ONE YEAR LATER.
—GIANNA (RENEE)— I yawned slightly, attempting to turn, only to be restrained by a man's hands on my waist. My eyes widened. “Shit. Shit. Shit!” I cursed, hurriedly buttoning my shirt and searching for my shoes. When I couldn't locate them, I stepped out barefoot, draping his coat over my body for modesty. After a few minutes of searching, I finally found a taxi and jumped in, struggling to organize my racing thoughts. I ran my fingers through my hair, my mind drifting back to him. I couldn't just leave him without an explanation—not after everything we'd been through. He didn't deserve that, and deep down, I knew I wanted him. “Turn around,” I instructed the taxi driver. “Huh?” “Take me back to where you picked me up,” I clarified. “You’ll still pay me, right?” “Yeah, yeah, just go!” I rolled my eyes, nibbling on my fingers in agitation. The driver shifted the car into reverse, but in an instant, from the corner of my eye, I spotted a truck barreling toward us. Boom! The crash was deafening, sending us off the bridge into darkness. --- I jolted awake, panting heavily as I surveyed my room. The windows were open, and the air conditioner was on, yet I was drenched in sweat. Rubbing my forehead, I slid down from the bed just as a knock sounded on the door. “Renee, it’s Carl.” I quickly slipped on my robe, wrapping it tightly around myself before opening the door. Carl stood there, smiling at me. “Good morning, beautiful.” “What’s up?” I asked, stifling another yawn. “Sergio wants to see you.” “I’ll be down shortly,” I replied. “It’s urgent. He wants to see you now.” “Fine.” I sighed, defeated, and slipped on a pair of slides. “Let’s go.” I stepped out of the room, and Carl led me toward Sergio's office. As we walked, my thoughts drifted back to the nightmare I'd just endured. “Carl?” I called, and he turned to me as we entered the elevator. “Is something wrong, cara mia?” “I think I was married before,” I confessed, spilling my thoughts. Carl chuckled. “You were a stripper. Who would marry a stripper?” “Care to explain that?” I frowned, and I could see the realization flicker in his eyes. “Hey, I’m sorry— it just doesn’t sit well with me. The idea of you being married.” “Well, my nightmares about the accident keep coming back, and each time it’s different. This time, someone called me his wife. He’s the same man I was with in the car just before I jumped in that taxi.” “Did you see him clearly?” “No, it’s still blurry,” I sighed. “Look, Renee, don’t stress about it. Your memories will resurface soon. If you were married, your husband would have come looking for you by now. It’s been a year; he’s probably moved on.” “Yeah, right.” I responded, reluctant to discuss it further, especially since Carl wouldn’t be of any help. It was foolish of me to think someone would have married me after I had just learned about my job as a stripper a year ago. Maybe I was just losing my grip on reality, picturing things that never existed. When we arrived at the office, Sergio was sitting with his legs crossed atop the table, puffing on his pipe. He flashed a broad smile upon seeing me. “Good morning, princess.” “Good morning, Gio,” I replied, pulling out the chair in front of him and taking a seat while Carl positioned himself beside him as his right-hand man. “I have something I want you to do for me,” Sergio began, exhaling a cloud of smoke that filled the room with a faint smell of marijuana. “Sure, go ahead,” I urged, adjusting my sitting position. Since Sergio and his associates had rescued me from that accident, I had pledged my loyalty to him. Instead of stripping, he’d offered me a job as an assassin under Abyss—his mafia organization. I had been doing well, hoping my memories would return soon, so I could understand where I stood. It was clear I wasn’t married, so maybe, just maybe, I had a family that wanted me. “Tobias Whitlock just announced his marriage two weeks ago,” he informed me. I knew Tobias was his half-brother. Sergio was an illegitimate child and harbored deep resentment for reasons that ran deep. Tobias had taken everything from him and earned the title of the most favored child. His mother had forced their father to cut Sergio off financially when she became pregnant with Tobias. Despite being the youngest of the Whitlock brothers, Tobias had the chance to go to college while Sergio had not, and now he had inherited the family’s construction company after building his own. That was more than enough reason to raid his house and eliminate him. But Sergio had bigger plans in mind. “His wife is looking for a maid. I want you to apply for the job.” My eyes widened in shock. “What? Why?” Even if he wanted to kick me out, a respectable job would be better than that miserable life. “We need to gather dirt on Tobias. From the looks of it, an affair is the quickest way to trap him.” “An affair?” Sergio smirked, rising to his feet. “Yes, an affair. You’re going to seduce Tobias Whitlock.” “Hell no, Renee hasn't fully recovered, boss.” “Leave that to me to decide, Carl. Keep your feelings out of this.” Sergio snapped, and Carl grunted, turning away. I wasn’t surprised that Carl had feelings for me; he made it abundantly clear. My main concern was this new assignment. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself. “What makes you so sure she can handle this whole seduction thing?” Carl interjected, and I wished he would just be quiet. I didn’t need to defend myself. Sergio laughed before looking at me. “The girl is a knockout. Just being in her presence gets me revved up. Tobias won’t know what hit him.” I rolled my eyes at his crass comment. I could handle the seduction, but the idea of posing as a maid didn’t sit well with me. “Why do I have to act like a maid? How long is this going to take?” “Just three months, and it’s the only vacant position I can use to slip you in. Just endure it; you’ll be rewarded handsomely.” “How much?” “Fifty million. You can pay off your debt to me for saving your life. Think about it—” “I’m in.”— GIANNA (RENEE) —Fifty million was a significant amount for me; I needed the money without a doubt, and I yearned for my freedom. I accepted the deal without hesitation, rendering Carl's attempts to alter the narrative useless.The memory of him cornering me, my back pressed against the wall, was bitter to recall. He had tried to kiss me, and I slapped him twice. That explained his frown and why he turned down Sergio's request to escort me to Tobias' house for the interview.The car that had brought me pulled up in front of a large, modern chateau that matched Tobias' aesthetics.It was challenging to read him. From my research, he was extremely private and uptight. The news of his anniversary a few weeks ago had come as a shock to everyone, and within hours, it had vanished as if it were an error. The underground cyber team of the Abyss had that information up their sleeves, making access relatively easy.His wife, Gianna Whitlock. The name sounded familiar—too familiar—but I brush
— TOBIAS—I adjust my tie before slipping on my wristwatch. Anna is still asleep, turning with a loud yawn, so I decide against waking her. I put on my suit jacket, grab my suitcase, and leave the room.“You're leaving?” Her voice makes me pause, and I turn to look at her.“Yes, I’ll see you when I get back.” I smile at her.“Good luck.” She groans and pulls the duvet over her face.I take my leave, not bothering to initiate conversation or kiss her cheek. We weren't that lovey-dovey couple, anyway. She often complained about my distance.Over the past year, I wouldn’t say I regret marrying her, but I can’t deny it hasn’t been what I hoped it would be after that first day. Flash marriages aren't something I’d recommend, especially if your wife is intent on changing her entire personality to please you.We lived more like strangers, and I supported her in launching a clothing line just to keep her busy, preventing her from wasting her years on a marriage where I’m hardly present.My mi
TRIGGER WARNING [MENTIONS OF DEATH]—GIANNA—I'm sick. I know that. Whatever disease I've got I have no clue, but being sick in the head would certainly explain why I’m putting on my makeup while my shitty boyfriend's corpse lies on top of his mistress's dead body.The smell of blood filled my one-room apartment, their clothes scattered all over the bedroom, and my gun was neatly arranged in his hands, artfully staging the scene while I finished my makeup.I never really liked Aaron. I got him last year as a plaything, probably because I was a sexually starved, traumatized woman—or maybe I just liked the idea of having a boyfriend as an accessory. Maybe it was both. Last I checked, he was supposed to stay loyal and not divert every single penny I worked so damn hard for into his personal account, take ownership of my house behind my back, and, worst of all, blow my money on the whore I caught him with.I helped them meet the Lord with a bullet through each of their heads. Lovers dying
❛Tell me something girl, are you happy in this modern world? Or do you need more? Is there something else you're searching for? ❜ — Bradley Cooper/Shallow. ***I could easily attribute my feelings to the alcohol, but the coldness in his eyes as he pushed me away gently told a different story.“Get off.” He said.At first, I pretended that I didn't hear and rubbed my butt gently against him. Stifling a groan, he held my wrists firmly. “Get off of me,” Tobias repeated through gritted teeth.As much as I would rather drop dead than admit this, Stacy was right. My pride was on the line. People see strippers as if they have no dignity, and they're right. I had no dignity left, but I still had my pride intact.“Fine.” I snapped, getting off him.“You can leave,” he added softly. Even if he was being mean, his voice still sounded intoxicatingly good.“No, I’m not leaving,” I retorted, grabbing his half-drunk glass and gulping it down before plopping into the chair op
— T O B I A S — ❛I’mma treat you right tonight; let's make this last forever❜ — Gnash/Lights Down Low. *** From the moment she walked through that door, I sensed she could bring trouble. Gianna was strikingly beautiful, her features delicate and innocent peeking out from behind her mask, yet her aura and personality were anything but. I was particularly intrigued by her defiance when I asked her to leave; it seemed she had more tricks up her sleeve than I could ever imagine. Listening to her share her story, I felt nothing but admiration for how far she’d come and how strong she had become in this cruel world. It felt like the only thing I wanted was to stay beside this resilient woman who masked her pain so well. I had an overwhelming urge to take care of her, to protect her from any harm. Sometimes, even the strongest soldiers need help. My friends Kim and Elis dragged me out tonight; I had come primarily to drink away my worries and annoyances about my grandmother sti
❛I had all and then most of you, some and now, none of you; take me back to the night we met❜ — The Night We Met/ Lord Huron.— T O B I A S—“Fuck.”I cursed, hurling my phone against the wall in frustration. A week had passed since I last saw Gianna, and all my attempts to locate her had been in vain. I had managed to get her home address from her boss, only to discover that it was now part of a murder investigation—she hadn't been joking when she said she killed her boyfriend and his mistress. But right now, that wasn’t my primary concern. I was married, and even though the memories of that night were hazy, I just had to find her.The very fact that I had already tied myself to her provoked my family, and the news of my wife’s impending visit turned them against her, labeling her a rude ‘nobody.’ I nearly broke my uncle's jaw in a fit of rage but managed to keep my composure. The fact that they didn't know her did not diminish her significance in their twisted view of the world. No
— TOBIAS—I adjust my tie before slipping on my wristwatch. Anna is still asleep, turning with a loud yawn, so I decide against waking her. I put on my suit jacket, grab my suitcase, and leave the room.“You're leaving?” Her voice makes me pause, and I turn to look at her.“Yes, I’ll see you when I get back.” I smile at her.“Good luck.” She groans and pulls the duvet over her face.I take my leave, not bothering to initiate conversation or kiss her cheek. We weren't that lovey-dovey couple, anyway. She often complained about my distance.Over the past year, I wouldn’t say I regret marrying her, but I can’t deny it hasn’t been what I hoped it would be after that first day. Flash marriages aren't something I’d recommend, especially if your wife is intent on changing her entire personality to please you.We lived more like strangers, and I supported her in launching a clothing line just to keep her busy, preventing her from wasting her years on a marriage where I’m hardly present.My mi
— GIANNA (RENEE) —Fifty million was a significant amount for me; I needed the money without a doubt, and I yearned for my freedom. I accepted the deal without hesitation, rendering Carl's attempts to alter the narrative useless.The memory of him cornering me, my back pressed against the wall, was bitter to recall. He had tried to kiss me, and I slapped him twice. That explained his frown and why he turned down Sergio's request to escort me to Tobias' house for the interview.The car that had brought me pulled up in front of a large, modern chateau that matched Tobias' aesthetics.It was challenging to read him. From my research, he was extremely private and uptight. The news of his anniversary a few weeks ago had come as a shock to everyone, and within hours, it had vanished as if it were an error. The underground cyber team of the Abyss had that information up their sleeves, making access relatively easy.His wife, Gianna Whitlock. The name sounded familiar—too familiar—but I brush
ONE YEAR LATER.—GIANNA (RENEE)—I yawned slightly, attempting to turn, only to be restrained by a man's hands on my waist. My eyes widened. “Shit. Shit. Shit!” I cursed, hurriedly buttoning my shirt and searching for my shoes. When I couldn't locate them, I stepped out barefoot, draping his coat over my body for modesty.After a few minutes of searching, I finally found a taxi and jumped in, struggling to organize my racing thoughts. I ran my fingers through my hair, my mind drifting back to him. I couldn't just leave him without an explanation—not after everything we'd been through. He didn't deserve that, and deep down, I knew I wanted him.“Turn around,” I instructed the taxi driver.“Huh?”“Take me back to where you picked me up,” I clarified.“You’ll still pay me, right?” “Yeah, yeah, just go!” I rolled my eyes, nibbling on my fingers in agitation.The driver shifted the car into reverse, but in an instant, from the corner of my eye, I spotted a truck barreling toward us. Boom!
❛I had all and then most of you, some and now, none of you; take me back to the night we met❜ — The Night We Met/ Lord Huron.— T O B I A S—“Fuck.”I cursed, hurling my phone against the wall in frustration. A week had passed since I last saw Gianna, and all my attempts to locate her had been in vain. I had managed to get her home address from her boss, only to discover that it was now part of a murder investigation—she hadn't been joking when she said she killed her boyfriend and his mistress. But right now, that wasn’t my primary concern. I was married, and even though the memories of that night were hazy, I just had to find her.The very fact that I had already tied myself to her provoked my family, and the news of my wife’s impending visit turned them against her, labeling her a rude ‘nobody.’ I nearly broke my uncle's jaw in a fit of rage but managed to keep my composure. The fact that they didn't know her did not diminish her significance in their twisted view of the world. No
— T O B I A S — ❛I’mma treat you right tonight; let's make this last forever❜ — Gnash/Lights Down Low. *** From the moment she walked through that door, I sensed she could bring trouble. Gianna was strikingly beautiful, her features delicate and innocent peeking out from behind her mask, yet her aura and personality were anything but. I was particularly intrigued by her defiance when I asked her to leave; it seemed she had more tricks up her sleeve than I could ever imagine. Listening to her share her story, I felt nothing but admiration for how far she’d come and how strong she had become in this cruel world. It felt like the only thing I wanted was to stay beside this resilient woman who masked her pain so well. I had an overwhelming urge to take care of her, to protect her from any harm. Sometimes, even the strongest soldiers need help. My friends Kim and Elis dragged me out tonight; I had come primarily to drink away my worries and annoyances about my grandmother sti
❛Tell me something girl, are you happy in this modern world? Or do you need more? Is there something else you're searching for? ❜ — Bradley Cooper/Shallow. ***I could easily attribute my feelings to the alcohol, but the coldness in his eyes as he pushed me away gently told a different story.“Get off.” He said.At first, I pretended that I didn't hear and rubbed my butt gently against him. Stifling a groan, he held my wrists firmly. “Get off of me,” Tobias repeated through gritted teeth.As much as I would rather drop dead than admit this, Stacy was right. My pride was on the line. People see strippers as if they have no dignity, and they're right. I had no dignity left, but I still had my pride intact.“Fine.” I snapped, getting off him.“You can leave,” he added softly. Even if he was being mean, his voice still sounded intoxicatingly good.“No, I’m not leaving,” I retorted, grabbing his half-drunk glass and gulping it down before plopping into the chair op
TRIGGER WARNING [MENTIONS OF DEATH]—GIANNA—I'm sick. I know that. Whatever disease I've got I have no clue, but being sick in the head would certainly explain why I’m putting on my makeup while my shitty boyfriend's corpse lies on top of his mistress's dead body.The smell of blood filled my one-room apartment, their clothes scattered all over the bedroom, and my gun was neatly arranged in his hands, artfully staging the scene while I finished my makeup.I never really liked Aaron. I got him last year as a plaything, probably because I was a sexually starved, traumatized woman—or maybe I just liked the idea of having a boyfriend as an accessory. Maybe it was both. Last I checked, he was supposed to stay loyal and not divert every single penny I worked so damn hard for into his personal account, take ownership of my house behind my back, and, worst of all, blow my money on the whore I caught him with.I helped them meet the Lord with a bullet through each of their heads. Lovers dying