“I should drink you dry,” Valérie growled in my ear. “See what makes you so special. Maybe I’d be special then too.”
I struggled again, but she was too strong. I couldn’t move her weight. I was just a human trapped by a vampire. Again.
The bathroom door banged open behind us, cracking against the wall hard enough to leave a dent. Aimée rushed in, letting out a bloodcurdling roar before Valérie’s head rolled across the floor in front of me, her blue eyes open wide, her perfectly styled blonde hair coming loose from the chignon.
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nodded as Sebastian pointed to the tract of bayou land on the map we’d spread out over the desk. “Well, it’s closer than I intended to advance in one move, but—”
I stopped, the rest of my words suddenly caught in my throat as I struggled to breathe for a moment.
“Nic?” Seb’s eyes widened. “You okay?”
Kyle stepped forward. “You don’t look so good. Sit down. I’ll get Jason.”
“Leia,” I hissed. “It’s Leia.” I shook my head, trying to dislodge the fear obscuring my thoughts. I needed to get to her. Something was wrong.
Holy shit. There was nothing slow or creeping about the sensation. It blared like a four-fire alarm inside me, and I couldn’t think of anything else but my mate. I shoved my desk aside, ignoring the way it cracked against the wall, and left the room at a run.
I didn’t have time for explanations—I was being drawn down the stairs and through the nightclub almost like an invisible thread connected me to my mate, like I could find her anywhere.
There she was. I raced into the ladies’ bathroom, but it was okay. Leia was okay. Her hands were clasped to her neck and her eyes were wide, but her scent filled the room, and her heart still beat.
A body lay at Aimée’s feet, but it was headless, and Aimée was breathing heavily.
“What happened?” I tossed the words over my shoulder as I moved with purpose toward Leia. She was my focus, my priority. Every other last person in this room could go to Hell and burn there. I only needed to save one.
“You were right,” Aimée ground out, her voice heavy with regret. “She’s safest in the house.”
I nodded, echoes of the fear I’d felt in my office still sending chilling waves through me. I was used to being right, but this time it brought me no pleasure.
I reached Leia, and it was like when I’d rescued her in the New Orleans street all over again. She was frozen. She’d frozen in Francois’s house, too. In the street, I’d destroyed the vampires who’d scared her, but Francois still roamed free.
Thanks to Aimée, Valérie now lay in pieces at my feet. Valérie. Fuck. The number of people I could trust grew increasingly small.
“Get this cleaned up.” I gestured around me and glanced at Aimée, who nodded.
When I reached Leia, she stared right past me, her eyes glassy as she wrapped her arms around herself. I reached for her and drew her toward her. “Shush,” I murmured, even though she wasn’t making a sound. “Shush, it’s all right. I’ve got you.”
How many fucking times had I told her that? And how many fucking times would she hear it again? What about a time I didn’t make it to her? I almost hadn’t this time. It could be next time or the time after that when it was too late. It wasn’t reasonable to keep Leia chained to me for protection.
Leia wasn’t safe as a human.
I folded her into my arms, my heartbeat slowing even as I cupped her head, holding it against my chest. My heart had raced since the moment in the office when fear first gripped me.
“I’ve got you,” I said to Leia again, although I was sure I was soothing myself more than my mate, reassuring myself again that this time I hadn’t been too late.
She trembled in my arms, and my chest tightened. She whispered something, and I had to bend lower to hear it.
“For fuck’s sake,” she ground out, and I realized she wasn’t trembling as echoes of someone else’s fury filled me. “I only came to the bathroom. What the hell, Nic? Your fucking assistant? I just… I can’t even with all you… All you…people.” Her eyes blazed before she stopped talking, her mouth snapping shut as she closed her eyes like she could unsee the things she’d just witnessed.
“I’d take it all away,” I whispered into her hair. “I’d take all the memories away if you wanted me to.”
She stiffened slightly in my arms.
“I’m sorry, Leia. Let me take you home?” I tilted her chin with my forefinger so she faced me, and anger still simmered in her eyes when she opened them again.
Good. I approved of anger. I could work with that. It would make her vigilant.
“Nic?” Jason burst through the door.
“Where’ve you been?” I kept my voice low and flat, even though I wanted to rage. Not at Jason particularly, but at everyone who was closer to Leia than I wanted them to be.
“What… What happened?” He closed the door behind him. “Kyle’s closing the club. Plumbing issue in the bathrooms.”
I nodded. That was sensible. “I’m taking Leia home. Help Aimée get this mess cleaned up.” I gestured at the pieces of Valérie again. “Looks like I need to reevaluate some of my staff.”
“She always had a thing for you, man.” Jason knelt down and studied the pool of blood soaking into the carpeted area. “But, damn, Aimée. Why couldn’t you have aimed for the tile? This is going to be a bitch to steam out.”
While Jason was complaining, I scooped Leia into my arms. “I’m taking her out the back.”
She could walk, and the set of her mouth indicated she thought she should, but I wanted her close. For me.
“Kyle has called Jenkins. He’ll be ready. I’ll bring your car when I return.” Jason spoke like he could truly preempt every one of my needs, and maybe after so long by my side, he could.
I touched his shoulder as I walked by. “Thank you, Jason.”“Anything for you and my queen,” he murmured before opening the bathroom door to allow me to carry Leia through.She remained quiet, although she twined her arms around my neck as her body relaxed against mine.I hurried through the nightclub and out of the back door, finding Jenkins already waiting in the alley, the engine to the limo purring as he waited. He jumped out and scurried around to open the door so I could lower Leia to the seat. I leaned over to buckle her in then closed the door to follow Jenkins back around the car and climb in beside her.I let my hand lie on the seat between us, hoping that this time she might accept it. Not like the ride home after Sebastian’s attack on her.Fuck. I shook my head and looked out of the window. Everyone wanted to hurt her or kill her. And it was because she was mine and too fair, too fragile, too human.I had to turn her. For her own safety and because I…I couldn’t keep coming
We’d turned into my driveway and were approaching the house. “We’re both lucky she was there,” I said.I couldn’t have forgiven myself if something had happened to Leia on one of my properties while I’d been upstairs looking to advance a war. Territory and politics and revenge weren’t as important as Leia’s life, and that warning, that reminder, had nearly come too late.I brought her hand to my lips. “I’ll take you up to bed so you can sleep.”She nodded.Jenkins drew the car to a stop. “I’ll dispose of this—” He waved his hand regally around the car. “This evidence, sir.”I half chuckled. Chef’s hurt feelings or hot kitchen temper were really the last things on my mind, but there was no good reason to annoy him. “Thank you.”I helped Leia from the car, and lifted her against my chest again.“I can walk, you know.” But her protest was lackluster, and I grinned.“I might never let you walk again. I’ll just carry you all the time, everywhere. Just like this.”She laughed. “I think that
I swirled my tongue around her clit before sucking it into my mouth, and she rewarded me with a gasp and her fingernails against my scalp as her legs curved over my shoulders and her heels pressed against my back. I grinned against her before plunging my tongue inside her and stroking her with my thumb.“Nic.” She breathed out my name again. Once, twice, until it seemed to be all she could say as she moved against me and I stroked her over and over with my tongue, fully focused on her pleasure as I sucked her into my mouth and toyed gently with the most sensitive part of her.I kissed her through an orgasm, my fang grazing dangerously against her as I grinned and she cried out again, and then I lapped softly as she relaxed and moaned, becoming little more than Jell-O on the bed.I kissed the insides of her thighs again as I drew away, and I finished undressing her before tucking her under the comforter and joining her, drawing her against me as we both lay naked in her bed. She fell a
His groan reverberated right through me, and he drew away, his chest heaving with each breath. “You’re so difficult to resist.”“Then don’t…” I lifted an eyebrow, but he grinned and shook his head.“You need to eat, just like you needed to relax and sleep last night. And I need to let you do that.”“Such a gentleman,” I teased, but gratitude almost lost against the irritation inside me, because morning sex sounded pretty fucking good, actually, regardless of what Nic thought I needed. “But I am completely available to meet all your needs, too.”I pushed the blanket from myself in a bold reveal then groaned at a sharp knock at the door.“Raincheck?” Nic grinned as he tossed a T-shirt toward me and I slipped it on. “It’s Aimée,” he murmured, and I nodded, knowing better than to ask how he knew.Vampire hearing, vampire sense of smell. Vampire telepathy for all I knew. Something that gave him a superpower, anyway.He wandered back to the door, still wrapped in the ridiculous throw, and h
“There’s an easy way to do that, though, Nic,” Aimée said softly, and I held up my hand.“I don’t think I need to know the details.” Seeing Aimée behead Valerie had been plenty enough violence for me. I didn’t need to find out what sort of violence Nic could enact to ensure my safety going forward.Nic flashed another grin, this one strained after he frowned at Aimée. “Kyle will handle the details. He usually seems to enjoy those.”He crossed the room and dropped a soft kiss to my forehead as I wound my arms around his neck.“I’ll miss you,” I whispered to Nic, and Aimée gave my shoulder a gentle shove.“But my brother won’t watch old British comedy movies with you and laugh at all the right parts, I’m sure. Four Weddings, or Bridget Jones?” She didn’t wait for my reply. “Both? I can also offer popcorn.”“Bye. I’ll be back as soon as I can.” Nic spoke from the door, his voice low before he slipped away.Aimée shook her head. “I have no idea what you’ve done to my brother, but I’ve nev
He gestured at the other screen, the one with the paused footage on. We’d just watched Valérie in conversation with the guys in the shot, and shortly after they’d started smashing glasses and chairs over each other.“But you were there to watch Leia. Not to prevent other people from killing themselves and each other.”“It was too much for the regular bouncers to handle. Innocents were being hurt.” Kyle shifted his stance to at-ease, his unblinking gaze somewhere over my left shoulder.Rage roared through me, more at the thought of Leia in danger than at my men, and I stood with a bellow, shoving everything off my desk. My computer crashed to the floor and the screen went black. A paperweight rolled to the corner of the room, and files spilled their contents over the floor.I never should have agreed to Leia and Aimée attending the nightclub. I slammed my fist through the sheetrock. There was too much risk for her in my world. A mirror cracked as I ripped it from the wall, and I shredd
“Nic.”“I’m heading toward you now. I won’t be long.” I watched the speedo needle climb.“Nic.”“Yes?” I forced myself to focus.“It’s not me. I’m not hurt. I’m fine.”But something was still wrong. I wasn’t imagining that. “Then what is it?” I didn’t slow down. The urgency to get home still existed. Maybe she was injured somehow.“It’s Dad. The rehab center called. He’s missing.”Oh, thank fuck. For a moment, I took my foot off the gas and coasted as relief coursed through me. It was only Jean. Jean was the problem, which was still a problem, only not as urgent.“What do you mean, missing?” Had he run away, broken our deal?“That’s the thing.” She sucked in a breath. “They don’t know what’s going on. They only know he didn’t show up to today’s meetings. They don’t know when he left or why. And all of his shit is still there. He didn’t take anything.”I flicked the turn signal and slowed to make my turn. “Nothing?” That didn’t sound right. “I mean, if he was leaving, sure, travel ligh
My eyes were dry, though. I slammed every door I walked through, harder and harder until I was opening doors back up just to slam them closed again, daring the old house to so much as crack beneath my rage.It consumed me.Fucking Nic. There was no way Dad had just upped and left his rehab…right? At least, not without his stuff. And sure, he was an addict, but he wasn’t heartless. Surely, he wouldn’t just have left without telling me.I sat at a random piano I’d uncovered in a large bedroom and pressed one of the yellowed-ivory keys, listening to the high-pitched plink, plink sound. Somehow the pitch suited my mood better than any discordant crash I could evoke by smashing the keys at the other end.Anger at Nic kept my disappointment in Dad at bay. If I didn’t think too hard about what my father was capable of, I didn’t have to believe he might have left on his own. And I couldn’t believe that anyway. Not until I’d explored and dismissed every other possibility.Francois had kept me