— TOBIAS —
I notice her watching me as I drive, and the thought sends my heart racing at an unexplainable pace. Even though I could easily ask my assistant to fetch me coffee from the office, I don’t want her to leave just yet. Having her around feels comforting amidst my almost chaotic world. “In this world of chaos, you are my peace.” Anna’s words echo in my mind. She had lied. Marrying her turned out to be the complete opposite, and suddenly, Renee felt like a breath of fresh air. I don’t want to become the cliché husband who cheats on his wife, but perhaps Renee and I could build something devoid of romance. Maybe a friendship or mere companionship; she seems easy to talk to. I pull the car up in front of Starbucks. I get out first, but she’s already stepping out before I can hold the door for her, so we walk in together. As we reach the entrance, I feel her grip on my suit jacket. She gradually releases me when I look her way, a flicker of hesitation in her eyes. “I think we should just get our coffee and leave. I don’t want to cause you any trouble,” she mutters. “I can handle that. You shouldn’t be bothered,” I find myself saying, trying to persuade her. Why am I trying to convince her? Normally, I wouldn’t care what someone thought about something as trivial as coffee, but with her, it’s different. “I know, but we both have work. Maybe we can sit down for coffee another time?” I sigh, not wanting to push her further and respecting her boundaries. Her words are like a wake-up call: I’m married, my wife is angry with me, and I’m angry at her. Having coffee with my maid doesn’t seem appropriate, even if Anna has never been the ideal wife. I step inside to order our coffee, with Renee following behind, her hands tucked deep into her pockets. “What would you like?” I ask as we reach the counter. “A cappuccino would be nice.” She flashes a brief smile, and I place the order, opting for black coffee myself. I even pay extra for croissants, her eyes fixed on me the entire time. Despite knowing that half the people in the café are staring and whispering, the look on her face as she watches me intrigues me in the most alluring way. I turn to hand Renee her coffee and croissants before heading for the door. I glance at her hands, and an odd thought crosses my mind: I want to hold them. I shake it off, but in a flash, as I look up, I feel someone collide with my chest, hot liquid spilling onto my shirt. I look down to see a middle-aged blonde woman staring at me, her mouth agape. Renee freezes as well, and I take a few steps back, wiping some coffee from my eyes. “Oh my... I’m so sorry!” The woman begins to apologize, her hands reaching out to me. I barely process her words before I feel her arms wrap around my neck, dragging my face down to plant a sloppy kiss on my lips. I push her away immediately, a scene forming around us, and my heart races as I spit out the taste of her lips and wipe the remnants of her lipstick from my mouth. “What is wrong with you?” I frantically yell. “I... um —” Renee cuts in, throwing her cappuccino in the woman’s face, causing the crowd to gasp in shock. “You wench!” the woman growls, and soon, Renee lunges at her. Both women squeal, grunt, and scream as they wrestle on the tiled floor. “Renee, let her go. It’s fine!” I attempt to intervene, but she doesn’t hear me. She’s on top of the woman now, delivering punches fiercely. I can’t believe she’s fighting for me; it’s oddly satisfying to watch, but I can’t let her get hurt. People are already filming the altercation, and I quickly grab her by the underarms, pulling her away. She’s panting heavily, kicking her legs as she struggles against my grip. “B*tch, keep your slutty lips away from him!” the woman hisses. I part my lips to reassure her, but the woman is now breathing raspily, her energy fading, and someone in the crowd shouts, “Blood!” I feel a chill run through my body as I see blood trickling from her head onto the floor tiles. Oh dear. *** I can’t count how many times I’ve asked her to calm down. She’s too adorable when she’s angry. Her cheeks are flushed, lower lip protruding, brows furrowed, and she’s chewing on her nails as she paces back and forth in the police cell. We were arrested, despite explaining that I was assaulted and Renee acted in self-defense. I’m not exactly a popular figure, unlike the rest of my family, so here we are, stuck together behind bars. It’s nearly 9 PM when I’m finally allowed to call Anna. “I knew she was trouble!” she yells the second I explain the situation. “She was only trying to defend me,” I reply with a sigh. “Are you coming or not?” I shift the topic. “Hold on... is this some method you’re using to skip the family dinner, huh?” “I don’t have time for this. It’s the police station near Starbucks. I’ll see you soon, or better yet, send someone.” I grit my teeth, trying to keep my tone calm yet assertive. I end the call before she can respond and immediately regret reaching out to her instead of someone else. Renee finally sits on the chair adjacent to the small cot meant for us. “I’m sorry... really,” she mutters under her breath. I slowly remove my suit jacket, watching as her eyes follow my arms. An odd warmth spreads through my chest. She’s beautiful, no denying it, and those captivating eyes make it hard to focus. “It’s okay. I’ll deal with this when we get out,” I assure her, settling onto the cot, loosening my tie and adjusting my waistcoat. “Thank you,” I add after a few moments of silence. “For what?” “What you did back there. I’ve never really had anyone stand up for me before.” She chuckles lightly. “It’s nothing. You have bodyguards, remember? They protect you and all.” “They do that because it’s their job. What you did felt genuine.” I smile. “Was it really... genuine?” “Absolutely. You stood up for me before, and that meant a lot. Thank you.” Her smile brightens the dim space. I find myself staring at her lips, wondering how they would feel against mine—how she would taste. The thought is intoxicating, and I suddenly feel like a pervert. She makes me feel that way with her impeccably beautiful face. “You’re welcome,” I grin back, letting my gaze drift to a bruise on her knuckles. I rush toward her, squatting in front of her to examine her injured hands. “What happened here?” I ask, urgency creeping into my voice. She looks deeply into my eyes for a moment, then blinks rapidly. “It’s nothing... just stuff from the fight.” “We’ll get you some medicine as soon as we get out, okay?” “Yes...” she responds, her gaze still locked on mine. My heart races as my eyes drift back to her plump, slightly parted lips, as if inviting me to lean in. It feels as though she’s thinking the same thing. She shifts in her chair, inching closer, searching my gaze for confirmation. My eyes betray me, and slowly, we close the distance between us. The fact that I shouldn’t do this is pushed to the back of my mind; I need this moment. Our lips brush against each other, breaths intertwining, just as the cell door swings open. “You can go.”TRIGGER WARNING [MENTIONS OF DEATH]—GIANNA—I'm sick. I know that. Whatever disease I've got I have no clue, but being sick in the head would certainly explain why I’m putting on my makeup while my shitty boyfriend's corpse lies on top of his mistress's dead body.The smell of blood filled my one-room apartment, their clothes scattered all over the bedroom, and my gun was neatly arranged in his hands, artfully staging the scene while I finished my makeup.I never really liked Aaron. I got him last year as a plaything, probably because I was a sexually starved, traumatized woman—or maybe I just liked the idea of having a boyfriend as an accessory. Maybe it was both. Last I checked, he was supposed to stay loyal and not divert every single penny I worked so damn hard for into his personal account, take ownership of my house behind my back, and, worst of all, blow my money on the whore I caught him with.I helped them meet the Lord with a bullet through each of their heads. Lovers dying
❛Tell me something girl, are you happy in this modern world? Or do you need more? Is there something else you're searching for? ❜ — Bradley Cooper/Shallow. ***I could easily attribute my feelings to the alcohol, but the coldness in his eyes as he pushed me away gently told a different story.“Get off.” He said.At first, I pretended that I didn't hear and rubbed my butt gently against him. Stifling a groan, he held my wrists firmly. “Get off of me,” Tobias repeated through gritted teeth.As much as I would rather drop dead than admit this, Stacy was right. My pride was on the line. People see strippers as if they have no dignity, and they're right. I had no dignity left, but I still had my pride intact.“Fine.” I snapped, getting off him.“You can leave,” he added softly. Even if he was being mean, his voice still sounded intoxicatingly good.“No, I’m not leaving,” I retorted, grabbing his half-drunk glass and gulping it down before plopping into the chair op
— T O B I A S — ❛I’mma treat you right tonight; let's make this last forever❜ — Gnash/Lights Down Low. *** From the moment she walked through that door, I sensed she could bring trouble. Gianna was strikingly beautiful, her features delicate and innocent peeking out from behind her mask, yet her aura and personality were anything but. I was particularly intrigued by her defiance when I asked her to leave; it seemed she had more tricks up her sleeve than I could ever imagine. Listening to her share her story, I felt nothing but admiration for how far she’d come and how strong she had become in this cruel world. It felt like the only thing I wanted was to stay beside this resilient woman who masked her pain so well. I had an overwhelming urge to take care of her, to protect her from any harm. Sometimes, even the strongest soldiers need help. My friends Kim and Elis dragged me out tonight; I had come primarily to drink away my worries and annoyances about my grandmother sti
❛I had all and then most of you, some and now, none of you; take me back to the night we met❜ — The Night We Met/ Lord Huron.— T O B I A S—“Fuck.”I cursed, hurling my phone against the wall in frustration. A week had passed since I last saw Gianna, and all my attempts to locate her had been in vain. I had managed to get her home address from her boss, only to discover that it was now part of a murder investigation—she hadn't been joking when she said she killed her boyfriend and his mistress. But right now, that wasn’t my primary concern. I was married, and even though the memories of that night were hazy, I just had to find her.The very fact that I had already tied myself to her provoked my family, and the news of my wife’s impending visit turned them against her, labeling her a rude ‘nobody.’ I nearly broke my uncle's jaw in a fit of rage but managed to keep my composure. The fact that they didn't know her did not diminish her significance in their twisted view of the world. No
ONE YEAR LATER.—GIANNA (RENEE)—I yawned slightly, attempting to turn, only to be restrained by a man's hands on my waist. My eyes widened. “Shit. Shit. Shit!” I cursed, hurriedly buttoning my shirt and searching for my shoes. When I couldn't locate them, I stepped out barefoot, draping his coat over my body for modesty.After a few minutes of searching, I finally found a taxi and jumped in, struggling to organize my racing thoughts. I ran my fingers through my hair, my mind drifting back to him. I couldn't just leave him without an explanation—not after everything we'd been through. He didn't deserve that, and deep down, I knew I wanted him.“Turn around,” I instructed the taxi driver.“Huh?”“Take me back to where you picked me up,” I clarified.“You’ll still pay me, right?” “Yeah, yeah, just go!” I rolled my eyes, nibbling on my fingers in agitation.The driver shifted the car into reverse, but in an instant, from the corner of my eye, I spotted a truck barreling toward us. Boom!
— GIANNA (RENEE) —Fifty million was a significant amount for me; I needed the money without a doubt, and I yearned for my freedom. I accepted the deal without hesitation, rendering Carl's attempts to alter the narrative useless.The memory of him cornering me, my back pressed against the wall, was bitter to recall. He had tried to kiss me, and I slapped him twice. That explained his frown and why he turned down Sergio's request to escort me to Tobias' house for the interview.The car that had brought me pulled up in front of a large, modern chateau that matched Tobias' aesthetics.It was challenging to read him. From my research, he was extremely private and uptight. The news of his anniversary a few weeks ago had come as a shock to everyone, and within hours, it had vanished as if it were an error. The underground cyber team of the Abyss had that information up their sleeves, making access relatively easy.His wife, Gianna Whitlock. The name sounded familiar—too familiar—but I brush
— TOBIAS—I adjust my tie before slipping on my wristwatch. Anna is still asleep, turning with a loud yawn, so I decide against waking her. I put on my suit jacket, grab my suitcase, and leave the room.“You're leaving?” Her voice makes me pause, and I turn to look at her.“Yes, I’ll see you when I get back.” I smile at her.“Good luck.” She groans and pulls the duvet over her face.I take my leave, not bothering to initiate conversation or kiss her cheek. We weren't that lovey-dovey couple, anyway. She often complained about my distance.Over the past year, I wouldn’t say I regret marrying her, but I can’t deny it hasn’t been what I hoped it would be after that first day. Flash marriages aren't something I’d recommend, especially if your wife is intent on changing her entire personality to please you.We lived more like strangers, and I supported her in launching a clothing line just to keep her busy, preventing her from wasting her years on a marriage where I’m hardly present.My mi
— TOBIAS —I decide to step outside for a short drive to clear my head. The clanking of plates from the dining table catches my attention, and I see Renee setting it up.My heart skips a beat, despite the anger bubbling in my chest. She’s dressed up now, still alluring; her lips are pursed as she completes her task.I quickly look away from her, turning to leave.“Mr. Whitlock?” Renee calls, her faint Spanish accent making my surname sound almost thrilling.“Yes? Umm…”“Renee,” she supplies, though I feign forgetfulness. “Dinner’s ready, Mr. Whitlock.” She gestures to the table.I nod slowly. “You can call Mrs. Whitlock; I’m not hungry,” I say, hoping to end this interaction.She frowns slightly. “Mrs. Whitlock already had dinner and asked me to prepare this for you.”“Oh. Well, I’m not hungry. You can clear the table and toss it away,” I reply dismissively, eager to escape. Her eyes make me feel vulnerable, and my instincts urge me to grab her and kiss her. I sound like a jerk.Renee
— TOBIAS —I notice her watching me as I drive, and the thought sends my heart racing at an unexplainable pace. Even though I could easily ask my assistant to fetch me coffee from the office, I don’t want her to leave just yet. Having her around feels comforting amidst my almost chaotic world.“In this world of chaos, you are my peace.” Anna’s words echo in my mind. She had lied. Marrying her turned out to be the complete opposite, and suddenly, Renee felt like a breath of fresh air.I don’t want to become the cliché husband who cheats on his wife, but perhaps Renee and I could build something devoid of romance. Maybe a friendship or mere companionship; she seems easy to talk to.I pull the car up in front of Starbucks. I get out first, but she’s already stepping out before I can hold the door for her, so we walk in together. As we reach the entrance, I feel her grip on my suit jacket. She gradually releases me when I look her way, a flicker of hesitation in her eyes.“I think we shou
— GIANNA (RENEE) —I’m trying to stay calm, taking deep breaths like I did this morning when I first saw him. Pictures hardly did him justice—he’s a walking masterpiece, as though sculpted for a world more elegant than this one. He makes me sound poetic, which I’m not, but it’s his fault—his voice is deep and velvety, soaked in an intoxicating British accent, laced with effortless charm.I came here to seduce him, to control the situation. But at this rate, he might as well be the one doing the seducing. The turquoise of his eyes is a striking contrast to his sharply defined features, like some forbidden god descended to earth. And worse, there’s something familiar about him—his voice, his presence. But that must be my mind playing cruel tricks on me. Right?When he commented on my outfit earlier, the urge to grab a handful of his perfectly styled hair and remind him who he was talking to was overwhelming. But no, I can’t risk showing my hand. The plan demands subtlety, and until I fi
— TOBIAS —I decide to step outside for a short drive to clear my head. The clanking of plates from the dining table catches my attention, and I see Renee setting it up.My heart skips a beat, despite the anger bubbling in my chest. She’s dressed up now, still alluring; her lips are pursed as she completes her task.I quickly look away from her, turning to leave.“Mr. Whitlock?” Renee calls, her faint Spanish accent making my surname sound almost thrilling.“Yes? Umm…”“Renee,” she supplies, though I feign forgetfulness. “Dinner’s ready, Mr. Whitlock.” She gestures to the table.I nod slowly. “You can call Mrs. Whitlock; I’m not hungry,” I say, hoping to end this interaction.She frowns slightly. “Mrs. Whitlock already had dinner and asked me to prepare this for you.”“Oh. Well, I’m not hungry. You can clear the table and toss it away,” I reply dismissively, eager to escape. Her eyes make me feel vulnerable, and my instincts urge me to grab her and kiss her. I sound like a jerk.Renee
— TOBIAS—I adjust my tie before slipping on my wristwatch. Anna is still asleep, turning with a loud yawn, so I decide against waking her. I put on my suit jacket, grab my suitcase, and leave the room.“You're leaving?” Her voice makes me pause, and I turn to look at her.“Yes, I’ll see you when I get back.” I smile at her.“Good luck.” She groans and pulls the duvet over her face.I take my leave, not bothering to initiate conversation or kiss her cheek. We weren't that lovey-dovey couple, anyway. She often complained about my distance.Over the past year, I wouldn’t say I regret marrying her, but I can’t deny it hasn’t been what I hoped it would be after that first day. Flash marriages aren't something I’d recommend, especially if your wife is intent on changing her entire personality to please you.We lived more like strangers, and I supported her in launching a clothing line just to keep her busy, preventing her from wasting her years on a marriage where I’m hardly present.My mi
— GIANNA (RENEE) —Fifty million was a significant amount for me; I needed the money without a doubt, and I yearned for my freedom. I accepted the deal without hesitation, rendering Carl's attempts to alter the narrative useless.The memory of him cornering me, my back pressed against the wall, was bitter to recall. He had tried to kiss me, and I slapped him twice. That explained his frown and why he turned down Sergio's request to escort me to Tobias' house for the interview.The car that had brought me pulled up in front of a large, modern chateau that matched Tobias' aesthetics.It was challenging to read him. From my research, he was extremely private and uptight. The news of his anniversary a few weeks ago had come as a shock to everyone, and within hours, it had vanished as if it were an error. The underground cyber team of the Abyss had that information up their sleeves, making access relatively easy.His wife, Gianna Whitlock. The name sounded familiar—too familiar—but I brush
ONE YEAR LATER.—GIANNA (RENEE)—I yawned slightly, attempting to turn, only to be restrained by a man's hands on my waist. My eyes widened. “Shit. Shit. Shit!” I cursed, hurriedly buttoning my shirt and searching for my shoes. When I couldn't locate them, I stepped out barefoot, draping his coat over my body for modesty.After a few minutes of searching, I finally found a taxi and jumped in, struggling to organize my racing thoughts. I ran my fingers through my hair, my mind drifting back to him. I couldn't just leave him without an explanation—not after everything we'd been through. He didn't deserve that, and deep down, I knew I wanted him.“Turn around,” I instructed the taxi driver.“Huh?”“Take me back to where you picked me up,” I clarified.“You’ll still pay me, right?” “Yeah, yeah, just go!” I rolled my eyes, nibbling on my fingers in agitation.The driver shifted the car into reverse, but in an instant, from the corner of my eye, I spotted a truck barreling toward us. Boom!
❛I had all and then most of you, some and now, none of you; take me back to the night we met❜ — The Night We Met/ Lord Huron.— T O B I A S—“Fuck.”I cursed, hurling my phone against the wall in frustration. A week had passed since I last saw Gianna, and all my attempts to locate her had been in vain. I had managed to get her home address from her boss, only to discover that it was now part of a murder investigation—she hadn't been joking when she said she killed her boyfriend and his mistress. But right now, that wasn’t my primary concern. I was married, and even though the memories of that night were hazy, I just had to find her.The very fact that I had already tied myself to her provoked my family, and the news of my wife’s impending visit turned them against her, labeling her a rude ‘nobody.’ I nearly broke my uncle's jaw in a fit of rage but managed to keep my composure. The fact that they didn't know her did not diminish her significance in their twisted view of the world. No
— T O B I A S — ❛I’mma treat you right tonight; let's make this last forever❜ — Gnash/Lights Down Low. *** From the moment she walked through that door, I sensed she could bring trouble. Gianna was strikingly beautiful, her features delicate and innocent peeking out from behind her mask, yet her aura and personality were anything but. I was particularly intrigued by her defiance when I asked her to leave; it seemed she had more tricks up her sleeve than I could ever imagine. Listening to her share her story, I felt nothing but admiration for how far she’d come and how strong she had become in this cruel world. It felt like the only thing I wanted was to stay beside this resilient woman who masked her pain so well. I had an overwhelming urge to take care of her, to protect her from any harm. Sometimes, even the strongest soldiers need help. My friends Kim and Elis dragged me out tonight; I had come primarily to drink away my worries and annoyances about my grandmother sti
❛Tell me something girl, are you happy in this modern world? Or do you need more? Is there something else you're searching for? ❜ — Bradley Cooper/Shallow. ***I could easily attribute my feelings to the alcohol, but the coldness in his eyes as he pushed me away gently told a different story.“Get off.” He said.At first, I pretended that I didn't hear and rubbed my butt gently against him. Stifling a groan, he held my wrists firmly. “Get off of me,” Tobias repeated through gritted teeth.As much as I would rather drop dead than admit this, Stacy was right. My pride was on the line. People see strippers as if they have no dignity, and they're right. I had no dignity left, but I still had my pride intact.“Fine.” I snapped, getting off him.“You can leave,” he added softly. Even if he was being mean, his voice still sounded intoxicatingly good.“No, I’m not leaving,” I retorted, grabbing his half-drunk glass and gulping it down before plopping into the chair op