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The Alpha Affair I cannot do this
Alaska"I want you, Alpha," I repeat as our lips touch. I kiss him over and over, pulling my body to wrap around him. I want him, but what about Beta Finn? What about the promise I made. What about me and what I want?"I can't do this," I begin to cry. The truth is I cannot do this. It will put my family in danger if I betray Beta Finn.Alpha breathing hard; let's go of me."Why?" Alpha asks me. "Explain yourself," Alpha says looking into my eyes. He does not want to back down from me. He wants me as much as I want him."I promised Finn always to be true to him. I promised to be his wife, I promised to love him, but I do not. I do not love him. Why did we come here and now I found my mate and I have to look at you, and I and and and ... Fuck, why is this happening?" I stumble over my words and begin crying. I cannot stop crying."I am sorry," Alpha says.I cradle my face in my hands. I try to pull myself together, but I am a crying mess. I hear the water moving,
Last Updated : 2022-07-20The Alpha Affair Passion
AlaskaAlpha carries me into the house. We cross the threshold as he retakes my mouth. His kisses are passionate and full of life. This passion is something that is missing from my life. Beta Finn does not fuck me or light a fire within me, but Alpha seems to be bringing me to life."You can still say no," Alpha Kai says as we enter his bedroom. He does not want to force me into his bed. He wants me to say yes to him and want him as much as he wants me.I touch his face and smile at him. I lean in to kiss him as I whisper. "I want this badly. I need this. I need you," I say. I mean every word. I need it, and I want it. I cannot remember the last time someone made me feel like this. Alpha makes me feel alive. Is this what a mate bond is? I will worry about the consequences tomorrow.Alpha lays me on the bed. I remember something. I said I do not want to be his whore yesterday, but here I am. I am spreading my legs and letting him fuck me. Does that make me his who
Last Updated : 2022-07-20The Alpha Affair Larringer Wolves
Alpha KaiAlaska leaves me alone after I mark her and take her as my mate. I feel strange. I have never felt this way before. I feel so, and I do not know how to describe the feelings I feel for her. I knew I wanted to fuck her, and something was pulling me to take her as my mate, but what now? Is this the life I want?She has to tell Beta Finn that she found her mate, and I will give her the privacy and time to do that, but until he returns, we can hide that we are mates, just for now. What the hell am I thinking? I am the Alpha of this damn pack. Beta Finn will bend his knee to me and allow Alaska to be mine without any problems, or I will kill him.Beta Finn will fall in line, or he will die. Alaska need not fear. In reality, why should she trust me? All she has seen of me is sex and partying. I need to show her that there is another side of me. I have to show her that I do care for her. I want to see what happens next. Will I fall in love with her? Is that what ha
Last Updated : 2022-07-21The Alpha Affair The Debt
Alpha Kai Point Of View"ALASKA!" I growl. I do not want my mate to be in pain or scared. I have to protect her.I begin running toward her. Wolves surround her, circling her. They are growling and howling. I grab one wolf and throw him behind me. He hits the ground, making a thumping noise and howling out in pain. I will kill them all.I growl deeper as I stand in front of Alaska. "She is my mate. Back off now," I growl at the wolves.The wolves start backing away as another more enormous wolf comes toward me. He is clicking his tongue and looking at Alaska. He thinks he is in control, but he is not. I will crush him."Perhaps you were unaware that Alaska and her family owe my family a great debt," the wolf says as he moves closer.I growl, pushing Alaska behind me to protect her. I am the Alpha, and I will kill them all. "I do not care. Alaska is my mate, and I have marked her to be my LUNA!" I growl.The wolf moves closer to me. The other wolves
Last Updated : 2022-07-21The Alpha Affair I do not deserve happiness
Alpha KAI Point of viewI put my arm around Alaska and hold her close to me as we walk. "I can have one of the men bring a car, so you do not have to walk," I say to her.Alaska looks up at me. Her eyes are wet. She is crying and upset. "It was wrong of me to think that I could be happy. I do not deserve happiness," Alaska sobs. She lays her head on me. I stroke her hair.I nod to one of my warriors. "Get a car," I growl at him.Alaska lifts her head. "No, I need to run. I need to clear my head," Alaska says."Then let's run together so we can clear the air. You are coming with me now, and you know that. You are mine, and I expect you to come with me," I say to her. I lift her chin so that our eyes meet.Alaska nods and smiles. "I know that I am yours now, but what if I cause trouble for your pack. Just look at what happened here today," Alaska says.I look around at the bodies. "They should not have been on my land," I growl.Alaska looks aro
Last Updated : 2022-07-22The Alpha Affair Beta Finn
Beta Finn's Point Of ViewThere is a lot of rumbling in the wolf camp. I have never been a fan of camping or hanging out with wolves like these wolves. They are okay, but they are savage and brutal. They all only think with their dick. I am not like them. I am different.I come from a family of wealth and privilege. I am not the type of wolf to go camping, but I wanted to fit in and do what my new Alpha wants from me. I know what he wants. He wants to show me a good time and figure out why I am here.Why am I here? I am here to prove myself to wolves who do not know my family or privilege. I want to be more than Finn Larringer. I want to be known for what I accomplish, not for who my father is, and that is why I asked Alpha Jason not to mention that I am the son of an Alpha, second in line to be the Alpha of the Larringer pack. I am not my family.Maybe I am somewhat, but I am not ruthless or a savage. Am I? I did agree to take Alaska as my bride, marry her and h
Last Updated : 2022-07-22The Alpha Affair There is no way out
Beta Finn POVI get out of the black SUV. I will admit that I am terrified of my father. I would rather be facing Alpha KAI right now than my father. I am almost shaking as I approach the front porch where my father is waiting for me. He is smiling, but I can tell something, or someone has pissed him off."Alpha," I say, kneeling before him."Get up, you idiot; you are my son. My son does not kneel before the Alpha. You should be here with me, learning and preparing to take over this pack, but instead, you are in trouble. Aren't you, Finn?" My father scowls at me. His voice is belittling, and his face reeks of disgust. He hates me."I want to make it on my own, father," I say.A boot kicks me in the back. "He is the Alpha, and you are nothing," a wolf howls and growls in my direction."Down, Tommy," my father warns his wolf.I look back at the giant wolves. Why in the hell does my father have these warriors. "What is going on? And what is with all
Last Updated : 2022-07-23The Alpha Affair My Inner Demons
Beta Finn POVThe wolves dump me out about a mile from the pack territory. One wolf, Jeramy, took great satisfaction in pulling me out of the black SUV and dumping me on the ground. He knows I cannot touch him. At least he cannot touch me now. That will be a different story if I do not bring Alaska back to my father and breed with her as he keeps calling it.I begin my walk back to Alaska and Alpha Kai. Maybe she does love him, and I cannot blame her if she is in love with another wolf. I have given her nothing but pain. I have tried to be kind to her and love her, but the truth is we are not compatible. We are only together because my father forced me to be with her.The pressure my father puts on me to get Alaska pregnant makes it almost impossible for me to even be with her. He wants a daughter to replace my sister. What kind of sick shit is that? If I lie to Alaska and take her back to my father, then what? He will rape her and kill her after she gives him a child.W
Last Updated : 2022-07-23
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The Alpha Affair Seven Months Later
Alaska POVThere are times when I think life with Alpha Kai could not be any better, and then he surprises me. We have been married for seven months, and he tries to remind me how much I am loved every day. Kai is compassionate, kind, and doting. Soon we will add a baby to our lives. The pack is excited as well as Beta Baily and Finn. I have to admit watching Finn dot on Beta Bailey and being in love makes my heart soar for both of them. Finn and Bailey deserve beautiful lives. I was afraid the two of them would leave for a pack in the northern territories, but Finn knew how much Beta Bailey loved the dark moon pack. He stayed for her. Alpha Kai gave Finn back his rank as Beta soon after Bailey announced their engagement. It was his gift to the couple. Well, the status of Beta and a new cabin away from the pack house. It was my idea. I did not want Bailey to have to be in a home Finn shared with me once. I know Beta Bailey is a strong woman, but I never wanted my presence with Finn
The Alpha Affair Satisfy Me
Alaska POVThere is not enough time in the night to satisfy my longing for Kai. I want him in every way, and I cannot seem to control my hunger for him. He takes me to the highest point of passion, makes me cum, and I crave more. No matter how much my body aches or how sore I am, I want him inside me. Our mate bond is growing, and my lust for him is all-consuming. Alpha Kai lies beside me. He is exhausted, and I crave more from him. "I cannot seem to satisfy my bride tonight," Kai says. He touches me, guiding his fingers over my body. I lean up and kiss his lips. "I am satisfied; I just want more of you," I say. Every time he makes me cum, I need more. I have never wanted anything as much as I want him right now. His hand slides behind my neck, pulling me closer to him. He kisses my lips. We are both hot, wet, and covered in sweat. "I want you inside me again. Fuck me, Kai, fuck me until it hurts," I moan. His tongue slides into my mouth, and his body is on top of me again. His ro
The Alpha Affair Wedding Day
Alpha Kai POVWedding Day I stand before my pack, waiting for Alaska. I am about to explode with the excitement that she will be my wife and my Luna by the end of this day. I did not know I could feel like this. Alaska brings out the best in me. She is kind, loving, understanding, and everything I need to be the best Alpha for my pack and the best mate for her. Just when I think I cannot take it any longer, I look to see a vision of white coming toward me. The rest of the room fades away. It is only Alaska and me. No one else matters as I take her hand. We listen to the elder speak the words of our vows. We pledge our lives to one another, and then she commits her life to the pack as the pack Luna. "My wife, My Luna, My everything," I say to her as I lift her veil and take her lips. I can feel every ounce of love and the electricity of our mate bond as we become one. I let go of her and look into her eyes. "You are mine forever," Alaska says, smiling and happy. Standing before me
The Alpha Affair I Love You Alaska
Alaska POVBeta Bailey is now in charge of my wedding and all the plans. After being checked out by Doctor James, everything with me and the baby is fine. I am healthy, and so is the baby. Beta Bailey and Alpha Kai did not want me to stress out over the wedding, so Beta Bailey took over wedding planning for me. Besides, she knows more about the pack traditions than I do. Between the Luna ceremony, getting to know my duties within the pack, and finding out that I am having a baby, it has been a lot to take in, but I am managing with all of it. I honestly could not do it without Beta Bailey. She has become like a sister to me. She was honest with me about her past with my mate, and I know there is nothing between them now. Finn is awake and moving around. Doctor James seems to think he will make a full recovery. I still worry that I am carrying his child. It weighs on my mind a lot. I am unsure how I feel about that or how Alpha Kai feels about it. Alpha Kai says no matter what, this
The Alpha Affair I am sorry
Alaska POVI hear his footsteps coming down the hall. I know it is Alpha Kai. I know the way he walks, the way he breathes, and the way he sounds when he is upset or nervous. Alpha Kai is right outside my door; he is standing there, waiting or maybe trying to get up the courage to face me. Alpha Kai knows he is wrong for what he is doing to me; hell, the entire pack knows he is wrong. My heart is breaking because of him. I move the covers and sit on the side of the bed. I can see Alpha Kai's shadow under the door. I should help him a little. Why? I am so angry with him, but he did come to either apologize or check on me. I am not sure I can forgive him, but I will listen to what he has to say. After all, we are having a baby together. That might not be true. I rub my flat belly. I could have Finn's child or Alpha Kai's child. I do not know and will not know until Doctor James does an ultrasound, and even then, it could be off or wrong. What do I tell Finn? What do I tell Alpha Kai?
The Alpha Affair Finn's Advice
Alpha Kai POVThere is nothing I can say to Alaska now, but there is something I can do for her. I know I fucked up and ruined everything we had between us. I want to make sure her life goes smoothly from here on out. She deserves the best. If I am honest with myself, I am not the best. Alaska deserves more than me. I do not return to the pack house. I am sure everyone has a lot to say, but nothing that I want to hear right now. I do not wish to receive pats on the back for being a prick or have the wolves who are upset about Alaska looking at me with disgust. I am an idiot. I get into my truck and begin the drive to the pack hospital. I have a plan, and it does not include asking for forgiveness. My mind races as I drive to the pack hospital. I think of her, and the first time I saw Alaska. At first, all I wanted was a taste, a feel of her, and I definitely wanted to fuck her, but not now. Now I know that I genuinely love her. It is too late for all of late. I know she has no love
The Alpha Affair Mate Bond
Alaska POVAlpha Kai holds me tightly. I know he is worried about the baby and me. I am not stupid. He has been a wild bachelor for a long time, and I am sure he is terrified by a mate and now a child. It is not just that. I have my own fears. For one, what if this is Finn's child? There is a possibility that I could be carrying either Alpha Kai or Finn's baby. Then what?Alpha Kai pulls back from me. He looks into my eyes. I can feel his love, and I see his concern, but there is something else. What is it? What is he hiding from me? Maybe he knows that I am worried about the baby, or to be more clear, and maybe he knows I am afraid the baby is not his. "Our mate bond," I whisper."What?" Alpha Kai says, looking confused. "I do not hear you in our link," I say, confused and unsure of what has happened. I could hear him up until he left for a run, and now the link is gone. "Did you reject me?" I ask him. "No, why would you say such a thing?" Alpha Kai growls. He gets up and moves a
The Alpha Affair No One Will Come Between Us
Alpha Kai POVI am an idiot. I already know that I fucked up. I know what I did is wrong, and I do not need Beta Bailey to lecture me about any of it. "What?" I growl at her. I hope she did not see anything or has anything to say right now. "It is Alaska. She needs you. Doctor James is concerned. I come to find you," Beta Bailey says. My heart sinks. "I had to run off some steam. Seeing my Alaska with Finn, it broke me," I try to defend myself. Beta Bailey looks sympathetic toward me and not judgemental. She did not know what I was doing. No one knows except me and that whore, Kim. "I understand, Alpha Kai, but Alaska needs you now. Something is wrong with her," Beta Bailey says. "Lead the way," I say. We begin to run toward the pack house. My heart is sinking, and my mind is racing. I fucked up badly. I have to tell her the truth. Beta Bailey stops. "Do you hear that? Someone is following us," Beta Bailey questions me. We both look behind us, and there is some rustling. I am p
The Alpha Affair KIM
Alpha Kai POVI give Kim instructions to prepare something for Alaska to eat. As I turn to leave the kitchen, there is a loud noise, it sounds like something fell, and a lot of commotion and mixed voices follow. ALASKA! I listen for her in our mate bond link, but nothing as I run toward the back room to see if she is okay. I open the door to the bedroom. Doctor James is on the floor with Alaska. She is pale and looks discolored. "What the hell happened?" I ask as I join Doctor James and Alaska on the floor. "She passed out, Alpha. I am not sure. I need to run some tests to see what is going on with her," Doctor James says. Alaska begins to blink rapidly. Beta Bailey enters the room and rushes over to help us. Before Beta Bailey can ask what happened, I answer her. "We do not know. She fell out," I say. Alaska is cool to the touch. She rolls her eyes and then opens her eyes. She is looking at me. "What happened?" Alaska asked. "That is what we all want to know," I say. Alaska beg
