The news of the pregnancy hit me like a thunderbolt, making me unable to calm down, although from the beginning I and Matthew had discussed the issue of having a baby very clearly. We definitely had to have a baby, it was my duty. We were in agreement from the start, but I was never quite ready to be a mother.Of course I had no right to want or not to have children. Although I was very happy that Matthew and I were about to welcome a new life together, my anxiety was much greater than joy and happiness.At first, I thought very simply when I agreed to sign a marriage contract with Matthew, I thought that even though I would not be with my baby in the future, Matthew and the Brown family would take good care of him and give him a good life. he would receive materially adequate and a good education, which I always wanted to have. I originally thought that he would live well without me, but when I felt the child coming into this world, I realized how selfish and cruel I had been.I coul
Matthew coaxed me for a long time before I closed my eyes and went to sleep.While sleeping, I dreamed of a white and beautiful baby girl. That child kept calling her mother while toddling walking but no one answered her. She was alone in a large space, with no one around to take care of her, so she was extremely scared. After taking a few steps, she accidentally tripped, but there was no way to get up on her own.That child cried very loudly but no one heard her cry, no one besides her comforted her. She panicked and looked around, but her surroundings were all white, with no people, no objects.She was helpless to call out to her mother, even though she was hoarse, she did not stop but kept hoping that her mother would find her.Looking at the poor child with no one to rely on, I really wanted to get close to her and comfort her but I couldn't get close to her. I only took one step and that child was automatically pushed away from me with the distance of my footsteps. Me and she al
The time I got the call from the driver was when I had an important meeting.The phone screen lit up just as a planning officer was analyzing a new project. Seeing that the person who called was the driver, I was a bit surprised.Usually, if the driver had something that can't be handled, he would report it to Brian or the butler. They were the ones who managed the driver's work.However, before I reminded the driver that if there was something important related to Laura, please call me directly. So the reason he called me today was definitely because of LauraI was still not sure if something bad happened to Laura, but I was still very worried, so I quickly waved my hand to stop the meeting and then answer the phone."Hello.""Sir, the lady fainted, I'm taking her to the hospital." The driver hastily said."Laura suddenly fainted?" I couldn't believe my ears, Laura didn't look like a weak girl who could faint easily.Anxiety spread throughout my body. "Why did she faint?" I quickly a
After discussing a few things with the doctor, I rushed into Laura's hospital room to visit her. She was lying on the hospital bed in a comfortable position, her eyes still closed. Maybe she wouldn't wake up right away.I reached out and touched her face, her face pale but she was at ease.I pulled her blanket up a bit, to straighten it out.Just remembering the doctor telling me that I was going to be a father soon made me feel excited.I was about to become a father, about to have a lovely fat baby who cried every day for me to hold, just thinking about the sight of a family of three together made me unable to hold back the happiness that overflowed in my heart. I reached up and stroked Laura's still very flat stomach.The Creator was truly amazing. I couldn't believe that in Laura's belly there was a little life developing. I couldn't help but wait for Laura to wake up and share this joy with her.However, the pregnancy conclusion was still uncertain. I thought I should not rush t
I woke up startled, it turned out that everything was just a dream but this dream was really scary.My whole body was drenched with sweat, my hands did not obey my control but trembled. I gasped, staring blankly at the terrifyingly large hospital room.Matthew hugged me in his arms."It's okay, it was just a dream, because you were too nervous so you have nightmares. As long as you rest well and keep your mind at ease, the nightmares won't happen again." Matthew gently comforted me.Matthew didn't know what kind of scary dream I had in particular, but judging by the panic on my face after waking up, he didn't need to guess that I had a nightmare, and this nightmare was most likely related to pregnancy."I dreamed that our child was abandoned by me, although I tried very hard to make it up to him, I couldn't get close to him." I said choked.Just remembering the pitiful but uncaring look of the dream baby, I couldn't help but be moved."Our children will definitely hate me, it's all my
Since I was pregnant, Matthew took good care of me, every day he stayed at home to work, only when he had important work in the company did he come to the company. When I went to school, he would take me.He specially invited a nutritionist specializing in taking care of pregnant women to the mansion to take care of me.Matthew carefully monitored my eating, he also carefully asked the dietician about what I was not allowed to eat.I myself also tried to rest and coordinate well with the doctor so that the baby in my belly could grow healthy.For me, children were the most important. I no longer put too much emphasis on studying as before. Everyday I went to bed on time and didn't stay up late. Taking good care of my health was how I made up for my unborn child.Matthew had a marked change, he was interested in everything related to me, he often afraid that I was tired or not eating enough. In addition, Matthew had been practicing leg rehabilitation a lot harder than before. I could s
Since I was just pregnant, Matthew didn't want to announce this news to anyone to avoid disturbing me, he didn't even tell his parents.However, Mr and Mrs. Brown were not ordinary people, they had friends and acquaintances in many places, many fields.A few days after Matthew and I found out I was pregnant. A friend of Mrs. Brown's called to congratulate her on becoming a grandmother.Mrs. Brown was surprised and very angry, without thinking she knew that Matthew had tried to hide it from her. As soon as she ended the phone call with that friend, Mrs. Brown immediately called Matthew to ask him what was wrong.Mrs. Brown loved Matthew very much, she could forgive him no matter what he did wrong but for this alone she couldn't forgive him easily, everyone knew Mr and Mrs. grandchildren, it was because of this that they have done a lot of things from advising to threatening Matthews to force him agree to have a baby, but related to the issue of children, Matthew had not shown any speci
Mrs. Brown very quickly went to our mansion, not only her but Mr. Brown also followed. The two of them brought a lot of things, mainly tonic, but also maternity clothes, baby clothes, and a few toys for children.Both me and Matthew were shocked, I was just pregnant, and hadn't given birth yet. However, they already bought things for the baby. Maybe when my baby was born, they had already prepared everything for him from elementary school, middle school to university entrance exam.“Why do you buy so many things? Right now we don't use it." Even Matthew was overwhelmed by those items, and I was surprised that my eyes widened."If you don't use it now, you can use it later." Mrs. Brown said as she put her things down.Usually brown grandparents would never carry their own things, but the worker or the driver would carry them for them. However, these items were carefully chosen by them for their unborn grandchild, so they cherished them and did not allow others to touch them.Me and Mat
After the wedding party was over, we immediately went on our honeymoon. Where we went was the golden beach in the south of the country. It was one of the most beautiful beaches in the country. There was also a legend that said that couples who went there together would stay together forever.The two of us were originally planning to go on our honeymoon overseas, but because Matthew was still worried about my health, he didn't want me to go away.I emphasized to Matthew many times that my health was stable, the doctor also said that my health was much better but Matthew still did not believe it. He insisted that I still hadn't fully recovered.I also argued with Matthew. Anyway, for me, traveling domestically or abroad was not too different. If so, I would let Matthew choose where he wanted to go.Matthew was really looking forward to his honeymoon. He prepared a lot so that the two of us could have the sweetest moments. Just pitiful for my son being left at home. I wanted to take my s
After thinking a lot, we decided to name my son Hubert. Matthew and I did not expect Hubert to be more talented than Matthew, but only wished he could grow up in peace, health and happiness.Hopefully the Brown family fights would end here. These fights had indeed caused many heartbreaking consequences. Human greed was scary, hatred was even more terrifying. If Matthew's uncle had not had an affair, this tragedy would not have happened. After all, James was still a pitiful person.I sympathized with him, but I could not help him and dare not help him. Who knew what troubles he could cause when he escaped the Brown family's supervision?I didn’t want my son to know the evil tricks and excessive desires of people. As a mother, I hoped my son would be an innocent child, but I understood that in order for him to be at peace, he needed to know how to protect himself and of course he had to know the evil and wickedness in society so that he could be prevented. No matter how much I wanted to
“Let me… take a closer look at you.” I lowered my voice. It was very difficult for me to say right now. When I finished the sentence, I was out of breath.Matthew brought the baby closer to me, and at the same time gave me advice in a low voice. "Don't try to talk anymore, you have to take good care of your health before you can take care of the baby."Indeed, I was very tired right now, it took me a lot of effort to open my eyes. As long as I could see my baby and Matthew and confirm that they are safe, I had nothing to worry about. I could rest assured to wait until I was really healthy so that I could hold my baby in my arms.The baby was really small, because it had not been long since his birth, so his skin was a bit red, his eyes were closed, he was still used to sleeping a lot. Matthew said that he looked a lot like me but all the babies that had just been born were so similar, I couldn't tell right now our baby was more like Matthew.After I woke up, I had to stay in the hospi
A truck was right in front of me, it went at extremely high speed towards me. It seemed that I was so small that the driver did not recognize me. He was still going at a very high speed.I reflexively dodged the truck but my running speed couldn't be as fast as the truck's. In the moment I thought I was about to die, the driver turned the wheel a little to the right.I fell to the ground but reflexively rolled to the side to avoid the oncoming truck.Finally the truck stopped, and although I was lucky not to be run over, my head was hit by a rock. My blood came out a lot. Before I went into a coma, I raised my hand to touch it. Red blood stained my arm.My belly suddenly pain, I reflexively put my hand on my belly. Baby, You had to be strong, we had to wait for your father to come save us. We would both be fine. Just get rid of Kate and James, we wouldn't need to fear anything anymore.That was the only wish that I wanted to pray to God. Please God, don't let anything happen to my bab
I couldn't let Kate and James use me to hurt Matthew. If they could use me once, they could use me many more times. I didn't allow myself to be Matthew's weakness.“I will not let you achieve your evil wishes.” I didn’t hesitate to tell her.“Now that you have no more decision-making power, all decisions are in my hands.” Kate said arrogantly."Really?" I smiled.“Where do you get the confidence to talk to me like that? Do you think you're still Matthew's wife? Do you think you are still in such a high position to tell us?” Kate was angry. “I tell you, you are just a hostage in my hands right now. Your life and death are all my decisions, so you don't have the right to raise your voice to me."“James must have investigated a lot of things related to me.” I looked at her.She also looked straight into my face, her eyebrows raised. She wanted to show that she had more power than me now.I sighed, let her be pleased now, after all, she didn't always have the opportunity to be so pleased.
The maid's face was so scary right now, her eyes were cold, I had never seen that look on her body.“Kate!” I shouted. “We're going somewhere?” Kate was the maid's name.“Go where we need to go.” She smirked, her face extremely scary. Up until now, she had always been a gentle person, even sometimes losing out compared to other maids but she was still happy and didn't want to compete with anyone. Although she was not very agile and was respected by others, she was always smiling and cheerful.Sometimes I admired her very much. There were times when I felt that this life was too difficult. I would look at how she was always cheerful and optimistic so as not to lose faith in life.I felt that she had the best personality among the maids in the mansion but just one look in her eyes made me feel that my previous judgments were completely wrong.She was not as simple as she appeared on the outside.Car windows were not closed tightly. Cold winds blew into the car, making the already cold a
Holding the phone in my hand, I felt that my heart rate was extremely fast. Without thinking much, I called Matthew's office.His secretary said that he went out with Brian a long time ago and still hadn't come back. I asked her where Matthew had gone, she just said that Matthew was suddenly out, which was completely out of his schedule. He didn't mention anything else, so they didn't know where he was going.The secretary's words really made me unable to calm down. Where did Matthew go? Why didn't you answer my phone? Why didn't even Brian answer my phone? Did the two of them meet something bad?Matthew's sudden no news plus Rebecca's warning messages and my previous scary dreams made it impossible for me to think of anything good.My baby kicked me repeatedly in the stomach as if to remind me that I had to calm down but I still had no way to calm down.All the signs around me point to something bad, so I couldn't calm down.I was extremely tired, my legs suddenly became soft and the
I woke up from a scary dream. My whole body was drenched in sweat. I tried not to control my breathing but still couldn't worship normally. What should I do to get out of this depressed state?I didn't know and not many people could tell me the answer.The air inside the mansion was always as fresh as the first day I came here, but this freshness couldn't make me calm down and think about good things.I tried learning to meditate, but it didn't work for me either.I didn't find Rebecca, but that didn't mean she didn't find me.When the housemaid told me that Rebecca was visiting me, I couldn't help but be surprised. After bad news about her appeared in major newspapers, her reputation went downhill. Even her family's business was affected, her father was furious and froze her assets.After that incident, Rebecca lost a lot, she no longer had a career, no longer had the support of her family, and could only struggle to find a new direction.Maybe she really hated me and Matthew. Not on
"Absolutely can't let Matthew out today." That was what was on the message. I didn't know what the purpose of this message was but I was really scared.Why couldn't Matthew go out today? The message did not specify the reason but only such a line of warning.Why was that person texting me and not Matthew? This question had been repeated over and over in my head. The only reason that I could think of right now was that the person thinks that I was a person who easily believed other people's words. If this message had been sent to Matthew, he would have probably deleted it and didn't care about it. But I was different, I couldn't ignore these things.Because happiness was so hard to come by, I was afraid of losing everything I had right now. I was a weak person, weaker than I thought of myself.I held the phone in my hand for a long time, until the phone screen turned black, I did not put it down, nor did I make the phone screen light up, but just stared at the black screen and thought