KABANATA 5

Have you ever been in a situation where you are force to pay the dept of someone who is not even related to you?

Who is absolutely stranger to you?

Have you ever been in the state where you have to suffer and admit the fault of others.

Have you ever been in a place where your only option is to cry and beg for forgiveness that infact it is not actually your wrong doing to ask forgiveness.

Masyado bang malaki at mabigat ang aking kahilangan upang sa ganito kabigat na sitwasyon ang aking dapat pag daanan?

In my era I only kneel once, I knelt to my father and beg him to stop my arrange marriage with the Alfaro ngunit hindi ko akalain na nakaluhod ako ngayon sa harap ng kapatid ni Sigma upang humingi ng tawad dahil namatay ang pamangkin nito.

Namatay ito na hindi manlang nasilayan ang mundo.

I don't know what really happened and I don't know why I have to beg for forgiveness, kung tutuusin mas mainan na manahinik na lamang ako.

But I feel sorry... My heart is crying for forgiveness and reg