Chapter 2

Logan's pov

Sunday 25th September 2022

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I wake up with a huge smile because I don't have to go to work today. I love weekends because I can go to the bdsm club near me, it's called Club Sin and I pay a membership fee to go whenever it's open and enjoy a live sex show and pick up a submissive for the night. I'm a dominant so I'm the Master and dominate the Submissive who wants me to fuck them. The hunk who owns it is called Marcus Carlisle and he's been trying to help me sign a contract with a submissive instead of one night stands but non of the subs want me for longer than three months. Marcus says it's because I come on too intense because I'm desperate for a relationship but I think he's being a bit harsh.

Now I have to get out of bed and get dressed because I'm going to my parents house for lunch. My twin brother is moving to France next week so it's a lunch with family before he goes.

"Fuck I'm so tired," I mumble to myself as I rub the sleep out of my eyes. I look down and smile when I see Lady, my little dog curled up in her bed still asleep. I found her in the street two years ago and I took her to the vets and when they called the number on her microchip the owners said they didn't want her anymore so I took her in. She's a french bulldog which I wouldn't buy if I was going to get a dog but she needed a home and she stole my heart.

"Good morning Lady, come on sleepy head wake up," I say as I get out of bed and nudge her with my foot. She wakes up and does a big stretch as I walk to my bathroom. I hear her little footsteps on the wooden floor as she follows me in and sits on the bathmat.

"I'm not showering this morning Lady so you don't get to be a weirdo and lick the water off my legs," I say to her as she looks up at me. I'm sure this dog has problems, she does a lot of weird things like what I just mentioned and she runs in circles a lot. Weird but adorable.

I brush my teeth and then comb my hair to make it look presentable. My brother loves to mess with me about how I look and tease me about my hair or my stubble even though he looks the same as me. At least my name is better, Anton is such a stupid name.

I walk back into my bedroom and spray myself with deodorant before I pull on a pair of tight boxers. I have to wear tight boxers to contain my dick because it's too big and if I wear loose boxers then it moves around too much and it's noticeable. If I'm wearing tight pants then I have to wear compression boxers to flatten the bulge out a little so it doesn't look like I have a hard on all the time.

I put on some jeans and then a black button up shirt, half tucking it in and buttoning it up to show off my collar bones. I put a gold necklace on and look at myself in the mirror. I look damn good.

I go downstairs and put Lady's food in her bowl and change her water as she runs around my legs in excitement.

"I'm sorry Lady but I have to go to family dinner and you know mum is allergic to you," I say as I kneel down and kiss her head over and over. She licks my cheek and I stand up to wipe it off quickly.

"I love you Lady I'll be back soon, you've got plenty of toys to play with so please don't eat my curtains," I say and pat her butt as she eats her breakfast.

I slip on my shoes and go out to my car, then get in the driving seat and drive to my parents house. I look at the passenger seat and memories fill my head from all the naked people that have been in this car with me. I shake those thoughts from my head as I pull up to the driveway and get out.

"Hey mum," I sign as she opens the front door before I even get there. Did I mention both of my parents are deaf? Me and Anton can both sign as we were taught from young so we can communicate with our parents. My dad recently got a cochlear implant so he can hear a little bit and has started speaking verbally which is cool.

Having deaf parents was fun as a child because I was taught to sign and could show off with it. The biggest downside was them having sex and not realising how loud they were being in the room next to mine.

"Logan you're late," she signs back and I check my watch and wince to see in half an hour late. Whoops.

"I'm sorry, I blame Lady for being cute and distracting me," I sign with a smile. My mum smiles and pulls me in for a hug. I hug her back and smile at the scent of the perfume she always wears.

"Now come on we're hungry and ready to eat," she signs and I follow her inside to the dining room.

"I knew it was you Logan I could smell your cologne from here," Anton says with a smirk.

"Fuck you," I say as I sit beside him at the table.

"Logan don't swear at your brother," my dad says across the table.

"Sorry," I say and Anton smiles triumphantly.

He was always the favourite because he sucks up to our parents. And now he's moving to America and showing me up again with his big shot job.

"Logan stop glaring at Anton," dad signs and I roll my eyes.

"I'm not glaring," I grumble to myself. I start eating the food on my plate and smile at the familiar delicious taste of the roast beef.

"This is really good," I say to my mam and she thanks me and we keep eating.

"So Logan how's work going for you?" Dad asks and I sigh lightly.

"It's alright, I haven't been selling much recently and it's getting frustrating," I explain and Anton yawns.

"That's boring, how's your love life?" He asks with a wink and I roll my eyes.

"None of your business," I grumble but my mum taps my arm and I turn to look at her.

"Come on Logan, tell us if you've got a girlfriend yet," she signs.

"Or a boyfriend," Anton says and I cover my face in embarrassment as I think about all the sex I've been having.

"I've been on a few dates," I say as I feel myself blush up to my ears.

"You better bring her to meet us soon," mum signs.

"There isn't anyone right now," I say and mum frowns slightly.

"You said there was a few dates?"

"With different people mum because Logan's a slut," Anton laughs and I groan and hide my face in my hands.

I keep my eyes closed so I can't hear my parents lecturing me about safe sex and basically calling me a whore for fucking around. I can hear Anton laughing still so I drop my head onto the table and hide my face with my arm. I love my family but they can be so tiring sometimes.

"Come on Logan I'm just messing with you," Anton says and I sit back up and continue eating my dinner.

I get teased even more by Anton and my dad as my mum tries to defend me. She seems disgusted with the fact I sleep around a lot and my theory is confirmed when I help her wash up he dishes and she asks me if I have AIDS.

"Mum no I don't have AIDS, I use condoms and I get tested regularly," I sign and she tuts.

"It's dangerous to sleep around with men, you'd be better off just settling down with a nice girl," she says and I frown. She's never really been on board with me being bisexual. She thinks that means I have sex with men but I'll marry a woman one day. Well that's what she hopes it is at least.

"I'm careful mum, I promise I'll be fine," I sign and she doesn't respond.

My phone pings and I look down to see a message from Peter asking if I'll be at the club on Tuesday as him and Callum are doing a live show. Peter and Callum are the only people that I'd consider to be friends. Even then we don't see each other outside of the club. Peter is a doctor and Callum is a nurse at the same hospital so they're both very busy people.

I text back to say maybe as mum finishes washing the dishes.

"Are you texting a girl?" She asks and I roll my eyes. No mum I'm messaging a man into bdsm that I'll meet at a sex club to watch him fuck his boyfriend.

Of course I don't actually say that but if I had the courage I would have.

"No just a friend," I sign after I put my phone away.

I walk into the living room where I see Anton and dad talking to each other.

"I was thinking about me and your mother getting a dog, what do you think Logan?" Dad asks and I think as I sit down on the other couch.

"I think you should, Lady makes me smile a lot and keeps me company," I say and dad nods as Anton shakes his head.

"You should get a cat instead, cats are better," he says and I don't even bother having that argument again.

I scroll through my phone while dad and Anton argue about dogs and cats. I go on Grindr and start swiping on people as I try to block out Antons rant about dogs.

Oh fuck he's hot. There's a muscular man with black hair and shirtless pictures on my screen. He's called Jordan. I swipe right and start stalking his profile more. He has a perfect muscly body and a really pretty face. I message him quickly and smile when I see he reads it. Even if he doesn't want a relationship I'd happily have sex with him. I look at his pictures again and my asshole clenches at the thought of him fucking me.

Not the place or time Logan! You're at your parents house! Get a hold of yourself! You can't afford to get a boner in these jeans, everyone will notice.

"I think I'm going to head off home, Lady will need to be fed," I say as I stand up.

"Another reason not to get a dog," Anton says and I roll my eyes.

"Okay sweetheart I'll call you tomorrow," mum says as she stands up to give me a hug goodbye. I hug her back and go out to my car, the thoughts of Jordan railing me fresh in my mind.

I look at my phone and see he's replied.

Jordan: You're not to bad yourself 😉 My roommate is out of town if you'd like to come over

Holy fuck. Yes I've only just messaged the guy but he's so fucking hot and my dick wants him. I reply to say yes and he sends me his address.

Yes I'm probably being a horny idiot right now but my god I want sex so bad. I drive to his address and pull the car up outside. The house looks nice enough, nothing suspicious. I get out of the car and go up to the front door and ring the doorbell.

Jordan answers the door in only a pair of shorts and I can't help but look down and notice he's got a boner that he's not even trying to hide.

"You're taller in person," he says and I open my mouth to respond but can't think of anything to say.

"Thank you?" I say awkwardly and he smiles and motions for me to come inside.

"Would you like a drink of anything?" He asks and I shake my head no as I look around his small but comfortable house.

"No thanks I'm alright," I say and he nods.

"We should go to my room, it's more comfortable up there," he winks and I feel myself blush.

"Sure," is all I can manage to say as he starts walking up the stairs. Wow he's confident for someone I first texted half an hour ago.

I follow him into his room and watch as he sits on his bed and leans back slightly with his legs spread open.

"You want me to...?" I ask as I motion to his obvious boner.

"If you want to," he says and rubs the shape of his dick through his pants. My eyes don't know if they should look at his dick or his mouthwatering body as I kneel on the floor between his legs. He stops rubbing his dick and pulls his shorts down in one swift movement. I bite my lip as his erection points at me.

I swallow my nerves and just go for it, stroking his dick gently with my hand and licking the tip. He sighs happily and puts his hand in my hair.

"You're such a slut for me already," he says and I try not to show the discomfort I just got from him calling me a slut.

I stop stroking his dick so I can take more of it in my mouth and start sucking him off properly. He groans and pulls my hair before I feel him push on the back of my head to make his dick go deeper into my mouth. I gag as his dick hits my throat and I pull back quickly.

"I've got a bad gag reflex," I say and he smirks.

"Is it too big for you slut," he says as he jerks his average sized dick. I decide to save his ego and don't tell him I gag at any sized object in my mouth. I get this is supposed to be dirty talk but I'm a dominant and I'm usually the one doing the talking so it takes a while for me to know what to say in response.

"It's too big for my mouth, you could just try my asshole instead?" I play along and he bites his lip and smirks again.

"Your hole is just that desperate to be wrecked," he says as I stand up and take my shirt off. I slip off my shoes and unbutton my jeans before I get on the bed on my knees.

He kneels behind me and presses himself against my back as his hands wander across my chest and play with my hard nipples. My breathing gets faster and my body feels hot as he trails his hand down my stomach and into the front of my jeans.

"Mhm looks like my slut is packing," he says and I grimace at him calling me "his" slut.

"Please," I make myself whine as he plays with my semi erection through my boxers. He pulls my jeans down to my thighs along with my boxers and pushes on my back to get me in doggy style.

"Use a condom," I say and he sighs but reaches into his bedside table to get a condom out and roll it onto his dick. I'd prefer if he used lube too but he spits on my asshole and starts rubbing the head of his dick over it so I shut up and let him.

"Such a pretty asshole," he says as he starts trying to push his dick inside me. I didn't think assholes could be pretty but whatever he says.

As the strangers dick slowly enters me all I can think is wow Logan you've really hit your rock bottom.