Seventy Nine

Jill’s POV

I told Chad everything. I tried to hold in the tears, but I knew I failed when he wiped them away for me. I was expecting him to push me away, but instead he held me closer. When I finally finished and broke down, he held on to me so tightly. It made me feel so safe, I was scared to pull away in case this was the last time that he would ever hold me again. I finally plucked up the courage to push away from him. I looked down at my fingers, I was scared to look at him and see the look of disgust on his face. He put a finger under my chin and lifted my face so that I had to look at him. He shocked me by kissing away my tears and then kissing me on the lips. I was in shock.

“I am so sorry that happened to you” He leaned forward and rested his head against mine

“You’re not disgusted?”

“How could I ever be disgusted? What happened to you was not your fault”

“I thought you would hate me” I felt another tear slide down my cheek. Chad wiped it away and kissed me so gently like he w