Kalen
My senses are heightened, every sound and scent amplified as I patrol the borders of my pack's territory.
I scan for any signs of intruders. The moonlight filters through the dense canopy. My ears twitch, my muscles coiled and ready to spring into action at a moment's notice.
The weight of my responsibility as the Alpha of the Nightshade pack settles heavily on my shoulders. I am the protector, the enforcer of our laws, and the guardian of our secrets. It’s a role I was born into, a legacy passed down through generations.
I pause, inhaling deeply, my nostrils flaring as I search for any unfamiliar scents. The subtle shifts in the wind, the faint rustle of underbrush—all of it registers in my mind, a constant stream of information.
My gaze sweeps over the landscape, my eyes narrowing as I spot a broken branch. I crouch down, my fingers brushing against the ground, feeling the earth beneath my touch. The scent of pine and damp fills my nostrils, mingling with the faint traces of something else.
Someone else.
I rise to my feet, muscles tensing as I follow the trail. My ears pick up the distant sound of running water, the babbling brook that marks the edge of our territory.
I approach the border with caution, thinking of the threats that loom over us. The rival Blackwood pack, always seeking to encroach on our territory. The vampire coven, lurking in the shadows, their thirst for power and blood a constant danger. And the humans, oblivious to our existence, yet capable of causing untold destruction if they were to discover our secrets.
And the biggest one of all. The curse that follows my family.
I push those thoughts aside, focusing on the task at hand. My duty is to protect my pack, to ensure their safety and security. Deal with the present threats, not hypothetical ones.
I reach the edge of our territory, the brook gurgling softly as it winds its way through the forest. I pause, my eyes scanning the opposite bank, my ears straining. The forest is still, the only sound the gentle flow of water and the distant calls of nocturnal creatures.
The scent is faint, but it's there. A hint of something foreign, something that doesn't belong.
The forest opens up to a secluded clearing surrounded by dense foliage, and the hypnotic sound of the water helps me escape my thoughts.
I step closer, the mist from the waterfall cooling my skin. The water cascades down moss-covered rocks, creating a soothing, rhythmic sound. My thoughts drift to my father, to the memory of witnessing the curse's effects on him. The pain, the madness, the loss of control. It's a memory that haunts me.
I turn away from the waterfall.
The Nightshade curse, my father called it. A blight on our bloodline, a legacy of pain and suffering that I cannot escape.
He warned me about it when I was just a boy. "It's our burden to bear," he said. "A darkness that will follow us until the end of our days. You must be strong, Kalen. You must protect those you love, even if it means pushing them away."
His words rang with pain, and I understand it now better than I did as a child.
If he’d pushed my mother away sooner, perhaps she’d still be alive.
I think of the relationships I've lost because of it. The lovers I've pushed away. All because of the fear that the curse will claim them, that they will suffer because of me.
Elara’s face comes to mind, unbidden. She was a fierce warrior, a member of my pack, and I thought I could keep her safe.
But the curse had other plans.
I never hurt her. But I felt it, the rage, the aggression, and I know it was spilling into our interactions. Destroying our love.
It was only a matter of time.
I remember the look on her face when I told her it was over. The confusion, the hurt. She didn't understand, and I couldn't explain. I couldn't tell her about the curse, about the darkness that follows me wherever I go. So I let her believe I had grown tired of her, that I no longer cared for her.
I am the Alpha of the Nightshade pack, a position of power and authority. But it’s also a position of isolation. I can’t afford to let anyone get too close, to let them see the darkness that lurks within me. And I especially can never take a mate.
That’s when the curse manifests.
I reach the end of my patrol, the edge of our territory. I take a deep breath, my senses expanding outward, searching for any signs of danger. The forest is still. Even the unfamiliar scent has vanished.
But I can’t shake the feeling that something is out of place.
A second look reveals nothing. I turn back, my mind already shifting to the next task at hand. My pack awaits me, my fellow wolves who look to me for guidance and protection. They fear me, they respect me. And that is how it should be.
But I can't help but feel a pang of longing. A desire for something more, something deeper. A connection that goes beyond the superficial power dynamics of my pack. A bond that transcends the curse, that defies the darkness.
I make my way back to the heart of our territory, the central lodge where my pack gathers. The grand, rustic structure stands as a testament to our heritage, adorned with symbols of wolves and the moon.
Raised voices reach me as I approach. My senses sharpen, and I quicken my pace. The sound comes from the training grounds. I step into the clearing beside the lodge and see two of my pack members, Jaxon and Rylan, facing off. Their muscles are tense, their eyes locked in a heated stare.
"Enough," I say, my voice cutting like a blade.
Both men freeze, their heads snapping my direction. Jaxon is the first to lower his gaze, his shoulders slumping in submission. Rylan follows suit, his defiance melting away under my scrutiny.
"Alpha," Jaxon says, his voice trembling. "We were just—"
"I said enough," I repeat, my tone leaving no room for argument.
They fall silent, their bodies rigid with tension. I take a step closer, my eyes sweeping over them. Jaxon is a skilled fighter, his strength and agility unmatched by most in the pack. But he has a temper, a tendency to let his emotions cloud his judgment. Rylan is younger, less experienced, but he's eager to prove himself. His loyalty is unwavering, but his impulsiveness can be a liability.
"What happened here?" I ask, my gaze shifting between them.
Jaxon opens his mouth to speak, but it's Rylan who answers.
"We were sparring, Alpha. I got the upper hand, and Jaxon didn't take it well."
Jaxon's jaw tightens, his fists clenching at his sides. He's always been competitive, always striving to be the best. But his pride can be his downfall.
"Is that true, Jaxon?" I ask, keeping my voice calm.
Jaxon hesitates, his eyes flicking to Rylan before returning to me. "Yes, Alpha," he says, his voice barely above a whisper.
I nod, my mind already working through the implications. A divided pack is a weak pack, and I can’t afford to let personal grievances fester. I need them united, focused on our common goals.
"Rylan, you did well to hold your ground," I say, my gaze shifting to the younger man. "But you must learn to control your impulses. A true warrior knows when to strike and when to hold back."
Rylan nods. "Yes, Alpha. I understand."
"And Jaxon," I say, turning my attention back to him. "Your strength is an asset, but your pride is a weakness. You must learn to temper it, to channel it into something productive."
Jaxon swallows, his Adam's apple bobbing in his throat. "Yes, Alpha. I will."
I take a step back, my eyes sweeping over the rest of the pack. They've gathered around us, their faces a mix of curiosity and apprehension.
"Training is over for the night," I say, my voice carrying across the clearing. "Rest and recover. We have much to do in the coming days."
They disperse, their murmurs filling the air as they retreat to their quarters. But as I turn to leave, I catch sight of the moon, its pale light casting a soft glow over the forest.
I pause, my gaze lingering on the celestial body. The moon has always held a special significance for our kind, a symbol of our connection to the natural world. But for me, it also reminds me of another night, long ago, when I was just a boy. I close my eyes, and the memory washes over me, vivid and haunting.
I was eight years old, hiding behind a tree, my heart pounding in my chest. I could hear my father's voice, his words slurred and angry.
I peeked around the tree, my breath catching in my throat. My father was a towering figure, his muscles bulging, veins popping out of his skin. His eyes were wild, filled with an uncontrollable rage.
I wanted to run, to hide, but I couldn't move. I was frozen, my small frame pressed against the rough bark of the tree. I could feel the cold night air on my skin, the dampness of the forest floor beneath my feet. But all I could focus on was my father and the terror that gripped me.
"Kalen," he said, his voice a guttural growl. "Kalen, where are you?"
I didn't answer. I couldn't. I was too scared. I watched as he stumbled forward, his movements jerky and uncoordinated. He was losing control, the curse taking over.
And then he saw me. Our eyes met, and for a moment, I saw a flicker of recognition in his gaze. A flicker of the man he used to be, before the curse consumed him.
"Kalen," he said again, his voice softer this time. "My son. You must be strong. You must protect our family. Protect our pack."
I wanted to reach out to him, to tell him I would. But before I could move, the rage returned, and he let out a roar, his body convulsing. He turned away from me, his fists pounding the ground, his screams echoing through the forest.
I flinched, tears streaming down my face. I was helpless, powerless. I could do nothing to save him, nothing to stop the curse.
The memory fades, and I open my eyes, my heart heavy. I shake off the lingering emotions, my resolve hardening. I will not let the curse define me. I will not let it destroy me, as it did my father.
He vanished that night. Turned into a monster and disappeared.
I turn away from the moon, my jaw set.
"Alpha!"
The voice startles me, and I turn to see one of my pack members running toward me, his face pale with fear. My senses go on high alert, my instincts kicking in.
"What is it?" I say.
"There's been a sighting," he says, his words tumbling out in a rush. "The rogue wolf, near our borders.”
The rogue wolf. We’ve been trying to catch it.
“We think it’s a Blackwood,” he adds.
My eyes narrow as I think of our rival pack. The feud between us grows hotter every day. If we can link the killings to the Blackwood pack, we’ll have a reason to challenge their alpha. To displace him.
“Was there another death?” I ask, my heart rate increasing.
I don’t wait for his response. I drop to all fours as my wolf emerges, and I take off for the border.
KalenDammit! I knew something was off. Now it makes sense, the scent of something unfamiliar in our territory. My heart races, my mind already calculating the potential dangers.I race through the forest, the moonlight casting an ethereal glow through the canopy of ancient evergreens. I move with practiced ease, my footsteps silent against the forest floor. Years of patrolling these woods have made the terrain second nature to me. I know every hidden trail, every secret clearing. My eyes scan the surroundings for any signs of movement. I catch the rustle of leaves, the distant call of an owl, the scurrying of small creatures in the underbrush.I duck under low-hanging branches and I leap over a fallen log, landing silently on the other side. I crouch at a narrow stream, my eyes narrowing as I scan the area. The sound of rushing water masks the subtle noises of the forest. I inhale deeply, discerning the various scents—moss, wet stone, and something faintly metallic. The moonlight da
I stare down at the she-wolf, my mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She's a Blackwood, a member of a rival pack. I should leave her here, let her bleed out and die. It would be one less enemy to worry about.She’ll be a traitor, also. Her pack is primitive, barbaric.But I can't. I can't leave her here, alone and vulnerable. I can't let her die.I can say I took her against her will. Held her hostage. Kidnapped her.Then the blame falls squarely on me.Why would I risk myself for an enemy wolf?There's something about her, something that draws me to her. Maybe it's the way she smells, like pine and earth and something wild and untamed.Or maybe it's something deeper, something primal. Something that goes beyond pack loyalty and rivalry.Or maybe I can’t leave any creature, let alone a she-wolf, to bleed out here alone in the woods.Consequences be damned.I bend down and slide my arms under her, lifting her u
I sniff, my nostrils flaring, and notice how her scent fills the small space of my cabin. Blood mingled with sweat and wolf.If I can smell it from here, the pack will smell it outside.I have to mask it.I head back to the corner of the cabin where the hazel clippings are stored. The branches are fresh, their leaves still green and vibrant. Hazel is a powerful mask, a trick I learned from the elders in my youth. Its scent is strong, overpowering, and if used correctly, it can drown out almost anything else.Taking a handful of the clippings, I move methodically around the room, sweeping them over every surface. The air grows thick with the smell, a bitter, almost medicinal odor that stings my nose. I crush the leaves in my hands, releasing more of their pungent scent, and scatter the fragments across the floor, over the bed, anywhere she might have left a trace of herself.The sweat on my brow drips down my temple as I work, and I wipe it aw
She lies there still, her breathing ragged, shallow, blood soaking the new bandages around her neck in spite of my herbs, my careful stitches. I feel a twinge of desperation.We don't have a healer. I only know a few tricks and herbs to help in a time of need, but our wolves do most of their own healing.I shouldn’t worry about her.She was attacked by a wolf. I would want no less from the Blackwood pack if they found one of our own caught in their forest.But if that was the case, I should have left her in the glen outside their territory for their pack to find and take back.No, something drew me to her. I couldn't leave her alone. My energy called to her, and I had to bring her back.Who is she?My heart twists inside my chest, and I back away from her again. My energy senses her pain, just as it sensed her presence when I came into the house, and it draws me to her.I'm feeling soft, and I don'
I stand in the center of the grand lodge, the heart of our pack's territory, surrounded by the elders and my beta. I scan the room, noting the stern expressions on their faces. The lunar symbols adorning the walls mock me, reminding me of the weight of my responsibilities."We haven't heard from Lyla in days," I say, my voice calm but an underlying intensity breaking through. "I'm concerned for her safety.""You banished her, Ethan," one of the elders, a graying wolf with a deep scar across his cheek, reminds me. His tone is cold, unyielding. "Her fate is no longer our concern."I clench my fists, frustration boiling within me. "She's still my mate.""Yet she defied you," my beta, a young but capable wolf named Samuel, interjects. "And we can't afford to show leniency, not with the Slavers sniffing at our borders."The mention of the Slavers sends a shiver down my spine. The Ironfang Slavers, the Chainmasters, who demand a tribute from us every yea
My brain is stuck in a fog.For days I’ve been trying to break free, swim out, but I’m weighed down. There’s too much pain.And then suddenly it lifts, and light filters through my eyelids, the mist scurries out of my mind. I open my mouth and groan.Something clatters beside me, like an object hitting the floor, followed by the scurrying of feet, but I don’t see it. I can’t pry my eyes open. My body aches. Every inch of me feels like it's been beaten and broken, and the pain radiates from my bones to my muscles and skin. It's a dull throb, like I've been hit by a battering ram. As I regain consciousness, I become aware of the sensations—the heaviness of my limbs, the stiffness in my joints, the sharp stabs of pain every time I take a breath. I take a slow breath and inhale smoke, must, hazel, and . . . Wolf.The scent of an unknown male wolf makes my heart race. I try to remember what happened, but it's all a blur. I w
Who attacked you?His words burst like a cannonball in my brain. Something claws at my memories . . . Something I'm supposed to remember.A flash of fur. Yellow eyes that glow brightly. The stench of urine, not from fear but as an alpha marking his territory.My body starts to tremble, and my breathing increases. Images assault me, and I clutch the blankets, willing them to be a shield.Yellow eyes.My fingers touch the bandages on my neck, and I recall Ethan's angry words to me. If it’s a fight you seek, a fight you shall have. You’re banished from the pack.A growl from the corner of my vision. Claws that rake my skin. Fangs that bury in my neck, a dominant display of aggression.My heart races with the memories, and I squeeze my eyes shut, shivering violently.Blood.I remember now. A wolf. A big, dominant wolf, one who meant me harm.I open my eyes and stare at the man
The wolf stays away all evening.It’s what I wanted. I told him to leave.But as the sun sets and darkness invades the cabin, I resent him for leaving me alone.Sleep doesn’t come easily. I’m restless. I don’t know how long I’ve laid here in this bed, and I kick myself for not asking him when he was here. My body aches. I touch the bandages on my neck, feel the rough stitches beneath.The wound was bad. I’m lucky to be alive. A shiver runs through me as I remember lying in the grass, staring up at the moon, bleeding out.Who fixed me up?Was it him?By the time Kalen returns in the morning with a basket of eggs and fresh bread, I’m ready with my questions.“Good morning,” he says. He puts the basket by my bed and moves to the hearth. He adds wood to the flickering embers, stoking the fire back to life. “Nice to see you awake.”His deep bl
There’s a moment, a charged second where our gazes lock, and I can see it in her eyes. The attraction. The desire. It’s mutual, this pull between us, and it’s as dangerous as it is exhilarating.“I’m just trying to help,” she says, her voice soft, and I can hear the vulnerability in it. The uncertainty.I swallow, my throat suddenly dry. “I don’t need your help.”Her eyes flash with something, and she pulls back, her lips pressing together. She moves to sit by the fire, her back straight, her shoulders tense. I watch her for a moment, feeling a pang of regret. I don’t want to hurt her, but I can’t afford to let her get too close.But I can’t help myself. I’m drawn to her like a moth to a flame, even knowing the moment I reach my destination, I’ll die.I still want to feel that fleeting heat.I abandon the bowl and move to join her, sitting beside her on the f
KalenI can’t avoid her for long.I spend a few hours at the lodge, finding food in the kitchen and purging myself in the sweat room, moody and snappy at the younger members of my pack. I feel Liam’s eyes on me, but it’s Cassie who approaches me. She settles herself down on the opposite side of my bench and studies me.“I’m not in the mood, Cass,” I growl.“I can see that,” she says. “Want to tell me what’s going on?”I glance over at the younger she-wolf, her calm hazel eyes focused on me. I sigh, my shoulders relaxing. Cassie has a way of seeing past my moods, which makes it difficult to hide anything from her.She’s the only one who knows the real reason I ended things with Elara.“Is it the rogue wolf?” she says, her voice quiet. “I heard there was another killing.”The wolf is a real concern, a threat to my wolves,
Kalen"Let's get you something to eat. You need your strength. I don’t have a kitchen, but this stockpot is pretty multi-purpose." I flash a smile as I lead her back to the hearth, and she rewards me with her own smile.Even if she’s just humoring me.I show her how to cook the venison stew I've been preparing. She watches me closely, her eyes following my every move, and a warmth spreads through my chest at her attention.We work together, chopping vegetables and adding spices to the pot, and I can't help but steal glances at her. Her skin is flushed from the heat of the fire, her hair falling in loose waves around her face, and I have to resist the urge to reach out and touch her. We're so close, our bodies just inches apart, and I can feel the heat radiating off her skin.What would it be like to kiss her? To hold her close? She’s a Blackwood. She can’t be my mate. So no harm would come from copulating with her.Would
KalenMy eyebrows rise so high I feel them in my hairline. "You were exiled?"That explains a lot. Why she was distraught. How she got so far from her territory.But does it explain the attack?She bites her lip, her expression pained. "Yes. For challenging the authority of my Alpha." She shakes her head, her voice bitter. "His father promised me as his mate, as if I were a prize to be won.""And you didn't want that?"She sighs, her shoulders slumping. "I tried. I love Ethan, and I thought maybe I could love him as his mate. But I don't feel the bond with him. And I—I don’t agree with the ways of the pack. They’re archaic, our women are suppressed, and our children are literally sold to the Slavers. I’ve spoken up before, but this time, I did it in front of the elders. Maybe Ethan felt he had no choice . . . But he banished me."A shudder runs through her, and she lowers her eyes, her fingers coming up to trace the wound
"Do you want to tell me what happened out there?"I'm standing by the window when Kalen comes in, his tattered clothing barely clinging to his body, and I can't help but admire the sight. I know I shouldn't, but the way his muscles ripple beneath his skin, the way the fabric hugs his form, it's hard not to.He looks up at me, his eyes dark, his jaw tense, and my own body responds, a delicious stir in my core that I quickly tamp down. I don't need this. I don't need the distraction, the temptation. I need to stay focused."Lyla," he says, his voice a low growl. "What are you doing by the window? You could have been seen!"I lift my chin, meeting his gaze. "I’m not that stupid. I kept out of sight.” I take a step closer, my eyes scanning his body, taking in the blood, the bruises, the torn skin. "What happened?""Nothing." He drops the pile of wood by the fire and shrugs out of his clothing, keeping his back to me as he yanks on a new pair of
Liam doesn't hesitate, his body shifting, his bones cracking and reshaping. In seconds, his clothes are in tatters around him, and a large gray wolf stands in his place, his eyes fixed on me.I follow suit, the familiar burn of the shift coursing through me. My vision sharpens, my senses heighten, and I hear the rapid thud of his heart, the subtle rustle of leaves in the breeze.The dull hum of the packs’ thoughts suddenly intensifies. A connection I’ve ignored swells to life, and I feel the life of each wolf under my care whispering through my blood.Liam’s right. I’ve ignored my duties.I’ll repent later. For now, I have a position to defend.We circle each other, our hackles raised, our growls low and menacing. I feel the adrenaline pumping through me, the primal urge to assert my dominance.He lunges first, his teeth bared, and I dodge to the side, my claws raking across his flank. He yelps, but he doesn't back down, hi
He walks with the others, his posture relaxed, his movements fluid. But there's something in his eyes, a sharpness, a focus. I see the way his nose twitches, the way his eyes narrow as he scans the area. He's alert, more so than the others.More so than me.I watch him, my heart in my throat. I know Liam. I know his keen senses, his sharp mind. He's always been the best at tracking, at noticing the little details. And he's always been suspicious of me, always questioning my decisions, my motives.Especially since Elara.I never should have bedded her.I can't let him find her. I can't let him find Lyla.I see him pause, his head tilting to the side. He sniffs the air, his nostrils flaring, and my heart stops. I grip the ax tighter, my knuckles turning white. He takes a step closer, his gaze fixed on the cabin, and I know he's caught her scent. It's faint, but it's there. And Liam doesn't miss anything.I force myself to breathe, to stay
I swing the ax, the blade biting into the wood with a satisfying thud. The rhythm of the task is soothing, a welcome distraction from the turmoil in my mind. The sun is high, the light filtering through the trees, casting dappled shadows on the ground. The scent of pine fills the air, mingling with the earthy aroma of the forest floor.I lift the ax again, my muscles straining, and then I bring it down, splitting the log in two. I set another piece of wood on the chopping block, repeating the process, losing myself in the physicality of the task.And then I hear it. The soft crunch of footsteps on the forest floor. I look up, my heart skipping a beat, and I see her.Lyla.She's standing in the doorway of the cabin, her eyes wide, her hair catching the sunlight and turning it black as night. She's wearing my clothes, the shirt and pants hanging loose on her frame, but she makes them look like they were made for her. The fabric clings to her curves, the sleeves too
The wolf stays away all evening.It’s what I wanted. I told him to leave.But as the sun sets and darkness invades the cabin, I resent him for leaving me alone.Sleep doesn’t come easily. I’m restless. I don’t know how long I’ve laid here in this bed, and I kick myself for not asking him when he was here. My body aches. I touch the bandages on my neck, feel the rough stitches beneath.The wound was bad. I’m lucky to be alive. A shiver runs through me as I remember lying in the grass, staring up at the moon, bleeding out.Who fixed me up?Was it him?By the time Kalen returns in the morning with a basket of eggs and fresh bread, I’m ready with my questions.“Good morning,” he says. He puts the basket by my bed and moves to the hearth. He adds wood to the flickering embers, stoking the fire back to life. “Nice to see you awake.”His deep bl