KOOKIE:
I wake up with the worst bellyache, and I already know what it means. It has been a month since that night with Levi, and as a doctor, I do not need a test to confirm that I am pregnant, but I find myself in front of the bathroom mirror, clutching the pregnancy test kit in trembling hands, praying I am wrong.
Peeing into a cup, I dip the stick in and wait, my heart hammering against my ribs. The seconds stretch endlessly, and when I finally gather the courage to look, my stomach drops as two bold lines glare back at me.
My legs give out, and I crash onto the floor with my hands still clutching the stick. Tears spill down my cheeks as I beat myself up for not taking a pill. I was too shaken after that night to even think of taking one. But this is worse, and I wish I could go back to prevent it.
Maybe he will change and call off the engagement when he hears this. The thought slithers into my mind, and I try to shake it off, but the reality of raising a child alone as an eighteen-year-old clouds my mind, and it sounds worse.
Levi has to know, I say to myself, summoning the last of my strength to get up.
I throw on casual clothes and head downstairs.
My parents have been giving me space ever since Levi got engaged, thinking I need time to heal. Little do they know, they are about to become grandparents. My mother has barely let me lift a finger—laundry, meals, even errands have been handled for me, but today, I have to face Levi myself.
By the time I reach the Alpha’s mansion, I am almost suffocated by anxiety as I wonder how Levi will react. I imagine him throwing me out, or worse, denying he had anything to do with me. My thoughts are taken aback by the decorations littered everywhere. It is like there has been a celebration as there are golden banners, floral arches, empty champagne glasses lining the tables.
I feel a bit hurt, as the Luna would usually invite me to a feast, but I push it away from my mind and try to focus. Pushing through the front doors, I make my way toward Levi’s chambers, but the moment I turn down the hallway, two guards step into my path.
“Ma’am, we are sorry, but you cannot go any further,” one says, standing firm.
I narrow my eyes. “That’s ridiculous. I need to see Levi.”
Neither of them moves, and I exhale sharply, thinking of the best way to get past them.
“Well, that’s strange, since he sent for me.”
They exchange glances.
“I’m a doctor, and he asked me to check something—discreetly.” I lower my voice just enough to sound convincing. “Unless you want to be the reason the Alpha’s condition gets worse?”
The second guard shifts uncomfortably. “He didn’t say anything about—”
“Oh, of course he didn’t.” I scoff. “It’s private. Do you think he announces every little thing to his guards? He specifically told me to come alone.” I fold my arms, tapping my foot impatiently. “Now, are you going to let me do my job, or do I have to explain to Levi why I was denied entry?”
That is all I need, as they lose focus, letting me slip past them. I sprint toward the door.
“Hey!” they shout, but I am already reaching for the handle.
Before my hand can get to it, a sharp pain tears through my body, knocking me to the floor.
“ARRRRGH!!” I scream, clutching my stomach, my body writhing as the pain digs deep into my bones and into my soul. It is unlike anything I have ever felt. My wolf howls inside me, clawing violently, trying to let me know something is terribly wrong.
The door swings open, and through the haze of my suffering, I see Levi standing before me, and my breath hitches in horror. His scent is polluted. My gaze finds his face, and my skin pales as I see his neck and his fangs dripping with blood.
He marked her, and she marked him back. Then it all hits me like a truck—the decorations were not just for any feast. Levi got married, and he just sealed the bond with another woman.
A wounded growl rips from my throat as the betrayal burns deep. My wolf is furious, trying to break free, probably to rip him to shreds, and I know I cannot stay here. With a strangled sob, I push myself to my feet and run.
Levi calls my name, but I do not stop. I stumble down the hall, my vision blurred with tears as my body barely holds itself together.
As I get to the living area, which was probably the main arena, my breath hitches as I take in the sight before me. It is my parents with the Luna and Alpha. They are laughing, probably congratulating themselves for a job well done.
I watch my father raise a toast, and the pain in my chest intensifies as the memories of the Luna’s promises of Levi and me getting married crush me.
“I hope they are working on getting my grandkids,” Luna Jasmine says, and I let out a growl as my fangs force themselves out, my claws growing with each second.
This gets their attention, causing their smiles to falter as they take in my disheveled form.
“Kookie?” my mother says, stepping forward. “What’s wrong?”
I want nothing more than to rip off her face. If anyone betrays me, not my mother. Why didn’t she tell me he was getting married today? She probably planned this for a month, coming home to me like it was nothing.
“Stay away from me, Liar.” My voice trembles as they all rush toward me, but as my father reaches for me, I slash his hand with my claws.
“Kookie, I know you are angry, but—”
“But what?” I roar, then fall on all fours as I fight with my wolf, clutching my chest.
“She is in so much pain. Something isn’t right,” Luna Jasmine says, and in that moment, Levi gets to the landing of the stairs, and they turn their gaze to him.
They do not need a soothsayer to tell them I am Levi’s fated mate, and he has been lying about Amber.
“What have you done?” Alpha Luke yells at Levi, who stands there without a word.
“Why, Levi?” Luna Jasmine asks, and before anyone can do anything, Alpha Luke lurches forward with a punch to his face. Then he grabs him by his collar, flinging him into a wall.
My mother rushes toward me, reaching out to calm me. “Kookie, please—”
They are all supporting me, but that does not change the fact that they have betrayed me, and my wolf is not buying it. She keeps struggling, and then my control slips. The crackling of my bones echoes through the room as the wolf takes over.
It does not wait for anyone as it pushes past the chaos, running as fast as its limbs can carry it.
“Stop her!” the Alpha commands, and as soon as I am outside, the guards lunge at me, but I knock them aside effortlessly. I tear through the gates, running through the roads until I make my way into the forest.
I have no clue where I am headed, but then and there, I vow never to return to this betrayal..
KOOKIE:My paws pound relentlessly against the earth as I run through the forest, stretching endlessly before me. I don’t know where I’m going, but I know I am never turning back.The thought of staying back in that pack means a lifetime of lies, of watching them pretend they never broke me. My baby deserves better than a father like Levi—or even my family. It is my duty to protect her, and I will do so even if it costs me my life.Exhaustion soon takes over, and the setting sun begins to give way to the moon. I’ve run so far that nothing smells familiar anymore—just the leafy green trees, which remind me of the herbs we practiced with in school.Finally, my legs give out, and my wolf shifts back against my will, causing me to collapse onto the cold forest floor, gasping for air. I lean against the rough bark of a tree, pressing my trembling hand to my chest.A sudden crackle splits through the sky, causing me to snap my head up as lightning flashes in the distance, illuminating the f
SIX YEARS LATERDR. SAGE (KOOKIE):Six years of pain, and I am finally living a bit of my dream life in a small pack with my daughter—the only light in my world. She sits in the backseat, swinging her tiny legs, humming along to the soft melody of Taylor Swift’s Shake It Off, playing from the car speakers. I smile as I sing along with her, my heart swelling with warmth.The road ahead is clear, with the morning sun streaming into the car, and for a fleeting moment, everything feels perfect.Suddenly, we come to a halt in front of the school, and Blue claps her hands excitedly.“We arrived before Charlotte, yay!” she cheers, bouncing in her seat. I glance out the window to see her friend’s father pulling up a few meters away.“Yay,” I echo softly.I reach for the door handle, but before I can unlock it, her tiny voice stops me.“Mommy?”I look into the rearview mirror, meeting her beautiful golden eyes—eyes that remind me too much of him.“Will I ever see my daddy?”A sharp pang crosse
KOOKIE:It’s been a few days since I received the message from the Diamond Moon Pack, and God, I wish I could get it out of my mind. But after researching what is known as the “weekly virus,” the guilt keeps eating at me. I know they hurt me, but the thought of my parents dying from a virus I can easily stop keeps me up at night. And… a part of me still thinks of Levi, wondering if there’s an explanation for what he did.I kept tabs on him, and I learned he got the virus shortly after I got the letter. Each day I count down to when he is supposed to die, and currently he has about twenty-four hours, or if his immune system is strong enough, he will live for two more days to complete a week.“Mommy, can we get strawberry milk?” Blue’s voice pulls me from my thoughts, and I force a smile, nodding.“Of course, baby. Go grab one from the fridge, okay?”She grins and rushes toward the fridge at the end of the aisle. I keep my eyes on her for a second before turning to the counter to hand m
KOOKIE:Levi stares at me without words, and I cannot tell if regret is sinking in. But I doubt it—anyone who did what he did to me six years ago cannot have a heart, let alone feel.“What’s the problem? Cat got your tongue?” I ask, trying to sound brave to mask the hurt in my heart. After all these years, I still want to know why he hurt me.Even when I ask, he doesn’t say a thing.“Oh, I forgot. Your body must be buckling. Look at you—you can’t even walk.” His lips curve into a smirk as I say this, and it makes me feel like I’m losing control.He lets out a sigh, then speaks. “Thank you for coming, Dr. Sage.”He extends a hand for a handshake, but I do not take it. Even though he is properly clothed, I cannot risk touching him and infecting myself or Blue.“Keep your hands to yourself!” I bite out, cradling my baby tightly to my chest. He lowers his hand.“Very well then, we’ll go straight to the point,” he says, and my brows furrow.“You must have received the mail we sent. We need
KOOKIE:“Them.” His words linger in my head as I think of my parents.I wonder if they are okay, but I’m sure that if something had happened, Levi would have told me. And he’s right, if I don’t release the medication, my parents may catch the virus and die. I know I swore my daughter wouldn’t meet them, but since stepping foot into this pack, the nostalgia has been killing me, and the thought of them dying is almost unbearable.“Mummy, who is that man?” Blue’s question pulls me back to reality. I stare at her, trying so hard to smile, but even my muscles are too broken and sad to cooperate.“You don’t have to worry about him, baby. We’ll be fine, and we can watch your favorite movie soon.” I pat her hair gently, fighting back the unshed tears shimmering in my eyes. I kiss her forehead, pressing her face to my chest.I know she’s no longer a baby, but I couldn’t care less. She is my baby, and no matter how big or heavy she grows, nothing will change that. I pat her back slowly, trying
LEVI:From my window on the second floor, I see it all. The way Donald smacks her and the guard who rips her daughter from her arms. It eats deep into my chest, wounding me more than I already am.My grip on the wheelchair tightens, my knuckles paling. My wolf growls angrily at what it has witnessed. How could he? I want to hit Donald, but I know I cannot because my body is weak, and I hate it, but at the same time, I love it. This is because the Moon Goddess granted my last wish. All I asked was to see Kookie before dying, and now that I have, I do not mind dying.I should leave her a detailed note on what happened, I say to myself. But first, I have to make Donald pay for touching her. A part of me wishes I could live so I could give her the protection I couldn’t provide years ago because I was a foolish boy who allowed my mate to go so easily.As I watch Donald sling her over his shoulder, I manage to wheel myself back to my bed, where I slump onto it as more pain courses through m
Levi:“Mum, what are you doing?” I ask, watching her take off her mask and rub my sweat on her face.“What a mother must do,” she says, then I watch her put on the mask and cover her fingers. Suddenly, it hits me as I realize she wants to use herself to get Kookie to work, but I might be dead before then.“This will probably not work because I have only a few hours, and you might not get it before then.”The corner of her face lifts in a smile.“I am old, Levi, so I will be down with it by tomorrow. Besides, it can be detected in the body before one falls ill, so I will get her to see me, and I will let her run some tests.”She has a plan, but I try not to bank on it because I do not know how feasible it is.“That isn’t all there is to it,” she says, and I glare at her, waiting for her to speak. “You need to keep Kookie here. The Moon Candy Pack is not the reason she is great because we all know that pack is nothing compared to ours. She was raised here, and she studied at the Opal Mo
KOOKIE:When I hear this, I try to maintain a calm face, believing it is all a lie and they are trying to get me to fold because they know how much I care about Luna Jasmine. I ask questions, and I hear she lives far from the alpha’s pack. Her home is secluded, so how did she get the virus?Donald puts the phone on speaker.“Mom, what is going on?” Levi asks, then I hear Luna Jasmine’s hoarse voice.“I came down with a headache this morning.” My heart flinches a bit, and suddenly, I feel a little sense of care creeping in. She never really hurt me, and I know they kept the wedding away from me to protect me.I shouldn’t let her suffer because of her stupid son, I say to myself.“Is… Ko..okie there?” When she asks, my heart skips a beat as Levi looks up at me.“Yes,” he replies, causing me to inhale sharply as I try to ground myself.The emotions coursing through me are a lot to process, but I try my best not to have an outburst because a part of me wishes she could have come to my res
KOOKIE:Rushing out of the room, I make my way downstairs, where my parents are waiting.“You guys can see her, but do not take off your suits until I am back!” I rush out without waiting for their response.Once outside, I see Donald seated with the driver.“Let’s go back to the Alpha’s mansion now!” I command, making my way toward the vehicle while they both rush behind me, trying to keep up.**Shortly, we arrive back at the mansion, and I waste no time. As soon as I enter the house, I walk up to the first guard.“Tell your Alpha that I would like to see him now!” The guard nods, rushing up the stairs while I make my way to the room Blue is in.I give a gentle knock on the door and wait for her to open it, but she doesn’t.“Blue, it’s Mummy.” The lock clicks as soon as I say this, and I open the door with a wide grin on my face. I have successfully taught her one safety precaution. Even I almost forgot about it, but she didn’t.I lift her up as I walk into the room, then plant a ki
Kookie:As I stare at my parents, sitting on a couch in the Luna’s living room, I think I am dreaming. They haven’t really aged in the past six years, apart from the strand of gray hair that my mother has grown, which has only made her even more beautiful.The moment only lasts for a few seconds before it hits me—this could be a setup, and Levi might be using them to get me to help him. But Luna Jasmine would never do that to me, would she?“Kookie,” my father calls out to me, then rushes toward me, throwing an arm around me. He presses me to his chest, and I swear to the goddess, I want to be still, push him away, and not accept the hug, but my hands wrap around him involuntarily.My mother stands close to us, staring at me with tears shimmering in her eyes. I cannot imagine how they have lived all these years, but I try not to beat myself up or live in their perspective, because I, too, was hurt, and my feelings are valid.“I am sorry, my little girl,” my father mutters as he plants
KOOKIE:When I hear this, I try to maintain a calm face, believing it is all a lie and they are trying to get me to fold because they know how much I care about Luna Jasmine. I ask questions, and I hear she lives far from the alpha’s pack. Her home is secluded, so how did she get the virus?Donald puts the phone on speaker.“Mom, what is going on?” Levi asks, then I hear Luna Jasmine’s hoarse voice.“I came down with a headache this morning.” My heart flinches a bit, and suddenly, I feel a little sense of care creeping in. She never really hurt me, and I know they kept the wedding away from me to protect me.I shouldn’t let her suffer because of her stupid son, I say to myself.“Is… Ko..okie there?” When she asks, my heart skips a beat as Levi looks up at me.“Yes,” he replies, causing me to inhale sharply as I try to ground myself.The emotions coursing through me are a lot to process, but I try my best not to have an outburst because a part of me wishes she could have come to my res
Levi:“Mum, what are you doing?” I ask, watching her take off her mask and rub my sweat on her face.“What a mother must do,” she says, then I watch her put on the mask and cover her fingers. Suddenly, it hits me as I realize she wants to use herself to get Kookie to work, but I might be dead before then.“This will probably not work because I have only a few hours, and you might not get it before then.”The corner of her face lifts in a smile.“I am old, Levi, so I will be down with it by tomorrow. Besides, it can be detected in the body before one falls ill, so I will get her to see me, and I will let her run some tests.”She has a plan, but I try not to bank on it because I do not know how feasible it is.“That isn’t all there is to it,” she says, and I glare at her, waiting for her to speak. “You need to keep Kookie here. The Moon Candy Pack is not the reason she is great because we all know that pack is nothing compared to ours. She was raised here, and she studied at the Opal Mo
LEVI:From my window on the second floor, I see it all. The way Donald smacks her and the guard who rips her daughter from her arms. It eats deep into my chest, wounding me more than I already am.My grip on the wheelchair tightens, my knuckles paling. My wolf growls angrily at what it has witnessed. How could he? I want to hit Donald, but I know I cannot because my body is weak, and I hate it, but at the same time, I love it. This is because the Moon Goddess granted my last wish. All I asked was to see Kookie before dying, and now that I have, I do not mind dying.I should leave her a detailed note on what happened, I say to myself. But first, I have to make Donald pay for touching her. A part of me wishes I could live so I could give her the protection I couldn’t provide years ago because I was a foolish boy who allowed my mate to go so easily.As I watch Donald sling her over his shoulder, I manage to wheel myself back to my bed, where I slump onto it as more pain courses through m
KOOKIE:“Them.” His words linger in my head as I think of my parents.I wonder if they are okay, but I’m sure that if something had happened, Levi would have told me. And he’s right, if I don’t release the medication, my parents may catch the virus and die. I know I swore my daughter wouldn’t meet them, but since stepping foot into this pack, the nostalgia has been killing me, and the thought of them dying is almost unbearable.“Mummy, who is that man?” Blue’s question pulls me back to reality. I stare at her, trying so hard to smile, but even my muscles are too broken and sad to cooperate.“You don’t have to worry about him, baby. We’ll be fine, and we can watch your favorite movie soon.” I pat her hair gently, fighting back the unshed tears shimmering in my eyes. I kiss her forehead, pressing her face to my chest.I know she’s no longer a baby, but I couldn’t care less. She is my baby, and no matter how big or heavy she grows, nothing will change that. I pat her back slowly, trying
KOOKIE:Levi stares at me without words, and I cannot tell if regret is sinking in. But I doubt it—anyone who did what he did to me six years ago cannot have a heart, let alone feel.“What’s the problem? Cat got your tongue?” I ask, trying to sound brave to mask the hurt in my heart. After all these years, I still want to know why he hurt me.Even when I ask, he doesn’t say a thing.“Oh, I forgot. Your body must be buckling. Look at you—you can’t even walk.” His lips curve into a smirk as I say this, and it makes me feel like I’m losing control.He lets out a sigh, then speaks. “Thank you for coming, Dr. Sage.”He extends a hand for a handshake, but I do not take it. Even though he is properly clothed, I cannot risk touching him and infecting myself or Blue.“Keep your hands to yourself!” I bite out, cradling my baby tightly to my chest. He lowers his hand.“Very well then, we’ll go straight to the point,” he says, and my brows furrow.“You must have received the mail we sent. We need
KOOKIE:It’s been a few days since I received the message from the Diamond Moon Pack, and God, I wish I could get it out of my mind. But after researching what is known as the “weekly virus,” the guilt keeps eating at me. I know they hurt me, but the thought of my parents dying from a virus I can easily stop keeps me up at night. And… a part of me still thinks of Levi, wondering if there’s an explanation for what he did.I kept tabs on him, and I learned he got the virus shortly after I got the letter. Each day I count down to when he is supposed to die, and currently he has about twenty-four hours, or if his immune system is strong enough, he will live for two more days to complete a week.“Mommy, can we get strawberry milk?” Blue’s voice pulls me from my thoughts, and I force a smile, nodding.“Of course, baby. Go grab one from the fridge, okay?”She grins and rushes toward the fridge at the end of the aisle. I keep my eyes on her for a second before turning to the counter to hand m
SIX YEARS LATERDR. SAGE (KOOKIE):Six years of pain, and I am finally living a bit of my dream life in a small pack with my daughter—the only light in my world. She sits in the backseat, swinging her tiny legs, humming along to the soft melody of Taylor Swift’s Shake It Off, playing from the car speakers. I smile as I sing along with her, my heart swelling with warmth.The road ahead is clear, with the morning sun streaming into the car, and for a fleeting moment, everything feels perfect.Suddenly, we come to a halt in front of the school, and Blue claps her hands excitedly.“We arrived before Charlotte, yay!” she cheers, bouncing in her seat. I glance out the window to see her friend’s father pulling up a few meters away.“Yay,” I echo softly.I reach for the door handle, but before I can unlock it, her tiny voice stops me.“Mommy?”I look into the rearview mirror, meeting her beautiful golden eyes—eyes that remind me too much of him.“Will I ever see my daddy?”A sharp pang crosse