the moment, what was it months?It was hard to get my mind around the fact of everything that was happening, I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. It was almost Like I was in a kind of trance and the only thing that could take me back to reality was a snap of a finger.I did hear a snap.I got one from the woman at the door who by the way had her eyes on me all that long moment, I kept my gaze on her wondering what in the hell she was doing there.I was so Shocked that I had forgotten that I had hardly said a word."Trinity?"It was the first word I found myself saying even as I looked right there in her face.She had a smirk on her face, a questioning smirk that had so many questions unanswered.All I could bring myself to do was stand close to the door as it looked as though nothing was moving, not even my h
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RAINIMy throat thickened, and I wanted to swallow, but I couldn’t.How could I, when my heart was heavy with thoughts…I was standing there regardless, watching each and every move.Trinity didn't say anything else for that moment as she was busy with her phone flipping through something I couldn't see.All I did was stand there and just stared, paralyzed, wondering why she was acting as though she was trying to hide something from me —Could it be that she was trying to hide the fact that she was jealous, I tried to weigh the thoughts in my mind before coming down to the fact that there was nothing for her to be jealous about.Has she always been like this?As we ate breakfast together, l leaned back in my heavy armchair, nearly shrouded by the darkness that was slowly descending upon the room and the shadows of the trees overhead.I looked out of the window at the rain, which looked to be heavy in the clouds.One of my hand rested on the table round the cup and the other reached to
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