Selena’s POV
I woke up to my entire body aching. My muscles felt like I’d just run a marathon and my skin felt hot and tight. My one eye felt weird, my hands and feet hurt like a son of a bitch, and my nose felt like it was the size of a baseball, making it hard to breathe.
Well, I guess it beat being dead, I thought, fighting to open my eyes. But the first ray of light that hit my eye, left my head feeling like a mind-field. And those mines were going off in a not-so-sexy way.
Shit!
Perhaps it was better just being dead, I concluded, feeling like my head was about to split in two. The pounding felt like a pulse, sending shock waves of pain throughout my entire body. I felt sick and bile threatened to rise, but I somehow managed to swallow it back.
Instant regret!
My mouth was dry and all I did was hurt myself even more. Well, it wasn’t the first time my father had beaten me bloody and then sent me to my room to heal up. I ran my tongue over my lips, noticing the split. That was going to leave a scar.
Weird…
My father was usually particular about NOT leaving any scars. He needed me picture-perfect for all the alphas, lunas, and any other sucker he wanted to parade me in front of. For that, he needed a perfect face, so he would usually go for the stomach and back. And my rips usually felt his love the next day, but this time, they didn’t feel half bad.
Which was also weird...
Did he restrain himself from kicking my sides?
That was new…
The rips were usually his favorite part. The soft spot, so to speak. The one that made me cry out in pain. And he loved hearing me scream.
He relished in my pain...
I tried to move my hands, hoping to get a better understanding of what was going on with my face. That was when I felt something pull on my hand. It didn’t feel like I was restrained, but something was definitely holding my hand back.
Hmm, that’s new, I thought again, making another attempt to open my eyes. It took me a couple of seconds before I could see. And even then the image was blurry and out of focus. But I could still make out the white ceiling and a couple of machines in the background.
Wait!
I was in the hospital?!
Had my father been replaced by aliens? Or had Greg finally grown some balls to do something about it? My dad would never have let me see the inside of a hospital; that shit left a paper trail. Greg would usually be the one to nurse me back to health, but had he really gone the whole extra mile for me this time? How badly had my father beat me up if he was willing to face the King’s wrath?
Movement to my side had my head turning in that direction. I more or less expected to see Greg sitting there. He was my father’s beta, despite being just a couple of years older than me. His father, the previous beta, had been killed in battle just a few days ago. He’d led the King’s forces that went after the rogue alpha, Rain Blood, who’d---
Wait…
The man sitting on the edge of my bed wasn’t Greg, I realized as my vision began to clear up. His hair was as dark as tar and his eyes were so dim, they too looked black. He sat there so regally, his back straight and shoulders squared, I could have sworn he was royalty. He was so tall, even sitting down, that I had to crack my head back just to look at him.
Hot!
That was my first honest impression of him. Yeah, I really shouldn’t have been noticing how attractive a guy was – especially a stranger! – when he’d clearly made himself at home on my bed. Not only would my father be furious, but Greg would lose his shit as well.
Considering I was his fiancée and all that…
But the guy on my bed was stunning. I’d never seen a man this... this stunningly beautiful before. He looked like he belonged on the cover of some kind of magazine or something. My heart skipped a beat and as he observed me with such raw intensity, I couldn’t help but feel my cheeks heat.
Who was he?
Suddenly, images from the night before rushed across my memory and I remembered. My father was dead, I’d been taken prisoner, and then---
An alarm started to ring as my heart rate started to rise. Fuck! This man clearly worked for Rain Blood! The man who’d killed my father and ordered my torture. Why was he here? What did he want? Was he here to torture me for fun or for information? Did he want to know about my father’s business?
In either case, I was screwed!
I didn’t know anything about my father’s business. He never trusted me with any information about any official affairs. And Rain Blood was rumored to be cruel and simply crazy! He wasn’t going to believe me! He was going to torture me in ways I probably hadn’t even imagined yet!
Shit!
I should have stayed dead, I realized, trying to pull away from him, knowing it was hopeless. But to my surprise, the man looked up, eyeing the machine behind him, and then turned his black gaze on me again.
“You’re safe now,” he said, his voice surprisingly soft despite the edge of roughness it held.
Erm…
What?!
“Does it hurt?” he asked again, and before I could answer, he pressed a couple of buttons, and within moments, I could feel my body relax and the pain I’d felt dim. I could breathe more easily and the splitting headache that had made me sick before dimmed to a dull throb.
Was he seriously helping me?
No, that couldn’t be right!
Could it?
Yet, I was of the firm belief that actions spoke louder than words. And his actions said that he didn’t want me in any pain. But why would he do that?
What was going on here?
I watched him, as he took a glass and filled it with water. He was wearing simple sweatpants and a gray T-shirt, which was usual for a wolf to wear if he’d shifted and torn his clothes.
When had he shifted?
He returned to the bed and sat there as if he had every right to be there. He handed me the cup, but I just glared at it suspiciously. This--- this didn’t make any sense! Why was he being so nice? Why was I at the hospital? Why was he pretending to help me?
And why, oh why, was I drooling over him so badly?
Had to be the drugs!
And there were probably more in that cup---!
“It’s just water,” he continued, as if he’d heard my thoughts, and took a sip of the water, proving that it wasn’t drugged or poisoned. He then pressed the glass into my hands, helping me drink. And I wasn’t going to lie; the water tasted divine, soothing my dry mouth. I couldn’t contain a soft moan of delight as the water cooled my wounds and hoarse throat.
“I won’t hurt you,” he once again reassured me, a ghost of a smile on his lips, as he sat the glass back down and looked at me. “What’s your name?”
He wouldn’t hurt me?
Yeah, I’d believe that when I didn’t feel like my head was going to burst open...
“What’s that to you?” I asked, my stubbornness making me braver than usual. Sure, I’d been raised a princess, but I’d been playing politics long enough to know that nothing was ever truly free. But to my surprise, yet again, the man just smiled mysteriously, making him look even more dashing than before.
And yes, annoyingly, it made me blush!
“I’ve been wanting to know your name for a very long time,” he replied with a hint of mystery in his tone. “My name is Rain.”
My heart dropped, and all color drained from my face.
“Rain--- Blood?!” I asked in utter disbelief. THIS man was the infamous Rain Blood. The insane rogue that delighted in the gore and pain of pack mate and enemy alike?!
He nodded, making a shiver of fear travel down my spine.
“What do you want with me?” I asked, my voice suddenly hoarse. The man was notorious for messing with his enemies' heads – before ripping them to shreds, that is. There couldn’t be a single good reason for him to keep me alive.
He seemed hesitant to reply at first, making me wonder what he was thinking.
“For now, I want you to get well,” he replied after a couple of seconds, and his intense gaze returned to me. “What’s your name?”
This was the second time he’d asked me that. And a ray of hope bloomed in my heart.
He didn’t know who I was!
That had to be why he was being so kind to me. He didn’t know who I was. And for a split second, I wondered if there was hope for me. That I could lie and get myself out of here alive!
“I didn’t know Alistar had a mate,” the rogue alpha said nonchalantly, but I had a feeling he was getting impatient with my lack of reply. “Let alone a human mate.”
Shit!
So much for that theory. My mind whirled to find a solution. Trying to keep myself alive for long enough to escape this hellhole. But I wasn’t going to lie, I was scared. I’d been through the wringer with my dad a couple of times, but at least I knew that my father needed me alive.
Rain Blood didn’t!
I tried to speak, but my mind couldn’t come up with anything to say. My jaw locked and involuntarily my body shook. From cold or fear, I wasn’t sure, but---
“Don’t be scared,” Rain suddenly said, his voice just barely containing a growl. “My wolf doesn’t like it.”
Was this guy for real?!
“Oh! I’m sorry,” I snorted, unable to help myself; a habit that often had landed me on the wrong side of trouble. “But your wolf is the least of my concerns right now.”
“You’re feisty,” he grinned all of a sudden, all the previous anger seemed to have dissipated. “We like it.”
“What?” I gaped, wondering if this was some kind of “bad cop, good cop” routine. Only, this wolf was more like a “crazy cop, insane cop”.
“Normal alphas don’t like attitudes!”
“I’m---,” he grinned and the way he looked at me had chills crawling down my spine. “Far from normal.”
I believed him. The way he looked at me made me feel like a prey that the predator just spotted. His gaze was black, yes, but his eyes were anything but. There was so much there, so many emotions. He was smart, yet crazy. He was gentle, yet danger seemed to lurk under his skin like a living thing.
He was no ordinary alpha…
“Now,” he practically purred, leaning forward and closing the distance between us. “What’s your name? Or will I just have to call you Azura for the rest of my life?”
“Azura?!” I echoed, wondering what he meant by that.
“Because of your blue eyes,” he said, gesturing towards my face. “They’re stunningly beautiful.”
Many people had told me that. Many people had told me I was beautiful, with my mother’s blue eyes and blond hair. So, yeah, I knew I was beautiful, but beauty only spoke to the superficial.
A doll on display...
“Selena,” I told him, seeing no point in lying now. “My name is Selena.”
Selena’s POV“Selena,” he rumbled as if tasting the sound on his lips. “Like the Moon Goddess. I see the resemblance.”I couldn’t help the warm memories he awoke inside of me. It had been my mother’s idea. When I was born, my hair was even lighter than it was now, and my eyes looked dark blue. As I grew older, my hair grew darker and my eyes lighter. It made my mother even more resolute that my name should honor the Moon Goddess.Selena…My mom had always been the one who showed me what it truly meant to love someone. My father had always been gone for his job and there were times when I grew up, I was convinced that he didn’t love me. He was always happy when mom was around, but whenever it was just me and him, he would ignore me.My mom was different.She would spend her nights reading bedtime stories to me. Brush my hair and braid it. I sat down to have tea with my dollies and would spend hours in the forest.I used to love being in the forest.My mother was a great mom. Even as th
Selena’s POVHis?!“Am I your mate?” I asked with a curious frown. It was the only logical conclusion I could come up with. The only time a wolf would ever give a human a second glance would be if she was his mate; and considering he'd let me live despite knowing who my father was, it made sense that I was his mate.And I didn't know if that brought me comfort or terrified me even more.“No,” he replied, playing with a lock of my hair. “If you were, that would make things so much easier for me.”I didn't know what to do with that. I tried to make myself more comfortable in the hospital bed, despite his closeness. But it was hard with his imposing presence.And the fact that he didn't understand the meaning of "personal space". Because the second I pulled away, he just followed.Nothing made sense!If I wasn't his mate, then why did he treat me as if I were?In a bold tone, he continued speaking, as if he had been reading my thoughts. "I want you," he emphasized. "And I want you to wan
Selena’s POVI tried to stay awake figuring out my situation, but the drugs finally dragged me under. However, I only had a restless rest as the pain of the whip on my back made it hard to be comfortable. The nurse came back and changed my bandages, but it had me almost wishing to be back in the torture chamber. She wasn’t shy about her dislike for me and bluntly told me I didn’t deserve to live!“You deserve that pain,” she’d said, with a cold tone and a vacant look in her eyes.That was a low blow…But honestly, I couldn’t really blame her. My father was a cruel and evil man – and the fact that I was my father’s daughter was enough for her to hate me.But I’d never asked to be his daughter!I’d never asked to be trapped here in this golden cage
Selena’s POV“What---?!” I gasped when I was finally able to process the scene before me. “Wh-what’s wrong with him?”I heard him before I saw him. His breathing was ragged, each inhale was a desperate battle. I recoiled in horror. His skin was marred with bruises and cuts. His clothes were torn, clinging to him like a second, broken skin. Dried blood crusted at the edges of his wounds, some still seeping, staining the floor beneath him.His eyes were empty, a void where a spark of life should have been. I wondered how many days he had been in this nightmare, how long it had taken to break him down to this shell of a man.“He’s being punished,” Rain said, smirking in a way that had a cold chill running down my spine. “He disobeyed my orders. To prove that he’s capable of following them, I’ve given him a simple task to do.”“Do what?” I asked,
Selena's POVBut movement caught my eye and my head slowly spun to see the wolf once more. His eyes pleaded with me, as he begged for forgiveness – his voice raw and hoarse, as if he’d been screaming from the top of his lungs. He beseeched and cried, urging me to show mercy…Even after he’d shown none.Still, my heart wasn’t hard nor cold like that of a werewolf...“Pl-pl-please?” I pleated, shaking with fear and wondering how this man was going to punish me for asking. I was now officially in uncharted territory, not knowing what direction was up. But to my surprise, Rain gently caressed my cheek. His finger dipped under my chin and forced me to look up at him.“Of course, my Azura,” he said sweetly. He gently kissed my cheek, the warmth of his lips, making me suck in a breath. Not even Greg, my so-called fiancée, had ever dared to let his lips touch my skin. A
Selena’s POVThis man could turn “hot and cold” into an Olympic sport! Not only did he pick me up into his arms again, but he took me to the rose garden where a wonderful picnic awaited us.“Tell me if you get too tired,” Rain said gently, helping me to sit down at the table. “I’ll take you back to the hospital.”“What’s this?” I asked, feeling more and more confused about all of this. I tried to keep my eyes on him, as he walked around me and readjusted the IV drip that I had to drag around.“I’m trying to impress you,” he replied bluntly, pulling out his own chair and sitting down across from me.“Is that why you let him go?” I questioned, feeling like perhaps I was beginning to put the puzzle pieces together that were Rain Blood. “Because you want to impress me?”Was that what it was? Had he let him go to win my trust? And even if it was it still didn’t answer the million-dollar question:WHY?!“Was
Selena's POV“My King!”Rain had just opened his mouth to speak again, when suddenly a man appeared, who I instantly recognized. It was the same alpha wolf who’d been there when I woke up the first time.Elijah--- and I didn’t know his last name...“There’s a situation that needs your attention!”“Why do I have a feeling you’re only showing up when I’m spending time with my angel?” Rain groaned, and made a rumbling sound deep in his throat, that was pure annoyance. His attention was soon on me again, his fingers gently brushing an unruly strand of hair away from my face.I gulped hard once more...His presence had a strange, calming effect on me. Despite his ominous aura and powerful build, he somehow chased away the shadows of the past and made me feel safe and protected… And that was when I realized that I’d been desperately clutching ont
Selena’s POVI woke up to the familiar sensation of the hospital room. My body wasn’t in agony, so I counted that as a blessing, although I knew that my reckless behavior definitely had pulled some stitches yesterday.Why had I done it?I didn’t even know myself. It was stupid and reckless and completely unnecessary. Everyone here already hated me, and yet Elijah had been sort of kind to me. Why had I put him at risk for my own selfish needs to--- to see Rain? Why did my body and mind yearn for him?It didn’t make any sense!Groaning, I tried to run a hand down my face, hoping it would explain my unusual behavior. But a tug on my wrist reminded me that I was still hooked up to an IV and--- yeah, maybe that explained it.Drugs! “I told you, you wouldn’t like it,” a rough voice suddenly said next to me. I turned to see Elijah sitting
Selena’s POVDarkness clung to the towering trees, their gnarled branches twisting like skeletal fingers against the night sky. The only sound was the crunch of dead leaves beneath my shoes and the distant rustling of something unseen.My hair stood on end!Something wrapped around my foot and I swallowed a scream, as I crashed to the ground. Every cell in my body seized up and my fight or flight instinct made my skin prickle. My mind was a jumbled mess as I kicked and clawed my way back to my feet, frantically seeking out the hands that had gripped me…A tree…I’d gotten my foot tangled up in the root of a tree. Exhaling in relief, my hand gripped my chest, physically hurting from the whole ordeal. I’d known that running off into the forest in the middle of the night wasn’t the greatest of plans – especially because I didn’t have a flashlight or night vision – but I
Selena's POVI had no idea where I was, and rather than walking around like a headless chicken, I needed a plan. First things first. If I was going to escape, I needed more information. More precisely, I needed a map and figure out where I was located. And much to my dismay, my best bet was the library--- which I’d just escaped.Stupid!I turned on my heel and, with my heart pounding, I retraced my steps--- and once more nearly ran straight into a pair of guards.Shit!Flattening myself against another doorway, I held my breath as they walked past, their conversation a low murmur. My fingers dug into the wooden frame as I forced myself to stay still. At this rate, I was going to be caught before I really escaped. For now, I’d been lucky. But I didn't know how much longer I could rely on luck or on the scent neutralizer to save my butt.I needed to get my ass into gear or else I was fuck
Selena’s POVMy heart pounded a million miles a minute, as my mind slowly realized what they were planning. Looking back at the door, I wondered if the guards had finally left. I had to get away from here. I had to escape so I could warn Rain!“You know,” the older officer said with a grin I didn’t like and clapped Greg on his shoulder as a fatherly figure would have. “Your father would be proud of you.”So Rain had killed my father’s beta too?I couldn’t say I was too sad to see him go either. My father’s beta hadn’t originally been in on my father’s plans to kill the King and Queen but hadn’t done anything to stop him either. And I didn’t care how much you were stuck between the devil and the deep blue sea, that was just plain wrong!“Thank you, Will,” Greg said, his voice carrying a rare note of sincerity. Which really didn’t say much
Selena's POVNot wanting to risk being spotted by patrols – if they had any – I ducked back behind the curtains and crunching low, I passed it. My mind spun as I desperately tried to figure out where in damnation I was. Why would Rain take me away from the palace, knowing how many people wanted me dead? But then again, I didn’t think Rain would do that…The image of Greg flashed before my mind again.So--- not a dream then!But--- that raised some serious questions for me! As in--- had Greg actually come for me? Why? In all our time together I’d never had gotten the feeling that he--- you know! Well, cared for me! Sure, he’d sometimes been the one to take me back to my room when and if he walked in on my father beating me senseless. But he never stepped in to stop it. Or said anything about it for that matter…Thinking back, I think that my interactions
Selena’s POVI woke up slowly, feeling a strange heaviness in my entire body. As if something was crawling up and down my spine that made my skin itch. I couldn’t really describe it, but the feeling was like something when you wake up from a nightmare you couldn’t remember.Just wrong!Feeling unsettled, I reached out for Rain, wanting to bury my face in his warm chest and cling to him until the feeling went away. But to my surprise, his side of the bed was empty.Had he gone to work already?Against my brain’s advice, I blinked my eyes open, slowly getting used to the light. Only to realize that the light wasn’t the morning sun as I more or less expected, but a pale, artificial light coming from a chandelier hanging overhead. Frowning, I didn’t recognize it! Hell, when looking around I realize that I’d never been in this room in my life…Memories from the day before
Rain’s POVNo, can’t kill him, I reminded myself, much to my wolf’s dismay. Sure, he was annoying to listen to but he was good with numbers. Numbers were important when you ran a pack. So, no matter how boring accountants were, they were needed.No killing…Which still didn’t make my wolf any happier. He was frustrated that his mate hadn’t realized who we were and that she belonged to us. That she still kept part of herself locked away from us and until she fully opened up to us, we couldn’t claim her. It frustrated him---And that frustrated me!The animal didn’t understand the complexity of the situation. She believed she’d lost her mate even before they were able to recognize each other, and so she needed time to sort through her emotions. And I tried to be understanding…I really did!But I was getting tired of consta
Selena's POV“Is anyone guarding the secret tunnels?” I asked, slowly getting to my feet, my heart pounding so hard in my chest, I could feel my pulse rushing in my ear. I tried to force down my panic, but it was impossible. My whole body was shaking and air settled like lead in my lungs.Rogues…Why did it have to be rogues?!My mind clouded and darkness seemed to crawl into my vision. Images of the past wanted to force their way into the present. Echoes of flesh being ripped apart and screams of death t
Selena’s POVI smirked conspiratorially, hoping to throw Joey off his game. I shuffled the deck of cards, my fingers moving smoothly over the worn edges. Joey sat across from me at the small wooden table, his expression unreadable with his arms folded over his chest and holding the cards close to his chest. The late afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the courtyard, warming my skin despite the seasonal turn. The trees still clung onto their yellowing leaves as if their lives depended on it. The mountains were turning brown, ans while some might call it a boring and dead color, I liked
Selena's POV“Hey,” I heard from somewhere far away, and I realized that I’d been swallowed up in my own world. “Come back to me.”I looked up--- and smiled when I saw Rain’s worried face. Maybe it was because something about him reminded me of the Prince. Or maybe it was just wishful thinking, I couldn’t be sure. But something about him just instantly put me at ease. That could make me forget my past and---What my father had done!