Caterina.
What was that blinding light? Fuck. My head felt heavy, my limbs sluggish as if my body had sunk deep into the mattress and decided it preferred staying there. My fingers curled against the fabric beneath me which for some reason felt familiar making it comforting. It smelled like lavender and something warm.. It smelled like home. But it wasn't until I shifted, feeling the tightness of the fabric against me that I realized... I was still in last night’s dress. What the heck? I had to take quick, short breaths while blinking hard against the sleep crusting my lashes, turning my head to take in my surroundings. High ceiling, the bookshelf overflowing with untouched books, the dim glow of the bedside lamp I never turned off. I was home. Sometime in the chaos of last night, I'd made it back. "Urghhh. My head." The groggy sigh escaped my lips, forcing myself even more to stay upright while the dress crumpled around me in a mess of wrinkles. I hope that wouldn't offend Maria. My feet found the floor, loving the way it was cool against my skin even as my mind kept on lagging behind. What had happened last night? The fight. Ethan. Luca. The last thing I remembered was flipping off Luca through the car window. Well, that was over now. I scrubbed a hand over my face and reached for my phone which was on the brink of death. The screen was littered with missed calls and messages, most from Alicia with a few from Maria. Not a single one from the man I ran away from last night. Not like I was expecting any. A different notification caught my eye. A credit alert. Twenty million dollars. He sent it. For a few minutes, I stared at the numbers, half expecting them to disappear, to correct themselves into something reasonable. But they remained, taunting me with those clear, unmistakable digits. He kept his end of the bargain, but I couldn't help the bitter scoff that escaped from my lips. I shoved the phone aside and pushed to my feet. Luca Romano could keep his money, his fights, and his stupid possessive tendencies. He wasn’t my problem anymore. Moving through the apartment, I took in the space I hadn’t truly appreciated in weeks. The smell of vanilla-scented candles still lingered in the air, mixing with the faint scent of old books and fabric softener. The cushions on the couch were still in disarray from the last time I curled up there, the blanket barely clinging to the edge. My plants, thankfully, had survived my absence, their leaves stretching toward the sun as if welcoming me back. I had missed this. I had missed the quiet, the way my space felt like mine, untouched by the chaos that seemed to follow Luca like a shadow. A sudden, sharp chime broke through my moment of peace. My doorbell. I wasn't expecting anyone... maybe it was Alicia. With furrowed brows, I padded to the door, hesitating for just a second before unlocking it. When I pulled it open, a man stood there, a brown paper bag in hand. Delivery? “Delivery for you,” he said simply, holding the bag out. I blinked. “I didn’t order anything.” The man shrugged, not particularly interested in my confusion. “It’s already paid for.” I couldn't help my hesitation before reaching out to take it, murmuring a quick thank you so I could disappear back to my space. The scent of warm spices and something savory wafted up, taking over and making my stomach twist in betrayal. Tied to the handle was a small, folded note. Eat. No name, but there didn’t need to be. I knew exactly who sent it. So now he knew my house. He must have sent people to follow the car I used. I couldn't help but roll my eyes at his command, whole setting the bag on the kitchen counter. Who did he think he was? I could ignore him. I was wrong. Ignoring Luca was an herculean task because he made his presence known in the most infuriatingly persistent ways. The next three hours, another delivery arrived. This time, sushi. Three hours after that, a stack of perfectly made sandwiches, and three hours after that, an entire spread of healthy salads and smoothies. Each time, the note remained the same. Eat. At first, I told myself I wouldn't touch them. Wouldn't give him the satisfaction of thinking I needed anything from him. But it was food we were talking about and my stomach didn't care about pride, and neither did the nagging voice in my head that kept on reminding me that I was a horrible cook and had barely eaten in the last twenty-four hours. So, I caved. It wasn’t like accepting a meal meant accepting him. Did it? By the third day, I was ready to put an end to whatever game he thought he was playing. I had places to be, errands to run, and I refused to let my life revolve around Luca’s whims. Sliding on my shoes, I grabbed my bag and reached for the door, already planning the text I’d send him to make it clear that this little routine of his needed to stop. But when I swung the door open, my words died in my throat. Luca stood on the other side, hand raised mid-knock, his expression unreadable. For a second, neither of us moved. Then, his eyes swept over me, slow and deliberate. “Going somewhere?” My fingers tightened around my bag strap. “Why are you here?” He lowered his hand, slipping it into his pocket. “Thought I’d save the delivery guy a trip.” I let out a sharp exhale, my patience already hanging by a thread. "Luca..." He tilted his head slightly, as if he already knew what I was going to say. Maybe he did. Maybe he always did. “You got the money,” he stated. It wasn’t a question. “I don’t want it.” He hummed, a hint of amusement flickering in his eyes. “That’s not how gifts work, sweetheart.” I scowled. “Bribery isn’t a gift.” “I wasn’t bribing you,” he said, voice smooth, controlled. “Just keeping my end of the deal.” I crossed my arms. “Well, you can take it back.” Luca let out a quiet chuckle, shaking his head. “That’s not how this works.” His gaze softened, just a fraction, and I hated the way it made my stomach flip. I hated the way he stood there like he belonged in my space. “Luca,” I sighed, rubbing my temple. “You need to stop sending me food.” He stepped closer, the air between us thinning. “Have you been eating?” “That’s none of your business.” His jaw tensed. “It is when you pass out in my arms again.” Heat flushed my skin, embarrassment creeping in. “That was one time.” “One time too many.” Silence stretched between us. I wanted to be mad, wanted to tell him to walk away and never come back. But instead, I stood there, caught in the pull of his gaze, heart pounding as I realized something terrifying. Luca Romano wasn't going anywhere. And worse... I wasn't sure I wanted him to.CaterinaI wrapped my arms around myself, resisting the urge to shiver as Luca remained stubbornly in my doorway. The rain had started to pick up, thick droplets smacking against the roof like it held a grudge against it.Luca had to leave soon.I had been expecting this confrontation… It was Luca we were talking about. I just didn’t expect it so soon, nor had I expected this level of relentlessness.“You need to leave.” I said firmly, despite the fact that my nerves thrummed harshly inside.Luca tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in those eyes of his as he leaned against the frame like he belonged there… belonged here. “I was under the impression that wasn’t an option.”“When the heck did…”The rest of the words died in my throat as a sudden movement at the end of the hall caught my eye. A figure. Masked.He was watching us.Luca, ever the observant one, sensed the shift in my focus because I could see his body tense, eyes snapping to where mine had been. In a blink, the
Caterina.I hated... no... that wasn't a suitable word. I loathed parties.Especially when it was my engagement party.The chandeliers above gleamed with the brilliance of a thousand crystals, casting an ethereal glow over the grand ballroom. Laughter and chatter echoed around me, voices mingling with the soft strains of a string quartet in the corner.The air was thick with the scents of fresh roses and expensive perfume.The place was perfect, every detail meticulously arranged for an evening of celebration.I should have felt honoured, proud even, to have a gathering this perfect in my name. Instead, my stomach kept turning with every passing second."Smile, sweetheart." The voice came from beside me, smooth yet commanding, as if daring me to disobey. Allesandro's hand rested on the small of my back, possessive and firm. His touch turned, not with passion, but with a reminder of ownership.I plastered on a polite smile, the one I’d practised in the mirror. A hollow expression tha
Caterina."Her. I want her."Alessandro’s face darkened, his facade of charm splintering like glass. His hands balled into fists at his sides as he took a threatening step toward Luca."You can't have her," Alessandro said, his voice low and venomous. The pleasant murmur of the party continued around us, blissfully unaware of the storm brewing in the eye of the ballroom. "She's mine."Luca raised a brow, completely unbothered. If anything, he seemed amused by Alessandro's sudden outburst, as if he'd expected it and found it utterly predictable."Yours?" Luca repeated, his voice dripping with mockery. He gestured lazily toward me without breaking eye contact with Alessandro. "She doesn't look like she agrees."Their words felt like distant thunder, rumbling just outside my comprehension. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from Luca, even as unease coiled in my stomach. How could he stand there so calmly, declaring ownership over me like I was a pawn in their game?Alessandro ignored the jab
Caterina.My palms stung from the fall, but it was my pride that burned hotter.Fuck Luca.I had barely registered the ache in my knees when hands descended on me. Large, rough hands... different from Luca's... gripped my arms and hoisted me upright."Let go of me!" I screamed, thrashing against the hold, but my captor didn't relent. My vision was blurred with anger, my chest heaving with shallow, rapid breaths.What kind of power did Luca hold that none of the party goer could even stop him?Not even my father could stop him.My vision was blurred with anger, my chest heaving with shallow, rapid breaths.Then I saw him again... Luca, the arrogant bastard who'd dropped me like a sack of flour. He stood a few feet away, brushing nonexistent dust from his suit, completely unbothered. His green eyes flicked to mine, calm and cold, as though he hadn't just shattered the last bit of control I thought I had over my life.“Don’t waste your energy, amorino,” he said, his voice maddeningly smo
LucaI stood by the expansive window of my private office, my eyes fixed on the vast estate sprawled beneath me. The golden hues of sunrise bathed the courtyard, but I hardly noticed.Fuck.My head throbbed with the remnants of a sleepless night... a consequence of my own recklessness. "What the hell was I thinking?" I muttered, rubbing my temples.I hadn't planned to take Caterina. Alessandro's bride, no less. It was an impulsive, irrational thought... an outright declaration of war. The kind of decision only a fool or a madman would make.Yet here I was, nursing a headache while she wreaked havoc upstairs. The night before had been filled with chaos. The sound of her relentless banging on the door, her shrill curses that pierced through the thick oak and into my sanity. Heck. By three in the morning, I had nearly ordered my men to sedate her.Instead, I'd sat in my office, nursing a glass of whiskey and questioning why I had allowed my intrusive thoughts to win. My phone buzzed
Caterina.The bastard.My pulse still raced, an unwelcome reminder of the last few moments in Luca's suffocating presence. I didn’t want to admit it, but the man had a way of getting to me. The quiet menace in his voice, the unyielding way his eyes pinned me like prey... God... even the way he brushed my hair back, like he owned me. He didn’t. I started walking abruptly, my legs shaky beneath me as though my own body betrayed me. The silence in the dining room was heavy though Luca had long since walked away, leaving me to stew in the aftermath of... whatever that was."Loathe keeps things interesting," he'd said. I clenched my fists, willing the rush of heat on my cheeks to vanish. Focuse, Caterina.There was no time to wallow in the mess of emotions this man stirred in you.I needed answers. Taking a steadying breath, I turned on my heel and strode toward the door. A dark skinned man stood just outside the door like a sentry. His expression would make the statues of gods
Caterina.Growing up, there was a game I played with my cousins before my dad made enough money to leave the slums.We pretended we were princesses trying to escape the castle of an evil king.I wondered what they would say when they learnt it was my reality.The mansion corridors stretched endlessly before me, a labyrinth of gilded prison walls. My heels clicked softly on the polished floors, their rhythm muffled by the racing of my pulse. I'd memorized as much as I could during my earlier wandering, counting windows and doors, noting where the cameras hung like unblinking guards. My only comfort was knowing Luca would be nowhere near me right now.That bastard. My jaw clenched as I thought about him. The way he leaned into me this morning, his hand brushing back my hair like I was some possession. His voice still echoed in my head."Loathe keeps things interesting."Interesting?Interesting would be watching him rot in jail. And if I could get out of here, I'd do everything in my
Luca.The cool afternoon air kissed the back of my neck, a stark contrast to the warmth of the woman's body pressed against mine.Rissa. Her hands trailed up my chest with an eager familiarity, and I let her, though the effort not to recoil irritated me more than it should.Rissa had been predictable since the day I met her... a safe harbour in a world that constantly demanded sharp reflexes and unrelenting focus. The daughter to one of my father’s closest friends.I didn't need to explain myself to her, nor did I have to pretend I cared beyond what was required. She gave without expectation, though I knew she wanted more.Her laugh was soft and breathy as I trailed kisses down her neck, my hand skimming the curve of her hip."You missed me," she murmured, her tone tinged with smug satisfaction.This was something the group chat would hear about later. I didn't respond.The statement was a lie, and I wasn't in the habit of feeding fantasies. Tonight, she was little more than a distr
CaterinaI wrapped my arms around myself, resisting the urge to shiver as Luca remained stubbornly in my doorway. The rain had started to pick up, thick droplets smacking against the roof like it held a grudge against it.Luca had to leave soon.I had been expecting this confrontation… It was Luca we were talking about. I just didn’t expect it so soon, nor had I expected this level of relentlessness.“You need to leave.” I said firmly, despite the fact that my nerves thrummed harshly inside.Luca tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in those eyes of his as he leaned against the frame like he belonged there… belonged here. “I was under the impression that wasn’t an option.”“When the heck did…”The rest of the words died in my throat as a sudden movement at the end of the hall caught my eye. A figure. Masked.He was watching us.Luca, ever the observant one, sensed the shift in my focus because I could see his body tense, eyes snapping to where mine had been. In a blink, the
Caterina.What was that blinding light?Fuck.My head felt heavy, my limbs sluggish as if my body had sunk deep into the mattress and decided it preferred staying there.My fingers curled against the fabric beneath me which for some reason felt familiar making it comforting. It smelled like lavender and something warm.. It smelled like home.But it wasn't until I shifted, feeling the tightness of the fabric against me that I realized...I was still in last night’s dress.What the heck?I had to take quick, short breaths while blinking hard against the sleep crusting my lashes, turning my head to take in my surroundings. High ceiling, the bookshelf overflowing with untouched books, the dim glow of the bedside lamp I never turned off.I was home.Sometime in the chaos of last night, I'd made it back. "Urghhh. My head." The groggy sigh escaped my lips, forcing myself even more to stay upright while the dress crumpled around me in a mess of wrinkles.I hope that wouldn't offend Maria.M
Caterina.“What the fuck did you think you were trying to do?”Someone’s blood had splattered across the concrete, a stark contrast against the pale moonlight. Then there was the sickening crack of knuckles meeting flesh that echoed in the empty garden, drowning out the distant sound of the music from inside.I felt like I was about to lose my dinner.When it came to fighting, I stayed away. Even on the days Alessandro tried to make me go to his boxing house so I could meet some of his friends, I always found a way to make sure I did not go. It was way better to lie than tell him the truth.This was the third real fight I had witnessed.Luca was a storm, his fists relentless as they pounded into Ethan’s face. His blonde hair was matted with blood, yet that annoying smirk of his refused to fade, even as his body went limp beneath the assault.All I could do was watch.I should stop him. I knew it. But something coiled within me refused to move, as if it held onto the nerves that were c
Caterina.I stared at the message for a few minutes longer, really unsure how I was going to pull this off.Luca: I have a little deal for you, amorino.I snorted. Of course, he did. Just after the blonde... no, Rissa had stormed out of here without sparing a glance in our direction.Luca had sent it with no context, no follow-up. But the moment I responded, his next message came though, spelling out exactly what he wanted.Luca: If I can get you to kiss me again tonight at the ball, then you'll spend a night with me in my room.A ball.A formal event where he expected me to be his date for the night. He even attached a number to it... a sum so high that it could put a serious dent in the sixty million debt my father owed him.Should I do it?Would I even be able to resist the man for that long when he was impossible to resist?But a way out, even if just a little closer, was really tempting."But the last party..." My mind whispered to me. I remembered the way the whole thing just
Luca.Women were one of the most wonderful gifts on earth. Not my sister, though. She wasn't among them.I had barely stepped out of the shower, and the towel still slung low around my hips when my bedroom door swung open.Had Caterina come for a second round of our little pillow fight? Or was it my...Nope. It was Clarissa.She stood in the doorway at first, those sharp eyes raking over me like she owned me, like she still had some chaim over my body.Something close to disappointment coiled in my stomach.Had the girls seen her?"Luca," She practically purred, stepping forward before I could say a word, her heels clicking against the polished hardwood. "You just ran off before we could get into the fun stuff last night. That's not like you."I didn't bother to respond. Just grabbed a shirt from the back of a chair and tugged it over my damp skin.She wasn't worth it.It was my fault Clarissa always acted like she had me wrapped around her finger, but it was honestly time I stopped
Caterina.Never considered myself as someone who could make friends easily.Growing up as an only child turned me into someone who was always guarded, with walls built so high fast even I sometimes forgot what it was like to let someone in.Maria... Maria was different.In certain ways, she was even like Alicia.There was an ease to her presence, something so unapologetically warm that it chipped away at the carefully placed barriers around my heart.She was funny, sharp, and had this undeniable charm that her brother certainly lacked.It made it difficult not to like her. So, against all odds, I found myself enjoying her company.Even if that company came with a surly faced Raphael who didn't act as a shadow.We sat on the plush couch in Luca’s expansive living room, the air thick with the scent of expensive cologne and faint traces of Maria's floral perfume. It had been a strange morning if I was being honest with myself... waking up in Luca's arms, nearly losing myself to whatev
Caterina.Something sharp was poking my stomach.Well, it wasn't sharp, but it was firm. Heavy. Unmoving and warm.What was that?I stirred slightly, still half-asleep with a very sluggish mind. It felt like everything was moving in some sort of slow motion.This was so strange.And it was strange enough to pull her from the comfortable darkness of sleep, dragging me toward some sort of groggy awareness.The first thing I noticed was the warmth. A strong, steady warmth that surrounded me like a cocoon. There was a steady rise and fall of breathing against the back of my neck, the slow exhale tickling my skin.It took me a moment to realize that I wasn't alone.The second realization hit me like a freight train.I was wrapped in someone's arms.My eyes snapped open, the unfamiliarity of the room striking me all at once.Where...? When...?Then, I felt it again. The thing pressing into my stomach. What was that?Slowly, cautiously, I wriggled just a little, experimentally shifting again
Caterina.I didn't resist when Luca finally helped me up. Didn't even question where he was taking me.It didn't matter.Everything around me felt muted and distant, as though the world was spinning too fast, and all I could do was struggle to keep up.My chest ached, my head throbbed, and all I wanted to do was forget the past hours.I barely registered getting into the car, barely noticed the soft hum of the engine as he drove us through the city. All I could do was stare blankly out the window, watching the streetlights blur past, while my mind kept on playing the scene from the restaurant over and over again.The waitress’s sneer.The cold slap against my cheek. The way those people had recorded, whispering about me, judging me. And worst of all, the fact that I had let it get to me.Luca didn't speak.He didn't ask me if I was okay or try to do some shitty ass comforting. And for that, I was grateful."We're here."I had to blink multiple times to realize we were in some sort of
Caterina.It didn't take me a long time to realize he wasn't coming.I stared at my phone, fingers tightening around it before I set it down with what anyone would call forced nonchalance.My screen remained dark. No new messages, no missed calls.A hollow laugh bubbled up in my throat. I shouldn't care about it. I didn't care about it.If anything, I only wanted to see if he would actually show up, if I had some kind of power over him.Yes. That was all.It wasn't as if I had been sitting here, waiting, like some desperate woman clinging to false hope.“Rina.”I glanced up at Alicia, who, for some reason, was watching me with raised brows and an amused expression.I couldn't help but roll my eyes before she even opened her mouth to speak. "Don't look at me like that."“Like what?” Alicia smirked, sipping her drink. “Like I can see through the act you’re putting on?”"There's no act," I muttered, crossing my arms. "He's nothing to me."I had doubts she was actually convinced with my l