Nikolas Adamos glanced around him with irritation. It had been a mistake to come here. A mistake to indulge Angelica. He was only in London for a twenty-four-hour stop-over, and when he’d got out of the day-long meeting in the City and returned to his hotel suite, Nikolas had simply wanted to find her waiting for him.
Then, once they had made polite and empty inquiries about each other’s well-being, Nikolas would’ve done what his fundamental interest in Angelina was: have sex with her.
Instead, he had ended up in this overcrowded art gallery, bored rigid and surrounded by babbling idiots, among whom Angelica was doing her thing. At this moment, she was giving full descriptions of the art market and the financial worth of the artist on display.
He couldn’t have cared less about either. And with every passing moment, Nikolas was caring less and less about Angelica, and about spending any more time with her. Not here… and not even in bed.
Even as he stood there, an expression of growing irritation in his eyes, Nikolas made his decision. Angelica Morrison was going to have to go. Up until now, she hadn’t been much of a problem, no more than any woman was, for they all, invariably, wanted to outstay their shelf-life with him.
But three months on Angelica, shrewd as well as striking, was evidently starting to think she could start making demands. Like insisting he take her to this opening. Probably she thought that an absence of a fortnight would’ve increased his appetite for her so much that he would be complaisant to her caprices.
His dark eyes narrowed. Big mistake! His wasn’t a compliant nature. The Adamos wealth had always meant that he could call the shots when it came to women. He chose the ones he wanted and then they did what he wanted… or they were out. No matter how beautiful, how desirable, how highly they rated themselves.
Angelina Morrison rated herself very highly. She was ferociously chic, with head-turning looks, a well-connected background, an Oxbridge degree, and a fashionable and highly paid career in the art world. Clearly, she considered these attributes sufficient not just to attach herself to a man like himself, but to hold him. Did she even, Nikolas found himself speculating, consider them sufficient to hold him permanently? Her predecessor had thought so.
Valentina Piermarini, whose exotic looks, soaring soprano voice, and talent for self-promotion ensured her status as a diva at La Scala, in Milan, had clearly believed that marrying Nikolas would mean the rich Adamos funds could be put to work furthering her career.
The moment Valentina had shown her hand, making it clear she considered that marriage was on the agenda, Nikolas had disposed of her. Her reaction had been volatile in the extreme, but irrelevant to him.
In comparison with Valentina’s tempestuous personality, Nikolas had welcomed Angelica’s cool chic, as well as enjoying her highly sensual nature in bed. Now, it seemed, much to his irritation, she would have to go too.
He had quite enough going on in his life as it was. Nikolas’s thoughts shifted closer to home, and his mouth tightened automatically. His father was currently marrying his sixth wife, and far too busy to bother himself with the details and pressure of running a global business.
As for his half-brother, Demetrios, he was the offspring of his father’s second marriage, and far too busy pursuing his twin pleasures in life… fast cars and faster women.
Nikolas’s mouth tightened even more. However, he knew that the last thing he’d welcome was his father trying to interfere in how he was running the group, or Demetrios trying to muscle in on it.
The last, at least, was one thing upon which Nikolas saw eye to eye with his mother. Callista Adamos was vehement in her determination that the son of the woman who had taken her down, shouldn’t get his hands on what she considered her own son’s rightful inheritance. She wanted nothing less than total and permanent control of the Adamos Group.
His reason for wanting Demetrios out of the picture was less vindictive. He just considered his brother incompetent, self-indulgent, and far too much of a risk to be involved in running a company so large and complex.
Nikolas didn’t always agree with his mother. And on one aspect of his inheritance, he was completely at odds with her. His eyes darkened as they always did when his thoughts were called in that unwelcome direction.
Callista was convinced… no, obsessed, that he should marry an heiress, preferably Greek-born, both to boost up his own financial position and to present his father with a grandson to continue the Adamos dynasty.
Her constant attempts to matchmake only exasperated Nikolas. As did, right now, Angelica’s conversing on the art market. He replied to her mechanically, still considering whether to end their relationship right now.
The trouble was, if he did, he would be facing yet another night on his own. The dilemma worsened his mood and, imperatively, he gestured to a server circulating with drinks. As his fingers circled the stem of a champagne flute, he found himself glancing at her. And holding the glance.
Long, blonde hair, caught back in a clip at her nape, an oval face with flawless features, translucent skin, a short straight nose, and accented cheekbones. Wide, long-lashed clear grey-blue eyes completed the package… a very exquisite package.
His first thought was automatic. What was a girl with looks like this doing working as a waitress? Nikolas took the glass, murmuring a thank-you, and the girl’s eyes met his.
He could see it happen as if in slow motion… Her reaction to him, to the way he was looking at her. The soft grey-blue eyes widened even more, pupils dilating and her lips parted slightly.
For one long moment, she looked… helpless. As if there was nothing she could do except meet his eyes and let him look at her. Out of nowhere, Nikolas felt his mood improve. She really was absolutely, without the shadow of a doubt…
“There’s no mineral water.”
Angelica’s voice was a snap of complaint. Suddenly, the waitress looked flustered. Her eyes broke from Nikolas and went to the woman at his side.
“I-I’m very sorry,” she stammered.
The waitress had a low voice, Nikolas noted and sounded nervous and under stress. The tray, crowded with brimming glasses, wobbled slightly in her uplifted hands.
“Well, don’t just stand there like a dummy!” Angelica rasped in irritation. “Go and fetch me some. Try and remember I want still, not sparkling water… and hold the lemon.”
The girl swallowed.
“Of course,” she said.
Jerkily, she turned to go. As she did, another of the guests in the crowded gallery stepped back abruptly and collided with her. Instinctively, Nikolas felt his hand go out to balance the tray in the girl’s hands, but it was too late. The glass of orange juice nearest the edge tottered crazily and then cascaded forwards, smashing to the ground and emptying its contents all over Angelica’s cocktail dress.
“Oh, my God! You are such an idiot!”
Angelica’s voice was shrill with fury.
“Just look what you’ve done!”
A look of horror, and more, convulsed the girl’s face.
“I’m… I’m sorry…”
It was all she could say. A space had cleared around her, and someone was bustling up to her. A short man with an expression on his face that was both irate, and horrified.
“What’s going on here?” the man demanded.
“Isn’t it obvious?”
Angelica’s voice was still shrill.
“This imbecile has ruined my dress.”
The horrified look on the short man’s face deepened, and he launched into a very loud apology, which Nikolas cut short.
“Only the upper part is wet, Angelica,” he said coolly, cutting the man off. “If you sponge it down it will dry out. It’s dark, it won’t show.”
Angelica wasn’t consoled.
“You half-brained little idiot!” she raged at the girl again.
Nikolas put a restraining hand on her wrist.
“Go and find the powder room,” he said.
It wasn’t a suggestion. Throwing him a fulminating glance, Angelica stormed off. Meantime, the short man had summoned two other waiting staff, who’d rushed up with cloths and a dustpan and brush, to clear up the shards and the spilled juice on the polished wood floor.
He’d also banished the guilty waitress while Nikolas had spoken to Angelica. Nikolas could see her scurrying, shoulders hunched, towards the back of the gallery. Then, the short man was turning his vociferously dismayed apologies on Nikolas, who wasn’t interested.
“It was an accident,” he said curtly, nodding dismissal impatiently.
The moment was too opportune to miss. Nikolas strode to the reception desk at the entrance.
“Tell Miss Morrison I’ve had to leave,” he said.
Then he walked out of the gallery, extracting his cellphone to call his driver. He’d send Angelica a cheque for a new dress, and a trinket to wear with it. That should do for her and get him off the hook.
It also meant he’d be facing a celibate night for certain. Without a choice, he found himself thinking about the waitress Angelica had railed at. Nikolas frowned… there had been no call to be so abusive to the girl. It had been an accident, not incompetence.
His mind wandered back to his inspection of the girl. She really had been very lovely indeed. And in the black, tight-skirted, white-aproned outfit, with the close-fitting short-sleeved white blouse, she’d looked very… dreamy.
Yes, that was the word he was looking for it. Oh, not too obviously, not too flagrantly, but there was no denying that the black and white uniform, together with her soft blondeness and those long-lashed wide-set eyes, did the business.
Involuntarily, Nikolas got quite aroused. Damn! That wasn’t an appropriate response right now! However lovely she was, the girl wasn’t the type of woman he usually consorted with.
Anyway, he wasn’t in the habit of picking women up on a casual basis. He selected them carefully, not just on their looks but also on whether they would fit into his lifestyle. And, of course, not seek to outstay their shelf-life.
His car glided up to the pavement and he got in. Tonight, he would just have to work, that was all. He was flying to New York in the morning anyway, and he knew a large selection of suitable women there from which to choose a replacement for Angelica.
Nikolas sat back in the molded leather seat, looking indifferently out of the tinted window as the car moved forward, heading back down Bond Street. It took him past the gallery again, and he was relieved to see no sign of Angelica. He felt his conscience ache at having ended their relationship so ruthlessly but put it aside quite soon. He knew very well that the main attraction for her was his wealth and status, nothing more.
He was about to avert his gaze when a figure caught his eye. Walking along with a rapid, somehow jerky step, shoulders hunched, blonde head bowed, raincoat wrapped tightly around her, hands in pockets, and shoulder bag clutched to her side, was the waitress.
Abruptly, for no reason he could justify, Nikolas pressed the intercom button.
“Stop the car,” he ordered his driver.
Not again! Not another damn time! Cheryl kept walking forward. If she kept walking, she wouldn’t think. Wouldn’t think she’d just lost her job… again.“Am I doomed to keep losing jobs? Am I so dumb, so stupid? All I had to do was to carry a tray and that was that” she whispered woefully. “Seriously, Cher, you have to stop being like this. You can afford to keep going ahead in this matter.” It had been her own fault, obviously, and she couldn’t blame them for firing her. She’d let herself be distracted in a fatal way by that incredible man. If she hadn’t been staring at him so stupidly, like a high school girl, she’d have been more aware of what was going on.“But, no! Miss Cheryl Richards had to just stand there like an idiot, gawking at that powerful demi-God! Really, girl, y
She’d gone back to blabbing. The man lowered himself lithely into the seat next to her and reached for his seat belt with a fluid movement. He cast a frowning look at Cheryl.“My… what?”“Your girlfriend. The one I spiled the juice over…” His eyes cleared.“She’s not my girlfriend.” He said the word as if it were deeply alien to him like he just met the woman on the streets and decided to take her with him at the party. Something lifted in Cheryl. Something she knew was quite pointless, but it did all the same. Wonderful! That bitchy snob hadn’t been his girlfriend. Still, it wouldn’t matter if she was, anyway! 
The expression of uncertainty deepened in her eyes.“Um…” she said. “I… I don’t know. I… don’t think so…”“At one point, you’ll have dinner, am I right?”“Yes, but… I…” Cheryl fell silent, just staring at him helplessly as if she was waiting for him to make the decision for her. Nikolas did.“Good,” he decided. “Then that is settled. All we need to decide now is where you would like to eat. Would you like to choose a place you are particularly fond of?” By offering her the choice in order to make her feel more in control of a situation, Nikolas knew it was overwhelming for her. The look of uncertainty in her eyes deepened yet more.“I&he
The ‘somewhere quieter and private’ that Nikolas had promised was the dining room of his suite. Cheryl’s eyes had widened when she’d seen the view, but she had not objected or said anything, simply stared out over the river and the shore beyond. Nikolas came up behind her. His hand rested lightly and very casually on her shoulder while explaining her the view. Through the thin material of her blouse, Cheryl felt warm beneath his touch. And since he felt her quite startled, Nikolas kept his contact brief. He stepped away, feeling a wry smile tugging at his mouth as his eyes flickered over her rearview. She had called her uniform ‘stupid’. But Nikolas had another word for it and it wasn’t one he would use in front of her. Not without pushing her away
Completely overwhelmed with wonder and disbelief, Cheryl sat in the wide leather seat of the private jet. She kept pinching herself, still struggling to believe that being there with him was really happening to her, the most uninteresting and normal woman in the world. ‘What on earth am I doing here? How come he wanted me with him on this trip?’ Cheryl kept asking herself avoiding his occasional glimpse. ‘Seriously, Cher? Nikolas Adamos had requested your presence by his side in this lavishing American trip and instead of enjoying this and him, you’re still looking for mysteries where there are none. Just live this moment, girl! Live him for as long as he will have you.’ The words circled slowly in her brain. It was hard to think coherently, rationally. It was
Nikolas turned to glance at her again. She was leafing through a glossy magazine now, her head slightly bowed and her lovely profile exposed to him, and he let his eyes linger a moment. Yes, she was different indeed. And not just in looks and style. In personality too. Cheryl was quiet, for a start. She didn’t try to talk to him, to make sophisticated conversation, or demands of him. She simply gave a fleeting smile, almost shy, her eyes only briefly meeting his, before drawing away as if she wasn’t sure whether to look at him. Nor did she seem, like all the other women he knew, to relish and revel in the attentions of other men. All the women he had selected for his leisure hours had always known how prized they were and had taken it for granted that male eyes would be drawn to them. Cheryl was
Being in Chicago with Nikolas was just as wonderful as being in New York. As it was being in San Francisco, and then Atlanta, and then, after the United States, back in Europe, in Milan, Italy. Being anywhere with him had been wonderful… Anywhere at all! For as long as Nikolas wanted her. And he did seem to want her! That was the amazing, fantastical thing! She had given up wondering at it, worrying about it. Time seemed to have stopped. Past and future seemed to have slipped away. There was only an endless, wonderful ‘now’ that swept her away on wings of wonder and delight. A ‘now’ that was focused only and entirely on Nikolas. The irresistible, gorgeous, sexy Nikolas. Cheryl was helpless and could only give herself to him, time after time, night after night. His care of her, h
Nikolas brought his thoughts back to the present. In the meantime, he would enjoy taking her to ‘La Scala’ tomorrow night and enjoy even more seeing her in yet another exquisite evening gown.“Tomorrow,” he announced, “you must go and visit the boutiques on Via Montenapoleone. You’d find every single famous fashion designer shop there. Your mission will be to buy a gown suitable for the opera at the most important Italian opera houses.”“Really? Are we going to ‘La Scala’?” she exclaimed and, in her eyes, Nikolas could see pure joy.“Have you ever been there?” he asked.“Unfortunately, never… My father loved opera… A lot. This was one of his many dreams. He never saw it coming true,” she whispered and stopped. This was t
A self-condemning twist formed at Nikolas’s mouth.“That was for my future wife’s benefit, apparently, not mine. You see, my mother brought no money to her marriage, only her position in society, which my father did not have, being ‘new’ money. Once he’d married her, he acquired her status, and so, after I was born, since she could have no more children, she became… dead weight. She didn’t want that for my wife.” His mouth tightened, and Nikolas looked at her straightly.“We, Adamos, haven’t been a happy family. There has been misery and bitterness and anger and hatred and betrayal. But now it ends. I won’t bring that ugly heritage into our marriage.” His expression changed, lightened.“What I
She wasn’t sure what she said to the sales assistant, didn’t register that the woman had nodded and gone through to the storeroom. Registered only that a hand like steel had gripped around her wrist.“What did that woman just call you?” Cheryl rested her eyes on Nikolas’s face, where all she could see was blank stupefaction and disbelief.“Um… She called me ‘Dr. Richards’,” she replied in an expressionless voice. “Because that’s who I am, Nikolas. I got my Ph.D. last year… the year my father died. He was a senior research fellow at the university, and I’ve just taken up a research post in his former department, guided now by my old colleague, Dr. Maria Shell.” His eyes were on her, quite blank.
His voice was low, urgent. Insistent. Somehow, though her mouth was suddenly as dry as a bone, Cheryl forced herself to speak.“There is nothing more to be said. You should get into your fancy car and go as far away from me as possible.” Cheryl’s voice grated out through a throat that had closed completely. His hand slashed negation.“Absolutely not. Not even by a long shot. There is still so much more to be said between you and me! That’s the reason I’ve been searching for you. That’s why I’m here, in front of you. It wasn’t all said, Cheryl. The most important part got left out. I was so devastated with what you threw at me, I let you go. I let you leave me. I should never have done that. Never! I should have told you then! But I didn’t realize… I didn’t realize that…&rdquo
That question was burning inside him, frustrating and nerve-racking. His team of investigators was worse than useless, it seemed. There were, so they had informed him, a very large number of people with her surname, and with no indication of even what part of the country she might be in, the search would inevitably be extremely long and maybe fruitless. Frustratingly, Nikolas had realized he knew nothing about her… not even her date of birth. Did she have other forenames? Nikolas had been asked, politely but pressingly, by the investigators. He had no information to give them. Did he know where she came from? Where she grew up? Where she went to school? Anything like that? Did he know people who knew her, like friends, relatives, former employers… anyone at all? No, no, and no. &
The walk in Cheslyn Garden calmed her spirit and after a few hours running around town, Cheryl decided to go to the little flat she was living in since her return to Watford. It was wonderful to be back home… It was what she needed… Wonderful to be back in the town she’d grown up in for most of her life. Everything was as familiar to her as if she had only yesterday boarded the train, heartsore and grieving, to head for London, looking for a new beginning. Everything was somehow unchanged as if she had never left. But that wasn’t true, of course. Things had happened to her that had changed her forever. Nikolas Adamos had happened to her. And she had conceived and lost their child. Starting to work in Maria’s team g
His mother’s expression changed. He couldn’t tell what she thought, but he couldn’t care less.“Oh, Niko… I’m so very sorry,” she whispered. Mixed emotion speared in Nikolas. His mother would be happy now… Happy to think she’d saved herself five million euros! Happier to think her precious son had been saved from the hideous fate of having to marry a woman he’d got pregnant and who would be the worst wife for him.“Celebrate, mother,” Nikolas said. His tone was harsh and cruel. His eyes lasered into hers, and her face paled.“Celebrate?” Calista said the word as if it had no meaning. But of course, it had meaning for her! It meant her precious son was safe. Blin
Cheryl stirred, content to leave behind another sleepless night. Lately, it was so hard to catch a few hours of good sleep. Usually, the street noises were easy to bear, but since Paxos, she wasn’t used to it anymore. Nor was she used to sleeping, living, and eating in a single room, where the ugly-patterned wallpaper was peeling off in the corners, the carpet needed to go on a rubbish tip, and the electricity ran on a meter.“I lived like a spoiled brat for too long. Luxury ruined me forever…” she whispered and left the bed. The thought shamed her. Added itself to the mountain of shame she already felt. To the shame of what she had done, what she had been, that had burst from her like an infected wound that last hideous morning. It felt as though it had been lanced from the
That voice came out of nowhere, from the pool of darkness at the far end of the terrace. A familiar voice, one he didn’t want to hear ever again. Demetrios strolled out of the darkness, like a snake slithering towards a possible prey. His voice was taunting, grating.“Are you already missing her, big brother?” Demetrios continued with a grin on his lips.“What the hell are you doing here?” Nikolas asked and his voice was terse, demanding. A new emotion was taking over, fueled by a rush of adrenaline that had come the moment he’d heard his brother’s taunting voice. An emotion that tensed and coiled in every muscle of his body.“Oh, come on, Niko! Don’t tell me I’m trespassing?” Demetrios responded drawlingly. “Are you going to call your security guys and ask them to throw me ou
He tried to say something, but Cheryl stopped him. “No… It’s my turn to talk now and you’re going to hear me out right until the end,” she added starting to feel a little tired, physically and mentally. “I know I’m not very good at talking about the stock market and brokers, and funds and charities, and whatever you, rich people, consider important subjects in a conversation. That I’m out of my league here. Still, I think, even for a reclusive, a bookworm like me, I never was so bad. I never embarrassed you. But I never actually thought… that you of all people, saw me in this light… as a brainless whore.” Another ragged intake of breath scissored through her lungs. “That a man like you, someone I thought so highly of, would be the one kicking me down to the ground again. Now I’m done.” Nik