SIX YEARS LATER
DR. SAGE (KOOKIE):
Six years of pain, and I am finally living a bit of my dream life in a small pack with my daughter—the only light in my world. She sits in the backseat, swinging her tiny legs, humming along to the soft melody of Taylor Swift’s Shake It Off, playing from the car speakers. I smile as I sing along with her, my heart swelling with warmth.
The road ahead is clear, with the morning sun streaming into the car, and for a fleeting moment, everything feels perfect.
Suddenly, we come to a halt in front of the school, and Blue claps her hands excitedly.
“We arrived before Charlotte, yay!” she cheers, bouncing in her seat. I glance out the window to see her friend’s father pulling up a few meters away.
“Yay,” I echo softly.
I reach for the door handle, but before I can unlock it, her tiny voice stops me.
“Mommy?”
I look into the rearview mirror, meeting her beautiful golden eyes—eyes that remind me too much of him.
“Will I ever see my daddy?”
A sharp pang crosses my chest, and I swallow hard, forcing a steady breath. It’s a question I should be prepared for by now, but no matter how many times she asks, it never stops hurting. He took so much from me that I fear even ten years will not be enough to recover—but a step a day, right?
I plaster on a small smile.
“Your daddy is in heaven, sweetheart.”
She frowns, her tiny brows furrowing.
“Like… with the Moon Goddess?”
I nod.
“Yes, baby. He’s watching over you, but remember, the Moon Goddess loves you more than anyone else.” I say this to prevent her from praying for someone as worthless as he is, because that will only hurt her more.
Blue pouts, her little lips forming a perfect circle. I can easily tell her mind is in chaos, and no matter what I say, I know it won’t fill the void. Every child needs their father, and it kills me she will never have one.
“Signature kiss?” I ask, shifting the mood.
Instantly, her face brightens, and I lean over my seat while she leans forward, pressing her lips to my cheek. I return the gesture, planting a gentle kiss on her forehead, then tap my nose against hers. She giggles, and the sound melts away the tension in my chest instantly.
She grabs her little backpack and hops out of the car.
“Bye, Mommy! Love you!”
“Love you more, Blueberry,” I call after her, watching her skip toward the school entrance.
The moment she disappears inside, I exhale sharply, gripping the steering wheel. With one last steadying breath, I pull away from the school and drive toward my office.
The moment I step inside the hospital building, Claire, my secretary, is already at my door holding a large brown envelope.
“Good morning, Dr. Sage,” she greets, walking after me as I march toward my office. “There’s a letter for you. It’s marked urgent.”
I take the envelope from her just as I reach my office door.
“Thank you, Claire,” I mutter.
As soon as I’m inside, I set my bag down, glancing at the envelope—then I freeze as I spot the name of the sender.
Alpha Levi of the Diamond Moon Pack.
My blood turns ice cold, and the first thing on my mind is to rip it apart without opening it, but my hands tremble against the envelope as a thousand questions run through my mind.
What if it’s a threat? What if he somehow found me and knows about Blue? Does it mean Alpha Luke is dead since Levi is now Alpha?
My fingers work against my will, tearing the seal open.
TO: Dr. Sage of the Moon Candy Pack
FROM: The Office of the Alpha, Diamond Moon Pack
SUBJECT: Urgent Request for Medical Assistance
Dr. Sage,
We write to you in dire circumstances. A deadly virus has taken hold of the Diamond Moon Pack, spreading rapidly and claiming lives within days. The pack healers and doctors have been unable to identify a cure, and we are losing more people by the hour.
It has come to our attention that you possess unparalleled expertise in treating rare and incurable diseases. Your reputation precedes you, and we believe you are the only one capable of stopping this epidemic before it wipes out our pack entirely.
We implore you to come to our aid. Whatever resources, compensation, or security you require, we will provide. This is a matter of life and death, and time is of the essence.
We await your response.
Sincerely,
Council of the Diamond Moon Pack, on behalf of Alpha Levi.
Tears blur my vision as I grip the letter tightly. Then, with a sharp inhale, I tear it to shreds. The pieces flutter to the floor as the pain inside me burns, making it harder to breathe.
My pulse pounds in my ears as the ugly memories resurface—the nights I cried myself to sleep, the moment I found out I was pregnant and alone, the helplessness that crushed me for years, the effort I put in for six years alongside Alpha Elias to build this pack and raise my daughter. I was a helpless teenage mother.
A bitter laugh escapes me, choking on the rage swelling in my throat at the fact that even my parents never put in so much effort to find me.
“I hope you suffer, Levi,” I whisper in a shaky tone. “I hope you feel every ounce of pain I did. And I hope—” my breath hitches as more tears crawl down my face, “—I hope you die an excruciating death.”
I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to drown out the storm inside me. But the pain is overwhelming, and I know I have to end this immediately. Shaking, I grab the office phone and dial Claire.
“Mail them a rejection letter,” I say coldly. “I don’t care what they offer. I want nothing to do with them.”
I slam the phone down and press my hands against my desk. I fought too hard to build this life, and I will not let them take it from me.
LEVI:
Calling my life miserable would be an understatement.
For six years, I have drowned in regret, unable to recover from the fact that I let the love of my life suffer. I don’t even know how I’m still breathing—how I’m still here—because after everything that’s happened, I should be dead.
Now, as I lie in this quarantined room with fever burning through my body, I realize my only prayer to the Moon Goddess is to see Kookie one last time. To apologize to the love of my life and tell her the truth.
Amber was never my love, and she wasn’t even a friend. She was just an obsessed Lycan Princess I met at training camp. We only spoke because she was my assigned partner, but she fell hard for me, so much so that she killed a fellow Lycan in a mock battle. She threatened to pin it on me, If I didn’t marry her, and she promised to bring war upon my pack.
She knew about Kookie and kept tabs on her throughout medical school, threatening to kill her if I didn’t comply. I was trapped, and the moment my father died, Amber discarded me like I was nothing.
A knock sounds at my door before Donald, my personal advisor, enters, wrapped head to toe in protective gear.
“Your Highness, the virus is spreading. Five more were found dead this morning.”
His words make me furious.
“Something must be done. You have been battling this illness for two days now. We fear you have seventy-two hours left, because your fever is rising, and soon, the dry, bloody cough will—”
“I don’t care what you have to do,” I interrupt. “Offer her an island, a damn castle, if you must. But if I lose one more pack member, you’ll be next. And I will make sure you’re buried alongside me.”
As soon as I am alone, I reach into my drawer, pulling out the only picture of Kookie I have left.
“Please, Moon Goddess… let me see her one last time before I die.”
KOOKIE:It’s been a few days since I received the message from the Diamond Moon Pack, and God, I wish I could get it out of my mind. But after researching what is known as the “weekly virus,” the guilt keeps eating at me. I know they hurt me, but the thought of my parents dying from a virus I can easily stop keeps me up at night. And… a part of me still thinks of Levi, wondering if there’s an explanation for what he did.I kept tabs on him, and I learned he got the virus shortly after I got the letter. Each day I count down to when he is supposed to die, and currently he has about twenty-four hours, or if his immune system is strong enough, he will live for two more days to complete a week.“Mommy, can we get strawberry milk?” Blue’s voice pulls me from my thoughts, and I force a smile, nodding.“Of course, baby. Go grab one from the fridge, okay?”She grins and rushes toward the fridge at the end of the aisle. I keep my eyes on her for a second before turning to the counter to hand m
KOOKIE:Levi stares at me without words, and I cannot tell if regret is sinking in. But I doubt it—anyone who did what he did to me six years ago cannot have a heart, let alone feel.“What’s the problem? Cat got your tongue?” I ask, trying to sound brave to mask the hurt in my heart. After all these years, I still want to know why he hurt me.Even when I ask, he doesn’t say a thing.“Oh, I forgot. Your body must be buckling. Look at you—you can’t even walk.” His lips curve into a smirk as I say this, and it makes me feel like I’m losing control.He lets out a sigh, then speaks. “Thank you for coming, Dr. Sage.”He extends a hand for a handshake, but I do not take it. Even though he is properly clothed, I cannot risk touching him and infecting myself or Blue.“Keep your hands to yourself!” I bite out, cradling my baby tightly to my chest. He lowers his hand.“Very well then, we’ll go straight to the point,” he says, and my brows furrow.“You must have received the mail we sent. We need
KOOKIE:“Them.” His words linger in my head as I think of my parents.I wonder if they are okay, but I’m sure that if something had happened, Levi would have told me. And he’s right, if I don’t release the medication, my parents may catch the virus and die. I know I swore my daughter wouldn’t meet them, but since stepping foot into this pack, the nostalgia has been killing me, and the thought of them dying is almost unbearable.“Mummy, who is that man?” Blue’s question pulls me back to reality. I stare at her, trying so hard to smile, but even my muscles are too broken and sad to cooperate.“You don’t have to worry about him, baby. We’ll be fine, and we can watch your favorite movie soon.” I pat her hair gently, fighting back the unshed tears shimmering in my eyes. I kiss her forehead, pressing her face to my chest.I know she’s no longer a baby, but I couldn’t care less. She is my baby, and no matter how big or heavy she grows, nothing will change that. I pat her back slowly, trying
LEVI:From my window on the second floor, I see it all. The way Donald smacks her and the guard who rips her daughter from her arms. It eats deep into my chest, wounding me more than I already am.My grip on the wheelchair tightens, my knuckles paling. My wolf growls angrily at what it has witnessed. How could he? I want to hit Donald, but I know I cannot because my body is weak, and I hate it, but at the same time, I love it. This is because the Moon Goddess granted my last wish. All I asked was to see Kookie before dying, and now that I have, I do not mind dying.I should leave her a detailed note on what happened, I say to myself. But first, I have to make Donald pay for touching her. A part of me wishes I could live so I could give her the protection I couldn’t provide years ago because I was a foolish boy who allowed my mate to go so easily.As I watch Donald sling her over his shoulder, I manage to wheel myself back to my bed, where I slump onto it as more pain courses through m
Levi:“Mum, what are you doing?” I ask, watching her take off her mask and rub my sweat on her face.“What a mother must do,” she says, then I watch her put on the mask and cover her fingers. Suddenly, it hits me as I realize she wants to use herself to get Kookie to work, but I might be dead before then.“This will probably not work because I have only a few hours, and you might not get it before then.”The corner of her face lifts in a smile.“I am old, Levi, so I will be down with it by tomorrow. Besides, it can be detected in the body before one falls ill, so I will get her to see me, and I will let her run some tests.”She has a plan, but I try not to bank on it because I do not know how feasible it is.“That isn’t all there is to it,” she says, and I glare at her, waiting for her to speak. “You need to keep Kookie here. The Moon Candy Pack is not the reason she is great because we all know that pack is nothing compared to ours. She was raised here, and she studied at the Opal Mo
KOOKIE:When I hear this, I try to maintain a calm face, believing it is all a lie and they are trying to get me to fold because they know how much I care about Luna Jasmine. I ask questions, and I hear she lives far from the alpha’s pack. Her home is secluded, so how did she get the virus?Donald puts the phone on speaker.“Mom, what is going on?” Levi asks, then I hear Luna Jasmine’s hoarse voice.“I came down with a headache this morning.” My heart flinches a bit, and suddenly, I feel a little sense of care creeping in. She never really hurt me, and I know they kept the wedding away from me to protect me.I shouldn’t let her suffer because of her stupid son, I say to myself.“Is… Ko..okie there?” When she asks, my heart skips a beat as Levi looks up at me.“Yes,” he replies, causing me to inhale sharply as I try to ground myself.The emotions coursing through me are a lot to process, but I try my best not to have an outburst because a part of me wishes she could have come to my res
Kookie:As I stare at my parents, sitting on a couch in the Luna’s living room, I think I am dreaming. They haven’t really aged in the past six years, apart from the strand of gray hair that my mother has grown, which has only made her even more beautiful.The moment only lasts for a few seconds before it hits me—this could be a setup, and Levi might be using them to get me to help him. But Luna Jasmine would never do that to me, would she?“Kookie,” my father calls out to me, then rushes toward me, throwing an arm around me. He presses me to his chest, and I swear to the goddess, I want to be still, push him away, and not accept the hug, but my hands wrap around him involuntarily.My mother stands close to us, staring at me with tears shimmering in her eyes. I cannot imagine how they have lived all these years, but I try not to beat myself up or live in their perspective, because I, too, was hurt, and my feelings are valid.“I am sorry, my little girl,” my father mutters as he plants
KOOKIE:Rushing out of the room, I make my way downstairs, where my parents are waiting.“You guys can see her, but do not take off your suits until I am back!” I rush out without waiting for their response.Once outside, I see Donald seated with the driver.“Let’s go back to the Alpha’s mansion now!” I command, making my way toward the vehicle while they both rush behind me, trying to keep up.**Shortly, we arrive back at the mansion, and I waste no time. As soon as I enter the house, I walk up to the first guard.“Tell your Alpha that I would like to see him now!” The guard nods, rushing up the stairs while I make my way to the room Blue is in.I give a gentle knock on the door and wait for her to open it, but she doesn’t.“Blue, it’s Mummy.” The lock clicks as soon as I say this, and I open the door with a wide grin on my face. I have successfully taught her one safety precaution. Even I almost forgot about it, but she didn’t.I lift her up as I walk into the room, then plant a ki
LEVI:The days have been long. Too damn long that I don’t even know how I’m still breathing through it. I wake up, and she’s the first thought. I close my eyes, and she’s still there—always there.Ever since I saw her kiss him, I’ve been trying to claw my way out of whatever hell she left me in, but the way she melted into him like he was the only thing that mattered—I don’t think I’ll ever forget that. I’ve tried to move on. Forced myself to. Got girls to spend the night. Pretty ones. Soft voices, eager hands, but the moment they climb into my space, I cannot even touch them.Their skin feels like acid against mine, and I guess it is my punishment from the goddess. Slowly torturing and reminding me I don’t get to feel good without her. When she came over last week for my last shot, her expression was blank even after seeing the girl in my be
Kookie’s :No matter how much I try, the news about Elias leaving horrifies me. I thought I would be over it this morning, but knowing I will wake up alone in two days makes the worry in my chest weigh me down. The warmth of Elias beside me is the only thing that feels authentic right now, the only comfort in the storm brewing in my heart.I don’t want to open my eyes, don’t want to face the reality that tomorrow, he’ll be gone. Tears slip down the sides of my face, soaking into the pillow beneath my cheek. I try to stifle the sob, but it comes anyway, a soft, aching sound that breaks through the stillness of the room. I feel his presence, still so close, and I reach out instinctively, wanting to hold on to him, to keep him here with me. But when my fingers brush against the empty space beside me, panic floods my chest.My eyes snap open, my breath catching as I sit up in an instant,
THIRD PERSON POV:The sunlight filters through the soft curtains, casting a golden hue across the room. Kookie stirs, her body still curled into Elias, the warmth of his skin blanketing her like safety. For a moment, she lies still, eyes closed, basking in the afterglow of everything they shared the previous night. When her eyes finally flutter open, a smile forms on her lips—wider and more genuine than any she’s worn in weeks.Her heart flutters as her mind replays every moment, every soft touch, every sweet word. The way Elias held her like she was something rare. The way he moved with her—slow, intentional, loving. It was nothing like she had imagined; it was better. So much better. Beside her, Elias stirs too, groaning softly as his arms instinctively tighten around her waist, pulling her back into his chest.“Morning,” he murmurs in a thick voice. Kookie giggles, turning to face him, their
KOOKIE:When we get back to the house, I lead the way into my room in silence. He closes the door behind him softly, the click echoing louder than it should. The thoughts in my mind from the morning cloud it again, and I am curious, wanting to know how all of him tastes—not just his lips. Wanting to know how it feels for him to be inside me, the warmth, the pleasure it would bring. I want all of it, but I don’t know if he wants it this fast. I am bent on finding out.He opens his mouth to speak, but I don’t let him. I crash into him, my hands gripping his shirt as I kiss him hard—raw, desperate, and completely unfiltered. It’s not soft or careful. It’s the kind of kiss that demands answers, claims ownership, and leaves no room for doubt. The kind of kiss that says, I need you now.Elias stumbles back slightly, caught off guard, but his hands find my waist, holding me stea
KOOKIE:The drive is quiet, save for the soft hum of the engine and the occasional exhale from Elias. But I can’t stop looking at him. The way his knuckles clench around the steering wheel, the slight furrow between his brows, the sharp line of his jaw. He’s tense, but still here—by my side.I keep watching him out of the corner of my eye, and I can’t hold back anymore.“Why did you come after me when I left?” I ask quietly, eyes still fixed on him. “Why not when I was still in the house?”He doesn’t answer right away.His jaw tenses further, and his grip on the wheel tightens just a little.“I didn’t want to make things worse,” he says eventually, his voice low. “I felt like... if I stopped you in the house, it would lead to another fight. You were upset. Hurt, and I didn’t want to throw fue
KOOKIE:Regret fills my heart as I leave the room. I hate the fact I said those words to Elias, but the fact he isn’t trying to come after me makes it worse. I begin to question if he truly loves me or if it is an agenda to get me back to the pack because of my skills.When I get outside, I realize we came here in Elias’s car. I do not want to take it, so I walk back into the house, knocking on my parents’ door. My mother answers the door, walking out dressed in her nightgown.“You are heading out?” she questions, and I nod.“I need to get to the alpha’s house. I forgot to give Levi his shot,” I say to her, then her face loosens up. “Did you think I was going to leave immediately with Blue?” I question, and she shrugs.“Well, I just need your car keys. Elias and I are in a bit of a situation, so I cannot ask for his. I am not talking to h
KOOKIE:I sense something is wrong when I see Dad walk out of the kitchen, so I leave Mum and Blue, who have done quite the catch-up the entire night. On getting to the kitchen, I find Elias’s face drenched in water with a frown etched on it. My legs move involuntarily, and I stop in front of him.“What happened?”“Nothing,” he answers flatly, before getting a glimpse of the expression on my face. His face loosens a bit, then he lets out a sigh. “I was just clumsy,” he replies, dropping what is left of the bottle of water on the counter before grabbing a paper towel to wipe his face.I stand there, watching him, wondering what transpired between the two of them. I am so caught up with my mum and Blue that I didn’t notice my father following Elias into the kitchen.“We should head back,” Elias says, then I force a smile, following him as we head to the dining room. When we get there, my father is the only one sitting.“Your mother decided to tuck Blue into bed in the room she set up fo
KOOKIE:“Ignore him,” I whisper to Elias as my mother shifts for us to walk in. She exchanges brief cheek kisses with Elias. “Hi, Mum,” I greet as I walk into the house with Elias.The door is shut, and we make our way to the dining, which has a lot of meals laid out for us. Blue has a special seat all ready for her size, and Mum has made sure to place it beside her.“She looks just like you,” Mum says as she places Blue in her seat. I flash her a smile while Elias pulls out a seat.“Thank you,” I say, glimpsing his eyes before I sit. Then he takes the seat close to me, which is opposite my father, whose brows have not relaxed once the entire night.He isn’t even trying to hide the fact he does not approve of Elias, and it makes me wonder if he wants me to go back to Levi. Is he not angry about the fact his only daughter was betrayed and humiliated? I cannot imagine the look on his face when he knows Levi is the father, and I have been suffering alone for six years. Would he still hol
KOOKIE:Waking up to Elias’s hands wrapped safely around me feels like a dream. It is like a therapy I needed but never knew of. The warmth alone makes it difficult for me to stand from the bed, and if I could, I would remain in bed, but we have a lot to do today, which includes dinner with my parents.He stirs from sleep behind me, shifting closer, allowing his morning wood to press into the back of my butt. Self-control is the only thing stopping me from letting out a moan, because my mind can already paint a mental picture of how thick it could be.“Good morning, Love.” His thick voice fills my ears, causing bumps to sprout up on my skin. The grip he has on my waist loosens, and I turn around to face him.Even without a shower or morning routine, he looks gorgeous as hell. His hair is messy, but… sexy. Get it together, I whisper to myself as I press my thighs together to calm the storm between my legs. Yes, he is hot, but maybe I am just super horny, because I haven’t been touched