Selena’s POV
The whip came down again and, surprisingly, another gasp left my dried-up lips. After all the pain, I was sure I’d passed out at some point.
But I was still awake...
Still able to hear the whip as it cracked through the air and came down on my skin. It split open from the force, blood trickling down my back and legs. The clothes I’d once called a dress were soaked in blood, sweat, and tears. Tatters of it still covered some of my modesty, but most of it was in tatters.
How?
How had it come to this?
I closed my eyes, hoping that the memories would distract me from the pain. It coursed through my body like a flame, reaching from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. My bruised and battered skin felt hot and inflamed; as if it was stretched too thin. My muscles ached, and my arms and legs hurt. I couldn’t even feel my fingers anymore...
It had happened just as dusk settled over the pack land. I’d been in my rooms surrounded by the omegas who served me hand and foot. I couldn’t lift a finger without them offering to do it for me.
They fear my father too much not to…
In the corner of the room, there had been two burly bodyguards, watching my every move. Also they reeked of fear, anxious about my father’s disciplinary actions if they failed him.
The alarm had sounded, but we had been told to remain where we were. I’d barely had time to wrap my head around the whole situation when the doors had been broken down. The wolves who entered were enormous and took down my guards easily. I begged them to spare my servants, but my words fell on deaf ears. I was taken away and all I could hear were screams…
The wolves had taken me to the dungeon and thrown me in one of their cells. The dungeon was dark, dim, and smelled horrendous; and I didn’t even have the sensitive nose that werewolves have. I guess I could be grateful for at least that...
I’d tried to ask them questions, but every time I spoke I was met with a hated glare. And when I demanded an answer, they’d shut me up in an all too familiar way. But the familiar burn across my cheek only strengthened my resolve…
I asked again, and again I was met with the same reply. My head hurt from their brute strength, but I had to know. I needed to know that the omegas were safe. They were helpless! They couldn’t shift and couldn’t protect themselves from stronger regular werewolves…
“I’d be more worried about your own situation, Princess!” One of the men finally growled, gripping my hair and pulling me off the floor. It hurt, but I bit back a scream, refusing to show them any kind of weakness. In a wolf of werewolves, Alphas, and Kings, weakness got you killed…
“There’ll be nothing left of you when Rain Blood is done with you!”
My blood ran cold!
Rain Blood…
A merciless bastard, who killed for sports. He was a rogue, at first no real threat. Then he started taking over smaller packs, meticulously growing his following bigger and bigger. My father – the King of the Werewolves – had set out his army to take out this threat…
None had returned!
Roughly and mercilessly my captors had cuffed my hands to the chains. I was now suspended from the ceiling, my toes barely reaching the stone floor beneath me.
And then began the whipping…
At first, they concentrated on my back. But then my legs, arms, and torso were kissed with the silver whip. I wasn’t a werewolf, but the metal still struck me just as deeply and painfully. My eyes were already swollen shut from the beating they’d given me before. I felt blood drip into my mouth, but I wasn’t sure where it came from.
My broken nose or biting my lips…
“The King wants to see the princess,” one of my jailers suddenly said, after what felt like hours. My chains were released, and I crashed to the floor; yet again, surprised, I could still scream in pain.
Or even feel it!
But my legs and feet burned. My arms felt numb, and my head hit the stone bed with a thump. My vision swam, and a splitting headache threatened to tear my head in two.
But I was allowed no rest…
Rough hands pulled me up off the floor, dragging me along. I tried to move my feet, but I just wasn’t strong enough. They dragged across the floor, tearing off whatever skin remained. I muffled a whimper, hoping to retain my dignity at least.
Never show weakness…
As a human in a pack of werewolves, I learned this lesson young…
In the distance, I heard doors open and voices streamed into my stream of consciousness. With my blurry vision, I could see the outline of several werewolves lingering about. Some were still in their wolf form. Some still ripping into the flesh of their fallen enemy. They were celebrating their victory.
Celebrating my father’s death!
Which shouldn’t make a daughter feel relief, but I couldn’t help it. Tears formed in my eyes, wetting my bruised cheek.
I was free of him...
Finally!
Even if this would be my last night alive, I would at least die, free of his oppression. Free from his cruelty and hate. Free from his torture and pain...
I barely managed a gasp, when I was thrown roughly on the floor. I tried to catch myself with my hands, but they slipped in something wet. My face connected with the floor, shooting pain up my nose and into my head. My brain felt like it was being stabbed with long, cold objects, and more blood gushed down my face. In the distance, I could hear someone snicker, while others were catcalling me.
“Princess Selena Throme!” Some announcer called out my name. I tried glancing up, just barely making out the black figure that arrogantly lounged on my father’s throne.
Rain Blood...
The fool!
The throne didn’t belong to him!
It hadn’t even belonged to my father. He’d claimed it 10 years ago, after murdering the rightful king and queen. I’d been a child back then, but old enough to understand what was going on. To understand that my father had committed treason and deserved to die.
He had deserved this...
In all these years, I’d never acknowledged him as king, which had pissed him off on more than one occasion. He’d called me naive, stupid, and an arrogant, spoiled bitch. He’d called me worthless and a whore, just like my mother. He’d taken his hatred and frustration out on me. Every time I stood up to him, I knew he might very well kill me in his anger.
I didn’t care!
He was a coward, who resorted to underhanded and deceitful tactics just to sit on a fancy chair. He wasn’t an alpha. He wasn’t a king! He didn’t earn, much less deserve my respect. For all I cared, he could all go to hell…
All of them!
Someone roughly grabbed my hair, pulling me up off the floor. I gritted my teeth, trying not to scream, but I couldn’t stop it. Tears and blood streamed down my face and a ghost of a scream slipped between my lips. It hurt so much!
Why?
Why couldn't they just kill me already?
I’d suffered all my life. The day my mother died was the last day I ever felt loved. If I ever cared about anyone, my father would use them against me. Hurt them and make them suffer. He’d hurt the weak to keep me in line, forcing me to do his bidding. I’d hated every single second I’d been forced to fake a smile. Ever fancy dress he’d force me to wear. My golden cage was littered with blood of innocent people, because of his sick perversion…
Why couldn’t it just end?
“Stupid bitch,” I heard someone growl and a kick to my legs had me stifling another scream. But I soon understood his intentions, when he forced my head down, so I was in a kneeling position.
Submissive…
“Bow down before your King!”
King?
I wanted to laugh in his face. And yes, there was a good chance that after all this time, I’d finally snapped. It had all been too much. The pain and suffering I’d been through for the last 10 years. The lashing I’d received tonight. The relief to know that my father was dead…
Or perhaps I just knew I was screwed!
But it resolved something inside of me. I’d never bowed down before in my life; I wasn’t going to start during the last moments of my life…
With the last drops of will that I had, I forced my body to move. Stunned silence filled the room as I fought to get to my feet. My body ached, my legs shook. I didn’t have the strength, but I didn’t care. My heart slammed against my ribs, every beat making me want to throw up. The rushing in my ears had the room spinning, but I refused to give in to the darkness.
Just a little while longer…
Finally, I was upright. Panting from the efforts, I felt sick. Blood and bile mixed in my mouth. The salt in my tears burned the open gashes on my face, but stubbornly, I held my head high. The black blur that I assumed was Rain Blood watching me; eyeing me much in the same way a predator watches his prey.
I’d expected nothing less from the man that killed the king...
“I bow for no man!” I pushed between my teeth--- ignoring how the room fell into disarray.
Growls and curses…
Swearing and promises of blood and pain!
But I didn’t pay attention to any of them. The man on the throne moved so fast that he was standing before me before I managed to blink. Finally, I could see him more clearly. I hated to say it, but he was handsome in a classical, masculine way. His hair was so dark, it almost looked dyed, but a part of me instantly knew that this man would rather be caught dead than fall prey to vanity. His lips were pulled down into a frown and a part of me vaguely recognized that he’d look really handsome if he smiled.
But his eyes…
So dark and rich, they looked like twin orbs of obsidian rock. And the way he looked at me, I felt as if he was looking right into my soul. Looking for something that only he knew how to find...
I wasn’t sure what happened after that. But I was pretty sure I was going to die, so it didn’t really matter. The darkness finally took me away, and I was happy to let it. At least I wouldn’t feel the pain when they tore into me.
My last thought?
Those eyes looked awfully familiar...
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Selena’s POV“Selena,” he rumbled as if tasting the sound on his lips. “Like the Moon Goddess. I see the resemblance.”I couldn’t help the warm memories he awoke inside of me. It had been my mother’s idea. When I was born, my hair was even lighter than it was now, and my eyes looked dark blue. As I grew older, my hair grew darker and my eyes lighter. It made my mother even more resolute that my name should honor the Moon Goddess.Selena…My mom had always been the one who showed me what it truly meant to love someone. My father had always been gone for his job and there were times when I grew up, I was convinced that he didn’t love me. He was always happy when mom was around, but whenever it was just me and him, he would ignore me.My mom was different.She would spend her nights reading bedtime stories to me. Brush my hair and braid it. I sat down to have tea with my dollies and would spend hours in the forest.I used to love being in the forest.My mother was a great mom. Even as th
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Selena’s POVI tried to stay awake figuring out my situation, but the drugs finally dragged me under. However, I only had a restless rest as the pain of the whip on my back made it hard to be comfortable. The nurse came back and changed my bandages, but it had me almost wishing to be back in the torture chamber. She wasn’t shy about her dislike for me and bluntly told me I didn’t deserve to live!“You deserve that pain,” she’d said, with a cold tone and a vacant look in her eyes.That was a low blow…But honestly, I couldn’t really blame her. My father was a cruel and evil man – and the fact that I was my father’s daughter was enough for her to hate me.But I’d never asked to be his daughter!I’d never asked to be trapped here in this golden cage
Selena’s POV“What---?!” I gasped when I was finally able to process the scene before me. “Wh-what’s wrong with him?”I heard him before I saw him. His breathing was ragged, each inhale was a desperate battle. I recoiled in horror. His skin was marred with bruises and cuts. His clothes were torn, clinging to him like a second, broken skin. Dried blood crusted at the edges of his wounds, some still seeping, staining the floor beneath him.His eyes were empty, a void where a spark of life should have been. I wondered how many days he had been in this nightmare, how long it had taken to break him down to this shell of a man.“He’s being punished,” Rain said, smirking in a way that had a cold chill running down my spine. “He disobeyed my orders. To prove that he’s capable of following them, I’ve given him a simple task to do.”“Do what?” I asked,
Selena's POVBut movement caught my eye and my head slowly spun to see the wolf once more. His eyes pleaded with me, as he begged for forgiveness – his voice raw and hoarse, as if he’d been screaming from the top of his lungs. He beseeched and cried, urging me to show mercy…Even after he’d shown none.Still, my heart wasn’t hard nor cold like that of a werewolf...“Pl-pl-please?” I pleated, shaking with fear and wondering how this man was going to punish me for asking. I was now officially in uncharted territory, not knowing what direction was up. But to my surprise, Rain gently caressed my cheek. His finger dipped under my chin and forced me to look up at him.“Of course, my Azura,” he said sweetly. He gently kissed my cheek, the warmth of his lips, making me suck in a breath. Not even Greg, my so-called fiancée, had ever dared to let his lips touch my skin. A
Selena’s POVDarkness clung to the towering trees, their gnarled branches twisting like skeletal fingers against the night sky. The only sound was the crunch of dead leaves beneath my shoes and the distant rustling of something unseen.My hair stood on end!Something wrapped around my foot and I swallowed a scream, as I crashed to the ground. Every cell in my body seized up and my fight or flight instinct made my skin prickle. My mind was a jumbled mess as I kicked and clawed my way back to my feet, frantically seeking out the hands that had gripped me…A tree…I’d gotten my foot tangled up in the root of a tree. Exhaling in relief, my hand gripped my chest, physically hurting from the whole ordeal. I’d known that running off into the forest in the middle of the night wasn’t the greatest of plans – especially because I didn’t have a flashlight or night vision – but I
Selena's POVI had no idea where I was, and rather than walking around like a headless chicken, I needed a plan. First things first. If I was going to escape, I needed more information. More precisely, I needed a map and figure out where I was located. And much to my dismay, my best bet was the library--- which I’d just escaped.Stupid!I turned on my heel and, with my heart pounding, I retraced my steps--- and once more nearly ran straight into a pair of guards.Shit!Flattening myself against another doorway, I held my breath as they walked past, their conversation a low murmur. My fingers dug into the wooden frame as I forced myself to stay still. At this rate, I was going to be caught before I really escaped. For now, I’d been lucky. But I didn't know how much longer I could rely on luck or on the scent neutralizer to save my butt.I needed to get my ass into gear or else I was fuck
Selena’s POVMy heart pounded a million miles a minute, as my mind slowly realized what they were planning. Looking back at the door, I wondered if the guards had finally left. I had to get away from here. I had to escape so I could warn Rain!“You know,” the older officer said with a grin I didn’t like and clapped Greg on his shoulder as a fatherly figure would have. “Your father would be proud of you.”So Rain had killed my father’s beta too?I couldn’t say I was too sad to see him go either. My father’s beta hadn’t originally been in on my father’s plans to kill the King and Queen but hadn’t done anything to stop him either. And I didn’t care how much you were stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea, that was just plain wrong!“Thank you, Will,” Greg said, his voice carrying a rare note of sincerity. Which really didn’t say much
Selena's POVNot wanting to risk being spotted by patrols – if they had any – I ducked back behind the curtains and crunching low, I passed it. My mind spun as I desperately tried to figure out where in damnation I was. Why would Rain take me away from the palace, knowing how many people wanted me dead? But then again, I didn’t think Rain would do that…The image of Greg flashed before my mind again.So--- not a dream then!But--- that raised some serious questions for me! As in--- had Greg actually come for me? Why? In all our time together I’d never had gotten the feeling that he--- you know! Well, cared for me! Sure, he’d sometimes been the one to take me back to my room when and if he walked in on my father beating me senseless. But he never stepped in to stop it. Or said anything about it for that matter…Thinking back, I think that my interactions
Selena’s POVI woke up slowly, feeling a strange heaviness in my entire body. As if something was crawling up and down my spine that made my skin itch. I couldn’t really describe it, but the feeling was like something when you wake up from a nightmare you couldn’t remember.Just wrong!Feeling unsettled, I reached out for Rain, wanting to bury my face in his warm chest and cling to him until the feeling went away. But to my surprise, his side of the bed was empty.Had he gone to work already?Against my brain’s advice, I blinked my eyes open, slowly getting used to the light. Only to realize that the light wasn’t the morning sun as I more or less expected, but a pale, artificial light coming from a chandelier hanging overhead. Frowning, I didn’t recognize it! Hell, when looking around I realize that I’d never been in this room in my life…Memories from the day before
Rain’s POVNo, can’t kill him, I reminded myself, much to my wolf’s dismay. Sure, he was annoying to listen to but he was good with numbers. Numbers were important when you ran a pack. So, no matter how boring accountants were, they were needed.No killing…Which still didn’t make my wolf any happier. He was frustrated that his mate hadn’t realized who we were and that she belonged to us. That she still kept part of herself locked away from us and until she fully opened up to us, we couldn’t claim her. It frustrated him---And that frustrated me!The animal didn’t understand the complexity of the situation. She believed she’d lost her mate even before they were able to recognize each other, and so she needed time to sort through her emotions. And I tried to be understanding…I really did!But I was getting tired of consta
Selena's POV“Is anyone guarding the secret tunnels?” I asked, slowly getting to my feet, my heart pounding so hard in my chest, I could feel my pulse rushing in my ear. I tried to force down my panic, but it was impossible. My whole body was shaking and air settled like lead in my lungs.Rogues…Why did it have to be rogues?!My mind clouded and darkness seemed to crawl into my vision. Images of the past wanted to force their way into the present. Echoes of flesh being ripped apart and screams of death t
Selena’s POVI smirked conspiratorially, hoping to throw Joey off his game. I shuffled the deck of cards, my fingers moving smoothly over the worn edges. Joey sat across from me at the small wooden table, his expression unreadable with his arms folded over his chest and holding the cards close to his chest. The late afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the courtyard, warming my skin despite the seasonal turn. The trees still clung onto their yellowing leaves as if their lives depended on it. The mountains were turning brown, ans while some might call it a boring and dead color, I liked
Selena's POV“Hey,” I heard from somewhere far away, and I realized that I’d been swallowed up in my own world. “Come back to me.”I looked up--- and smiled when I saw Rain’s worried face. Maybe it was because something about him reminded me of the Prince. Or maybe it was just wishful thinking, I couldn’t be sure. But something about him just instantly put me at ease. That could make me forget my past and---What my father had done!