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Chapter Seventy-Seven

Author: Bee Diaz
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-03 19:01:39

Max

I kick at the desk and watch everything come crashing down.

Pleasure courses through me. Lately, the only thing that makes me calmer is breaking things. Whenever I break something, I feel all my anger being released, and it's better than feeling this all-consuming emptiness that's been haunting my days since Rayne left.

I don't know what to do with myself. I haven't been able to sleep and I have barely been able to eat. I wasn't expecting her absence to hit me this hard, so hard that I've become a completely different person. Almost obsessive. I need to have her back.

If I don't get her back, I might very well make the world burn.

I don't care about what anyone has to say about this either. I know that, by now, everyone knows that it's Rayne that is making me feel this way, even Alaska. Still, she hasn't left the House yet. I'm not sure what she's waiting for but then again, I don't have the time to think about that. Getting Rayne back is nearly impossible these days, and it's
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Myaisha
I’m rooting for Max. Do whatever it takes to win her back.
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jeannie swinemar
maybe now he might understand what Rayne felt like when he was messing around with Alaska.
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