Elara I stood in front of the mirror to observe the marks on my back. As soon as I returned from the training, I heard Kathy and Noel talking about something but I didn’t bother myself to hear their conversation but as I entered the room, I felt my back burning and then, my cheeks burned as the tears reached them. It was the sign that my mate was getting involved physically with someone else and now, I didn’t need to hear their conversation because it might not be a conversation at all but just moans. Fuc-ing his wife in the office might be his hobby. Why was I getting punished for his infidelity? What was my mistake if he couldn’t wait to find his mate and marry someone else and even have a son? The strong princess collapsed on the floor of the bathroom because I was alone here so I didn’t have to keep the strong and firm image of their princess. I never allowed someone to see my weakness or pain because I wanted to win everyone’s trust that I could run not only my pack but also
Noel “It’s certainly not fair to her, brother,” Olivia burst into my room. “If you wouldn’t have forced me to promise you to keep the truth from her, I would have told her the truth. She is hurting everyday here, seeing Kathy and Jon living with you as your family.” Exhaling loudly, I shrugged and looked at her frenzied face. “I didn’t force her to come with me, she can leave anytime she wants.” “Cut the crap, Noel. I can see it in your eyes that you’re falling for her which is natural as she’s your mate but why are you fighting so much with what your heart wants and she deserves…?” My sister asked before sitting in the armchair. “You know the reason very well, Olivia. I’m married and I never wanted a mate to complicate my or her life,” stated I as the matter of fact and strolled to the window to see the clouds passing around the moon. “She isn’t someone who needs me either. All she wants is the power and being the Luna of a rogue pack isn’t something an Alpha Queen would want.” O
Elara‘You’re the princess. The clothes should be the last thing that would stop you from shifting,’ Liv snickered. ‘As if you can kill those rogues,’ said I, feeling unsure about letting my wolf fight because it would be her first fight. All the werewolves got training in their wolf forms as well but I moved to my mate’s house so my training was incomplete and I couldn’t ask my ars-hole mate to arrange that for me.‘I’m dying to fight alongside my mate and you’re being skeptical about my strengths,’ Liv growled in my mind, making me feel pain in my head and a bit dizzy. ‘It’s not my first battle, Elara, so you better shift or you’ll feel more pain if I take control over you against your choice,’ she ordered me like a Queen and I was too amazed to respond.“Feeling scared or not able to shift again?” Noel’s voice startled me as he returned from the entrance of the pack.As I turned back to see him, my heart dropped in my stomach, seeing him getting naked to shift. When his eyes bored
NoelShe was threatening that rogue with such a grace that made my chest swell with pride. Her eyes were still on me and mine were talking with the fire in those pretty blue eyes which seemed cold as ice due to that rogue.‘Our mate did better than any of you guys,’ Luca started praising her and I ignored his comments.Before she came into the dungeon, we were torturing him in the dark way which no women should have seen or known but her stiff voice was enough to make him shiver from fear. “I…I’ll tell you everything,” that rogue finally gave in. “I beg you, please, don’t kill me.”Elara looked into his eyes coldly and muttered, “depends on the time and your honesty. I’m not fond of patience or lies.” Her eyebrows shot up, challenging him and she pulled the knife closer to his stomach but with a swift move, she threw the knife at the hanging rope and he fell on the ground.“We don’t have any leader. Someone was giving us money to attack the pack and he never showed his face. He just
Elara“Alright, Elara Alinsky. You got distracted by his sexy body and alluring scent but now,” I mumbled to myself, looking at my shadow in the mirror. “You have to get your sh-t together and not forget the purpose of coming here.”‘Think clearly for once, Elle. You can’t be that cruel,’ Liv scowled, getting on my nerves already.‘I have to make him reject me, Liv. I can’t live like this. Have you ever thought about me? How does it feel when I sleep in my bed and imagine my mate being in another woman’s bed?’ I inhaled a breath sharply, taking the support of the dressing table to stand steadily.‘I’m your wolf counterpart so you’re not alone who is feeling this pain and jealousy.’ she retorted to me gloomily. ‘But I want to get rid of that Kathy, not our mate.’‘It’s not her fault. If my mate goes to another woman, I won’t go around making that woman’s life hard. I’ll just blame my mate for cheating on me, for not thinking of me,’ I shouted at Liv before blocking her.The weight on m
Noel “Don’t you dare touch me,” she warned me, taking a sharp breath in to calm herself down. “Fu-k the doctor and my heat. I’ll bear it alone, it’s my pain and my problem.” I huffed and tried to approach her again. “Don’t be dramatic, Elle. You know very well that you need me and it’s my duty as your mate to help you.” She rose from the bed with wobbling legs and pointed a finger at me. “It’s not Elle for you and I’m not gonna give up my pride for the sake of this heat. I'd rather die than be fuc-ed by you just because the doctor said that it’s necessary for my heat.” “Do you hate me that much?” I couldn’t help but feel hurt and disheartened by her response. Didn’t she feel the same bond which was bringing us closer to each other? Elara scoffed, “do you have any idea how much pain you have been causing me since I came to your pack?” She tore her off-shoulder floral top and removed her jeans and turned to the mirror. Her whole body had bruises and marks as if someone had beat he
Elara“You’re not mine,” I said in between moans. “You belong to someone else, your hands have touched someone else.”He snapped back at me, “so what? What am I supposed to do now? Leave them alone and be with someone who hates me just because I’m a rogue and not a real Alpha?”His face had no trace of emotion that he had when he pretended to care about me. All he cared about was just his wife and his son. His family. It was right because he was married and he had a family then, why did it seem so wrong to my heart?!Why was my heart not accepting that he had someone else in his life already and I was too late?“You have a family so of course, you’ll care about them. I’m nobody to you,” I retorted, stealing his gaze. My body was craving his touch but my pride wasn’t letting me give in to my needs. I couldn’t allow myself to fall for someone who had no respect or love for me.“You’re not nobody, Elara. You’re my mate and I’m trying my best not to hurt you. You mean so much to me,” his
NoelPreparing a hot bath for my gorgeous mate, I sat on the bed and stared at her content face. A smile tugged my lips as I looked at her beautiful smile, she seemed so adorable in the bed. ‘Alpha, someone tried to intrude our borders last night. Pack doctor instructed that Luna needed you so I didn’t disturb you,’ Gamma Thomas sent the mind-link and I was too startled to respond.No one had ever tried to attack our pack, we didn’t exist for the other packs and we were happy with that. ‘Who dared to do so? I’m coming right now, I want you to prepare an emergency meeting in my office,’ I contacted Gamma Thomas via mind-link. I couldn’t wait more to know who that new enemy was.Pecking a kiss on Elara’s forehead, I tucked a loose strand of her hair behind her hair. “I’ll be back soon, baby.”“Hmm…,” she moaned in sleep, leaning her face into my palm and smiling happily. My heart didn’t want to leave her alone after our first mating and during her first heating but I was an Alpha and