Caterina.
The bastard. My pulse still raced, an unwelcome reminder of the last few moments in Luca's suffocating presence. I didn’t want to admit it, but the man had a way of getting to me. The quiet menace in his voice, the unyielding way his eyes pinned me like prey... God... even the way he brushed my hair back, like he owned me. He didn’t. I started walking abruptly, my legs shaky beneath me as though my own body betrayed me. The silence in the dining room was heavy though Luca had long since walked away, leaving me to stew in the aftermath of... whatever that was. "Loathe keeps things interesting," he'd said. I clenched my fists, willing the rush of heat on my cheeks to vanish. Focuse, Caterina. There was no time to wallow in the mess of emotions this man stirred in you. I needed answers. Taking a steadying breath, I turned on my heel and strode toward the door. A dark skinned man stood just outside the door like a sentry. His expression would make the statues of gods jealous. No emotion. “Am I allowed to walk around?” I asked, lifting my chin as though the slight tremor in my voice wasn’t there. “You are,” He said curtly. “Within reason.” “And what does within reason mean?” “Don’t try to leave.” The implication was clear. I wasn't truly free to roam, I was being observed. I shoved the thought aside and gave the man a clipped nod before stepping into the hall. The mansion opened up before me... a maze of polished floors, ornate artwork, and gilded edges that screamed excess. My prison was beautiful. I’d give it that much. I walked with purpose, my heels echoing sharply as I made my way through unfamiliar corridors. I took in every detail as I moved... memorizing windows, counting locked doors, and noting exits I might be able to use later. Let Luca think he would be able to keep me caged in. My surroundings blurred together... oil paintings of stern faced men who were Luca's ancestors, no doubt. Grand staircases, and heavy curtains that kept most of the natural light at bay. Goodness. This place was both impressive and suffocating, much like the owner himself. It didn’t take long before my wandering brought me to the kitchen. The sound of clattering pans and muted voices greeted me. I pushed open the door. The staff froze the moment I entered, their chatter and movement coming to a screeching halt. A room full of wary eyes landed on me. Some curious, others downright anxious. “Don’t stop on my account,” I said dryly, stepping further into the kitchen. They exchanged glances before awkwardly resuming their tasks. Pots sizzled, knives chopped, and plates were arranged with meticulous precision. The air smelled of herbs and roasted meat... an unfair reminder that I hadn’t finished my breakfast, thanks to my lovely host. “Who’s in charge here?” I asked loudly, surveying the room. An older woman stepped forward, wiping her hands on her apron. Her face was stern, her back straight. “I am.” I studied her... sharp-eyed, capable. “What’s your name?” “Maria,” she said evenly, not blinking. “And how long have you worked for Luca?” I kept my tone casual, though I felt every pair of eyes tracking me. “Many years.” “That’s vague,” I shot back. “Is he a good employer? Or are you all too terrified to say otherwise?” The room grew noticeably still again. But Maria’s gaze didn't falter, though she had her lups pressed into a thin line. "He's fair." "Fair?" I couldn't help but repeat, adding a little chuckle to show how I didn't believe that one bit. "The man who kidnapped me from my own engagement party? I doubt fair is the word I'd use." A faint nervous giggle broke through the silence. My head snapped toward the sound. It came from a younger maid standing near the far counter... a girl who looked no older than eighteen. Her face flushed crimson as she realized I was staring at her. “You think this is funny?” I demanded, my voice sharp. “N-no, miss,” the girl stammered, her eyes darting toward Maria for help. But Maria said nothing. I narrowed my eyes, crossing the room to stand in front of her. She was a small thing... soft-spoken and jittery, wringing her hands in the folds of her apron. Her pale complexion had gone nearly ghostly. “What’s your name?” “Sofia.” “Do you always giggle when people bring up Luca’s crimes, Sofia?” She shook her head quickly, her eyes wide and fearful. “I didn’t mean to...” “You’re nervous.” I tilted my head, studying her. “Why?” Sofia’s eyes darted to Maria, then back to me. She opened her mouth, closed it again, and looked down at the floor. Interesting. I stepped closer, lowering my voice. “You’re hiding something, aren’t you?” Sofia’s breath hitched. I watched her shoulders tense, her entire body locked in a stance that screamed fear. “I think we should have a little talk,” I said, gripping her arm lightly. “Come with me.” Her head shot up, her expression panicked. “What? No...” “You heard me,” I cut her off, my voice brooking no argument. I turned to Maria, who was watching the exchange with a disapproving frown. “She’ll be fine.” Maria didn’t argue. She only watched as I pulled Sofia out of the kitchen and into the hallway, the younger girl’s feet stumbling to keep up with me. Back in my room, I shut the door behind us with a decisive click. Sofia hovered near the centre of the room, her eyes darting around nervously like a trapped rabbit. “You can sit,” I told her, gesturing to the edge of the bed. Sofia obeyed, her hands fisting the material of her apron in her lap. She didn’t look at me. I folded my arms, standing over her. “Tell me, Sofia. What’s got you so scared?” “I-I don’t know what you mean,” she stammered. “Yes, you do,” I said sharply. “You flinched back there. Why? Does Luca terrify you? Are you afraid he’ll punish you for talking to me?” “No,” she blurted, then winced as though she’d said too much. I raised an eyebrow. “So it’s not him.” Sofia looked like she might burst into tears. “Relax,” I said, softening my tone. I sat on the edge of the bed, facing her. “I’m not going to hurt you. But I need your help.” She stared at me, confused. “Help?” “Yes.” I leaned closer, my voice steady but insistent. “I need to get out of here. You’re going to help me do that.” Her face went pale. “I-I can’t...” “You can,” I cut her off, fixing her with a pointed look. “And you will.” She looked down, her hands trembling. “What do you want me to do?” “I want you to pretend to be me.” Her head snapped up. “What?” “Lie here,” I said, gesturing to the bed. “Pull the blankets up, pretend to sleep. I’ll sneak out. If anyone checks on me, you stay quiet. They won’t look closely.” Sofia shook her head violently. “They’ll know. They’ll find out, and I’ll be punished...” “They won’t,” I said sharply, grabbing her hand. She flinched, but I held her gaze. “Listen to me, Sofia. I have to get out of here. Do you understand? I can’t stay here another day. And if you help me… I’ll make sure you’re taken care of.” Tears welled in her eyes. “And if they catch me?” “Then you’ll tell them I forced you,” I said simply, releasing her hand. Her shoulders slumped, her resolve crumbling under my eyes. After a long, tense silence, she nodded slowly. “Fine,” she whispered. I stood and crossed to the door, my heart pounding as I listened for any signs of movement in the hallway. Nothing. Good. “Get in,” I told her, motioning to the bed. “And don’t make a sound.” Sofia hesitated, then obeyed, climbing under the blankets and curling into the pillow. Her small form looked ridiculous in the large bed, but from a distance, it would pass. I grabbed a dark jacket from the chair, pulling it over my dress. My hands shook slightly as I approached the door. The weight of what I was about to do hit me like a fist, but I shoved the fear aside. Freedom was waiting. I cracked the door open, peeking into the hallway. Still empty. I glanced back at Sofia one last time. Her face was pale, her eyes wide with silent fear. “Stay quiet,” I said softly. “And don’t move.” Then I slipped out into the hallway, the door clicking shut behind me.Caterina.Growing up, there was a game I played with my cousins before my dad made enough money to leave the slums.We pretended we were princesses trying to escape the castle of an evil king.I wondered what they would say when they learnt it was my reality.The mansion corridors stretched endlessly before me, a labyrinth of gilded prison walls. My heels clicked softly on the polished floors, their rhythm muffled by the racing of my pulse. I'd memorized as much as I could during my earlier wandering, counting windows and doors, noting where the cameras hung like unblinking guards. My only comfort was knowing Luca would be nowhere near me right now.That bastard. My jaw clenched as I thought about him. The way he leaned into me this morning, his hand brushing back my hair like I was some possession. His voice still echoed in my head."Loathe keeps things interesting."Interesting?Interesting would be watching him rot in jail. And if I could get out of here, I'd do everything in my
Luca.The cool afternoon air kissed the back of my neck, a stark contrast to the warmth of the woman's body pressed against mine.Rissa. Her hands trailed up my chest with an eager familiarity, and I let her, though the effort not to recoil irritated me more than it should.Rissa had been predictable since the day I met her... a safe harbour in a world that constantly demanded sharp reflexes and unrelenting focus. The daughter to one of my father’s closest friends.I didn't need to explain myself to her, nor did I have to pretend I cared beyond what was required. She gave without expectation, though I knew she wanted more.Her laugh was soft and breathy as I trailed kisses down her neck, my hand skimming the curve of her hip."You missed me," she murmured, her tone tinged with smug satisfaction.This was something the group chat would hear about later. I didn't respond.The statement was a lie, and I wasn't in the habit of feeding fantasies. Tonight, she was little more than a distr
Caterina."You're full of surprises, aren't you?"The hum of the estate's grand clock echoed through the room, marking the start of a new day.But for me, the new day felt like nothing more than a cruel reminder of yesterday's mess.I woke up to the softness of the sheets, the strange emptiness of my surroundings, and the lingering taste of my frustration. The betrayal by Sofia weighed heavily on me, but I couldn't afford to dwell on it.I had to focus. But damn it, how could I not feel betrayed?I had trusted her. Or at least, I had believed she was someone I could trust.The thought was suffocating. It could ruin me if I let it, so I shoved it to the back of my mind, pretending it didn't exist. There were more pressing matters now... more pressing than feeling sorry for myself. I had to play the part, even if the game felt more like a trap than anything else.As I sat up in bed, I noticed something new. On the chair beside me was a set of clothes, neatly folded and placed there lik
Caterina.Goodness!I had to keep my steps measured, and a leisured pace as I walked the vast grounds that was Luca's perfect estate. It would do me no good to appear in a hurry, not when those guards patrolled these perimeters with watchful eyes, and the stupid cameras were positioned in such a wag that they documented my every movement. It was all a performance though. One I played out carefully, studying my surroundings under the guise of idle curiosity.At least he didn't lock me in that cursed room.Luca had money... the kind one could only hope to make through generations of work. And all that showed in his estate. Horrible thing was a labyrinth of neatly trimmed hedges, grand fountains, and paths winding toward different corners of the property. A paradise, but an extravagant one nonetheless.And a cage for me.The thought was almost enough to make me turn around that instant, before I caught sight of someone standing by the marble fountain ahead. Blonde hair, expensive heels
Caterina.If I was being honest with myself, I had spent... two, three, four days... in this hellhole without any member or that silly Alessandro doing anything about it.Was this what my life had come to?A series of carefully moving through the estate, keeping my steps quiet as I approached the narrowed path I had noticed earlier. Blondie must not have mentioned it to Luca because it was exactly like I had left it. Tucked away, half hidden behind thick ivy and a line of perfectly sculpted hedges. My best shot at slipping out unseen. Of course, the guards were still stationed out, but they all had blind spots, small ones. Spots that I had been watching long enough to know when they looked away.My fingers curled into fists at my sides as I took a deep breath, forcing myself to stay calm. I could do this. I had to do this.Tip.Toe.Tip.Toe.Tip...I heard something.A low murmur of sorts, a hushed conversation that the wind carried. No, no, no. Who was having their conversation t
Luca.Diabolical.Many would call me diabolical for what I did, but I needed to knock the little dare devil down a peg.I stepped into the now dimly lit room, my eyes immediately falling on the curled up figure on the floor. Caterina.She was a mess of tangled limbs, her body hunched in on itself, as if she was trying to shrink away from the world. Even in sleep, she looked absolute exhausted–tear tracks still visible on her face, while her breaths came out in soft, uneven gasps.One of her hands was curled near her chest, her nails faintly digging into that palm.I couldn't help the sigh.She’d cried herself to sleep.I had no idea why this irritated me the way it did.This should have been expected. She wasn't the first person to scream at me, to bang on my doors, to resist when the walls started closing in. She wouldn't be the last.And yet…I scrubbed a hand over my jaw, suddenly recalling the conversation from earlier. Natasha had been on my property today and practically ambush
Caterina.That feeling when it seemed like someone was hacking away at your brain with a machete... that horrible, brutal thing.That was how I felt.I had woken up with a sharp inhale, my entire body stiff as I blinked rapidly at the ceiling above me.There was a soft mattress beneath me, while a blanket offered me warmth while being draped over me.I did not remember falling asleep here.I was on the floor last night, screaming and cussing at that asshole so he would open the door... then I curled in on myself and allowed the exhaustion take me.How...My eyes flickered toward the open door.Open?Someone had been in here. Someone had come in while I was completely vulnerable and...I sat up too fast, a dizzy spell washing over me, but I steadied myself with a breath.No.No one had done anything to me. I was still in my clothes, my shoes had been taken off, but that was all. I searched around, looking for any sign of who had entered, though the answer was obvious.Luca.The little
Caterina.Ten whole minutes.I stood frozen for ten whole minutes just staring at the silk and the lace creation that had been draped over the chair in my room.It was a dress...Could it even be called that?A scandalous, provocative red dress that looked like it had been designed with sin in mind. The deep plunging neckline, the dangerously high slit running up the thigh, the sheer panels that barely left anything to the imagination.This was a masterpiece for temptation and degradation.Oh, how I wished Luca was here so I could strangle the living daylights out of him.This was his stupid way of controlling me, of forcing me to play whatever twisted game he had planned for tonight. I couldn't help but curl my fingers into fists as the overwhelming urge to rip the dress apart surged through me.Ohhhh... I could see his reaction now. The nasty smirk, the amused glint in his dark eyes, the way he would love knowing I lost control because of him.No.I wouldn't... couldn't give him the
CaterinaI wrapped my arms around myself, resisting the urge to shiver as Luca remained stubbornly in my doorway. The rain had started to pick up, thick droplets smacking against the roof like it held a grudge against it.Luca had to leave soon.I had been expecting this confrontation… It was Luca we were talking about. I just didn’t expect it so soon, nor had I expected this level of relentlessness.“You need to leave.” I said firmly, despite the fact that my nerves thrummed harshly inside.Luca tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in those eyes of his as he leaned against the frame like he belonged there… belonged here. “I was under the impression that wasn’t an option.”“When the heck did…”The rest of the words died in my throat as a sudden movement at the end of the hall caught my eye. A figure. Masked.He was watching us.Luca, ever the observant one, sensed the shift in my focus because I could see his body tense, eyes snapping to where mine had been. In a blink, the
Caterina.What was that blinding light?Fuck.My head felt heavy, my limbs sluggish as if my body had sunk deep into the mattress and decided it preferred staying there.My fingers curled against the fabric beneath me which for some reason felt familiar making it comforting. It smelled like lavender and something warm.. It smelled like home.But it wasn't until I shifted, feeling the tightness of the fabric against me that I realized...I was still in last night’s dress.What the heck?I had to take quick, short breaths while blinking hard against the sleep crusting my lashes, turning my head to take in my surroundings. High ceiling, the bookshelf overflowing with untouched books, the dim glow of the bedside lamp I never turned off.I was home.Sometime in the chaos of last night, I'd made it back. "Urghhh. My head." The groggy sigh escaped my lips, forcing myself even more to stay upright while the dress crumpled around me in a mess of wrinkles.I hope that wouldn't offend Maria.M
Caterina.“What the fuck did you think you were trying to do?”Someone’s blood had splattered across the concrete, a stark contrast against the pale moonlight. Then there was the sickening crack of knuckles meeting flesh that echoed in the empty garden, drowning out the distant sound of the music from inside.I felt like I was about to lose my dinner.When it came to fighting, I stayed away. Even on the days Alessandro tried to make me go to his boxing house so I could meet some of his friends, I always found a way to make sure I did not go. It was way better to lie than tell him the truth.This was the third real fight I had witnessed.Luca was a storm, his fists relentless as they pounded into Ethan’s face. His blonde hair was matted with blood, yet that annoying smirk of his refused to fade, even as his body went limp beneath the assault.All I could do was watch.I should stop him. I knew it. But something coiled within me refused to move, as if it held onto the nerves that were c
Caterina.I stared at the message for a few minutes longer, really unsure how I was going to pull this off.Luca: I have a little deal for you, amorino.I snorted. Of course, he did. Just after the blonde... no, Rissa had stormed out of here without sparing a glance in our direction.Luca had sent it with no context, no follow-up. But the moment I responded, his next message came though, spelling out exactly what he wanted.Luca: If I can get you to kiss me again tonight at the ball, then you'll spend a night with me in my room.A ball.A formal event where he expected me to be his date for the night. He even attached a number to it... a sum so high that it could put a serious dent in the sixty million debt my father owed him.Should I do it?Would I even be able to resist the man for that long when he was impossible to resist?But a way out, even if just a little closer, was really tempting."But the last party..." My mind whispered to me. I remembered the way the whole thing just
Luca.Women were one of the most wonderful gifts on earth. Not my sister, though. She wasn't among them.I had barely stepped out of the shower, and the towel still slung low around my hips when my bedroom door swung open.Had Caterina come for a second round of our little pillow fight? Or was it my...Nope. It was Clarissa.She stood in the doorway at first, those sharp eyes raking over me like she owned me, like she still had some chaim over my body.Something close to disappointment coiled in my stomach.Had the girls seen her?"Luca," She practically purred, stepping forward before I could say a word, her heels clicking against the polished hardwood. "You just ran off before we could get into the fun stuff last night. That's not like you."I didn't bother to respond. Just grabbed a shirt from the back of a chair and tugged it over my damp skin.She wasn't worth it.It was my fault Clarissa always acted like she had me wrapped around her finger, but it was honestly time I stopped
Caterina.Never considered myself as someone who could make friends easily.Growing up as an only child turned me into someone who was always guarded, with walls built so high fast even I sometimes forgot what it was like to let someone in.Maria... Maria was different.In certain ways, she was even like Alicia.There was an ease to her presence, something so unapologetically warm that it chipped away at the carefully placed barriers around my heart.She was funny, sharp, and had this undeniable charm that her brother certainly lacked.It made it difficult not to like her. So, against all odds, I found myself enjoying her company.Even if that company came with a surly faced Raphael who didn't act as a shadow.We sat on the plush couch in Luca’s expansive living room, the air thick with the scent of expensive cologne and faint traces of Maria's floral perfume. It had been a strange morning if I was being honest with myself... waking up in Luca's arms, nearly losing myself to whatev
Caterina.Something sharp was poking my stomach.Well, it wasn't sharp, but it was firm. Heavy. Unmoving and warm.What was that?I stirred slightly, still half-asleep with a very sluggish mind. It felt like everything was moving in some sort of slow motion.This was so strange.And it was strange enough to pull her from the comfortable darkness of sleep, dragging me toward some sort of groggy awareness.The first thing I noticed was the warmth. A strong, steady warmth that surrounded me like a cocoon. There was a steady rise and fall of breathing against the back of my neck, the slow exhale tickling my skin.It took me a moment to realize that I wasn't alone.The second realization hit me like a freight train.I was wrapped in someone's arms.My eyes snapped open, the unfamiliarity of the room striking me all at once.Where...? When...?Then, I felt it again. The thing pressing into my stomach. What was that?Slowly, cautiously, I wriggled just a little, experimentally shifting again
Caterina.I didn't resist when Luca finally helped me up. Didn't even question where he was taking me.It didn't matter.Everything around me felt muted and distant, as though the world was spinning too fast, and all I could do was struggle to keep up.My chest ached, my head throbbed, and all I wanted to do was forget the past hours.I barely registered getting into the car, barely noticed the soft hum of the engine as he drove us through the city. All I could do was stare blankly out the window, watching the streetlights blur past, while my mind kept on playing the scene from the restaurant over and over again.The waitress’s sneer.The cold slap against my cheek. The way those people had recorded, whispering about me, judging me. And worst of all, the fact that I had let it get to me.Luca didn't speak.He didn't ask me if I was okay or try to do some shitty ass comforting. And for that, I was grateful."We're here."I had to blink multiple times to realize we were in some sort of
Caterina.It didn't take me a long time to realize he wasn't coming.I stared at my phone, fingers tightening around it before I set it down with what anyone would call forced nonchalance.My screen remained dark. No new messages, no missed calls.A hollow laugh bubbled up in my throat. I shouldn't care about it. I didn't care about it.If anything, I only wanted to see if he would actually show up, if I had some kind of power over him.Yes. That was all.It wasn't as if I had been sitting here, waiting, like some desperate woman clinging to false hope.“Rina.”I glanced up at Alicia, who, for some reason, was watching me with raised brows and an amused expression.I couldn't help but roll my eyes before she even opened her mouth to speak. "Don't look at me like that."“Like what?” Alicia smirked, sipping her drink. “Like I can see through the act you’re putting on?”"There's no act," I muttered, crossing my arms. "He's nothing to me."I had doubts she was actually convinced with my l