I sniff, my nostrils flaring, and notice how her scent fills the small space of my cabin. Blood mingled with sweat and wolf.
If I can smell it from here, the pack will smell it outside.
I have to mask it.
I head back to the corner of the cabin where the hazel clippings are stored. The branches are fresh, their leaves still green and vibrant. Hazel is a powerful mask, a trick I learned from the elders in my youth. Its scent is strong, overpowering, and if used correctly, it can drown out almost anything else.
Taking a handful of the clippings, I move methodically around the room, sweeping them over every surface. The air grows thick with the smell, a bitter, almost medicinal odor that stings my nose. I crush the leaves in my hands, releasing more of their pungent scent, and scatter the fragments across the floor, over the bed, anywhere she might have left a trace of herself.
The sweat on my brow drips down my temple as I work, and I wipe it away with the back of my hand. The cabin feels smaller, suffocating, with the smell of hazel thickening the air and the fire blazing in the hearth. I grimace, knowing I’ll need to air the place out once she’s gone, but for now, it will have to do.
I step outside. The forest is alive around me, but I notice every small sound, every shift in the branches, every whisper of a breeze.
The rustle of leaves, the howl of a wolf in the distance, the rustling of animals. They keep me on edge, every sense heightened.
My pack will hunt me down if they find out what I've done. If they know I'm harboring someone from our rival.
But it's more than that. Something whispers at the back of my mind, a nagging worry.
Something tried to kill her. And I interrupted it.
I've put not only myself and her life in danger but the lives of my entire pack. And if the elders finds out... I don't even want to think about it.
I walk the perimeter, glancing at my cabin, at the small, dirty window obscuring the view to the room where the female is hidden.
Does she have a mate?
I grit my teeth and turn away. It doesn't matter. She doesn’t belong to me. It's better if she has a mate; he'll claim her and keep her from me. I'll be banished from the pack, most likely, stripped of my role as Alpha for allowing her to stay in our territory, but at least I won't have to worry about hurting her.
I glance at the sky. The moon is a slim crescent, and I'm glad. The dark will lend me more secrecy.
I circle the cabin again, inhaling deeply, trying to catch any lingering traces of her scent. The sharp tang of sweat clings to me, mingling with the earthy fragrance of the forest, the hazel branches, smoke, but I can still make out her scent—blood and wolf—lingering like a shadow. It could betray us both.
I move to the edge of the clearing surrounding my cabin and drop to my knees. With one hand, I dig into the earth, clawing at the soil until I’ve made a shallow trench. Then, I take a deep breath and let my energy flow through me. My body shifts slightly, just enough to release the wolf within without fully transforming.
The change is quick, a ripple of energy that sharpens my senses, heightens my awareness. I drag my claws along the trench, marking the boundary with my scent. It’s a warning, a sign to any wolf that comes near: this is my territory. No one crosses it without my permission.
I continue around the perimeter of the cabin, marking the ground with my claws, ensuring that no one will mistake this for anything other than what it is—a lone wolf’s den, fiercely guarded. When I’m done, I stand, wiping the dirt from my hands, and take a final look around.
The night is quiet now, the forest still. The air is thick with the mingling scents of hazel, earth, and my own musk. There’s no trace of her left. To anyone who comes by, this place will smell of nothing but me and the wilderness that surrounds it.
I peer into the trees, waiting, my senses on high alert. The pack respect my privacy and rarely disturb me here at my cabin, hidden deep within the forest, away from the main territory. But I can’t take any chances. Not now.
Satisfied that nothing is out of place, I step back inside the cabin.
She's still where I left her. I remove the makeshift bandage from her throat. She has a deep laceration on the right side, slicing open the delicate skin and exposing her muscle. Now that the bleeding has subsided, I can stitch the skin together. I knit the flesh as best I can with the needle Cassie gave me for repairing tears in my clothing, my stitches tighter than necessary.
I hope it holds.
I pull another blanket from the bed and wrap it over her, and then, like a fool, I veil my energy around hers, creating a protective barrier that will keep her from harm.
I hear the sounds of footsteps before the knock against the door.
I freeze, a bead of sweat forming on my forehead. By the moon’s wrath! Why would someone come here tonight? The female's scent is hidden, I'm sure of it, but I wasn't expecting a visitor.
My body trembles, and my nostrils flare as I detect the identity of my guest.
Of course it is.
"Liam," I say, opening the door and bowing my head. "To what do I owe the pleasure?"
Liam steps inside, his beady eyes narrowing on me. "You're supposed to be at the clearing, Kalen. Reporting on the injured wolf we found."
I curse myself inwardly. After secreting the female away to my cabin, I completely forgot.
"I'm sorry," I say. "I was taking the long way back and stopped here to see what needed to be done. I should have returned, I know. I’ll come. But I'm exhausted. I fell asleep on the bed and only just woke up."
“Where is the wolf?”
My heart gives a stutter of fear at Liam’s question. Glad he’s not privy to my thoughts, I keep my expression neutral. “What wolf?”
Liam makes a noise of impatience. “The one spotted in the clearing!”
I lift one shoulder, feigning nonchalance. “I never found one.”
His eyes narrow even more, but he turns away from me, purveying my room instead. I want to block his view when his eyes fall on the bundle of blankets, but I don’t move.
He won’t smell her. He won’t suspect.
"I'll return with you," he says, and his eyes gleam at me.
I force myself to stay calm though I can feel my heart attempting to pound out of my chest. "Of course. Give me a moment to freshen up, and I'll return with you."
I grab the hazel clippings I threw on the floor, cramming them back into the corner. Over my shoulder, Liam sniffs the air. I keep my face turned away, hiding my grimace.
He won't be able to smell anything of the female, but my scent will be stronger than usual.
I finish arranging the branches and turn to him with a smile. "I'm ready."
He lifts his head, his nostrils flaring, making my heart hammer harder.
Finally, he nods, stepping away from the wall. "Lead the way."
I let out a slow breath and lead him out of the room, closing the door behind us.
We leave the cabin, and I make sure we head toward the clearing in the opposite direction I took to get here.
He doesn't say anything, which can be both good and bad. Liam is my Beta. He didn't ask for the position, but my father gave it to him, and he's done his duty ever since. But there’s no love between us, not after what happened with Elara. Before that, he was like my brother. Now, he tolerates me. So it means nothing that he accompanies me instead of letting me go on my own.
Liam leaves me once we reach the clearing, and I seek out Derek. It isn't hard to find him; Derek wasn’t born a wolf, but he’s one of the pack now, albeit the most obnoxious of us all. The wolves are gathered around him, the scent of blood and sweat heavy in the air as the group of them pushes each other around, laughing and howling.
He’s also the Memory Keeper. Which means no matter how much I sometimes resent him, he’s essential to our way of life.
Derek sees me, and his eyes gleam with something I don't like. I should have returned the way I was supposed to, given him my report. He'll have words for me later, but at least for now he's too drunk and too stupid to say anything.
“Alpha.” Thaddeus, one of the elders, calls out as I approach the gathering. His voice is sharp, cutting through the noise of the wolves around him. The others fall silent, turning their attention toward me.
I force myself to remain calm, even as my heart pounds in my chest. I incline my head respectfully. “Elder Thaddeus.”
“We hear news of an injured wolf,” Thaddeus says, his gaze piercing. “What did you find when you investigated?”
I take a slow breath, crafting my lie carefully, aware of Derek’s eyes on me, recording every word I say. “I followed the trail as far as I could, but it ended near the border of Blackwood territory. I didn’t find a body, only traces of blood. It seems the wolf may have been dragged away, likely by scavengers.”
Thaddeus narrows his eyes, considering my words. “No sign of a struggle? No indication of where the wolf might have been taken?”
“None,” I reply, keeping my voice steady. “The blood trail was faint, as if the wolf was already weak before it was attacked. The forest floor was disturbed, but not enough to suggest a fight. Whatever happened, it was quick.”
The elder frowns, his gaze still fixed on me. “And you saw no sign of Blackwood wolves nearby?”
“No, Elder,” I say, shaking my head. “The territory was clear. I stayed for a while to ensure no one crossed the border, but there was no movement.”
Thaddeus grunts, clearly dissatisfied, but he nods. “Very well. We’ll keep a closer watch on the borders in the coming days. The Blackwood pack has been too quiet lately. We can’t afford to be complacent.”
“I agree,” I say, eager to end the conversation. “I’ll return to my post and continue monitoring the area.”
Thaddeus waves me off, turning back to the other elders. I take the opportunity to slip away, blending into the crowd of wolves as they begin to howl and cheer in celebration with Derek, who has already moved on to his next drink.
As soon as I’m out of sight, I make my way back to the cabin, my thoughts racing. I’ve bought myself some time, but not much. The elders will come looking for answers.
But for now, I have a moment of peace.
My body trembles at the threshold to my cabin, afraid of what I'll find inside. What if she died in my absence? I force myself to open the door and walk in.
She lies there still, her breathing ragged, shallow, blood soaking the new bandages around her neck in spite of my herbs, my careful stitches. I feel a twinge of desperation.We don't have a healer. I only know a few tricks and herbs to help in a time of need, but our wolves do most of their own healing.I shouldn’t worry about her.She was attacked by a wolf. I would want no less from the Blackwood pack if they found one of our own caught in their forest.But if that was the case, I should have left her in the glen outside their territory for their pack to find and take back.No, something drew me to her. I couldn't leave her alone. My energy called to her, and I had to bring her back.Who is she?My heart twists inside my chest, and I back away from her again. My energy senses her pain, just as it sensed her presence when I came into the house, and it draws me to her.I'm feeling soft, and I don'
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My brain is stuck in a fog.For days I’ve been trying to break free, swim out, but I’m weighed down. There’s too much pain.And then suddenly it lifts, and light filters through my eyelids, the mist scurries out of my mind. I open my mouth and groan.Something clatters beside me, like an object hitting the floor, followed by the scurrying of feet, but I don’t see it. I can’t pry my eyes open. My body aches. Every inch of me feels like it's been beaten and broken, and the pain radiates from my bones to my muscles and skin. It's a dull throb, like I've been hit by a battering ram. As I regain consciousness, I become aware of the sensations—the heaviness of my limbs, the stiffness in my joints, the sharp stabs of pain every time I take a breath. I take a slow breath and inhale smoke, must, hazel, and . . . Wolf.The scent of an unknown male wolf makes my heart race. I try to remember what happened, but it's all a blur. I w
Who attacked you?His words burst like a cannonball in my brain. Something claws at my memories . . . Something I'm supposed to remember.A flash of fur. Yellow eyes that glow brightly. The stench of urine, not from fear but as an alpha marking his territory.My body starts to tremble, and my breathing increases. Images assault me, and I clutch the blankets, willing them to be a shield.Yellow eyes.My fingers touch the bandages on my neck, and I recall Ethan's angry words to me. If it’s a fight you seek, a fight you shall have. You’re banished from the pack.A growl from the corner of my vision. Claws that rake my skin. Fangs that bury in my neck, a dominant display of aggression.My heart races with the memories, and I squeeze my eyes shut, shivering violently.Blood.I remember now. A wolf. A big, dominant wolf, one who meant me harm.I open my eyes and stare at the man
The wolf stays away all evening.It’s what I wanted. I told him to leave.But as the sun sets and darkness invades the cabin, I resent him for leaving me alone.Sleep doesn’t come easily. I’m restless. I don’t know how long I’ve laid here in this bed, and I kick myself for not asking him when he was here. My body aches. I touch the bandages on my neck, feel the rough stitches beneath.The wound was bad. I’m lucky to be alive. A shiver runs through me as I remember lying in the grass, staring up at the moon, bleeding out.Who fixed me up?Was it him?By the time Kalen returns in the morning with a basket of eggs and fresh bread, I’m ready with my questions.“Good morning,” he says. He puts the basket by my bed and moves to the hearth. He adds wood to the flickering embers, stoking the fire back to life. “Nice to see you awake.”His deep bl
I swing the ax, the blade biting into the wood with a satisfying thud. The rhythm of the task is soothing, a welcome distraction from the turmoil in my mind. The sun is high, the light filtering through the trees, casting dappled shadows on the ground. The scent of pine fills the air, mingling with the earthy aroma of the forest floor.I lift the ax again, my muscles straining, and then I bring it down, splitting the log in two. I set another piece of wood on the chopping block, repeating the process, losing myself in the physicality of the task.And then I hear it. The soft crunch of footsteps on the forest floor. I look up, my heart skipping a beat, and I see her.Lyla.She's standing in the doorway of the cabin, her eyes wide, her hair catching the sunlight and turning it black as night. She's wearing my clothes, the shirt and pants hanging loose on her frame, but she makes them look like they were made for her. The fabric clings to her curves, the sleeves too
He walks with the others, his posture relaxed, his movements fluid. But there's something in his eyes, a sharpness, a focus. I see the way his nose twitches, the way his eyes narrow as he scans the area. He's alert, more so than the others.More so than me.I watch him, my heart in my throat. I know Liam. I know his keen senses, his sharp mind. He's always been the best at tracking, at noticing the little details. And he's always been suspicious of me, always questioning my decisions, my motives.Especially since Elara.I never should have bedded her.I can't let him find her. I can't let him find Lyla.I see him pause, his head tilting to the side. He sniffs the air, his nostrils flaring, and my heart stops. I grip the ax tighter, my knuckles turning white. He takes a step closer, his gaze fixed on the cabin, and I know he's caught her scent. It's faint, but it's there. And Liam doesn't miss anything.I force myself to breathe, to stay
Liam doesn't hesitate, his body shifting, his bones cracking and reshaping. In seconds, his clothes are in tatters around him, and a large gray wolf stands in his place, his eyes fixed on me.I follow suit, the familiar burn of the shift coursing through me. My vision sharpens, my senses heighten, and I hear the rapid thud of his heart, the subtle rustle of leaves in the breeze.The dull hum of the packs’ thoughts suddenly intensifies. A connection I’ve ignored swells to life, and I feel the life of each wolf under my care whispering through my blood.Liam’s right. I’ve ignored my duties.I’ll repent later. For now, I have a position to defend.We circle each other, our hackles raised, our growls low and menacing. I feel the adrenaline pumping through me, the primal urge to assert my dominance.He lunges first, his teeth bared, and I dodge to the side, my claws raking across his flank. He yelps, but he doesn't back down, hi
There’s a moment, a charged second where our gazes lock, and I can see it in her eyes. The attraction. The desire. It’s mutual, this pull between us, and it’s as dangerous as it is exhilarating.“I’m just trying to help,” she says, her voice soft, and I can hear the vulnerability in it. The uncertainty.I swallow, my throat suddenly dry. “I don’t need your help.”Her eyes flash with something, and she pulls back, her lips pressing together. She moves to sit by the fire, her back straight, her shoulders tense. I watch her for a moment, feeling a pang of regret. I don’t want to hurt her, but I can’t afford to let her get too close.But I can’t help myself. I’m drawn to her like a moth to a flame, even knowing the moment I reach my destination, I’ll die.I still want to feel that fleeting heat.I abandon the bowl and move to join her, sitting beside her on the f
KalenI can’t avoid her for long.I spend a few hours at the lodge, finding food in the kitchen and purging myself in the sweat room, moody and snappy at the younger members of my pack. I feel Liam’s eyes on me, but it’s Cassie who approaches me. She settles herself down on the opposite side of my bench and studies me.“I’m not in the mood, Cass,” I growl.“I can see that,” she says. “Want to tell me what’s going on?”I glance over at the younger she-wolf, her calm hazel eyes focused on me. I sigh, my shoulders relaxing. Cassie has a way of seeing past my moods, which makes it difficult to hide anything from her.She’s the only one who knows the real reason I ended things with Elara.“Is it the rogue wolf?” she says, her voice quiet. “I heard there was another killing.”The wolf is a real concern, a threat to my wolves,
Kalen"Let's get you something to eat. You need your strength. I don’t have a kitchen, but this stockpot is pretty multi-purpose." I flash a smile as I lead her back to the hearth, and she rewards me with her own smile.Even if she’s just humoring me.I show her how to cook the venison stew I've been preparing. She watches me closely, her eyes following my every move, and a warmth spreads through my chest at her attention.We work together, chopping vegetables and adding spices to the pot, and I can't help but steal glances at her. Her skin is flushed from the heat of the fire, her hair falling in loose waves around her face, and I have to resist the urge to reach out and touch her. We're so close, our bodies just inches apart, and I can feel the heat radiating off her skin.What would it be like to kiss her? To hold her close? She’s a Blackwood. She can’t be my mate. So no harm would come from copulating with her.Would
KalenMy eyebrows rise so high I feel them in my hairline. "You were exiled?"That explains a lot. Why she was distraught. How she got so far from her territory.But does it explain the attack?She bites her lip, her expression pained. "Yes. For challenging the authority of my Alpha." She shakes her head, her voice bitter. "His father promised me as his mate, as if I were a prize to be won.""And you didn't want that?"She sighs, her shoulders slumping. "I tried. I love Ethan, and I thought maybe I could love him as his mate. But I don't feel the bond with him. And I—I don’t agree with the ways of the pack. They’re archaic, our women are suppressed, and our children are literally sold to the Slavers. I’ve spoken up before, but this time, I did it in front of the elders. Maybe Ethan felt he had no choice . . . But he banished me."A shudder runs through her, and she lowers her eyes, her fingers coming up to trace the wound
"Do you want to tell me what happened out there?"I'm standing by the window when Kalen comes in, his tattered clothing barely clinging to his body, and I can't help but admire the sight. I know I shouldn't, but the way his muscles ripple beneath his skin, the way the fabric hugs his form, it's hard not to.He looks up at me, his eyes dark, his jaw tense, and my own body responds, a delicious stir in my core that I quickly tamp down. I don't need this. I don't need the distraction, the temptation. I need to stay focused."Lyla," he says, his voice a low growl. "What are you doing by the window? You could have been seen!"I lift my chin, meeting his gaze. "I’m not that stupid. I kept out of sight.” I take a step closer, my eyes scanning his body, taking in the blood, the bruises, the torn skin. "What happened?""Nothing." He drops the pile of wood by the fire and shrugs out of his clothing, keeping his back to me as he yanks on a new pair of
Liam doesn't hesitate, his body shifting, his bones cracking and reshaping. In seconds, his clothes are in tatters around him, and a large gray wolf stands in his place, his eyes fixed on me.I follow suit, the familiar burn of the shift coursing through me. My vision sharpens, my senses heighten, and I hear the rapid thud of his heart, the subtle rustle of leaves in the breeze.The dull hum of the packs’ thoughts suddenly intensifies. A connection I’ve ignored swells to life, and I feel the life of each wolf under my care whispering through my blood.Liam’s right. I’ve ignored my duties.I’ll repent later. For now, I have a position to defend.We circle each other, our hackles raised, our growls low and menacing. I feel the adrenaline pumping through me, the primal urge to assert my dominance.He lunges first, his teeth bared, and I dodge to the side, my claws raking across his flank. He yelps, but he doesn't back down, hi
He walks with the others, his posture relaxed, his movements fluid. But there's something in his eyes, a sharpness, a focus. I see the way his nose twitches, the way his eyes narrow as he scans the area. He's alert, more so than the others.More so than me.I watch him, my heart in my throat. I know Liam. I know his keen senses, his sharp mind. He's always been the best at tracking, at noticing the little details. And he's always been suspicious of me, always questioning my decisions, my motives.Especially since Elara.I never should have bedded her.I can't let him find her. I can't let him find Lyla.I see him pause, his head tilting to the side. He sniffs the air, his nostrils flaring, and my heart stops. I grip the ax tighter, my knuckles turning white. He takes a step closer, his gaze fixed on the cabin, and I know he's caught her scent. It's faint, but it's there. And Liam doesn't miss anything.I force myself to breathe, to stay
I swing the ax, the blade biting into the wood with a satisfying thud. The rhythm of the task is soothing, a welcome distraction from the turmoil in my mind. The sun is high, the light filtering through the trees, casting dappled shadows on the ground. The scent of pine fills the air, mingling with the earthy aroma of the forest floor.I lift the ax again, my muscles straining, and then I bring it down, splitting the log in two. I set another piece of wood on the chopping block, repeating the process, losing myself in the physicality of the task.And then I hear it. The soft crunch of footsteps on the forest floor. I look up, my heart skipping a beat, and I see her.Lyla.She's standing in the doorway of the cabin, her eyes wide, her hair catching the sunlight and turning it black as night. She's wearing my clothes, the shirt and pants hanging loose on her frame, but she makes them look like they were made for her. The fabric clings to her curves, the sleeves too
The wolf stays away all evening.It’s what I wanted. I told him to leave.But as the sun sets and darkness invades the cabin, I resent him for leaving me alone.Sleep doesn’t come easily. I’m restless. I don’t know how long I’ve laid here in this bed, and I kick myself for not asking him when he was here. My body aches. I touch the bandages on my neck, feel the rough stitches beneath.The wound was bad. I’m lucky to be alive. A shiver runs through me as I remember lying in the grass, staring up at the moon, bleeding out.Who fixed me up?Was it him?By the time Kalen returns in the morning with a basket of eggs and fresh bread, I’m ready with my questions.“Good morning,” he says. He puts the basket by my bed and moves to the hearth. He adds wood to the flickering embers, stoking the fire back to life. “Nice to see you awake.”His deep bl