Novels by Sinethxx

My breathing is so fast as I tried to run. I bite my lip when suddenly I stumble while running. How unlucky I am!I heaved a sigh when finally I can hear students from the other section. I can see that Clara is leading them.They tried to scare me in the front gate. The security guard isn't around so they are very brave to make fun of the students they wanted to bother. I am not scared but for sure it will takes a lot of time to argue with them. I am tired of this stuffs.I let a heavy sigh again as I slowly stand up.I think I really need to handle this.I rolled my eyes as I slowly faced them.The University is so quiet because it was still so early. Maybe they find it as an opportunity to attack students. These idiots!"So here comes the bossy and arrogant student who thinks that she is the most genius in the class." Clara uttered sarcastically while clapping.My eyes darted to her and I can't help but to show th

After that the class started already and just like the usual days I am the one who will be left in the room and eat alone in the lunch time.I don't feel bad about it, in fact I am happy about the idea of being alone. It doesn't make me sad at all."You are alone, again?"I slowly lifted my gaze in the room's door when I heard someone talking.I heaved a sigh when I saw Matt Stevans walking towards my direction. I saw him brushed his hair using his fingers.I glance at the door again and I saw his friends from the other section waiting for him.He gave them a sign and they immediately disappeared there.I decided to ignore him and continued eating.He position his self in the chair in front of me.. He is so freaking annoying.I know he is watching me but I am thinking about something more important right now.I wish I can find a part time job every Saturday so that I can help Alex for our expenses.Matt i

KkMy lips parted as I stared at the moon. I can feel my eyes twinkling too while being amaze about it's beauty.Looking at it lessen the pain inside of me. It feels like I am just fine, it feels like everything is okay and I don't have problems to think everyday.I swallowed the lump on my throat as I decided to enter the house already.It is cold and it is also making me numb for a while. I love how it feels because even just in a second, I feel like I am free for not being able to feel the painful reality.I am now tired of promises. I am now tired about how my life goes everyday. I am tired about everything.I heaved a sigh and grabbed my bag in the couch."Be early tomorrow, don't be late again at school." Said Alex, my twenty eight year old brother.Alex is the one who is taking care of me since our parents left us. I know it is hard for him that is why I am also doing my best to finish my study. I wanted to help him one day. I wanted hi

’That was Melden earlier. We are just eating lunch because she will having a piano lesson today.’’ He suddenly uttered.I was a bit shock since I didn’t expected that it was Melden.Now, let us ask too why is he telling me about it?‘’Awh, really? I didn’t recognized her maybe because she is facing you. She grew up so fast. I hope we can meet again.’’ I uttered casually so that he will already let me leave.‘’Yes you can if you didn’t left that fast earlier. I saw you, you eat there a while ago and when you saw us you were too fast and you left right away.’’ He answered and now a little bit annoyed.‘’You are really insisting that I am avoiding you, aren’t you? Aside from that I am used of eating so fast so why do you care about that, huh?’’ I sarcastically asked him.Last night when we met after the meeting he was so different and also earlier when he approached me and now I can already see the Rozieden where I am used of talking to, impatient and very bossy when he talks.‘’As far

I am facing my laptop when suddenly I received an email. I am so busy managing my budget for the building. As what Mr. Marforri said the permit will be out maybe next week and I already need to prepare to renovate the space and here I am planning it already. I am just lucky that Masha offered a help for the designers since she have friends when it comes in designing and I am thankful for that.I am also searching for workers that we need for the renovation, such painters and other workers who is involved in construction working.Next that I need to put in the list is the shops that we need to ask to provide all the things that is need in the restaurant such as chairs and tables and also for the themes so that the restaurant will have a good or nice ambience to create a good impression to the customers.Today is Wednesday and I read the email and it says that the permit will be out already in the Friday. The work will probably start In the Monday if I am already done gathering all the

I am facing myself in front of the mirror inside my room's bathroom. Is it worth it that I am still fighting until now. Is it worth it that instead of giving up yeras ago, I continued my life and didn't gave up. I am still here, I still ahve the energy but I am not sure if I still have the courage that I tried to burried inside me after all the tragedy that happened three years ago in my life. I am hoping and wishing that I can see and find the reasons again that I used before to continue. I am scared that I am losing it again. I am scared that I will be weak and fragile again. Three years ago it was not easy for me to survived. Three years ago I am so empty and nothing compared to who I am right now. I know I am not just the one who is experiencing these things too. for sure there are also people in this world who is always crying at night. People who are almost giving up on this life because they can't take it anymore but still they find reasons to live. Just like what I said

In the next coming days, I still need to wait for the permit. After that I will already start the renovation of the space, it will takes time and I need to be very handful about it after it happens. I need to be very focus about it too so that I can record all the expenses. I also need to hire another workers too for the renovation, cleaning and designing. I am too tired about last night. It was just a simple meeting and it made my eyes swollen like this. Well, who the hell even told me to cry hard like that after seeing that man after three years, huh? No one, no one and it was all my fault. I stopped drinking my coffee when suddenly my messenger started ringing and it was Masha who is calling me. It is a video call with her. I answered it immediately and place my phone in a pitcher so it will show my whole face while just drinking coffee at the same time. ‘’Kellah!’’ She greeted happily but her expression change immediately when she saw me. ‘’What happened to you, girl?’’ She a

Exact seven o’clock in the evening when I arrived to that expensive private restaurant that they sent as the address where the meeting should be held.There is nothing weir inside and just like how rich people usually interact with each other. I ask a crew for a booked meeting room and I showed her my ID and traced it. After it they show me the right room. It is indeed private. A crew opened the door for me and without hesitations I entered even if I am so freaking nervous about this. I am so freaking nervous for all the possibilities that might happen.I heaved a sigh when I saw two men sitting in a chair and in front of them is a table with foods and drinks that for sure so expensive just like how they look.I smiled to them and so they are to me. I can already see their faces clearly but no one looks like him to them. An old man smiled to me genuinely as he offers a seat to me.‘’Good evening young lady. I bet you are the owner of the ‘Pan de Restaurant.’” He uttered and I smiled t

My hands are shaking while drinking the coffee in my hand. Even once in the whole three years of my life, I didn’t expect this to happen. I mean, I am always thinking of him. He keeps running in my mind for almost three years of not seeing him. The only man that made me feel this way.But I am not sure yet if we will meet there. I am not sure yet if he will be there too but usually, three years ago he always do meetings personally.Dang, why am I even expecting too much? But is this just a coincidence that the lot’s owner wanted partnership for the building so that we will get a permit? But of course it is just a coincidence.I heaved a sigh and suddenly thought of doing something. Is it just fine if I will search him online? Is he still active on the business? But at the end I got tired of searching because his name isn’t appearing. Maybe social media isn’t his thing, even before, we just text each other and call.I shake my head at the end because I am here again thinking about him