Caterina.
If I was being honest with myself, I had spent... two, three, four days... in this hellhole without any member or that silly Alessandro doing anything about it. Was this what my life had come to? A series of carefully moving through the estate, keeping my steps quiet as I approached the narrowed path I had noticed earlier. Blondie must not have mentioned it to Luca because it was exactly like I had left it. Tucked away, half hidden behind thick ivy and a line of perfectly sculpted hedges. My best shot at slipping out unseen. Of course, the guards were still stationed out, but they all had blind spots, small ones. Spots that I had been watching long enough to know when they looked away. My fingers curled into fists at my sides as I took a deep breath, forcing myself to stay calm. I could do this. I had to do this. Tip. Toe. Tip. Toe. Tip... I heard something. A low murmur of sorts, a hushed conversation that the wind carried. No, no, no. Who was having their conversation time during my escape time? It was coming from just beyond the hedges. Maybe if I crept closer and stick to the sides... no, that wouldn't work. My pulse was hammering so hard that it was almost hard to focus. That's when I saw them. Why was I even surprised? It seemed like my luck always seemed to run out whenever I was almost there. And he was the one I was always running into. He loved his pleasures. Luca stood with his back against a stone pillar, his hands lazily trailing over a woman's hips. She was dark-haired, curvier than the blond one, and dressed in a sleek black slip dress that left little to the imagination. Glad to know Luca did not have some sort of type. I didn't recognize anything about her, though. But I noticed something immediately. She knew him. With the way she leaned in as Luca pressed his lips against her neck, her fingers playing with the buttons of his shirt. When she spoke, she had the kind of voice that belonged in a podcast. "You're always like this when you're restless." I stiffened. My stomach twisted with irritation as I watched them. This woman, even with as much as Blondie wanted to continue being daft, wasn't some meaningless conquest that Luca had dragged back to his estate. A woman who knew him well enough to read his mood, well enough to say things with certainty. If anything, Blondie was the other woman. Maybe... No. This doesn't concern me. Why did he do this here? Why couldn’t he keep his escapades confined to his damn bedroom? Why force people to witness it? I gritted my teeth, ready to pull away, to ignore it and focus on my escape even with the ninety-nine percent of failing. But then the woman spoke again. "And what about the girl?" Girl!! The woman’s fingers slid up to Luca’s collar, toying with the fabric. "The one you’re keeping upstairs. What are you going to do with her?" Luca chuckled, his lips barely pulling away from the curve of her jaw. "The auction is tonight." Panic clawed at my throat. Auction? The woman hummed. "So, you’ll take her there, see who’s willing to pay for a good time, and bring her back?" Luca’s fingers trailed along the woman’s spine as he responded, his voice casual. "At least I’ll make my money back." My body went cold. For a moment, I thought I had misheard. That I had misunderstood. But the way Luca said it–so dismissively, so easily, as if I was nothing more than an object to be bartered–sent a sharp, unrelenting panic flooding through my veins. I was being sold. I had almost stepped forward, almost confronted him right then and there, but I stopped myself at the last second. No. Not here. Not now. I was too exposed and extremely vulnerable. I needed time to think, to plan. I turned on the heel and walked away, my heart pounding so violently I could hear it in my ears. To the extent that I barely noticed the path I took back to my room or care if Luca had seen me. Everything took a shape I did not understand, blurring into some sort of haze my mind consumed with the sheer weight of what I had just heard. Auction? He wanted to sell me. Alessandro never came for me. By the time I reached the stupid room he had given to me, I was shaking. I needed to get out. Now. But before I could even think of the next move, the door swung open. Luca. When had the sky turned dark? He stepped in,calm, unbothered, as if this were just another night. In his hand, he held a dress–a shimmering black gown that he tossed onto the chair with an air of finality. “Get dressed,” he said. I didn't move. Didn't even blink. Maybe he was a figment of my imagination. Maybe I was so scared that I had conjured the devil himself. When he didn't leave after a few minutes, I pried my lips open so whisper the word, "No." Luca narrowed his eyes at me, but he didn't look surprised. He must have seen me then. "I wasn’t asking." I lifted my chin, forcing steel into her voice. "I don't care. I'm not going anywhere with you." A flicker of amusement passed through my eyes before it was quickly replaced with something much darker. I took a slow step forward. "Get dressed," he repeated, his voice lower this time. "Or you lose something precious to you." Panic clawed at my throat. "What does that mean?" I demanded. Luca didn’t answer. Instead, he turned, stepping back toward the door. And then, without another word, he shut it behind him. A loud click echoed through the room. The lock. Panic surged through me. I ran to the door, twisting the handle, pounding my fists against the wood. "Let me out!" I screamed. Silence. My breath came in short, uneven gasps as I banged on the door again, harder this time. "Luca, you bastard, open the door!" Still nothing. Tears burned at the corners of my eyes. Frustration, terror, and fury swirling into a single overwhelming storm inside my chest. "LUCA!" I screamed again, hitting the door until my fists ached, until my voice cracked, until my knees gave out, and I crumpled to the floor. Helpless. And there, in that suffocating darkness of my room, I finally let the tears fall.Luca.Diabolical.Many would call me diabolical for what I did, but I needed to knock the little dare devil down a peg.I stepped into the now dimly lit room, my eyes immediately falling on the curled up figure on the floor. Caterina.She was a mess of tangled limbs, her body hunched in on itself, as if she was trying to shrink away from the world. Even in sleep, she looked absolute exhausted–tear tracks still visible on her face, while her breaths came out in soft, uneven gasps.One of her hands was curled near her chest, her nails faintly digging into that palm.I couldn't help the sigh.She’d cried herself to sleep.I had no idea why this irritated me the way it did.This should have been expected. She wasn't the first person to scream at me, to bang on my doors, to resist when the walls started closing in. She wouldn't be the last.And yet…I scrubbed a hand over my jaw, suddenly recalling the conversation from earlier. Natasha had been on my property today and practically ambush
Caterina.That feeling when it seemed like someone was hacking away at your brain with a machete... that horrible, brutal thing.That was how I felt.I had woken up with a sharp inhale, my entire body stiff as I blinked rapidly at the ceiling above me.There was a soft mattress beneath me, while a blanket offered me warmth while being draped over me.I did not remember falling asleep here.I was on the floor last night, screaming and cussing at that asshole so he would open the door... then I curled in on myself and allowed the exhaustion take me.How...My eyes flickered toward the open door.Open?Someone had been in here. Someone had come in while I was completely vulnerable and...I sat up too fast, a dizzy spell washing over me, but I steadied myself with a breath.No.No one had done anything to me. I was still in my clothes, my shoes had been taken off, but that was all. I searched around, looking for any sign of who had entered, though the answer was obvious.Luca.The little
Caterina.Ten whole minutes.I stood frozen for ten whole minutes just staring at the silk and the lace creation that had been draped over the chair in my room.It was a dress...Could it even be called that?A scandalous, provocative red dress that looked like it had been designed with sin in mind. The deep plunging neckline, the dangerously high slit running up the thigh, the sheer panels that barely left anything to the imagination.This was a masterpiece for temptation and degradation.Oh, how I wished Luca was here so I could strangle the living daylights out of him.This was his stupid way of controlling me, of forcing me to play whatever twisted game he had planned for tonight. I couldn't help but curl my fingers into fists as the overwhelming urge to rip the dress apart surged through me.Ohhhh... I could see his reaction now. The nasty smirk, the amused glint in his dark eyes, the way he would love knowing I lost control because of him.No.I wouldn't... couldn't give him the
Caterina.I barely felt the floor beneath my heels as Luca led me away from the ballroom, his hands still firmly gripping my waist.The stares, the whispers still came.Everyone with half a brain could guess what we were about to do.When we got outside, the air became even cooler, quieter, but my blood still burned.I wasn't drunk enough to forget the whispers, the way Alessandro’s hand had fit so perfectly against the woman's waist, as though he had never held me.Never known me.Okay, this wasn't the time to act like we had been the ideal couple, or I had some sort of feelings for him.But still... how long had he been cheating on me?I was going to erase it all. Erase him. And Luca... my stupid and horrible captor was my best option to do that.Maybe when we were done, and he was totally spent, I could even run away.He pushed open the door to a smaller room at the end of the hall, the dim lighting casting shadows across the dark leather armchair in the corner, the mahogany desk a
Caterina.I was so close.So damn close."Then beg for it."Every muscle in my body was coiled, ready to snap, and then...Bang.A firm, loud, and unwelcome knock on the door.Luca froze, his dark eyes flashing with irritation as his fingers stilled inside me. His free hand, which had been gripping my waist, tightened for a brief moment before he released a slow exhale."What do you want?" He shouted, his voice sharp and edged with impatience.“Sir, it’s urgent.”I wanted to scream at whoever was on the other side. He had the worst timing in the history of mankind and was the most horrible orgasm blocker I had ever had the opportunity of getting.I was trembling, still straddling Luca, and I knew I must look a mess... lips swollen, dress askew, body still buzzing from everything he had done to me.From the corner of my eyes, I watched Luca study me for a long time, as if he was debating whether to ignore the intrusion entirely.He removed his hand from me with a sigh and eased me off
Caterina.A whole week.I had taken breakfast alone for a whole week because Luca, for some reason, had been missing in action, his absence stretching from morning until the late hours of the night.It shouldn't have mattered.At this point, I should have felt relieved, should have embraced the silence and the lack of his taunting presence and the women that came with him.Especially Blondie.So why did I feel something else? Something I knew I didn't want to have a name.This was so confusing. Fuck me!But a disappearing Luca didn't mean I would waste my time sulking.No.I spent my days studying every corner of the estate, memorizing the guard shifts, the layout of the halls, and pinpointing any weaknesses I could exploit. I was no fool.Escaping this place wouldn't be easy, but the longer Luca stayed away, the more emboldened I became.Even with all the silly precautions he put in place.One of those precautions happened to be Raphael. He made the man shadow me for some reason.A
Luca.Watching a woman unravel before you was one of the sights in the world.And I got the most beautiful woman doing just that.Right now, she stood pressed against the cold stone wall, breath uneven, her body caught somewhere between defiance and something far more tempting.Giving in.I allowed my hands to skim the length of her thighs, using my fingers to trace lazy circles over her soft skin while waiting for her to push me away.She didn't.Instead, she shivered.Not from the cold. No. It was something else I couldn't help the smirk that took over my lips.I leaned in, planting a slow, lingering kiss on the inside of her thigh... wait, her body stiffened... why was she stiffening?She liked this? Or didn't she?I raised my head subtly to catch the way her eyes were flicking around, searching... checking if anyone was watching us.Oh.I could see the wheels in her head turning. She must have thought I never miss the opportunity to put on a show, to take pleasure in the fact tha
Caterina.It doesn't take much for anything that could go wrong to go wrong.I woke up with a deep sense of unease twisting in my stomach, while my mind for some reason decided to keep on playing the events of yesterday over and over in my mind like a cruel joke I had somehow played on myself.Why had I made that deal?What kind of devil had somehow possessed me to bet on my own freedom on my father... a man who had never once chosen me over his own selfish ambitions?Damn me!My hands clenched the silk sheets as I exhaled sharply. It wasn't like I had a better plan.But still...I should have thought before speaking.Sixty million dollars in two months? The number did one on my stomach.How had my father even accumulated that kind of debt with Luca alone?Was it the money Dad wanted to take from Alessandro? What had he even done with it? And more importantly, did he even care enough to try and get me back? "He wouldn't do it." I scoffed to myself..A sharp knock on the door pulled
CaterinaI wrapped my arms around myself, resisting the urge to shiver as Luca remained stubbornly in my doorway. The rain had started to pick up, thick droplets smacking against the roof like it held a grudge against it.Luca had to leave soon.I had been expecting this confrontation… It was Luca we were talking about. I just didn’t expect it so soon, nor had I expected this level of relentlessness.“You need to leave.” I said firmly, despite the fact that my nerves thrummed harshly inside.Luca tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in those eyes of his as he leaned against the frame like he belonged there… belonged here. “I was under the impression that wasn’t an option.”“When the heck did…”The rest of the words died in my throat as a sudden movement at the end of the hall caught my eye. A figure. Masked.He was watching us.Luca, ever the observant one, sensed the shift in my focus because I could see his body tense, eyes snapping to where mine had been. In a blink, the
Caterina.What was that blinding light?Fuck.My head felt heavy, my limbs sluggish as if my body had sunk deep into the mattress and decided it preferred staying there.My fingers curled against the fabric beneath me which for some reason felt familiar making it comforting. It smelled like lavender and something warm.. It smelled like home.But it wasn't until I shifted, feeling the tightness of the fabric against me that I realized...I was still in last night’s dress.What the heck?I had to take quick, short breaths while blinking hard against the sleep crusting my lashes, turning my head to take in my surroundings. High ceiling, the bookshelf overflowing with untouched books, the dim glow of the bedside lamp I never turned off.I was home.Sometime in the chaos of last night, I'd made it back. "Urghhh. My head." The groggy sigh escaped my lips, forcing myself even more to stay upright while the dress crumpled around me in a mess of wrinkles.I hope that wouldn't offend Maria.M
Caterina.“What the fuck did you think you were trying to do?”Someone’s blood had splattered across the concrete, a stark contrast against the pale moonlight. Then there was the sickening crack of knuckles meeting flesh that echoed in the empty garden, drowning out the distant sound of the music from inside.I felt like I was about to lose my dinner.When it came to fighting, I stayed away. Even on the days Alessandro tried to make me go to his boxing house so I could meet some of his friends, I always found a way to make sure I did not go. It was way better to lie than tell him the truth.This was the third real fight I had witnessed.Luca was a storm, his fists relentless as they pounded into Ethan’s face. His blonde hair was matted with blood, yet that annoying smirk of his refused to fade, even as his body went limp beneath the assault.All I could do was watch.I should stop him. I knew it. But something coiled within me refused to move, as if it held onto the nerves that were c
Caterina.I stared at the message for a few minutes longer, really unsure how I was going to pull this off.Luca: I have a little deal for you, amorino.I snorted. Of course, he did. Just after the blonde... no, Rissa had stormed out of here without sparing a glance in our direction.Luca had sent it with no context, no follow-up. But the moment I responded, his next message came though, spelling out exactly what he wanted.Luca: If I can get you to kiss me again tonight at the ball, then you'll spend a night with me in my room.A ball.A formal event where he expected me to be his date for the night. He even attached a number to it... a sum so high that it could put a serious dent in the sixty million debt my father owed him.Should I do it?Would I even be able to resist the man for that long when he was impossible to resist?But a way out, even if just a little closer, was really tempting."But the last party..." My mind whispered to me. I remembered the way the whole thing just
Luca.Women were one of the most wonderful gifts on earth. Not my sister, though. She wasn't among them.I had barely stepped out of the shower, and the towel still slung low around my hips when my bedroom door swung open.Had Caterina come for a second round of our little pillow fight? Or was it my...Nope. It was Clarissa.She stood in the doorway at first, those sharp eyes raking over me like she owned me, like she still had some chaim over my body.Something close to disappointment coiled in my stomach.Had the girls seen her?"Luca," She practically purred, stepping forward before I could say a word, her heels clicking against the polished hardwood. "You just ran off before we could get into the fun stuff last night. That's not like you."I didn't bother to respond. Just grabbed a shirt from the back of a chair and tugged it over my damp skin.She wasn't worth it.It was my fault Clarissa always acted like she had me wrapped around her finger, but it was honestly time I stopped
Caterina.Never considered myself as someone who could make friends easily.Growing up as an only child turned me into someone who was always guarded, with walls built so high fast even I sometimes forgot what it was like to let someone in.Maria... Maria was different.In certain ways, she was even like Alicia.There was an ease to her presence, something so unapologetically warm that it chipped away at the carefully placed barriers around my heart.She was funny, sharp, and had this undeniable charm that her brother certainly lacked.It made it difficult not to like her. So, against all odds, I found myself enjoying her company.Even if that company came with a surly faced Raphael who didn't act as a shadow.We sat on the plush couch in Luca’s expansive living room, the air thick with the scent of expensive cologne and faint traces of Maria's floral perfume. It had been a strange morning if I was being honest with myself... waking up in Luca's arms, nearly losing myself to whatev
Caterina.Something sharp was poking my stomach.Well, it wasn't sharp, but it was firm. Heavy. Unmoving and warm.What was that?I stirred slightly, still half-asleep with a very sluggish mind. It felt like everything was moving in some sort of slow motion.This was so strange.And it was strange enough to pull her from the comfortable darkness of sleep, dragging me toward some sort of groggy awareness.The first thing I noticed was the warmth. A strong, steady warmth that surrounded me like a cocoon. There was a steady rise and fall of breathing against the back of my neck, the slow exhale tickling my skin.It took me a moment to realize that I wasn't alone.The second realization hit me like a freight train.I was wrapped in someone's arms.My eyes snapped open, the unfamiliarity of the room striking me all at once.Where...? When...?Then, I felt it again. The thing pressing into my stomach. What was that?Slowly, cautiously, I wriggled just a little, experimentally shifting again
Caterina.I didn't resist when Luca finally helped me up. Didn't even question where he was taking me.It didn't matter.Everything around me felt muted and distant, as though the world was spinning too fast, and all I could do was struggle to keep up.My chest ached, my head throbbed, and all I wanted to do was forget the past hours.I barely registered getting into the car, barely noticed the soft hum of the engine as he drove us through the city. All I could do was stare blankly out the window, watching the streetlights blur past, while my mind kept on playing the scene from the restaurant over and over again.The waitress’s sneer.The cold slap against my cheek. The way those people had recorded, whispering about me, judging me. And worst of all, the fact that I had let it get to me.Luca didn't speak.He didn't ask me if I was okay or try to do some shitty ass comforting. And for that, I was grateful."We're here."I had to blink multiple times to realize we were in some sort of
Caterina.It didn't take me a long time to realize he wasn't coming.I stared at my phone, fingers tightening around it before I set it down with what anyone would call forced nonchalance.My screen remained dark. No new messages, no missed calls.A hollow laugh bubbled up in my throat. I shouldn't care about it. I didn't care about it.If anything, I only wanted to see if he would actually show up, if I had some kind of power over him.Yes. That was all.It wasn't as if I had been sitting here, waiting, like some desperate woman clinging to false hope.“Rina.”I glanced up at Alicia, who, for some reason, was watching me with raised brows and an amused expression.I couldn't help but roll my eyes before she even opened her mouth to speak. "Don't look at me like that."“Like what?” Alicia smirked, sipping her drink. “Like I can see through the act you’re putting on?”"There's no act," I muttered, crossing my arms. "He's nothing to me."I had doubts she was actually convinced with my l