Caterina.
A whole week. I had taken breakfast alone for a whole week because Luca, for some reason, had been missing in action, his absence stretching from morning until the late hours of the night. It shouldn't have mattered. At this point, I should have felt relieved, should have embraced the silence and the lack of his taunting presence and the women that came with him. Especially Blondie. So why did I feel something else? Something I knew I didn't want to have a name. This was so confusing. Fuck me! But a disappearing Luca didn't mean I would waste my time sulking. No. I spent my days studying every corner of the estate, memorizing the guard shifts, the layout of the halls, and pinpointing any weaknesses I could exploit. I was no fool. Escaping this place wouldn't be easy, but the longer Luca stayed away, the more emboldened I became. Even with all the silly precautions he put in place. One of those precautions happened to be Raphael. He made the man shadow me for some reason. A very predictable man. That small flaw allowed me to steal his key card when he got too close. And that night, I made my move. The air was crisp when I came out, thick with a sort of silence as I slipped through the corridors of the estate, my breath coming out shallow, my pulse racing. The hidden hallways I had discovered during my days of observation were my key to moving unnoticed. I used them now, navigating the house like a ghost. Every step I took was careful, measured. Thank goodness the guards wouldn't change shift for another twenty minutes... that gave me enough time. I reached the exit leading towards the outer courtyard, swiping my stolen key card against the reader. The small beep that followed sent a rush of adrenaline through my veins. This was it. The door clicked open, and with a few steps, I was outside. For the first time in what felt like forever, freedom was within reach. I kept myself to the shadows, moving toward the estate’s perimeter, past the vast garden, the stone pathways, the decorative lights that cast eerie glows across the space. Just a few more minutes until I reached the wall. I could do it. Yes... yes... almost there. I reached the wall in record time. The guards should be changing now, so that means I had three... maybe four minutes to climb the wall. There was just one thing that wasn't right with all my calculations. It was tall. Higher than I had anticipated. But that shouldn't matter now. I had come too far to stop now. How hard could it be? "Urhhhhg." I groaned the moment I dug my fingers into the rough stone as I searched for a foothold, pulling myself up, using every ounce of strength I had, while my muscles screamed in protest. It wasn't like this this in those stupid movies I watched. One more push. One more... My grip failed. Oh, no. The only thing I could do was let out a small gasp as my body tilted backwards. And then I fell. Straight into strong arms. Luca. My stomach dropped as I was pulled against his chest, his scent... a mix of leather, spice, and something inherently him... filling my senses. I froze. His grip was firm, unyielding, and as he peered down at me, his lips curled into an amused smirk. Of course, he was going to be amused about my almost escape attempt. "Well," he murmured, with a voice as smooth as silk. "That was pitiful." Heat flared through me at the sheer arrogance in his tone. “Put me down.” "Why? So you can try again?" He chuckled, finally lowering me to the ground but keeping his hold on my waist. "I have to say, amorino, your escape plans are the worst I've ever seen." I glared sharply at him. "You were waiting for me." He tilted his head slightly, studying me. "Of course I was." Of course he was. I had no idea why my body betrayed me then, reacting to the warmth of his touch, the way his fingers still rested lightly on my waist. It had been a week since I saw him. A week since he had so much as looked at me, and now, with those blue eyes locked onto mine, I hated how much my body seemed to crave something I still refused to name. And he noticed. The asshole was pleased, too. The cocky grin on his face made me want to slap him. Or kiss him. Maybe both. I wasn't really sure which. “Let me go.” “Why?” His thumb brushed against my hip, sending a shiver down my back. “You don’t seem to be in much of a hurry anymore.” “Luca.” He let out a soft laugh. A deep, rich sound that sent another chill down my spine. "I should punish you for this," he said, tilting his head. "Trying to break our little deal." "That deal wasn't even mine. It was between you, my father, and Alessandro. Never me." His grin didn't fade. If anything, it seemed to deepen even more. "You think that matters to me?" God, I wanted to strangle him. But then he reached for my hair, brushing a strand away from my face. His fingers trailed down, ghosting over my cheek, then lower, across my jaw. A featherlight touch, teasing, testing. He knew what he was doing. "Stop it," I whispered, though I didn't want him to. He didn’t. Instead, his fingers skimmed even lower, tracing the curve of my lips. His thumb pressed lightly against me before he shifted, brushing the pad of his finger down the line of my throat. Warmth bloomed in my chest. My heart pounded, my body betraying me once more. What was wrong with me? Why did this asshole of a man unravel me this easily? He effortlessly made me forget the reason why I hated him. My lips parted softly, and I felt his breath against them. “Luca,” I warned. He smirked. “Say my name like that again.” “Fuck you.” His laughter was soft this time, almost affectionate. Then, in one fluid motion, he grasped my wrist and pulled me toward a darker corner of the wall, pressing me gently against the cool stone. When had this started? His hands slid down my sides, slow, deliberate. His movements were measures, teasing, as if he enjoyed watching me squirm. Why wasn't there a way for me to leave without feeling these stupid emotions? I didn't expect what he did next. Luca knelt. Right in front of me. Looking up at me with those blue, knowing eyes. "Let me make it up to you," he said with a voice that could only be accounted to as a raspy whisper. My breath caught in my throat. Why did he have to look at me like that? The heat in his eyes burned me from the inside out. He was waiting, watching, letting me know that I had all the power to stop him. But did I want to? My fingers curled into fists at my sides, trying to calm myself down by digging my nails into my palms. "Run. Shove him away. Do anything, but stand here and let this happen." My mind screamed at me. But when he placed his hands on my thighs, fingers sliding up ever so slightly, I knew one thing for certain. I wasn't going anywhere. Not tonight anyway.Luca.Watching a woman unravel before you was one of the sights in the world.And I got the most beautiful woman doing just that.Right now, she stood pressed against the cold stone wall, breath uneven, her body caught somewhere between defiance and something far more tempting.Giving in.I allowed my hands to skim the length of her thighs, using my fingers to trace lazy circles over her soft skin while waiting for her to push me away.She didn't.Instead, she shivered.Not from the cold. No. It was something else I couldn't help the smirk that took over my lips.I leaned in, planting a slow, lingering kiss on the inside of her thigh... wait, her body stiffened... why was she stiffening?She liked this? Or didn't she?I raised my head subtly to catch the way her eyes were flicking around, searching... checking if anyone was watching us.Oh.I could see the wheels in her head turning. She must have thought I never miss the opportunity to put on a show, to take pleasure in the fact tha
Caterina.It doesn't take much for anything that could go wrong to go wrong.I woke up with a deep sense of unease twisting in my stomach, while my mind for some reason decided to keep on playing the events of yesterday over and over in my mind like a cruel joke I had somehow played on myself.Why had I made that deal?What kind of devil had somehow possessed me to bet on my own freedom on my father... a man who had never once chosen me over his own selfish ambitions?Damn me!My hands clenched the silk sheets as I exhaled sharply. It wasn't like I had a better plan.But still...I should have thought before speaking.Sixty million dollars in two months? The number did one on my stomach.How had my father even accumulated that kind of debt with Luca alone?Was it the money Dad wanted to take from Alessandro? What had he even done with it? And more importantly, did he even care enough to try and get me back? "He wouldn't do it." I scoffed to myself..A sharp knock on the door pulled
Caterina."Surprise!!"I had the widest grin on my face as I rang the doorbell, the words tumbling from my lips just as the door swung open to reveal Alicia, my closest... no, best friend.For a moment, she simply stared at me, eyes wide with disbelief before she let out a gasp, her hands flying to her mouth.I had no warning before she launched herself at me, pulling me into a bone-crushing hug.There was no day Alicia didn't text me even when I didn't reply."You crazy, reckless idiot!" Alicia exclaimed, half laughing, half crying. "I was going to kill you for agreeing to marry that butt of a man the moment I stepped out of the country, and then allowed yourself to be taken by another idiot before I could come back!"I couldn't help but let out a chuckle, hugging her just as tightly. "Yeah, I know. Life's been... complicated."Really complicated. Alicia pulled away then, just enough to look at me. Even with all my years of learning how to school my features, her sharp brown eyes co
Luca."Be ready in ten."I let out a sharp exhale as I stared at the message on my phone.What the hell was I doing?I should have ignored her message after showing her what she did to my office, let her stew in whatever game she was playing... instead, I'd taken the bait.Just as she had taken mine.My eyes flickered to the video I had sent her... the one of me working out, sweat glistening on my skin, muscles flexing.What had I been thinking when I hit send?Nothing. That was what.I should have had some sort of moral compass, but something about the idea of her seeing me like this had amused me.Tempted me.And now she was baiting me back.I shook my head, tossing my phone onto my desk. I wouldn't go.I shouldn't go.Let her wait. Let her wonder.She had given me the deal, but I was the one still in control here, not her.But still…My jaw clenched as my fingers twitched at my side. I could already hear the guys laughing at me if they ever found out what was happening.If they kne
Caterina.It didn't take me a long time to realize he wasn't coming.I stared at my phone, fingers tightening around it before I set it down with what anyone would call forced nonchalance.My screen remained dark. No new messages, no missed calls.A hollow laugh bubbled up in my throat. I shouldn't care about it. I didn't care about it.If anything, I only wanted to see if he would actually show up, if I had some kind of power over him.Yes. That was all.It wasn't as if I had been sitting here, waiting, like some desperate woman clinging to false hope.“Rina.”I glanced up at Alicia, who, for some reason, was watching me with raised brows and an amused expression.I couldn't help but roll my eyes before she even opened her mouth to speak. "Don't look at me like that."“Like what?” Alicia smirked, sipping her drink. “Like I can see through the act you’re putting on?”"There's no act," I muttered, crossing my arms. "He's nothing to me."I had doubts she was actually convinced with my l
Caterina.I didn't resist when Luca finally helped me up. Didn't even question where he was taking me.It didn't matter.Everything around me felt muted and distant, as though the world was spinning too fast, and all I could do was struggle to keep up.My chest ached, my head throbbed, and all I wanted to do was forget the past hours.I barely registered getting into the car, barely noticed the soft hum of the engine as he drove us through the city. All I could do was stare blankly out the window, watching the streetlights blur past, while my mind kept on playing the scene from the restaurant over and over again.The waitress’s sneer.The cold slap against my cheek. The way those people had recorded, whispering about me, judging me. And worst of all, the fact that I had let it get to me.Luca didn't speak.He didn't ask me if I was okay or try to do some shitty ass comforting. And for that, I was grateful."We're here."I had to blink multiple times to realize we were in some sort of
Caterina.Something sharp was poking my stomach.Well, it wasn't sharp, but it was firm. Heavy. Unmoving and warm.What was that?I stirred slightly, still half-asleep with a very sluggish mind. It felt like everything was moving in some sort of slow motion.This was so strange.And it was strange enough to pull her from the comfortable darkness of sleep, dragging me toward some sort of groggy awareness.The first thing I noticed was the warmth. A strong, steady warmth that surrounded me like a cocoon. There was a steady rise and fall of breathing against the back of my neck, the slow exhale tickling my skin.It took me a moment to realize that I wasn't alone.The second realization hit me like a freight train.I was wrapped in someone's arms.My eyes snapped open, the unfamiliarity of the room striking me all at once.Where...? When...?Then, I felt it again. The thing pressing into my stomach. What was that?Slowly, cautiously, I wriggled just a little, experimentally shifting again
Caterina.Never considered myself as someone who could make friends easily.Growing up as an only child turned me into someone who was always guarded, with walls built so high fast even I sometimes forgot what it was like to let someone in.Maria... Maria was different.In certain ways, she was even like Alicia.There was an ease to her presence, something so unapologetically warm that it chipped away at the carefully placed barriers around my heart.She was funny, sharp, and had this undeniable charm that her brother certainly lacked.It made it difficult not to like her. So, against all odds, I found myself enjoying her company.Even if that company came with a surly faced Raphael who didn't act as a shadow.We sat on the plush couch in Luca’s expansive living room, the air thick with the scent of expensive cologne and faint traces of Maria's floral perfume. It had been a strange morning if I was being honest with myself... waking up in Luca's arms, nearly losing myself to whatev
CaterinaI wrapped my arms around myself, resisting the urge to shiver as Luca remained stubbornly in my doorway. The rain had started to pick up, thick droplets smacking against the roof like it held a grudge against it.Luca had to leave soon.I had been expecting this confrontation… It was Luca we were talking about. I just didn’t expect it so soon, nor had I expected this level of relentlessness.“You need to leave.” I said firmly, despite the fact that my nerves thrummed harshly inside.Luca tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in those eyes of his as he leaned against the frame like he belonged there… belonged here. “I was under the impression that wasn’t an option.”“When the heck did…”The rest of the words died in my throat as a sudden movement at the end of the hall caught my eye. A figure. Masked.He was watching us.Luca, ever the observant one, sensed the shift in my focus because I could see his body tense, eyes snapping to where mine had been. In a blink, the
Caterina.What was that blinding light?Fuck.My head felt heavy, my limbs sluggish as if my body had sunk deep into the mattress and decided it preferred staying there.My fingers curled against the fabric beneath me which for some reason felt familiar making it comforting. It smelled like lavender and something warm.. It smelled like home.But it wasn't until I shifted, feeling the tightness of the fabric against me that I realized...I was still in last night’s dress.What the heck?I had to take quick, short breaths while blinking hard against the sleep crusting my lashes, turning my head to take in my surroundings. High ceiling, the bookshelf overflowing with untouched books, the dim glow of the bedside lamp I never turned off.I was home.Sometime in the chaos of last night, I'd made it back. "Urghhh. My head." The groggy sigh escaped my lips, forcing myself even more to stay upright while the dress crumpled around me in a mess of wrinkles.I hope that wouldn't offend Maria.M
Caterina.“What the fuck did you think you were trying to do?”Someone’s blood had splattered across the concrete, a stark contrast against the pale moonlight. Then there was the sickening crack of knuckles meeting flesh that echoed in the empty garden, drowning out the distant sound of the music from inside.I felt like I was about to lose my dinner.When it came to fighting, I stayed away. Even on the days Alessandro tried to make me go to his boxing house so I could meet some of his friends, I always found a way to make sure I did not go. It was way better to lie than tell him the truth.This was the third real fight I had witnessed.Luca was a storm, his fists relentless as they pounded into Ethan’s face. His blonde hair was matted with blood, yet that annoying smirk of his refused to fade, even as his body went limp beneath the assault.All I could do was watch.I should stop him. I knew it. But something coiled within me refused to move, as if it held onto the nerves that were c
Caterina.I stared at the message for a few minutes longer, really unsure how I was going to pull this off.Luca: I have a little deal for you, amorino.I snorted. Of course, he did. Just after the blonde... no, Rissa had stormed out of here without sparing a glance in our direction.Luca had sent it with no context, no follow-up. But the moment I responded, his next message came though, spelling out exactly what he wanted.Luca: If I can get you to kiss me again tonight at the ball, then you'll spend a night with me in my room.A ball.A formal event where he expected me to be his date for the night. He even attached a number to it... a sum so high that it could put a serious dent in the sixty million debt my father owed him.Should I do it?Would I even be able to resist the man for that long when he was impossible to resist?But a way out, even if just a little closer, was really tempting."But the last party..." My mind whispered to me. I remembered the way the whole thing just
Luca.Women were one of the most wonderful gifts on earth. Not my sister, though. She wasn't among them.I had barely stepped out of the shower, and the towel still slung low around my hips when my bedroom door swung open.Had Caterina come for a second round of our little pillow fight? Or was it my...Nope. It was Clarissa.She stood in the doorway at first, those sharp eyes raking over me like she owned me, like she still had some chaim over my body.Something close to disappointment coiled in my stomach.Had the girls seen her?"Luca," She practically purred, stepping forward before I could say a word, her heels clicking against the polished hardwood. "You just ran off before we could get into the fun stuff last night. That's not like you."I didn't bother to respond. Just grabbed a shirt from the back of a chair and tugged it over my damp skin.She wasn't worth it.It was my fault Clarissa always acted like she had me wrapped around her finger, but it was honestly time I stopped
Caterina.Never considered myself as someone who could make friends easily.Growing up as an only child turned me into someone who was always guarded, with walls built so high fast even I sometimes forgot what it was like to let someone in.Maria... Maria was different.In certain ways, she was even like Alicia.There was an ease to her presence, something so unapologetically warm that it chipped away at the carefully placed barriers around my heart.She was funny, sharp, and had this undeniable charm that her brother certainly lacked.It made it difficult not to like her. So, against all odds, I found myself enjoying her company.Even if that company came with a surly faced Raphael who didn't act as a shadow.We sat on the plush couch in Luca’s expansive living room, the air thick with the scent of expensive cologne and faint traces of Maria's floral perfume. It had been a strange morning if I was being honest with myself... waking up in Luca's arms, nearly losing myself to whatev
Caterina.Something sharp was poking my stomach.Well, it wasn't sharp, but it was firm. Heavy. Unmoving and warm.What was that?I stirred slightly, still half-asleep with a very sluggish mind. It felt like everything was moving in some sort of slow motion.This was so strange.And it was strange enough to pull her from the comfortable darkness of sleep, dragging me toward some sort of groggy awareness.The first thing I noticed was the warmth. A strong, steady warmth that surrounded me like a cocoon. There was a steady rise and fall of breathing against the back of my neck, the slow exhale tickling my skin.It took me a moment to realize that I wasn't alone.The second realization hit me like a freight train.I was wrapped in someone's arms.My eyes snapped open, the unfamiliarity of the room striking me all at once.Where...? When...?Then, I felt it again. The thing pressing into my stomach. What was that?Slowly, cautiously, I wriggled just a little, experimentally shifting again
Caterina.I didn't resist when Luca finally helped me up. Didn't even question where he was taking me.It didn't matter.Everything around me felt muted and distant, as though the world was spinning too fast, and all I could do was struggle to keep up.My chest ached, my head throbbed, and all I wanted to do was forget the past hours.I barely registered getting into the car, barely noticed the soft hum of the engine as he drove us through the city. All I could do was stare blankly out the window, watching the streetlights blur past, while my mind kept on playing the scene from the restaurant over and over again.The waitress’s sneer.The cold slap against my cheek. The way those people had recorded, whispering about me, judging me. And worst of all, the fact that I had let it get to me.Luca didn't speak.He didn't ask me if I was okay or try to do some shitty ass comforting. And for that, I was grateful."We're here."I had to blink multiple times to realize we were in some sort of
Caterina.It didn't take me a long time to realize he wasn't coming.I stared at my phone, fingers tightening around it before I set it down with what anyone would call forced nonchalance.My screen remained dark. No new messages, no missed calls.A hollow laugh bubbled up in my throat. I shouldn't care about it. I didn't care about it.If anything, I only wanted to see if he would actually show up, if I had some kind of power over him.Yes. That was all.It wasn't as if I had been sitting here, waiting, like some desperate woman clinging to false hope.“Rina.”I glanced up at Alicia, who, for some reason, was watching me with raised brows and an amused expression.I couldn't help but roll my eyes before she even opened her mouth to speak. "Don't look at me like that."“Like what?” Alicia smirked, sipping her drink. “Like I can see through the act you’re putting on?”"There's no act," I muttered, crossing my arms. "He's nothing to me."I had doubts she was actually convinced with my l