Love is a complex being. Something that not all of the human race can fully grasp. Alyssa Aveya, a girl controlled by her sister. Made into something she never wanted to be just to let her voice be heard. Her home life isn't the best either, with her mother and father always yelling and screaming at one another and her mom being a user isn't helping the situation either. Come along on this journey of self worth and destruction. ︎︎︎ Sneak peek: "You said you loved me enough to see past the flaws!" She yells at him. His eyes bore burning holes into her tender skin. In a split moment she finds herself pinned to the wall, lips moving in sync with his. Pushing him away she says "You can't always do this when we need to talk." "But you love me doing this." He says touching me in places where polite society would think outrageous. Making my brain go hazy, making me succumb to his will.
View More"Alyssa!" A piercing scream makes its way through the density of water and as I look up from my swim I'm met with two blazingly anger filled eyes.Her hands are scrunched up in two tight fists, clenching so tight that I'm afraid her skin might tear. The evident frown formed on her lips with the angry creases at the outer corners of her eyes is enough to frighten anyone. "Madison, what are you doing here?" I question, proud of myself for not stuttering over my words like I always used to do.I swim to the edge of the pool where Madison is located and pull my mass out of the water. Droplets of water run down every inch of my skin as I take off my swimming goggles. "How could you!" She screams once more. I'm shocked that she hasn't attracted enough attention for there to be a crowd around us yet, but non the less I can still feel the burning gazes of bystanders secretly observing the scene unrolling
Dear Alyssa This is the first note from me to you.Under the glistening stars and moonlight I sit deep in thought searching for the right words to pen down.I wish we could meet sooner, but patience is indeed the most valuable virtue. If you wish to know more find my next letter in between the two oak trees in Ryan's backyard. Be there a quarter before midnight.Yours sincerely ~Anonymous I look around me as I put away the note into a bag, hooked to the back of my locker. To no avail there's no one insight.Who would think to write me a note? But most importantly, why would they leave me another one at that hour and in Ryan's backyard?The mystery of this person is intriguing, yes indeed. Then again it can be Madison trying to get back at me. A heavy sigh leaves my lips as I take my bathing suit out of the locker to go and change in the bathroom.The door to the bathroom is ajar as I approach it, two female voices chatting away as I near the room.As I push the brown oak door ope
"Alyssa honey, come here." I hear my mom's command. Her voice seems to be coming from the living room. "I'll be right there." I say. "I'm just putting everything I used back in place." I place my ham and cheese sandwich on a plate and pour myself a tall glass of mango and orange juice. As I walk to the refrigerator with the bottle of juice in my hand Madison comes strutting into the kitchen. The grimness on her face makes our encounter less likely to be pleasant."Well well well, if it isn't little miss attention hawker." Madison says, her voice more cunning than usual. "I don't have time for this, Madison." I say as I open the fridge door and place the juice in the cabinet located on the door situated on the right, before I close it again."Alyssa, I told you to lay low. Not to dress for attention, but you did the exact opposite." She says as she steps closer as she throws her Gucci handbag on the dark marble island, situated in the centre of the kitchen."Madison, if you hadn't
"Alyssa, can you give me a ride home?" Dylan's voice drifts through the air coming from behind me.I come to a halt at the top of the stairs that leads the buzz of tired students to the student parking lot. "It's fine. I wanted to grab some food on the way home anyway." I say looking to my left where I meet the eyes of my best friend. Her hair blinds me as the sun rays hit her head, truly mesmerising. She always had the healthiest hair."We are going to Nando's, no room for debate. Portuguese chicken for the win and you better not go against me on this." Dylan says as she takes the lead going down the stairs in a rushed manner."You literally can't help yourself. You hear the word food and you're instantly in rush mode." I say letting out a laugh at how this headstrong woman just gets tunnel vision at the mention of grabbing something to eat."Less talking more walking Lyssa. That delectable flame grilled chicken isn't going to make its way to us on its own," Dylan says as we reach t
The sheer disgust dripping off of Madison's tone is enough to shatter my new found confidence into shards. A cold sheen layers her dark blue eyes, making them appear even more cunning and disapproving than ever before. The kindness that I once sawn in them is now nothing but a vivid memory of the faraway past."I'm s-so–" But before I can finish my sentence James Witherdale, mind you the most handsome guy in school, cuts me off mid speech."Like the new look. It suits you." James says while passing by. His voice is deep, but smooth as butter. "Thank you James. It's probably the summer glow still shining through." Madison replies. Looking back over his shoulder he says, "Not you, your sister." With that said he turns the corner of the hallway, leaving me behind with a fuming Madison."He did not just say that." Madison growls out in a low tone. The fact that my locker is located at the entrance of school doesn't help my situation, because that means most of the students have seen th
Love is a complex being. One that most would sell their all for to decipher, but in most cases their all isn't nearly enough to cover the cost of this delicate emotion that we all want to feel, understand, charish and give back to the one most deserving of being gifted by this godly given.All we want is something pure, something clean and untouched by our sinful hands, but that is as rare as chickens teething. Here in Castleburry, like in most places, you get the rich and the popular, the odd group in the middle, and lastly the poor and inable. That is the category society puts one in without signing up for it nor willingly agreeing to the fate of being labelled for the rest of your life or your stay here in Castleburry. I personally feel like those people putting each and everyone of us, all miserable people in some or other way, into labelled boxes to feel safe, because that is what life in high school taught them and whiteout the safe space of living within the restrictions of y
Love is a complex being. One that most would sell their all for to decipher, but in most cases their all isn't nearly enough to cover the cost of this delicate emotion that we all want to feel, understand, charish and give back to the one most deserving of being gifted by this godly given.All we want is something pure, something clean and untouched by our sinful hands, but that is as rare as chickens teething. Here in Castleburry, like in most places, you get the rich and the popular, the odd group in the middle, and lastly the poor and inable. That is the category society puts one in without signing up for it nor willingly agreeing to the fate of being labelled for the rest of your life or your stay here in Castleburry. I personally feel like those people putting each and everyone of us, all miserable people in some or other way, into labelled boxes to feel safe, because that is what life in high school taught them and whiteout the safe space of living within the restrictions of y...
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