Me and Rozieden was too stunned while we are both watching the video. It was Ammy who is in the video trying to manipulate a computer from finance room. She is the one who planned this? But how? I mean how can she do this? Is this how mad she is to me that it causes her to do this? This is too much for the anger she is holding towards me when I am not even doing anything towards her ever since the day I came here in the company.''She did this?'' Rozieden uttered while staring at the screen. He looks so disapointed but looks like he is glad that we already found the truth.''No need to do the investigation when we already have this. Do not worry, the justice will be served since it was really clear here in the video that she just transferred the money to someone. The only thing we need to do is to ask her why suddenly the money is on your account. It is either they faked the documents they gave me about the evidence or it's either they transferred it to your account, but how?'' My br
''No! It was proven already that she is the-'' I closed my eyes tightly as I heard Mrs. Rarah's voice. ''Mom, please stop this already. I am tired and I know that it was not Kellah. Besides you did not watch the video yet and also the missing sheets. I will explain it to you once you are in a better mood already.'' Rozieden immediately cut her off. Mrs. Rarah smiled sarcastically as she also glance at me. ''You know what Rozieden, when you introduced this woman to me I really do not like her. And now that this issue came out I got mad to her even more and I don't think I will ever accept this girl.'' She uttered as she left the office room of Rozieden. I swallowed hard to supressed my emotions. I do not want to speak because I am scared that I can speak something bad out of anger. Rozieden immediately walk towards me with so much frustration on his eyes. I smiled fakely so that he will not worry about me. Earlier a meeting has been conducted by Mr. Woods and he announced that I
My life is not easy, yeah I know, maybe everyone is suffering too, it's not just me who face problems in this world. I smile everyday to show to everyone that everything is jus fine. I mean who wants to look so pathetic in front of the other? Of course no one unless you are doing it in purpose. But me, I will be forever thankful for all the things that I have in life. I don't want to ask for things that is not really for me, I just wish for the better not for something so abundant. I just want happiness and a peaceful life. I did not go home last night and it was already Monday morning and I am still here in the center. I woke up alone in the room and my jaw dropped when I I realized that Dad isn't around. He is not here in the room. I was too aggressive when I tried to check the every corner of the place. I called the nurse aggressively too. I am walking like a crazy woman in the hallway of the center to find Dad but I can't find him. The nurse around is already asking and helping
I am holding my head already out of frustration. They trace it until it reaches the exit that Dad used to leave the building. They reached the cameras in the area where staffs and other people parked their cars. Dad is there since two AM in the morning and I feel like I am going to explode and get crazy from the fact that it’s been five hours since he left the room and he is not yet here.After watching the whole footage we saw how my father walk together with a car so that the guards can’t see him and in fact even if he uses the right exit they will allow hom to go because he looks like just a visitor of the patient because he is not wearing a patients clothes anymore.I immediately shake my head as I run and left the building to find Dad. I am running with so much frustration. I just can’t process it. I can’t imagine what happened to him inside five hours and since he left the center.I don’t know where to start but I continued walking.I continued walking and even if I am too tire
I am sweating bullets and I am already losing hope. Justin is holding me and he is trying to cheer me up. I closed my eyes tightly as I took my hands from him. ''Don't worry, Kellah. I will help you on this. We will see your Dad and verything will be alright.'' Justin uttered and I tried to listen to him to atleast lessen the fear I am feeling towards my Dad's situation and condition right now. Justin hold both of my shoulder and even just for a moment I feel that someone is there for me. This is so tiring. I want to just sit here in the midle of this street and shout everything I am feeling right now. I want to shout why I need to suffer like this. I want to shout why Dad? I can lose everything just not him. I want to shout because it feels heavy here. It feels heavy here inside me. I told myself before that I will fight alone and solve it myself because this is my fight and this time I feel like I can't. ''Okay, let us use my car so that we can find your Dad faster.'' Justin
My body hurts and I don't have the energy while entering the building of the UZ bank. This is also the first time that I am checking my phone since yesterday I absent in my work. I need to go to work right now but I am still not feeling alright even if authorities assured me about my father. I am scared that if I won't find him myself I can't see him anymore. I am staring at my phone while I am inside the elevator. It was full of Rozieden's messages and missed calls. I feel guilty about it but with so much frustration and stressed about Dad and I didn't even notice my phone, and I think it's valid. It is valid that I should ignore him even just for this, this is more important than anything else. But how can I tell him? Ho can I tell him that I have a lot of problems. Dad is sick, he is missing and now I did not found him yet. I need to tell him about it so that i can focus on Dad without worrying about my job. If it is needed, I can quit here. Yes, I can just to focus for Dad.
While I am working, I have a lot of things in my mind. I can't focus and I always feel like I am floating. I can't understand this anymore. I put my palm to cover my face out of frustration. I don't think I can handle this any longer. After my work today I will print some pictures of Dad so that I can use it to find him in case people around that place have seen him. Maybe I should think for that first. I will focus on it first. I need to be strong. I do not have anyone for myself. In this world, you will be alone and no one is there for you to help yourself but only you. I need to take note of that. People will say that they will help you out. People say that they will be there for you but in t6imes of trouble, they are not there and all you have to do is cry and realized that we have nothing to lean on in our darkest days. No one will ever understand. I heaved a sigh and finally finish my work. I became energetic in the next hours of the day. Mr. Woods did not even call me even
I was crying the whole lunch time. It is just I can't stop it any more and I feel like I'm alone, I mean yes, I'm really alone in this fight and there's nothing else to rely on except myself. I am inside the bathroom and I did nothing but to cry and cry the whole lunch time, I am alone eating from my table. This is the first time again that me and Rozieden did not eat together at the lunch time. I feel like everyone betrayed me and even if I am not the type who do self pity but still I can't stop myself from feeling this way. Now, I am doubting it again. I am doubting telling Rozieden again. I am scared that he is not really into me that it will never be enough for him to understand me, to understand my situation and at the end he will be a someone who is nothing but a few chapters in my life but will never be the epilogue and the ending. I am so anxious about everything but still I finished my work even keep thinking about what is happening right now about Dad. What is he eating?
’That was Melden earlier. We are just eating lunch because she will having a piano lesson today.’’ He suddenly uttered.I was a bit shock since I didn’t expected that it was Melden.Now, let us ask too why is he telling me about it?‘’Awh, really? I didn’t recognized her maybe because she is facing you. She grew up so fast. I hope we can meet again.’’ I uttered casually so that he will already let me leave.‘’Yes you can if you didn’t left that fast earlier. I saw you, you eat there a while ago and when you saw us you were too fast and you left right away.’’ He answered and now a little bit annoyed.‘’You are really insisting that I am avoiding you, aren’t you? Aside from that I am used of eating so fast so why do you care about that, huh?’’ I sarcastically asked him.Last night when we met after the meeting he was so different and also earlier when he approached me and now I can already see the Rozieden where I am used of talking to, impatient and very bossy when he talks.‘’As far
I am facing my laptop when suddenly I received an email. I am so busy managing my budget for the building. As what Mr. Marforri said the permit will be out maybe next week and I already need to prepare to renovate the space and here I am planning it already. I am just lucky that Masha offered a help for the designers since she have friends when it comes in designing and I am thankful for that.I am also searching for workers that we need for the renovation, such painters and other workers who is involved in construction working.Next that I need to put in the list is the shops that we need to ask to provide all the things that is need in the restaurant such as chairs and tables and also for the themes so that the restaurant will have a good or nice ambience to create a good impression to the customers.Today is Wednesday and I read the email and it says that the permit will be out already in the Friday. The work will probably start In the Monday if I am already done gathering all the
I am facing myself in front of the mirror inside my room's bathroom. Is it worth it that I am still fighting until now. Is it worth it that instead of giving up yeras ago, I continued my life and didn't gave up. I am still here, I still ahve the energy but I am not sure if I still have the courage that I tried to burried inside me after all the tragedy that happened three years ago in my life. I am hoping and wishing that I can see and find the reasons again that I used before to continue. I am scared that I am losing it again. I am scared that I will be weak and fragile again. Three years ago it was not easy for me to survived. Three years ago I am so empty and nothing compared to who I am right now. I know I am not just the one who is experiencing these things too. for sure there are also people in this world who is always crying at night. People who are almost giving up on this life because they can't take it anymore but still they find reasons to live. Just like what I said
In the next coming days, I still need to wait for the permit. After that I will already start the renovation of the space, it will takes time and I need to be very handful about it after it happens. I need to be very focus about it too so that I can record all the expenses. I also need to hire another workers too for the renovation, cleaning and designing. I am too tired about last night. It was just a simple meeting and it made my eyes swollen like this. Well, who the hell even told me to cry hard like that after seeing that man after three years, huh? No one, no one and it was all my fault. I stopped drinking my coffee when suddenly my messenger started ringing and it was Masha who is calling me. It is a video call with her. I answered it immediately and place my phone in a pitcher so it will show my whole face while just drinking coffee at the same time. ‘’Kellah!’’ She greeted happily but her expression change immediately when she saw me. ‘’What happened to you, girl?’’ She a
Exact seven o’clock in the evening when I arrived to that expensive private restaurant that they sent as the address where the meeting should be held.There is nothing weir inside and just like how rich people usually interact with each other. I ask a crew for a booked meeting room and I showed her my ID and traced it. After it they show me the right room. It is indeed private. A crew opened the door for me and without hesitations I entered even if I am so freaking nervous about this. I am so freaking nervous for all the possibilities that might happen.I heaved a sigh when I saw two men sitting in a chair and in front of them is a table with foods and drinks that for sure so expensive just like how they look.I smiled to them and so they are to me. I can already see their faces clearly but no one looks like him to them. An old man smiled to me genuinely as he offers a seat to me.‘’Good evening young lady. I bet you are the owner of the ‘Pan de Restaurant.’” He uttered and I smiled t
My hands are shaking while drinking the coffee in my hand. Even once in the whole three years of my life, I didn’t expect this to happen. I mean, I am always thinking of him. He keeps running in my mind for almost three years of not seeing him. The only man that made me feel this way.But I am not sure yet if we will meet there. I am not sure yet if he will be there too but usually, three years ago he always do meetings personally.Dang, why am I even expecting too much? But is this just a coincidence that the lot’s owner wanted partnership for the building so that we will get a permit? But of course it is just a coincidence.I heaved a sigh and suddenly thought of doing something. Is it just fine if I will search him online? Is he still active on the business? But at the end I got tired of searching because his name isn’t appearing. Maybe social media isn’t his thing, even before, we just text each other and call.I shake my head at the end because I am here again thinking about him
Why the hell I didn’t notice that? Why didn’t I check where it came from? I am so dumb! I am so dumb!I screamed while running back and forth in my room. I am trying to cover my face and keep reading it again just to make sure that I am just mistaken but I am not! I am not! It’s real. It is really that bank.A partnership with that bank? A partnership with him?I am too stunned and just staring somewhere the whole night. I can’t still process it. It doesn’t want to sink in and I keep shaking my head.‘’No, this isn’t true. This isn’t true.’’ I muttered while biting the tip of my nails to stop myself from panicking too much.I can still remember the exact details before.How I watch his sorrowful eyes while I am leaving. My heart aches because of that memory. I am a terrible person for hurting someone like him. I am so selfish that time but I don’t regret it. It is painful, indeed but I’ve grown because of my choices in life. I learned too and those times with him will always have a sp
It took me three hours before I finally opened the email. I immediately read it while eating a sandwich for lunch. I parked my car near a gasoline station after I full tanked it. I am wearing a crop top sleeveless inside my gray blazer and a black pants partnered with a stilettos. I am leaning in the car like I don’t care about all the people passing the street. I remember what Toni said, my worker from the main branch. She said we need to settle a partnership from a bank? A bank? Seriously? Bank is too big to have a partnership with. It somehow reminds me of someone who is too grumpy and annoying but always managed how to communicate with investors and partnerships. I heaved a sigh after I finished reading the email. TO; Owner of the Pan de Restaurant branches. We are very open for partnership to fully and finally receive the permit in the City of -. We are asking for the presence of the owner for clarification and words from him/ her too. Thank you and we are expecting for yo
In the next days, I decided to assign someone to watch for the restaurant. I decided to move in the City to settle the paper that is need to settle. I am building a branch there, finally. At first, I am hesitating to build it in the City and I asked myself why. I ask myself for a reason and I just can’t find a valid one especially if Masha keeps pushing me to do it. ‘’You know what, just push it. Do it already and do not hesitate. It is not about the past, in fact it can be your way to heal yourself, girl. It’s for the business too.’’ She keeps motivating me and it always works to me. Masha is such a good friend to me. I met her one year ago and I really enjoy her company and kindness. ‘’Yeah, don’t worry. I already made up my mind so nothing can change it anymore. I forgot to read the email, I need to hang this call already, Masha.’’ I uttered and she just groaned from the other line and for sure she is already rolling her eyes if we are together now. She is busy for her son’s mov