Ava;
5 YEARS AGO "You have to leave right now!" "Mum..." "Listen to me, Ava. You have to leave, you have to go far away from here, please " mum pleaded, releasing her hand from mine. I stood still, staring into her blue ocean eyes. Her eyes...her eyes were filled with tears, begging me to leave but I couldn't. I looked behind her, looking as my home was being destroyed right in front of my eyes "I can..." I felt my throat tightened and soon enough the tears I thought I was so good at holding came falling...one after the other."Please, Ava... Please..." She begged. I kept my gaze on her, staring at her as she took a step back, followed by another. I stood still, my eyes fixated on her, hoping all this would be nothing but a dream. I wished it was nothing but a nightmare and it would all end soon but deep down... Deep down, I knew it wasn't. I knew I'd lost everything that evening and the truth was...the truth was there was nothing I could do to stop it. Why? Because I was too weak.She took a last gaze at me, her lips curved into a smile. One that reached her eyes and at that moment I couldn't help but wonder how she was still able to have a smile on her face cause she shouldn't. She nodded her head at me, turned around and disappeared into the darkness, she disappeared and...she was gone...they were all gone... PRESENT "Down to earth, Ava!" Lia chuckles, pulling me out of my world once again."You've been gone for a while now, you know?" She teased, taking a long drag from her cigarette. "Your tiny little world," she smiled."Shouldn't you be attending to your clients?""They all want you and not this old hag," she joked, throwing down the cigarette in her hand. From the mirror, I could see the anger in her eyes and a fleeting emotion of...hatred, something I have gotten used to over the years and a reason I had grown to like her."Hmm," I hummed in response, brushing the edge of my hair for the umpteenth time. I dropped the brush, staring at the reflection of the woman in the mirror. Her long rose hair, amber eyes and her small, innocent face that seems to drive every man crazy. A face that had snatched every single thing from me but yet had given me all I could possibly desire."You don't seem eager to leave?""Not that I can choose to stay either," I stood up, admiring the red lingerie I had chosen to wear that evening. It was just exactly to my imagination... exactly what I imagined for that evening."You can, that's if you are eager to die..." said Lia, with a sly smile on her face."Trust me, I'm not" I took a step from the mirror, turned and winked at Lia while she rolled her eyes in response. I smiled at that, walking out of my dressing room. I've been here for years but still I could only get along with Lia...maybe probably since she was the only werewolf here other than Laila."For a second, I thought you were planning to mess with me," Laila rolled her eyes, handing over my card to me from the counter. The card is the key to my client's room and it was assigned to every one of the girls working in the club. Once the clients request for our service and choose a room then Laila will make sure that their room can only be unlocked by the girl they requested for. They needed to keep their identity and no one, other than the girl that attended to their needs, could know their identity. And once we leave that room, we have to forget about them, their identity and who they are. Failure to do so is death. Laila might look nice but when it comes to controlling those that are under her then she wouldn't mind killing, just to put them under her control. One of the reasons she hired more humans for the job, they were easy to get rid of after all."And miss tonight's fun?""I wouldn't be surprised, Ava" she responded, emphasizing on my name. "Now get your ass there and fucking get my money for me, will you?""I'll think of that," I joked, walking away from the counter to attend to my client."You better!" She yelled.I rolled my eyes, clutching the badge in my hand. The badge was something I hated deep to my bones since it had done nothing but reminded me of who I was. An Alpha's daughter that was now nothing but a prostitute. A lowly werewolf that has to give her body in exchange for money because that.. that was the only way she could survive and it was all his fault.He snatched every single thing from me, my family, my pack and my status. Five years had indeed.gone but still... I could still remember each and every moment vividly. I could still remember the pain, suffering and torture I had to go through and each time I walked through this corridor, each time I was made to remember why I was here in the first place. Why I chose to come to this city and why I chose to come to Shadow pack. It was all for revenge.To get back at the man that had taken everything from me and to make him pay with his life.After what felt like hours, I finally reached the room of my first client for the evening. I stood in front of the door, staring into space. My grip on the card tightened and for the first time since I've been working here, I wanted to turn back to leave. I felt drained and I felt like I needed to leave.I took a step back feeling strange and kind of...nervous. I could see the other girls' eyes on me, their contemptuous eyes waiting for me to make a mistake or better still panic or do anything stupid. They hated me and more than anything I know they wanted nothing but to see me fall but then I had fallen once and this time around I wasn't prepared to fall once again. I wasn't prepared to allow them to look down on me and that was something I would never allow to happen. It was me against the world after all. I was all alone and whether I liked it or not, I was the only one by my side and no one else.I took a step forward, holding my breath and finally swiped the door open with the card. My gaze fell on my hand, staring at my sweaty hand and I couldn't help but be confused. I felt scared and I could hear the loud beating of my heart against my ribcage. It all felt strange since I hadn't felt that kind of emotion in years. I had gotten rid of those emotions but now...now it all came rushing back to me.Tightening my grip on the door's knob, I let out a huge breath and finally took a step in."For a moment, I thought you would be too scared to come in," a deep, cold voice sounded in the silent room, snapping me back to reality. "But you proved me wrong," he added.'That voice...'I released my grip on the card and I felt it slipped through my hand down to the ground, slowly raising my head and praying, hoping I was mistaken. Hoping, I was wrong and hoping it won't be him but then I was wrong. I've always been wrong when it comes to him."Alpha Storm,"Storm;This is the last place I should be,I mused frustratedly, standing still in the darkness. My grip tightened around the champagne and the more pressure I applied on the glass, the more I felt like the glass was close to breaking. Just like I was so eager to break the girl in front of me.I stared into her amber eyes, feeling the coldness and hatred from her yet I could still see the nervousness in her eyes. How scared and helpless she felt...just like a little kitten, one I was so damn eager to crush. But instead, I was more interested in how she was able to recognize my voice that easily, how she was so damn sure it was me. Why I was sure as hell had never laid eyes on her before. If I had then I would never be able to forget those eyes of hers. They looked so cold yet innocent and that... intrigues me.Placing the champagne glass on the table, I took a step forward, finally coming face to face with her. My eyes lingered on her face for a while and finally landed on the re
Ava;FuryPain And disgustI felt all those emotions in seconds. For years now, I made myself believe I could finally face him. Finally look into his eyes without shivering in fear. I thought I finally got rid of my fear but it was all lies. Since it turns out five years later my body was still scared of the man that ruined my entire life.Five years had passed yet the memories felt so vivid and felt so...real."Ava!" Laila called with urgency as I walked past the counter without sparing her a glance. She figured out already...she figured out I was with him and I could feel it from her voice. Laila is the only werewolf that knows about my family and the only wolf that knows the reason I chose to stay in Shadow Pack. The reason why I decided to come to my enemy's lair when I should have stayed hidden from him since he was still so hell-bent on finding the child of the Alpha he had cruelly murdered. Five years have passed yet I could still hear the rumors circulating about how he
Storm;Five hours...Five fucking hours passed and I was still obsessed in finding her, in finding more about her and it was driving me crazy.This would be the first time in years, I felt this kind of strong attraction to a woman. A woman who I have no idea of, other than she works in a clubhouse which is enough for me to stay clear of her path but still....Still, I wanted her.'What if she's your mate? Then does that mean we can finally get laid?' Sage beamed happily.'Trust me, she isn't. And I'm the only one getting laid here,' I hissed, shutting him up.I was cursed, cursed by the annoying Moon Goddess who thinks she always knows what's right for everyone while it's obvious she doesn't. It was just a mistake...a mistake I've been paying for my entire life. And she thought the best thing she could do was curse me from finding my mate. But I know one thing for sure...That girl back there couldn't be my mate.It was all just an attraction, nothing but an attraction. "Anything?"
Ava;"What the hell is wrong with you!" Laila growled, brushing her hair with her fingers. "I thought you have gotten over all that,"'I also thought I did' I ignored her questioning gaze, pretending to count the ceilings in her office and I couldn't help but be tempted to ask her why it looked so dirty. "Then you shouldn't have tell me, if you know you would end up ignoring me, Ava" "Then I shouldn't have," I responded coldly, still not looking into her eyes. I really wanted to give up on revenge. I really wanted to forget all about him and enjoy my life right here in the club. All I wanted was to pay back Laila for her kindness and finally forget all about my past but I couldn't. It's hard to forget everything, it's hard to forget it all and even if I had... meeting him again brought back those memories. Staring right into his eyes brought back that night and the pain...the pain I felt back then watching my family killed right in front of me came rushing back to me like a wind a
Storm;Three days...It's been three day since I last saw herThree days since I last touched her And three days since I last saw her fucking amber eyes.I had only met her once and she has fucking found her way to my heart. And I seriously need to ask her how the hell she did that cause she was driving me crazy.If not mad."Morning, Boss!" Tate's soft voice sounded in the four walls of my office, snapping me back to reality. "Hmm," I hummed in response, trying to return my attention back to the file in front of me even though I wasn't interested in the proposal. The proposal was nothing but a waste of my time and the annoying part was that those fools thought they could scam me off my money. The money I had worked my ass on!'Why don't we just talk about Ava. I've been fantasizing about when...' 'Keep shut, Sage!' I shut down my wolf angrily. I should seriously think about talking with that annoying Moon Goddess cause it's high time I get rid of my annoying wolf. Can be frust
Ava;I sat in front of the mirror, lost...confused and annoyed.It's been three days, three days since I've been expecting him. Three days since I've been hoping one of my clients would end up to be him but none of that happened. Instead, I felt like I have lost my charms and I couldn't even seduce a man like Storm?I bit my lips, trying to calm my anger and in a way it was actually working. "Hurt those lips and Laila is going to kill you," Lia chuckled, walking into my room and like always with a cigarette in her hand. It seems she doesn't really care about her lungs after all."You know, I can't help but think you've suddenly gone jobless," I snapped coldly, getting annoyed with the fact that she was always around. "Someone's angry," she cooed with a smile on her face. "What do you want, Lia? And how come you are not ten feet under already?" I asked with raised brows. I spent the last three days waiting for Laila to inform me about Lia's death but it seems she won't be dying an
Ava;I sat in front of the mirror, lost...confused and annoyed.It's been three days, three days since I've been expecting him. Three days since I've been hoping one of my clients would end up to be him but none of that happened. Instead, I felt like I have lost my charms and I couldn't even seduce a man like Storm?I bit my lips, trying to calm my anger and in a way it was actually working. "Hurt those lips and Laila is going to kill you," Lia chuckled, walking into my room and like always with a cigarette in her hand. It seems she doesn't really care about her lungs after all."You know, I can't help but think you've suddenly gone jobless," I snapped coldly, getting annoyed with the fact that she was always around. "Someone's angry," she cooed with a smile on her face. "What do you want, Lia? And how come you are not ten feet under already?" I asked with raised brows. I spent the last three days waiting for Laila to inform me about Lia's death but it seems she won't be dying an
Storm;Three days...It's been three day since I last saw herThree days since I last touched her And three days since I last saw her fucking amber eyes.I had only met her once and she has fucking found her way to my heart. And I seriously need to ask her how the hell she did that cause she was driving me crazy.If not mad."Morning, Boss!" Tate's soft voice sounded in the four walls of my office, snapping me back to reality. "Hmm," I hummed in response, trying to return my attention back to the file in front of me even though I wasn't interested in the proposal. The proposal was nothing but a waste of my time and the annoying part was that those fools thought they could scam me off my money. The money I had worked my ass on!'Why don't we just talk about Ava. I've been fantasizing about when...' 'Keep shut, Sage!' I shut down my wolf angrily. I should seriously think about talking with that annoying Moon Goddess cause it's high time I get rid of my annoying wolf. Can be frust
Ava;"What the hell is wrong with you!" Laila growled, brushing her hair with her fingers. "I thought you have gotten over all that,"'I also thought I did' I ignored her questioning gaze, pretending to count the ceilings in her office and I couldn't help but be tempted to ask her why it looked so dirty. "Then you shouldn't have tell me, if you know you would end up ignoring me, Ava" "Then I shouldn't have," I responded coldly, still not looking into her eyes. I really wanted to give up on revenge. I really wanted to forget all about him and enjoy my life right here in the club. All I wanted was to pay back Laila for her kindness and finally forget all about my past but I couldn't. It's hard to forget everything, it's hard to forget it all and even if I had... meeting him again brought back those memories. Staring right into his eyes brought back that night and the pain...the pain I felt back then watching my family killed right in front of me came rushing back to me like a wind a
Storm;Five hours...Five fucking hours passed and I was still obsessed in finding her, in finding more about her and it was driving me crazy.This would be the first time in years, I felt this kind of strong attraction to a woman. A woman who I have no idea of, other than she works in a clubhouse which is enough for me to stay clear of her path but still....Still, I wanted her.'What if she's your mate? Then does that mean we can finally get laid?' Sage beamed happily.'Trust me, she isn't. And I'm the only one getting laid here,' I hissed, shutting him up.I was cursed, cursed by the annoying Moon Goddess who thinks she always knows what's right for everyone while it's obvious she doesn't. It was just a mistake...a mistake I've been paying for my entire life. And she thought the best thing she could do was curse me from finding my mate. But I know one thing for sure...That girl back there couldn't be my mate.It was all just an attraction, nothing but an attraction. "Anything?"
Ava;FuryPain And disgustI felt all those emotions in seconds. For years now, I made myself believe I could finally face him. Finally look into his eyes without shivering in fear. I thought I finally got rid of my fear but it was all lies. Since it turns out five years later my body was still scared of the man that ruined my entire life.Five years had passed yet the memories felt so vivid and felt so...real."Ava!" Laila called with urgency as I walked past the counter without sparing her a glance. She figured out already...she figured out I was with him and I could feel it from her voice. Laila is the only werewolf that knows about my family and the only wolf that knows the reason I chose to stay in Shadow Pack. The reason why I decided to come to my enemy's lair when I should have stayed hidden from him since he was still so hell-bent on finding the child of the Alpha he had cruelly murdered. Five years have passed yet I could still hear the rumors circulating about how he
Storm;This is the last place I should be,I mused frustratedly, standing still in the darkness. My grip tightened around the champagne and the more pressure I applied on the glass, the more I felt like the glass was close to breaking. Just like I was so eager to break the girl in front of me.I stared into her amber eyes, feeling the coldness and hatred from her yet I could still see the nervousness in her eyes. How scared and helpless she felt...just like a little kitten, one I was so damn eager to crush. But instead, I was more interested in how she was able to recognize my voice that easily, how she was so damn sure it was me. Why I was sure as hell had never laid eyes on her before. If I had then I would never be able to forget those eyes of hers. They looked so cold yet innocent and that... intrigues me.Placing the champagne glass on the table, I took a step forward, finally coming face to face with her. My eyes lingered on her face for a while and finally landed on the re
Ava; 5 YEARS AGO "You have to leave right now!" "Mum..." "Listen to me, Ava. You have to leave, you have to go far away from here, please " mum pleaded, releasing her hand from mine. I stood still, staring into her blue ocean eyes. Her eyes...her eyes were filled with tears, begging me to leave but I couldn't. I looked behind her, looking as my home was being destroyed right in front of my eyes "I can..." I felt my throat tightened and soon enough the tears I thought I was so good at holding came falling...one after the other."Please, Ava... Please..." She begged. I kept my gaze on her, staring at her as she took a step back, followed by another. I stood still, my eyes fixated on her, hoping all this would be nothing but a dream. I wished it was nothing but a nightmare and it would all end soon but deep down... Deep down, I knew it wasn't. I knew I'd lost everything that evening and the truth was...the truth was there was nothing I could do to stop it. Why? Because I wa