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RAINI I woke up to find myself naked on the bed, images of last night flooded into my head as it played on how Zavier and I had sex. I was filled with anger and felt so foolish for what I had done, I felt disgusted with myself and stood up from the bed. Zavier must have gone out as he was presently not in the room, still feeling disgusted with myself, I hurried into the bathroom. I needed to wash myself because I felt unclean at that moment. I got into the bathroom and turned on the shower to take a hot bath, I started to wash myself, hoping it was going to make me clean. The water wasn't helping, no matter how I scrubbed myself, I still felt dirty. I was frustrated, how could I have lose guard, how could I have let Zavier have sex with me? Damn it! I was heartbroken, it wouldn't go, it now felt like it was inside me. I couldn't help myself but burst into tears, I turned off the shower and got out of the bathroom, sobbing silently. I met Bianca who seemed like she was waiting for
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RAINIAll I could make out was the heavy sound of my heart beat, I could literally hear it beating out of my heart in a rage as I thought of how I was going to deal with the whole situation of this that was on ground.Looking sideways I met with her gaze that loled to be heavy as it settled on me, for what seemed like a while I thought of what could be going on in her mind as well as mine, the whole situation looked to be quite critical that very minute as my mind ran through what could necessary be done.“Are you excited or not?” Bianca asked me as we pulled over at the parking lot.and I was trying to get out.I turned to face her, words heavy In my lips. Every nerve in me—facing an uncertainty of how to react in the last seconds.It was looking for a way out of this maze of absolute confusion, a way out of this madness of the mind.I was thinking of a way to deal with the whole situation that he was in fact supernatural and the fact I was carrying his child was out of the ordinary.
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RAINIIt was still very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had fallen in love with a wolf…No matter how long my mind had processed the thought, I couldn't still let myself believe in it.The whole picture was still at the back of my mind and all I was trying to do was paint the whole scenario over and over again.Even those seconds of letting my heart beat, those seconds that were filled with the time I walked down the stairs to the hallway.Zavier is a werewolf...My mind seemed to want to scream, Zavier that I have been living with for months is a werewolf.I am still finding it hard to let that sink into my head. “Why will he do this to me?Why did he not tell me and allow me to find out how I did?Why did he lie?These were the questions that kept moving through my head as I made my way out of the house. Even as the scent of him was everywhere, even as I tried to numb the feeling I was getting from the whole situation, it was hard, hard to comprehend.I felt like o
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ZAVIERTwo months later…I still can’t get over the fact that Raini left me for good. That day was still so fresh in my head. How she furiously left the house, got in her car and drove to God knows where.She was everywhere in my mind, feeling up my dreams and everything.His scent was still everywhere and I was trying all I could to take it out of my mind if I could but it was difficult…not when I felt she took a part of me with her.My sleep no longer came peacefully, it had her ghosts haunting my dreams and hovering over my mind In a way that was kind of remarkable.If only I could change back the hands if time then definitely I would be here, I won't be here having this minute and sharing this difficult moments all to myself.Those mornings where she dresses quickly throwing on a pair of fitted black slacks over a buttoned up blouse appeared to seize from the daily occurrence of my life.The smallest amount of space she filled was now empty, I missed compliments I gave to her
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RAINAThe sound of birds chirping just outside my window causes me to hiss in annoyance. I barely had enough sleep and they are here to wake me with their annoying noises already.Thanks to these birds who created the habit of coming right outside my window to sing their daily chorus, I do not need an alarm clock to wake me up.I stretched my hands above my head, sighing deeply in contentment. My body seems to be well rested even though I could use some more sleep. I moved away my short cropped blonde hair from my face as it was sprang all over the pillow and my face, before sitting up.Pushing away the duvet from my body, I dropped down my legs and moved out of the bed. Out of habit, my legs move me straight to the floor length mirror on one side of my room. It’s a habit I formed since I started to notice a bump forming in my stomach.I raised the soft loose clothing I wore enough to showcase my stomach in front of the mirror. It was indeed growing so first becoming bigger and bigger
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RAINIThunder clasped across the sky as I looked at the rearview mirror again, this time it came with the heavy pacing of my heart as I kept wondering who the car behind us could be.The last time I had been this scared it had been the time i was kidnapped, this time was no different, it had the same vibe to it even with the car that stopped just behind where we were."Did you see that?" I said looking behind us.She rolled her eyes, it was the only thing she could bring herself to do at that moment was roll her eyes.“Please let me concentrate on my driving, don’t let me have an accident and crash us into another car.” River said, pushing me and my problems away.She started the car again when it looked obvious that no one was getting out of the SUV.The truth was I really liked talking but at the same time, I almost forgot that We weren’t at home just yet and we were on the road, with what seemed like darkness hovering over us.We continued, this time I hated the long and boring c
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ZAVIERThe most difficult thing was taking my mind off her, it was so confusing even as I tried all I could to push her away from my mind, I just couldn't not with the heavy thought of her filling my mind till there was nothing else that I could do.Today, it started differently —It started with the taste of nature upon my lips…For some reason, something must have awakened me at that time of the night as I turned to sit up on my bed.Taking a breath I took a walk to the window and stood there unclad but with my robe.I looked out longingly at the moon, this was one of those nights where I would have taken my wolf on a run in the woods but not tonight, not with the heavy thought of Raini on my mind that refused to depart.Unleasing my wolf had been the most difficult thing for me to do, it was so difficult that it was starting to affect me psychologically.I had tried running and several other things but still, it was the same—Vanity.One that left all my efforts to push her out of m
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RAINIAt moments like this, I was confused about what to do , it was moments like this that left me scared most of the time.I was trying all I could to take the whole situation of things that was happening in.All we did was drive in silence, even as the rain showered down upon us, and the windshield of the car.As we did I pondered on what I was going to do about the whole situation, the whole talk about being traced and being followed was still at the back of my mind.Perhaps, River was right going back to Zavier.That looked to be the last thing on my mind, at least not after two months of trying to get him off my mind.Soon we were driving in the main highway,as the streetlights blurred beyond the drips of rain running down the glass.I wanted to look out into the darkness and let all my thoughts and worry slide away into the shadows.While worry and doubts were heavy on my mind, The sky was dark, pretending to be night even as we made our way back home."What are you thinking
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