Chapter 1

Logan's pov

Friday 23rd September 2022

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"I'm not paying that price," the customer says as I rub my temples.

"I can't bring it down for you anymore. It's a brand new car that should be £40,000 and I'm giving you it for £35,000. Take it or leave it," I say and the customer rolls his eyes.

"I know how sales works, and you can bring it down more," he says with a snobby attitude. I genuinely can't bring this price down anymore so I have no idea why he thinks I can.

"I'm sorry Mr Moris but I'm going to have to pass this sale onto my co worker," I say as I stand up from my desk and get Chloe to take over for me. I don't care if I miss out on the commission I'm so close to swearing at that man. I make myself a coffee with the machine and take a calming breath as I see my boss make his way towards me.

"Logan you're looking sharp today," he says as he touches my suit. I resist the urge to pull away but I force a smile on my face and thank him.

"Thanks, I've got a date after this anyways so I thought I'd put in some effort," I answer. I'm supposed to dress this nice everyday to sell cars but I usually just go business casual. I've worked here for five years now so I can get away with not wearing the fanciest suit.

"Oh who with?" He asks as he looks slightly disappointed. It's no secret I'm bisexual, and when my boss found out he's made it his mission to seduce me, even though he's twenty years older than me. And even worse he's my boss. I don't even want to imagine the trouble I'd get in if I slept with him.

"Just a second date with a girl from a dating site," I say as I wait for my coffee to be made by the machine.

"Are you planning on bringing her back to your place?" He says with a wink and I laugh uncomfortably.

"Maybe," I say as I will the machine to hurry up with my coffee.

"Don't give in too easy Logan, she's lucky to have you interested in her," my boss says and all I can think is please leave me alone. But instead I force a smile on my face and nod with him.

"I won't give in too easy," I laugh knowing for a fact I will because I haven't had sex in two weeks and my dick is desperate for something other than my left hand.

"I've got to get back to work but good luck for later," my boss says with a bittersweet tone. Maybe one day if I'm desperate enough I'll go to him for sex.

"I'll be heading off when I've finished this coffee," I say as my boss nods and goes to his office. I take a deep breath and pick up the mug from the coffee machine, taking it up to my desk to drink while I do some paperwork. I smirk as I see Chloe looking exhausted as she talks to Mr Moris.

I sip the bitter coffee and busy myself until I see Mr Moris leave. I get up and go to see Chloe who's angrily putting paperwork into a folder.

"How did it go?" I ask and she sighs loudly.

"He didn't even buy the fucking car," she grumbles as she looks up at me.

"He's a tyre kicker don't let him get to you," I say and she nods with another sigh.

"Not one car has sold today. I can't wait to go home and relax," she says as I lean against her desk.

"I've got a date tonight," I say with a smirk and her eyes widen.

"Another one! Where are you finding all these people?" She asks and I laugh.

"It's a second date with Lydia," I say and she squints.

"I thought you said you wouldn't have a second date with her because she was rude to the waiter?"

"Yeah I did say that but I've changed my mind," I say and Chloe sighs.

"You mean you're desperate for a relationship so you're ignoring all the red flags."

"Harsh," I say with a frown.

"Look Logan, you're a catch! Girls and guys love you but you always just dive into whoever pays attention and end up breaking up. Take some time and find the right person for you instead of rushing things maybe?"

"That was... harsher," I say and sit down on the chair on the other side of the desk.

"I'm sorry it was harsh but it's the truth Logan. The right person will come alone as soon as you stop looking," she says with a nice smile.

"Thanks Chloe, I'll try not to stress about it," I say knowing full well I'll keep stressing.

I check the time and thankfully it's my time to leave work so I put my cup in the sink in the staff room and say goodbye the Chloe on my way out.

I drive straight to the restaurant and when I finally get there I pull down the visor and use the mirror to check my hair and see if there's anything in my teeth.

I take a shaky breath as double check my appearance and reach for the pack of mints on the passenger seat. Lydia is so hot, I really want a relationship with her. I need to try my best to show I can be the perfect boyfriend to her so she'll give me a chance.

I chew the mint to make my breath smell and hopefully taste nicer for her if I can manage to get a kiss. She kissed my cheek on the last date so hopefully she can kiss my lips this time.

After procrastinating I finally get out of my car and wait outside the entrance of the restaurant for her. Oh fuck I'm so nervous to see her again. I can't fuck this up again I've been on too many dates and I'm getting older now, I need to settle down. One day I hope to have a family and that's not going to happen if I can't get anyone to stick around longer than a few months.

I glance to my left and my eyes widen when I see Lydia walking down the path towards me. She's gorgeous. She's wearing a tight red dress and a small jacket that definitely doesn't hide her breasts that are on show in the low cut dress. I swallow as I feel myself getting hot and bothered.

"Good evening Logan, you're looking handsome," she says as she stands in front of me closely, her hand running along the lapel of my suit.

"You look amazing," I say as I try to keep my eyes from staring at her chest too long.

"Thank you," she says as she leans in close to my ear. "I'm not wearing any underwear for you."

"Fuck. Are you sure you're hungry we could go back to my place now if you'd like?" I try but she laughs and links her arm with mine, walking us into the restaurant.

"Maybe if you're a gentleman I'll come home with you," she says as I open the door for her. "Thank you handsome."

We walk inside and wait at the entrance for a waiter to show us to our table.

"Good evening, do you have a reservation?" A waitress asks me.

"Yes it's under the name King," I say as I put my hand on Lydia's waist.

"Right this way Mr King," the waitress says and we follow to our table.

We both get seated and I order us a bottle of red wine as she looks through the menu. Her tits look great in that dress I can't stop looking.

"Logan you're staring," she smirks and I snap out of it.

"Sorry I got distracted," I say as I feel myself blush.

"It's alright, I'm wearing a low cut dress for a reason," she says as she twirls her hair. I bite my lip and feel my dick perk up in my slacks. I really can't get horny in public, everyone will see the bulge from my foot long penis. And yes it's actually a foot long I'm not exaggerating.

I clear my throat and look through the menu to decide what I'll get but I feel Lydia's foot brush my leg and I tense. My body feels too hot for this restaurant and her flirting.

"Are you hinting at something?" I ask with a grin and she nods with a wicked smirk.

"My roommate isn't home tonight," she says. "We can be as loud as we want."

"I haven't even said yes yet," I tease back and she rolls her eyes playfully.

"You didn't need to say yes, I can see you staring at my tits," she says and I laugh.

"Touché."

A waiter walks over to us and we both pay attention as he tells us his name.

"Good evening my name is Adam and I'll be your server for the night. Have you decided on what you'll be ordering?"

I look at Lydia for her to order first and she orders beetroot falafel for her starter and a ribeye steak for her main.

"And for you sir?"

"I'll get the fried squid for my starter and the 8oz fillet steak cooked medium rare," I say as I read from the menu.

"Okay so those will be with you shortly," Adam says and he walks away as he types on his iPad. I notice myself looking at his ass in the tight black pants but I quickly look back to Lydia.

The rest of the dinner goes great. We get talking about our jobs and she tells me all about her beauty salon she owns with her friend. I pretend to be interested as we eat our food and she tells me about some eyebrow treatment she does.

When we've finished eating I pay the bill and walk her outside, letting her link her arm with mine.

"Should we go back to my place now?" She asks as she touches my chest again.

"I'd love that," I answer and she walks me to her car. I'll come back for my car tomorrow because I'm not at work anyways.

I get in the passenger seat and she drives us to her house. It doesn't take long before we're in her hallway making out desperately.

"Let's go to the bedroom," she says in a breathy voice as she kicks off her heels. I follow her up the stairs and into a room decorated completely with crushed grey velvet. I don't get a chance to look around before she pulls me in to kiss again. Her lips are soft as I walk her backwards to the bed and sit down. She gets on her knees in front of me and I spread my legs as I watch her unzip my slacks. My breathing gets faster and my body feels like it's on fire as she rubs my dick through my boxers.

"Um..." she says hesitantly and frown.

"What's wrong?" I ask and she blushes.

"It's big, too big," she says and I sigh because this has happened to me way too many times.

"We don't have to do anything if you don't think you can take it," I say reassuringly and she shakes her head.

"Let me see it all," she says and I stand up so I can pull my slacks and boxers down and step out of them. She bites her lip hesitantly as she looks at my enormous dick.

"I can get you off so you don't have to try and take it," I say and she nods. I hold her chin and kiss her gently as she reaches for my tie and pulls it off. I lift her up by the back of her thighs and carry her to the bed, her arms wrapped around my shoulders as she gasps. I lay her down on the bed and unbutton my shirt as I'm kneeling between her legs.

She pulls her dress off over her head and my eyes widen at the sight of her completely naked.

"Like what you see?" She asks as my dick jumps to life. She runs her hands up the curves of her body and I watch closely as she cups her breasts and plays with them as I sat frozen like a horny idiot. I snap back into reality and pull my shirt the rest of the way off and lean down to kiss her hungrily. Her hands pull my hair as I kiss down her neck and lick and nibble on the skin there. I kiss across her tits and nibble on one of her nipples as I look up to her and see her head back in the pillows.

"Please Logan just touch me," she begs and I smirk as I kiss down her stomach and hold her small hips in my hands. I kiss my way down to her pussy but stop just above and make my way down her thigh. She groans and squirms her hips so I go back and lick her clit slowly.

"Yes like that," she moans and I lick through the slit of her cunt and taste how wet she is for me. I suck on her clit gently and she moans loudly as she holds my hair tightly and tries to hump up into my face.

I run a finger over her soaking hole and I feel her thighs quiver as I suck and lick her clit how I know she'll like it. I gently move a finger inside her and I feel the walls of her vagina clench around my digit. I curl my finger to get her g spot and rub gently and smile when she reacts with a moan.

"You're good at this," she breaths out and I feel myself swell with pride. I slip another finger in alongside the original and start moving them faster to drive her to an orgasm.

She moans loudly as my dick throbs, painfully desperate to be touched. I finger her as I play with her clit and soon enough she screams out and her body shakes as she cums hard. I keep fingering her gently to ride her through the orgasm as her body twitches and jumps.

"Let me ride your face," she gasps and I pull my fingers out and sit up so I can lay down. She straddles my head, facing my dick, and lowers herself down until I can continue sucking on her pussy. I hold her thighs as she moans and humps my mouth.

I moan when I feel her hold my hard dick in her hand and strokes it gently. I keep eating her out as she plays with my cock and rubs the head with her thumb. My hips lift a little as she gives me a handjob.

I feel her move above me before I feel her tongue on the tip of my dick. I moan lowly and almost forget to eat her out as she licks and sucks the head. My fingers dig into her thighs as I hear her moaning like she's going to cum again. I suck her clit more and feel her twitch as she gets closer to another orgasm. I hold her firmly as I drive her to the edge and enjoy the moans she makes as she humps my face.

"Fuck Logan!" She moans as she cums again, her thighs shaking and her hands holding onto my dick tighter. I hump my hips up and moan as I cum into her hands, my dick erupting and pleasure coursing through me.

We both catch our breaths for a moment before Lydia climbs off me and lays down beside me.

"You're good with your mouth," she says and I laugh breathlessly.

"Thank you, you're hot as fuck," I say and she flips her hair dramatically.

"I know."

"We should do this again sometime," I say hopefully and she sighs a little.

"Sex again maybe, but I'm not really looking for a relationship anymore," she says and I almost frown but I put on a smile.

"That's okay with me," I say, knowing for a fact that's not okay with me.

Another person who doesn't want me. What the fuck is wrong with me for all these people to not want a relationship with me.