Hannah noticed my pale face, and probably some sweat drops on my forehead. I felt my whole body became numb and my heart was beating so loud I thought everyone in this room can hear it."Are u ok?” She asked me very slowly but I couldn't answer. I tried to, but I just couldn't. “Mrs.Tomlinson? Jessica is not feeling well.” Hannah exclaimed loudly with her voice shaking. Under normal circumstances, I would get all girly about the fact that she is genuinely worried about me. Now, all I could think about is the fact that he will see me and I can't risk that!“No, no, shut up!” I began slapping Hannah under the table, so nobody can see me. She noticed but she didn't even looked at me, she was just shaking her head in disapproval. She was waiting for Gorilla to come over. Students started looking over their shoulders, they whispered something I couldn't understand which was so annoying but whatever. I'm really not in the mood. Will he recognize me?
"Whose son?" George said confused. Hannah and I looked at each other and felt really stupid and kind of embarrassed. We forgot that he don't know who the Gorilla is. He is new here."Oh, nothing, nothing..." Hannah said desiring to change the subject. We both looked down at our papers not wanting to look at George.He don't know that Gorilla is his mom? Well, that's awkward."You know that he can hear you Jessica?" Hannah looked me with contempt. I opened my eyes widely when I realized I'm saying out loud what I mean. Seriously, I need to stop doing that! I just smiled acidly to George regretting my thoughts. How can I be even more stupid when that's at least expected?"It's ok... I mean, she kinda reminds of that big monkey who tries to eat the whole town I guess .." He said pensively staring at the ceiling. We smiled. It's cute that he knows how to make fun of himself and you could see that it's working on Hannah. "So, I've b
"Ugh, try to concentrate!" I said to myself while studying health care. I can't get my head straight. All I can think of is him. Us, sleeping together, our kiss yesterday... I just can't focus on anything else."Then go out." Hannah added entering my room. She threw herself on my bed, lying on her stomach, leaning on her both hands, looking at me like a small child. "No way!" I shot back at her, gently hitting her with a book. She giggled. I sat on the edge of the bed straightening up. I sighed deeply, thinking how would a nice, hot shower help me for some time."What, you're afraid you will hook up with some other professor?" She smiled and turn herself on her back, playing with her hair. I glanced over to her, not even slightly surprised by her sarcastic comments but she didn't mind that. She was in her own world too and I think I know what's borhering her!"Shut up." I said quietly and she quickly stood up like she remembered s
I'm nervous. Very nervous. Stop being nervous."Fuck!" I poked my eye with my new mascara! Why can't I do make up like every other girl?!"You dead?" Hannah jumped into my bathroom. I turned myself to her, and she smiled when she saw my one black eye. "Ugh, didn't anyone teach you how to use mascara?" She sighed and took mascara from my hand."Not in the eye, on the eyelashes, I got it, I got it..." I rolled my eyes but soon as I felt content of mascara in one of them, I almost cried. "Fuck!" I sighed."You are trying too much." She lifted my head and start cleaning my eye with small cotton wool. She was very gentle, so I looked puzzled."Why aren't you freaked out?" I asked when she cleaned the whole eye, and I looked myself in the mirror. She took a breath but didn't breath out as she was making sure she took away all the mascara leftovers."Hmmm, let me think..." She put her finger to her l
First, let me tell you something.I am so happy and flattered that you're reading my book. I know I have many mistakes, spelling or other but I am trying my best to make this special. I received messages like "Your book is like Gray's Anatomy." No it's not -.- It just has a story with doctors and Seattle. Big deal. But yes, the GA is my favorite show so yes, I did get inspired by it. I assure you, it is NOT nor WILL BE like GA. I do not copy anything. I'm done for now :P Thanks again for reading and prepare for much drama then you expected. ;)Yours, TJ xoxo---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I woke up in a room with a white ceiling and walls. Just a couple of simple pictures on them, and a huge window with the most beautiful look. I realized, my mom pulled some relations since I am feeling like I'm in the five star hotel, not a ho
"You're awake..." I heard a soft, familiar beautiful voice talking to me while stroking my hair."Mike..." I said peacfully, still not opening my eyes. I knew that's him. I heard a small giggle and my heart wanted to explode. How can I be so into this guy?"How are you feeling?" He was still talking to with his soft voice which was making my body melt. He stopped stroking my hair and I finally opened my eyes and sat up."I am okay but my ribs hurt." I said weakly. He kissed me on my cheek barely touching my face, just that I can feel his fresh breath on my skin. Fresh mint. His breath always smells like fresh mint."I missed you on our date." He said playfully, letting me go, and looking straight in my eyes. His eyes were shiny and wattery, it looked like he is genuinely worried."Oh stop it." I said shyly covering my face with hands. I heard he chuckled."So, what the doctor said? I mean, your mom?" He smiled widely from ea
"You okay?" Hannah asked me after meeting ended. In that moment, I didn't care about the fact that my internship is accepted here as well as Hannah's, George's and some two other students. All I could think of that gorgeous woman named Ann Dupont. Who is she?"Yea..." I said quietly and walked away."Jessica, wait!" Hannah started following me but then George came."I'll wait for you in my room." I turned to Hannah. "George, listen, and try to understand." I turned to George. They both nodded and I sighed. I turned away and start walking towards my room. Sister, my ass!I said in my head. There's no way she is his sister. That beautiful? And did anybody noticed that big diamond ring on her finger? But then again, I didn't saw any ring on Mike... Well, he will explain, and this will all be a huge misunderstanding. I think."Baby!" Mike jumped off my bed and hugged me. I was shocked. I never saw him in that light before. "Wh
I think I cried out all of my tears. After Mike went, I just snapped. I can't control while he's here next to me, and sure as hell is harder to control when he's not here.It is yet hard to say that this is a true love... I mean, I know the guy like a week or two. But every time I see him, my heart wants to jump out of my chest and my body has a zero strength. I just can't stop thinking of him, not even now, when I know he is a married man, and has the most stunning wife in the world.I know he lied to me... I do. And when me and Hannah used to watch some romantic or chick flick movies, there always was a married man, cheating. And I hate those kind of men. Why aren't guys just satisfied with one woman? My ex cheated on me, I dumped him. But Mike? I need him, even though he can't be mine. I just know that I need him."Jess?" Hannah entered my room slowly. She interrupted me in my day dream and I sat up on my bed. I quickly tried to wipe my tears