49: I must have him

It was the intermittent searing pain I felt. My eyes slid open slowly and for a few seconds, I couldn't place where I was. It was as if my eyelids intensified my headache as it singed.

When my brain caught up with the fact that I was not in my bedroom. I was startled and gasped lightly. I cringed as my breath stank like rotten mangoes. What in the fucking hell happened to me? The unstable memories of the night came reeling in.

I remembered buying a six-pack at Felix's bar, and I didn't remember whether I even finished it. I was furious, angry at myself, and had stayed in my apartment all day, staring at the walls, berating myself for what I have become.

I didn't think twice before heading to the bar trying to drink the degree of pain inside me away.

I couldn't bear to watch the TV and see Kai with his supposed mate. Now she has been introduced as Luna, the saviour of Eden City but me?

Just the Alpha's ex-fuck buddy and a has-been limelight of Eden City. I kept downing each bottle as I