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“It’s a little desperate, isn't it?”
“wh-what?”
He starts walking towards me slowly, hands in his pocket. The shadows are obscuring most of his face, and he doesn’t make it near me, standing a few feet away.
“Isn't it desperate?”
Did he see me?
“what are you trying to achieve here, silvers? Mmh?”
“I-I don’t know what you mean.”
He sighs, face titling to the sky. “why are you doing this?”
My face is flush red. I know I am supposed to be sacred he might have watched me as I touched myself. I should be embarrassed that I was thinking about him that way, but all I can feel is a thrill. He is here; he is in front of me.
Did he come for me?
“Is this what you wanted?”
“I know better than to want anything from you.” I hate how I sound. Weak. Desperate. Breathy.
“you let him touch
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