She shouldn't have loved him...
The young lady said to herself, her sad face and eyes staring at the tree. And the sky in front of her, no matter how beautiful the sunset horizon, doesn’t make her feel any better. The feelings in her heart were tortured to the point where she was almost helpless. Her eyes rounded, looking at the orange sky where the sun was setting down. Before moving up from the chair, she wandered.
“You... help me buy some.”
The young woman glanced back before turning to look at the snacks that were lined up in the basket
“Do you want Rose-Layer Sweet Cake?”
“Not better. I saw a rose, and I didn’t feel well.”
An old woman looked up and smiled with a warm smile.
“Sweet Stuffed Dough,” she said after a long silence. “And Toddy Palm Cake.”
“Do you work in the area?”
“No,” she replied in a low tone. “I just come and take a walk.”
“Thirty baht.”
She paid and reached out to take a bag of snacks from the vendor.
“Er... Wait a minute. This is your first time coming to this park, right?”
“Ah... Yeah!”
“I have a good story to tell...” Grandma Selling Snacks, spaces out quietly before continuing, “I heard that the court next to this garden is very sacred, especially about love and marriage.”
The young woman smiled and not believe the grandmother’s words.
“My granddaughter used to make wishes and wishful thinking.”
“I think...”
“Some people say that if you pray intensely enough, your wishes will come true.”
“Oh, well, I’ll come and try it.” When she finished speaking, she decamped. Until she walked far enough away. So, she stopped because her confused heart was restless.
In her heart, is it hoping? Is it too absurd?
The young lady took a deep breath, holding back the tears that were flowing down her cheeks once more.
“Damn...” she said to herself. As she walked out of the garden. When she looked up from the floor, she looked straight ahead. Then she stopped. Is this the shrine that Grandma Selling Snacks is talking about, right?
A medium-sized shrine is located directly opposite a large tree. There are several flowers and garlands that people bring to worship. The young woman raised her hand and rubbed her upper arm as a wind blew through, as if something had come and gone. She didn’t walk in but stood there staring to decide what to do next.
But in the end, she could make a wish until...
The young lady sighed as she walked away from the shrine. She stopped walking and turned around to investigate the distance before slowly moving on. She believed little of what Grandma selling snacks had said. If whatever she was asking had to be true.
It's beyond belief!
That's when the phone rang, and she was jolted out of her daydream. Pick up the phone and peek at the other end of the line before pressing and accept the call.
[Read the message yet? Don’t forget the appointment.]
“Hmm...” the young lady replied in a low tone. While looking at the road ahead, that was not so far away.
[Is something wrong? The sound seems...]
The last question did not even make it into the auditory nerve. She is drawn to events in front of the screams and sees the commotion caused by nearby adolescents’ fights for dominance. In the end, she didn’t give a shit about it and stood there in shock for a long time. Until she glimpsed the sword as it flew at her. She looked up in shock as it soared towards her face.
The young woman had been conscious and survived. Soon, several shots were heard. Everyone either stooped down or ran away. Among the other teenagers without guns, they ran and dodged, but threw something close to them. Until the person holding the gun turned around, raised his hand, and aimed.
She looked at the incident in a perplexed manner. Her legs and body were unresponsive, as if in shock. Until the sound of another gunshot brings them back to consciousness. The young lady looked at the boy as he fell to the ground in shock. Before hearing several shots fired. The nearby villagers ran away in fear.
The young woman hurriedly tried to get as far away as possible, but she suddenly felt a pain in the back of her chest and then slowly fell to the ground. She also hits the ground hard against something solid.
Red blood flowed all around. She did not even have the strength to cry out for help right now. Blurred eyes looked towards the fence of the park. She saw a faint shadow of the person she was looking at, who wasn’t too far away. Her eyes were closed, and she was unconscious.
She is going to die...
‘The wish you have been requested; I will accept it.’
A hoarse voice came from somewhere. At this moment, she did not have the strength to turn to look at the source of the voice.
Her desire?
The young lady just lay there without moving. In front of her was darkness without light, but suddenly a white light appeared, so bright that it dazzled her eyes.
What happened?
“There are a lot of folks who want to make their desires come true. Even at the cost of what I love the most. But with you, just allow him to be happy.’’
The implicit meaning sounded enough for the young woman to guess what it was... her desire.
“I really shouldn’t have loved him...” said the young woman in a barely audible voice. The rim of the eye was filled with clear water droplets. Let it flow with a broken heart. It’s good like this too. She also didn’t want to be there if she had to recognize and endure seeing his face every day after this.
The mysterious man’s laughter rang out several times in satisfaction. Few have asked for such a thing. If it’s love, they often ask to come back to loving each other as usual. Or you might request that your boyfriend cease his connection with the woman with whom he is now involved. The woman in front of him is interesting.
“Well!”
Round eyes tried to look at the body and face of the owner of the voice. But it’s not effective when there is a white light obscuring it.
‘Until the ninth month’s fifteenth declining moon returns. There was a time to start a relationship that went wrong. If everything changes, you will lead a normal life with this body. But if everything remains the same, you will die and fade from everyone’s mind forever.’
The young woman could not understand the meaning of what was heard. The body was suffering more than the brain could think of. She just closed her eyes and didn’t feel anything anymore.
“Oh bad, I erased the old memories.” A mysterious voice rang out in shock, but it was too late. When sending the young lady’s soul back to start over, “Then let’s start all over again.”
Light illuminates the drapes in the morning. The alarm clock sounded annoyingly loud. The woman under the blanket moved her hands to cover up the sound before continuing to lie down. Soon, there were several knocks on the door in succession. She had to get up from the bed and walk to unlock the door.“When will you wake up? Sleep till the sun rises,” Tharatchanan’s stinging eardrum voice said, looking up at her sister, rubbing her hair with an annoyed expression.“Today is a holiday. Can you let me sleep?” Ladapha responded in a sleepy tone. Both eyes were just partially awake.“Yeah! Holiday, but you don’t think you want to wake up to exercise. Going for a walk other than lying in the room sluggish?!”The listener exhaled. Before attempting to shut the door, she saw her elder sister had stopped the door and glanced at her with a displeased face.“Sleep is an important factor. Do you know that? It doesn’t get old quickly.”Tharatchanan rolled his eyes as soon as the term ‘old’ entered
After shopping and stopping for dinner, by the time they got home, it was almost 8 p.m. The two young women helped each other carry things from the trunk of the car and put them on the kitchen table.“Next month, the company has a long holiday; will you go home?” Tharatchanan asked as she put away things.“Ahh... The long holiday starts today and continues until I can find a new job,” the woman replied, taking out the things she bought and putting them in the refrigerator.“Don’t tell me you can’t get along with your co-workers.”“No, all my co-workers are good. But travel far. The work is hard, and the money is little,” the woman said, letting out a loud sigh. “When you work late, you know that even on holidays, sometimes you still must go in and collect the results of the experiments that you have left over. It’s tiring, and I would like to work in a higher position.”“Have you told your mother yet?”Ladapha immediately shook her head. “I guarantee they will order me home.”Tharatch
“Why… why…?” Tharatchanan sobbed, her words broken and barely coherent. “Did Art break up with you?” Ladapha asked softly, her voice tinged with worry. She gazed at her sister with concern, then rose from the sofa and moved closer. Tharatchanan didn’t answer immediately. She cried harder, her attempts to speak swallowed by her sobs. After a few moments, she managed to choke out, “He cheated… That bastard... he cheated” ... Ladapha stepped forward and pulled her elder sister into a tight hug, holding her close without asking any more questions. She gently rubbed Tharatchanan’s back, her voice calm and soothing. “If you need to cry, let it all out. Just for today, cry as much as you need to.” She didn’t want to push her sister further, knowing how deeply Tharatchanan had cared for Art. Her sister had been so serious about him—serious enough to talk about marriage and building a future together. But maybe it was better this way. At least she knew the truth before walking down the ais
Chapter 4 that man can go to hell!Ladapha clenched her fists tightly, exhaled deeply as she rubbed her face, and paced back and forth in the small square bathroom. She was trapped, unable to leave just yet. Minutes ticked by as she repeatedly checked her phone, glancing at the time and the incoming messages. Yet, people kept coming in and out, making it impossible for her to open the door without being seen. Ten more minutes crawled by. Sitting on the closed toilet lid, Ladapha sighed heavily and set her phone and documents down on the tank behind her. Standing up, she pressed her ear to the door, straining to hear the footsteps outside. Suddenly, the sound of a faucet turning on caught her attention. She crouched slightly to peer at the shadows moving beneath the door, waiting for them to leave. She held her breath as the shadow passed and finally disappeared. Silence followed, filling the bathroom. She stayed frozen, waiting a little longer, ensuring there wasn’t another sound
Chapter 5 Marry you“What is it?” Tharatchanan said sharply as soon as she answered the call.[Are you not coming home tonight? It’s almost 10 p.m. Where are you? And what’s that annoying noise in the area?]“I’m at a pub,” she replied flatly. “Feeling a bit stressed today. You lock up; don’t wait for me.”Without waiting for a response, she hung up and turned her gaze to the vibrant lights and swaying crowd before her. The music pounded as people moved their hips and danced without care in the world. But not her. She simply sat there, sipping drink after drink, trying to drown the pain she knew alcohol couldn’t erase. Being alone only seemed to amplify her misery, pushing her closer to madness.“Are you here alone?”The deep voice
Chapter 6 Stay together, and love will follow.The day had passed, trying to call her phone, hoping the person who took it would answer and hadn’t sold it yet. Finally, she began to give up as no one picked up, and her phone suddenly switched off.Ladapha sat on the living room sofa, idly flipping through TV channels with the remote. The wait for her interview results felt hopeless, weighing heavily on her. Despite applying to numerous companies, many weren’t hiring, while others were already fully staffed. The future seemed dim.Ring, ring. ~The sound of the landline jolted her out of her thoughts. She reached for the receiver.[Why didn’t you answer your phone? I’ve been calling.]“My phone’s missing. Why haven’t you come home? Aren’t you working today?” Lad
Chapter 7 That terrible man, indeed.“That’s how it was. Luckily, I found it in time,” Jetanipat said with a smile. “Yes, very lucky,” Ladapha replied, exhaling in relief that he didn’t press further or seemed suspicious. Anyone else might have questioned how such a mix-up happened or speculated about who could have taken it. “Um… are you free this evening?” she asked hesitantly. “I’d like to treat you to dinner as a thank you.” Jetanipat glanced at his watch with a small smile. He wasn’t the one who found her belongings—it was his boss. Returning them was simply part of the task assigned to him. “Unfortunately, I have plans tonight. How about another time?” he replied politely. “Of course, that’s fine!” Ladapha answered quickly. “Let’s exchange numbers, then,” Jetanipat suggested, handing her his phone. She nodded and entered her number without a second thought before handing it back to him. He dialed her number immediately. “That’s mine,” he said with a grin as her p
Chapter 8 the Lonesome Little Round SoulDays blurred together as Ladapha continued her job search. While waiting for interview results, she applied to other companies, but her criteria for convenience in commuting limited her options. The lack of progress only deepened her frustration. Buzz—buzz.Her phone vibrated on the table. Glancing at the caller ID, she smiled and quickly answered. “What’s up, Miss Beautiful Teacher?” she teased. [Chom, sorry! I’ve been so busy, but I finally found some free time.] “And?” [Are you free these days?] “Pretty much. Why?” Ladapha asked, curiously. [Wanna grab a buffet? There’s a discount promotion, and I’ve got so much to talk about.] Eating out was manageable, but shopping? Definitely not. Ladapha was careful with her savings, reluctant to spend frivolously while unemployed. “Just the buffet, okay? I’m skipping shopping,” she replied firmly. [No shopping, I promise. Just food and chatting. Does Friday work?] “Alright, see you
Chapter 23 Ayu is waiting.After returning from the chubby little kid’s birthday trip, Yin Yue resumed his work in his study as usual. Normally, he would use his weekends to complete pending tasks and plan for the upcoming week. However, those days had been disrupted by their brief two-day getaway. Despite this, he didn’t regret the trip at all....I can’t concentrate...Though he sat before his documents, his mind wandered incessantly. Yin Yue let out a series of deep sighs, eventually picking up his phone and typing a message to her.Yin Yue: Have you eaten?After hitting send, he placed the phone aside and tried to focus on his documents. Yet a part of him eagerly awaited her reply. Ten minutes passed without a response.KNOCK KNOCK.“Mr. Peng, dinner is ready. Would you like me to bring it up for you?” Phorngrampai’s voice broke the silence.He shifted his gaze from the tablet screen and looked up. “I’ll come down to eat.”Phorngrampai nodded and closed the door behind her. Yin Yu
Chapter 22 Papa, Mama, Ayu is here!In the evening, the renowned restaurant outside the city in Province R was bustling with tourists. Known for its local and diverse cuisines, the place was lively. Yin Yue sat at the table, patiently waiting after placing the orders. He glanced over with a satisfied smile. Despite Ladapha’s firm objections to dining together, instead of preferring to eat alone, he had successfully persuaded her with one line:“Don’t you want to celebrate Ayu’s birthday with him?”Unbelievably, she agreed to stay. Though deep down, he couldn’t help but feel a tinge of jealousy toward his own son.Ladapha remained tense even after the dishes were served. Tonight’s dinner wasn’t the traditional local food but a French cuisine, served in a peaceful, romantic section of the restaurant, contrasting with the bustling local food area.“This place feels way too romantic…”Her thoughts trailed off, and her face flushed as she looked away. Her hands, stiff with nervousness, hes
Chapter 21 Papa, did you make Auntie cry?“This is for you,” Yin Yue said, handing over a small blue box while avoiding her gaze.“Huh?” Ladapha looked at the small blue box in her hand, recalling how he had spent quite a while selecting something in the jewelry store earlier. She had assumed he was buying it for his collection. “I can’t accept this.”Yin Yue looked at her with a hurt expression. He didn’t like being rejected.“Why not?”Was that a question she had to answer? Ladapha hesitated, feeling conflicted. She wasn’t sure if accepting this gift would make her feel uncomfortable—or if she even understood her emotions right now.“I can’t accept something so valuable from you,” she replied, attempting a polite smile.Yin Yue’s face blinked disappointment before he responded, “Never mind,” and walked away quietly.Ladapha watched him leave and chose not to dwell on it. She went back to packing her belongings. Later, while taking out the trash, she noticed the small blue box lying
Chapter 20 the Beat of a Heart.As Yin Yue stepped out of the bathroom, he noticed that the pillow and blanket Ladapha had taken earlier were missing. He quickly deduced that she must have chosen to sleep outside or in Ayu’s room. With a quiet sigh, he walked out of the bedroom.When his eyes landed on her curled up on the living room sofa, a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. Yin Yue approached her silently and leaned down, gently brushing his hand against her face before hooking it back. He turned his flushed face away, biting his lip to regain composure.Should I let her stay here, or…? He thought, glancing back at her sleeping form with a conflicted expression. After a moment’s hesitation, he leaned down and carefully scooped her up in his arms, carrying her back to the bedroom.As he laid her on the bed, she stirred, letting out a soft, sleepy murmur. Startled, Yin Yue froze, watching as her eyes fluttered but didn’t fully open. He quickly stepped back and left the ro
Chapter 19 Ayu dreams of adventures.Yin Yue stepped out of the elevator with an unmistakable air of happiness. Sliding his hand into his pocket, he retrieved his phone and opened the messaging app, where Ladapha was still his only contact. Without hesitation, he typed a message and hit send.Yin Yue: Would you like to stay for dinner tonight?Walking into his office, Yin Yue settled into his chair. It was nearly noon, and a mountain of work awaited him. Glancing at his phone periodically, he noticed there was no reply yet. With a sigh, he picked up his pen to tackle his workload. About ten minutes later, his phone buzzed, indicating an incoming message. Abandoning his papers, he reached for it eagerly.Ladapha: No, thank you. You’re my boss, after all.Ah... Yin Yue found himself at a loss for words. Boss or not, her refusal stung. Staring at her message, he debated how to reply.Ladapha: Besides, I’ll be leaving early today. I don’t think we’ll see each other.He quickly typed back:
Chapter 18 the boss is acting jealous.“Want to hang out?” Jin Yu asked as he caught up with Yin Yue. Of course, he wasn’t just asking; he was observing Yin Yue’s demeanor closely. The faint smile that lingered on Yin Yue’s face betrayed a rare contentment, something Jin Yu hadn’t seen earlier during their dinner discussions.“I’m busy,” Yin Yue replied flatly.It was the perfect excuse to decline Jin Yu’s invitation.“All right,” Jin Yu said with a knowing smile. Then he asked, almost too casually, “Who was that woman earlier?”Yin Yue’s expression stiffened for a moment before he masked it with his usual calm. “Who?”Jin Yu burst out laughing, unable to hold it in any longer. He decided not to press further; the way Yin Yue tried to brush off the question was all the confirmation he needed.That woman... she must be someone special, Jin Yu thought to himself, grinning.“If that’s all, I’m heading home,” Yin Yue said, his voice as neutral as ever. Without waiting for a reply, he quic
Chapter 17 Class ReunionLadapha finally found time to catch up on nearly a thousand messages in her university friends’ group chat. She discovered that they had planned a reunion dinner for that evening. Initially, she wasn’t interested and didn’t think attending was necessary. However, in a smaller group chat with her closest friends, someone mentioned that he would be there. That single piece of information made her hesitate, and before she knew it, she found herself typing,Of course, I’ll go.“Do I need to call Mr. Peng to ask for leave?” Ladapha asked anxiously.“No need, dear. Just finish the tasks he assigned, and that’s enough.”By 3 p.m., she had wrapped up her work and rushed home to pick out an outfit for the evening. Fortunately, her friends had reserved a table for the group, ensuring a spot for her. It surprised her how she hadn’t hesitated momentarily, her eagerness to see him again overpowered her usual reluctance.At nearly 6 p.m., after an extended grooming session
Chapter 16 Kinda busy“Next Tuesday evening, there’s a dinner meeting scheduled with a client to discuss business,” Jetanipat mentioned as he followed Yin Yue into the office. Today, he couldn’t help but notice his boss seemed unusually cheerful.Yin Yue glanced at the desk calendar, where a rough outline of his schedule was noted. “Tuesday evening? I’m not available. Can it be moved to the afternoon?”“That’s possible. I originally noticed you had a meeting scheduled,” Jetanipat responded.“I’ve canceled it,” Yin Yue replied, walking around to sit in his office chair. He picked up a work file that had been brought in, flipped through it, and then asked abruptly, “Do you have a girlfriend?”Jetanipat’s eyes widened in shock at the unexpected question. In all the years he had worked for his boss, not once had the man asked for anything unrelated to work.“Uh… why do you ask, Mr. Peng?” he stammered, unsure how to respond.Yin Yue shot him a look that clearly meant *Just answer.*“Yes,
Chapter 15 the heart defies reason.Yin Yue remained silent, stealing glances at the woman sitting next to him. He couldn’t quite understand why he had let her get in the car with them—something completely unlike him. In the past, he’d never allowed anyone to cross his boundaries like this.Ladapha sat stiffly, unable to muster the courage to speak again, sensing that he had no interest in her words. It wasn’t until the car pulled into the mall’s parking lot that she reluctantly opened the door to step out, blurting out, “Uh… I mean…” She faltered but stopped short as a small hand tugged at her sleeve, prompting her to look down.“Come with us, Auntie,” Ayu said, his round eyes pleading.Blinking, Ladapha noticed the boy’s sudden change in demeanor. Just moments ago, he’d been glaring at her with annoyance, and now he was pleading sweetly. How could she possibly say no to him?Nodding hesitantly, she watched as Ayu ran over to Yin Yue, his cheerful demeanor unchanged. Yin Yue walked a